Chapter 40 Wandering Monk Joy - Ten years of hard work is unusual
As if immersed in the lingering thoughts of a long time ago, Puya did not rush to speak again. She looked sideways, motioned for all the servants standing on the left and right to stand down, and immediately raised her hand to hold a small glass pot, filling a glass dew for Fadu.
"That's a knot in my heart, and it's also an inexplicable obsession of mine, but I can't tell what kind of obsession it is." Xu Soft's voice slowly came out of Puya's mouth at this time, her posture was leisurely, her elbows were on Xiaoji's face, and her body was slightly lying on her stomach, a little lazy.
A flash of inspiration flashed through Fado's mind! I don't know if it's a feeling in the dark, he suddenly looked forward to Puya telling her story, for fear that she would suddenly change her mind halfway through and be unwilling to share it with him......
This kind of feeling, such urgency, is certainly rare for the practice of the Dharma, and it is probably only when you listen to the teachings of the Guru, or when you find the Dharma and perceive the Buddha's baptism! But at this moment, with Pu Ya's soft and glutinous lips and broken jade's rhino teeth slowly moving shallowly, making up the charm of a clear spring, Fa Du only felt that all his attention and the trace of mental power accumulated by all his souls were all going to it! That heart and soul can no longer separate any wisp of space for other feelings and other attention!
Puya's eyes gradually drifted, because she fell into a flood of thoughts, and every word was self-conscious.
She said: "Thirteen years ago, there was also a monk who braved the yellow dust and sand, walked through the thousand-year-old fortress beacon, followed the Yadan landform accumulated over 10,000 years, and walked along the unpredictable oasis forest springs...... All the way to the depths of the desert, I came to the ancient domain of Linchang, the pearl of the desert on this oasis. His eyebrows flickered, and Puya bowed his head, "He is very similar to you." ”
The condensed thoughts of Fadu did not shift or scatter at all, and his heart was filled with a vigorous fire of perseverance, as if it was a great liliang that could bury heaven and earth once it broke out! It is about the Buddha, the Dharma, and the monk's guidance and ancient following!
At this moment, Fadu was excited and calm, vaguely counting the age of Puyamedo thirteen years ago, which was probably when Puya was seven years old and he was ten years old.
Thirteen years ago, thirteen years ago......
Pu Ya continued, the small mouth of Ru Han Dan seemed to spit out a pearl of light at this moment, slowly dissipating the boundary between reality and memory, and everything that should be clear suddenly became blurred at this moment: "He brought a new hope like a clear spring to the desert savagery, and watered the budding beauty with his 'law', making it bloom everywhere." He spread the seeds of love and spread the light of great love to every inch of land in Linchang and even the surrounding barren places; He is like a living Buddha who has made the wonderful way of heaven take root in Linchang overnight, reviving the ...... of goodness, beauty, and salvation."
Fadu's state of mind was mobilized to another high ground of mental power along with Puya's words, and his mood was unconsciously excited, and the memories in front of him made him feel like a streamer of light: "Amitabha." "The unstoppable joy in my heart is the most unstoppable joy for the disciples of the Buddha Sect after hearing such praise for the great virtues of this sect and such affirmation of the Mystic Law! He folded his hands and recited the Buddha's name, passing through the vast time and space and the trance-like dream, and praising the monk who came first in the void.
The thoughts were stacked to an extreme point, and even Puya, who was stuck in memories and immersed in a beautiful past, couldn't stop her heart surging and her thoughts flowing.
It's just that when Nami's remembrance gradually cooled, and when a past that seemed unwilling to touch reappeared in his mind and seemed to permeate his eyes, Puya's heart froze, and for a moment it was like a warm spring falling into the cold deep winter: "The queen mother fell in love with him." The voice fell suddenly, and he felt only sad, "but he only loves his Buddha." Another sentence, the eyes were stunned.
Wearing monk's robes, not stained with dust, and a great Buddhist monk who was born without suffering and unpredictable cultivation, it seems that it is always easy to attract women with true, good, and beautiful hearts, and easily attract him to love and be crazy about him!
Fadu was slightly stunned, and his thoughts froze like a blizzard......
"But the queen mother still persistently follows him, only following him." When she turned her eyes, she sighed slowly, her voice precipitated, and the second half of the sentence was deliberately emphasized.
"What a kind of perseverance and love this must be!" Fadu's heart surged again, and he thought silently and silently, "Follow him, only follow him......" Is it really a trivial little love between men and women in the world? This kind of persistence and unrepentance can be perceived very clearly through Puya's tenacious tone. His mind turned, and he always felt that there was something different in this, that was a tacit communion as a disciple of Buddhism, and he always felt that the former queen's love for that monk was not the kind of thing that the world thought and thought that what she saw was believing.
Pu Yashen was still thoughtful, and his words were self-conscious: "My father was furious and ordered to kill the wandering monk." ”
Fado's eyes moved.
