In the police station, Zhao Jun and I were sitting in the rest area, and Fang Wenke was taking notes inside.

I don't know how to describe my mood now, the feeling is so depressing, it's like the stinging sensation of breaking a glass with my bare hands and splintering into my skin.

I have fantasized countless times about meeting this irresponsible father, and I have resisted every moment of meeting him in my heart countless times. But I never expected that my meeting with him would be such a sinful coincidence.

In the past five years, my feelings for him have evolved from respect to disappointment, and then from disappointment to hatred.

I don't know what happened to him in the last five years, or how many bad things he's done outside, but I can confirm that he's completely turned into a beast from the way he kicked his mother out of the house.

And today, for the first time in five years, we have seen him in prison.

Maybe I was stunned for too long, so that Zhao Jun was squatting down to help me tie my shoes, I didn't notice it, and when I came to my senses and saw the scene in front of me, I retracted my feet under the chair and said, "What are you doing!" Nothing to do! ”

"I just told you that your shoelaces were open several times, and you acted like you didn't see me, I thought you just wanted me to tie them for you!" Zhao Jun squatted on the ground and shrugged helplessly, "Then you tie it yourself!" Immediately afterwards, Zhao Jun supported his hands on his knees, and got up suddenly, and he instantly changed from a dwarf to a tall and mighty prince.

When he stood up, he looked down at me with a solemn expression, as if the king was about to give orders, and then he touched my forehead with his right hand and said, "I know you are very uncomfortable now, if you are uncomfortable, cry out!" ”

I raised my head and stared at Zhao Jun, and said to him with a solemn expression: "I don't have so many tears!" But don't you think I'm ashamed? My father was a robber! ”

"You're worrying too much, no one will have an opinion of you because of this!"

"I hope so!"

I lowered my head, fastened the shoelace on my other foot, straightened up, walked up to a policeman, and said, "Uncle, can you let me take a look at the thief just now?" I have something to say to him, he is my father. ”

When I said the word "father", my tone weakened, and I don't know if it was because I was embarrassed or because I was completely resistant to such a relationship in my heart.

The police agreed to my request and took me to my father.

My father was sitting right in front of me, but there was a fence-like partition in front of me.

The moment I saw him, my heart was calm, no matter how mixed my emotions were before, I was numb at the moment, I didn't know how to say the first sentence, I just looked at him directly, wanting to hear his voice.

However, after he looked at me for five seconds, he suddenly stood up, grabbed the fence with his handcuffed hands, and yelled at me with a hideous expression: "I've been fucking raising you for so many years!" zuihou used you to send Lao Tzu to prison? You white-eyed wolf! And your mom a slut! ”

The moment he shouted, I was completely devastated, and with these five years of resentment and hatred, I collapsed together.

I finally went crazy without restraint, I spat hard at his filthy face, and then tore my throat and yelled at him: "You think you're amazing, don't you! You're just letting me give birth to this shijie! My mom marrying you is the biggest mistake of her life! You deserve it when you go to jail! Even if you die, you won't be able to repay your debt to our mother and daughter! ”

My roar seemed to exceed the decibel level accepted by normal people, and Zhao Jun in the rest area and Fang Wenke, who was making a note next door, both ran over after hearing it, and several policemen also followed, and I was forcibly taken out by them.

"Didn't you say you wouldn't cry! Shame on you? Zhao Jun said to me as he handed me a tissue.

Now I am sobbing and unable to speak normally, my body convulses with tears, and my snort is not so smooth with the violent beating of my heart, all because the despair and resentment in my heart are out of control.

Fang Wenke hugged me tightly, and kept helping me with his palm on my back, he didn't know what language to use to comfort me at this time, he could only feel distressed with me with red eyes.

After Fang Wenke finished taking notes at the police station, the three of us left there.

When I left, I didn't look back.

I knew that my emotions were on the verge of exploding, but my sanity was still telling me that I had nothing to do with the man who gave me life, only when my father died the same year he gave birth to me.

When we returned to the hotel, it was already two o'clock in the second half of the night, because we had been tossing for too long, so we bought some instant noodles to eat at the hotel.

After buying instant noodles, Zhao Jun went back to his room by himself, and Fang Wenke and I were next door to him.

As soon as I entered the house, I rushed to the big bed, sticking to the bed and refusing to move, while Fang Wenke diligently picked up the kettle and boiled the hot water.

"Eat the noodles in a while, and let's go to sleep! Then tomorrow morning around 10 o'clock we will set off back to Changchun, after I go back, I have a friend's birthday party that I need to attend, can you accompany me? ”

I nodded and agreed to Fang Wenke's request.

"Also, don't be sad about your father anymore, and don't cry like that. When you cried today, I felt like I was going to suffocate, it was so painful! ”

I looked up and smiled at Fang Wenke, and said, "It won't be like that again, and from today on, I won't have a father like that." ”

"Then do you blame me? If I hadn't chased your father at the time, maybe your father wouldn't have gone to jail. ”

"If I hadn't sent him to prison today, I think he might have been killed in the future. He has lived in a mess for so many years, and he should repent, and I don't blame you, because that's fate. If it weren't for you this time, I don't think I would know where I should be right now. ”

Fang Wenke put down the kettle, walked up to me and kissed my forehead gently, and said, "No matter what happens in the future, I will be by your side, even if you are helpless from now on, I will be your warmest harbor." ”

Maybe I was touched by Fang Wenke's words, or maybe I felt self-pity for my bad situation, my heart was sour, so sour that the organs around my heart were agitated together, and there was no chemical reaction in my whole body.

And that kind of chemical reaction is called moving, and that kind of moving makes people feel warm all over their body.

After eating instant noodles, Fang Wenke and I lay on the bed and chatted, and after a while, we both fell asleep so deeply that we didn't wash our faces.

Later, I don't know how long later, and I don't remember where I heard about it, my father was sentenced, and they said he was sentenced to four years in prison.