Chapter 39 Wanting to quit - the ups and downs of fate are unpredictable
Even if Queen Puya has always had a rational string in her heart, even if she will have a balance; But it seems that as long as it comes to the problem of Jingluan, even if she weighs a few in her heart, the final result is the same, she will choose her lover instead of Jiangshan in the same way.
In this case, the queen still executed Lord Tuga and others, of course, the reason for the punishment was not the so-called plotting lover, but the unquestionable, all the ways and all the people who were stubbornly buttoned up to the big hat of rebellion, accusing the minister and standing with him were all disobedient!
But even with such a high-sounding reason, what is the truth, no one in the Manchu Dynasty is a fool who has no eyes, how can he not know?
But Queen Chrysostom said that any decision can only be wise! There is no room for the slightest doubt or criticism!
The Linchang court was dissatisfied, but they could only dare to be angry but did not dare to speak. In addition, Lord Tujia is the old minister of Linchang and the humerus of the imperial court, and his people were killed, which can be said to have greatly hurt the vitality of the previous dynasty of Linchang; And even such a courtier with such a great reputation and many achievements will be killed, how can the people next to him not be cold and frightened?
Queen Puya seems to be deviating more and more from her image of the Holy Lord of the Ming Monarch in the past, and is gradually becoming a thug of the faint monarch......
The people in the government and the opposition are panicking, and the situation of the unity of the monarch and the minister, the lord and the minister, who has maintained for several years since Pu Yameduo ascended the throne, has collapsed with Puya's perverse and domineering obstinate behavior again and again! .
The weather at the end of August is getting colder and colder day by day, and even in the desert with flying sand and rocks, the cold is as bitter as a strong wind.
Fadu wrapped his cloak over his shoulders, and after the morning came, he went to the palace of Queen Puya to meet the queen.
He thought about it for a long time, and after pondering and thinking about it repeatedly for the past few days, he finally made up his mind to leave.
It is fate to meet this beautiful oasis of ancient city, and it is also fate to leave. When he came to the ancient country of Linchang in this oasis, it was a coincidence; The reason why I decided to stay here for a short time is because I promised the prince of Handi, and on the other hand, because of the little guess in my heart!
He was originally shuttling through the sea of sand with a secret and a kind of pursuit, which may not be the whole reason why he always walked alone and worshiped the Buddha, but this is also an extremely important part of the reason. He can't tell or tell this secret, because it's very important......
But now, he stayed in Linchang for many days, and after a faint glimmer of hope, he still lost his clues, and he didn't know where the opportunity to explore the secret was even more. That's not all, it also attracted those thieves with bad intentions who chased him all the way, and I don't know if it was because of myself that it brought a lot of chaos to Linchang.
In this way, he can't stay, because if he continues to stay here, Linchang doesn't know what kind of unknowable danger he will face next!
No mercy and salvation, any long-term foreshadowing, can still not be exchanged for bloodshed and killing!
As for the promise of Xiao Jingluan to transform the queen and help him return to his hometown...... Fadu pondered carefully, and found that he didn't seem to be able to help at all these days, whether it was to transform sentient beings or return to the source, he needed an established opportunity, and this opportunity was not forced by human beings. And Fadu is not a fool who only knows how to walk and his mind is dusty, his bodhichitta is the clearest crystal in the world, with the ability to penetrate people's hearts and pierce the mist! He had already sniffed out the smell of conspiracy that was permeating it, and suspected Jingluan's disagreement with Puya and his use of him. He didn't want to be freed from a conspiracy and quickly fall into another new conspiracy!
Sometimes, walking away before the cycle of karma really begins is not the most direct solution!
However, if you can escape, it is not a disaster; Only those who can't escape are really in calamity......
No one will know how many calamities there are in the fate, whether they are calamities or not.
After a while, consciously or unintentionally, Puya was used to Fadu's audience, so he asked Gong'e to lead him directly in.
The hall was smoked with a good smell of Suhe incense, which had the effect of relieving pain and soothing the nerves, and the wisps of it sniffed into the nose, and the whole person suddenly became lighter.
Fadu sniffed the fragrance of Na and walked slowly all the way, and fixed his body through the curtain of the small room. It is inconvenient for him to walk in such a big thorn inside, it is inevitably inappropriate.
Through the curtain, he saw that Puya was taking care of the sleeping Jingluan. Because the distance was not long or short, he could vaguely see the general condition of Jingluan.
After a few days of recuperation, Jingluan's complexion was obviously much better, and the injury should have stabilized. The wounds on the body should look like they have scabbed and swelled, but the whole person has not fully recovered, and it is necessary to sleep more.
"The queen has been taking care of Xiao Gongzi so undressed these days?" His heart flickered, and this moment was not about his good brother Xiao Jingluan, but on Queen Puya. I unconsciously remembered that when he came to see Puya a few days ago, the delicate queen looked like a haggard appearance of independence and wind, and I couldn't help but feel a little more worried about her body and bones. With such a continuous arrogance day and night, how can she bear it?