The Queen Mother fled with him to the Holy Land, and let him go all the way up the crumbs of the Wood Sacred Mountain. That holy land was originally a pure land from our Linchang ancient times, which was extremely special, and it had always been regarded as a heaven-level divine land, and various magic circle barriers were set up; Unless there is a sacrifice and worship, even the king cannot enter at will. ”
Fadu bowed his head, and his thoughts were dark.
Puya's eyes were slightly cloudy, and now she recalled an old incident through the torrent of time, and it seemed that there was still something that moved her heart and was glamorous and aggressive: "But that day, my father broke this rule, and he led the knight all the way to the holy place after the queen mother and the wandering monk. "Slowly, the voice was slower, "But the fierce queen mother stopped in front of her father's army, with a weak posture and a tenacious heart, insisted on protecting the monk and ......"
Puya's eyes are beautiful and bright, and there are faint specks of broken gold in the sun. She raised her hand to support her jaw and narrowed her eyes, and her voice was very sincere and soft: "The queen mother said that she is not protecting her lover, but the Buddha...... The queen mother said that she had never betrayed her father, neither body nor mind! I don't know if Puya believes in her mother, and I don't know if she can understand her mother's persistence back then, and how much she can understand; But when she said these words, it seemed that through the barrier of time, her eyes were as tenacious as her mother's, just like her mother's, "But she couldn't say anything else, she kept a promise with her life!" ”
At this point, Puya was silent.
Fadu didn't speak, patiently waited for her mood to calm down and her mind stabilized before she opened her mouth and continued, and the wind of that Miao Miao entered through the window, her hair was slightly messy, and the sleeves of his robe were lightly bulging.
I don't know how long it has been, but the wind that can be vaguely heard around is stirring. Pu Ya's chaotic eyes gradually precipitated, which was the reappearance of her expression after the illusion re-fell into reality, and she determined: "After that, she committed suicide with that short knife and fell between the lotus-shaped snake entanglement divine pillars that stood high in front of the Holy Land Chipping Gemu Divine Mountain. ”
This story, which is isolated from the wind and dust, traces a strong fate and moving breath, and comes to an end with the righteous martyrdom of the former queen and the sacrifice of her life.
Puya Jing has sunk into her story, about her father and her mother, the two most important people in her life, a story forged with life and emotion.
On this side, Fadu's gradually resolute face was stained with a ray of light. At some point, his hand reached into the wide cuffs, and he held the lotus thorn that the master had given him and followed him all the way.
It's been ten years, and I've been wandering and practicing everywhere like this for ten years, ten years, not long or short.
Thirteen years ago, thirteen years ago, wandering monks, promises, protecting the Buddha......
His heart has Lang Tao Lang Lang
All of this seemed to point to a further truth, which cast a burning luster on the dim hope of the Fadu, and the bleak streamer that had left him clueless was suddenly lit up!
"That year, I was seven years old." Puya was too focused on her own state of mind, and she didn't notice the flow of Fadu in front of her, "I always remember how that day, my father hugged the body of the queen mother, who was getting colder, and hysterically let out that dull roar in his throat; I remember how he was so heroic and vigorous, how he stumbled and hugged his mother step by step back to the love nest that belonged to the two of them, the mourning hall at that time, and watched the queen mother's soft body on the eve of it stiffen and harden a little bit......"
Her voice was filled with a vein of sorrow, trickling that made Fado's heart tremble. And that contemporary face as bright as a rose, with such a vein of sadness, is even more heartbreaking in the eyes.
I knew how unbearable it was to see my mother's life withering like a flower, and my father's majestic body haggard overnight for a seven-year-old child...... But Puya came over and carried it.
Or maybe this is her fate, a fate that she is destined to be unable to escape or leave? She is destined to become the king of Linchang, just as she is destined to calmly face the catastrophes, all kinds of cold situations and dangerous situations!
"The queen is a great bodhisattva." Fadu slowly, Su Zhi unconsciously re-dialed a string of prayer beads between his fingers, and his mood became calm, "You and your father are both." He looked at Puya and saw that Puya also raised his eyes to face him, "You are not because of the former queen and the wandering monk, and you have hated Buddhism, eradicated Buddhism, and slaughtered the disciples of the Buddha family. This is so rare, relying on the deep planting of good roots, the original heart and good knowledge. "It's not heavy, it's not high, but it's self-determined.
Puya was slightly stunned, Fadu's words at this moment, as many times before, were so unfathomable and profound, that she couldn't understand.
Fado didn't say anything more, and got up to leave while the queen was in a state of flux.
He walked out of the golden dormitory with a precipitated mind, and after a little turning, he had already completely dispelled the previous idea of quitting!
Not only could he not leave, but this time, I am afraid that he would have to stay for a long time...... It's really the fate of the Buddha's guidance in the dark!
The western frontier of the desert and the empty valley are the prescription of fate or the maturity of cause and effect?
It's been ten years, ten whole years, and it seems that he has finally come to where he should be......