That Gong E's head was soft: "Yes." "Raise her eyes gently," Queen Bixia didn't worry about others taking care of her, so she personally guarded and took care of Lord Xiao, and she didn't take a break for a long time. Thinking of this, he shook his head helplessly, "The slaves and maids also remember the queen and persuade her not to tire herself out." But the queen didn't say anything, just sat on the edge of the couch like that, looked at Xiao Gongzi stupidly, and didn't care about anyone else. Slaves and maids...... I didn't dare to say more. ”
Fadu nodded, knowing that Puya was such a character, and when she was obsessed, she only had what she was attached to, and all the things next to her were gone: "What about Lord Xiao's injury?" Then he changed his mind and asked again.
Gong E narrowed her eyes: "Xiao Gongzi seems to be able to speak and walk as usual. It's just that the bones of the body are still weak, and it is easy to feel tired. She paused, "I spend more time asleep and less time when I'm awake." The imperial doctor changed the prescription for replenishing the body, and instructed him to take care of it for a while, and he would be fine. ”
Saying this, Fadu had a score in his heart. It seems that Jingluan is fine, and if Jingluan gets better, then Puya will also get better; And as soon as he leaves, the stranger who followed him will also leave, and Linchang will be stable. Thinking like this, he was at ease.
At this time, Puya sensed the subtle voices outside the curtain, and when she looked sideways, she saw that Fadu had come in. She twisted the quilt for Jingluan again, and then got up and walked out.
The light and shadow are staggered, and the pattern changes, and Fadu saw that Puya was holding a red-toothed comb in her hand, and knew that she was intimately combing Jingluan's hair and pulling up the golden crown. Her lover is very good and decent, even if she is sick and recuperating, she must not mess up her appearance.
Just like a gust of willow wind summoned the rain of apricot blossoms, Fadu's heart was like a trickle of irrigation, flowing through the dry fields, and suddenly moved by the queen's bone-soaked meticulousness and tenderness, affirming that the pure feelings born in the harmony of the world are as true, sincere, good, and beautiful as Buddhism!
Gong E has deftly raised her hand to lift the curtain. Pu Ya walked out and gestured to Fadu.
Fadu understood, knowing that Puya was afraid of disturbing Jingluan, who was sleeping again, so he went to the outhouse with her.
The two of them sat down by the window, Pu Ya raised her hand and took a sip of the rose dew handed by Gong E, her noodle plate in the faint light was much more ruddy than when she saw Fa Du a few days ago, sure enough, this Xiao Jingluan is really her life, and she will follow him if he is better...... The so-called one thing descends one thing, and that's probably it!
"The national teacher came to me this time, why, I killed Lord Tujia...... Are you unhappy? ”
Fadu was thinking about it, when he heard Puya say something half-jokingly and half-seriously.
He raised his eyes and saw the white smoke rising from a layer of incense sticks dissipating along the wind, and pulled a thin curtain for his eyes. In the samsar, he smiled: "Everything has its own cause and effect, so I can't help the poor monk to be unhappy." "Faint, the charm of the breeze and the moon, out of the earthly detachment.
"That's good!" When Pu Ya heard this, her tense heartstrings seemed to loosen at this moment, and she took the enamel armor sets handed over by Gong E on the side and put them on one by one, "Then the national teacher is here to talk and chat with this king today!" When she raised her eyes, the smoke just dispersed a little, and I saw that her eyes were burning, "What kind of interesting story has the national teacher prepared to dispel my loneliness?" "The wings of the eyelashes flutter in the wind, and a row of fine dark shadows are laid on the eyelids.
As soon as the thought moved, the parting words stuck in the throat. But in the face of the queen who was soft and full of enthusiasm, the tenacious persistence in Fado's heart couldn't be grasped at all! He originally had a bright life, but at this moment, he faced Queen Puya, as if he had done something wrong!
It seems that this parting is not as easy as he imagined...... Maybe it's because of the queen's hospitality for many days, maybe it's because she still owes Jingluan's promise, or maybe it's because the true, kind and beautiful queen has never been so difficult for people to disobey her wishes, or maybe it's some other reason that can't be refuted.
After tossing and turning, he was embarrassed to say what was on his mind dryly, so he put his mind down for a while, so he smiled and moved his Adam's apple slightly.
When he was about to take the queen's words, Puya also smiled, and said again before him: "I left you that day, in fact, there is such a reason that is unknown to others......"
Fadu was stunned, and his words were stumped.
Could it be that Puya saw through his intention to leave, so he suddenly mentioned the words that left him behind? Or maybe it's just a simple feeling situation, and she just came out with that sentence as soon as she thought about it?
Fadu was a little puzzled for a while, but his mood was clear, and his slightly stiff heartstrings made a soothing softness, but he was interested in hearing what the reason for Puya to stay with him.