Chapter 95 How can you be happy for a long time?

The two of them each have a heart story that cannot be said along the way, which is posted in one place, but the details are different.

The cultivation of the Dharma is undoubted, although he has only been on this shijie for a short period of twenty-three years in his life, but that part of the practice of the past life is carried with him and will not be lost, and he has gone through a full ten years of wandering life. However, no matter how firm his heart is to go home step by step towards the Buddha country, and how unwavering his indifferent and extraordinary state of mind is, in front of the queen of Linchang Kingdom, he will often make an exception.

This, he thought, must be his calamity! By the way, when the master left the Han land and traveled to the western frontier, he told him not to stop when he went west, because there was his calamity and there was his fate...... He once thought that every place he went to, every time he met anyone, it would be a destined fate; But now Fadu can't help but have a suspicion, is it wrong for himself to be the master's intention?

There is nothing wrong with fate all the time, but what about "robbery"? Is it a calamity everywhere and a calamity for everyone and everything? And so it is......

However, is this Linchang, which has repeatedly upset him and seems to be inextricably linked with him but does not seem to have much of an excessive relationship, is where his calamity is, the calamity within the calamity?

But when I think about it, all of this is actually unimportant, because when I am in Suva, I am already in an immeasurable and inconceivable eon, so why should I be obsessed with what other calamities or no calamities there are? Both horizontal and vertical are a process of reflection, and both horizontal and vertical are worthy of serious completion of coursework and worthy of careful understanding......

And Puya's mind is a little precipitated, she has never been as explicit as Fang Cai in front of Fadu, she has always been proud and reserved, and her curiosity and disturbance about Fadu have changed from the initial curiosity and disturbance to sincerity and respect from the heart! And she just said such a light word, this is not terrible, the terrible thing is that Puya accidentally saw her mind clearly, it turned out that she had already put the law in an extremely important and unique position in her heart, that position was irreplaceable, and even made her have the idea of following him for the rest of her life and following him forever!

So, what about Xiao Jingluan?

Puya subconsciously wanted to avoid this question, but suddenly found that she had subconsciously avoided this question many times in the past! Ask yourself, if Jingluan had not usurped her throne, if Jingluan had not killed the fetus in her womb, would her love for Fadu have diminished a lot? After tossing and turning, Puya found that he would not ...... All of this is really cause and effect, if it weren't for her subtle empathy for the Fadu, how could Jingluan cause her to miscarry because of jealousy and suspicion? If it weren't for her attitude, which made him uneasy, how could he not have moved him and made him willing to give up everything to stay with her?

And even so, if you want to ask her if she still loves Jingluan now, she really loves it, and she still loves it...... However, the love for Fadu that I don't know when it was bred has nothing to do with how Jingluan treats her! Whether Jingluan is good or bad for her, it is an established fact that she loves Fadu.

But even if she fell in love with Fadu, it didn't go against her and she still loved Xiao Jingluan. The two men are equally good in her heart, and their status in her heart is unique, and she can't tell who she loves more. But to be honest, the status of the Dharma seems to be higher, and that is because she has regarded the Dharma as her Buddha, and she has been influenced by his Dharma and great ambitions......

Isn't love the only one? Isn't it only the right to love someone deeply? But Weishenme she will fall into the emotional prison, will fall into an extreme greed, greedy longing for these two men can be by her side and never leave her, always in the place where she looks back and smiles!

Jingluan is like a pearl at her fingertips, she loves him and treats him as one, she can do everything for him, sacrifice everything at all, because she loves him and loves him into her bones and engraved into her soul; And Fadu is the lotus flower of the Pure Land, she loves him and admires him like a Buddha, and the charm of his body makes her irresistible, so that she can forget everything, throw everything away, and run towards him willingly regardless of it, and all her sacrifices will be dissolved into the void and disappear without a trace!

It seems that one is the most normal love between men and women in the world, while the other is the irresistible greed and hatred of the Buddha's kindness, wisdom, great compassion, great salvation, and irresistible greed and hatred from the totem of admiration...... But she is love, no matter what kind of love it is, no matter where it comes from or where it originates, she is love, it is the natural greed of mortals, she can't go back to the beginning, she can't care about herself!

Pu Ya pinched in her heart, and sighed subconsciously between her lips.

Fado's thoughts were pulled back by her sigh, and she turned her eyes to inquire.

Puya also came back to his senses, settled down in the chaos of thoughts, and shook his head, signaling that he was all right.

At this moment, the two of them had already entered the small courtyard, but when they raised their eyes and inadvertently looked forward, their hearts suddenly shook!

When Fadu went out for a walk with Puya in the morning light, the door was obviously locked. But right now, the door was slightly open, and there were vague people inside.

At extraordinary times, the two of them inevitably have a lot of caution. Subconsciously glanced at each other, Fadu hurriedly pulled Puya to the side of the wall, and after signaling Puya to stand here quietly and not make a sound, he leaned out little by little, looking inside with his eyes on the crack in the door.

Sure enough, there was a figure moving, and the person inside seemed to have a very keen insight, even if Fadu had lightened his steps and breath, he was still perceived by that person!

"What a sneaky person!" A sharp voice came out.

Fadu was shocked, but at the same time, the heart that was mentioned was steady...... But at the same time, the door was pulled open! Fadu leaned over to look inside, but the door opened coldly, making him fall into it subconsciously by inertia!

"Testimonies!" Puya stood against the wall behind Fado, not knowing what was going on, just watching Fadu pounce forward like this, she was anxious and rushed out with steep steps.

At this time, Fa Du had already quickly held on to a door ridge, sensing that Puya was behind him, and hurriedly raised his hand to signal that she was okay: "Master Zhang." After settling down, he respectfully called out to the majestic old man standing in front of him and bowed his head.

"National teacher, what are you? Alas! The moment Lord Zhang opened the door, he also saw clearly that the sneaky person outside the door was Fadu, and at this moment he knew that everything was originally a misunderstanding, so he sighed and shook his head for a while.

"It turned out to be Master Zhang." In the moment, Puya fixed her mind, stared at the courtier in front of her, and a shallow smile bloomed on her face.

Master Zhang saw Puya behind Fadu, and a heavy emotion suddenly surged between his eyebrows: "Queen Bixia recovered so quickly, the old minister is really ...... It's joy that can't be self-contained! It was a sound full of sincere feelings, and he returned to his senses, and he was busy kneeling down and bowing to Puya.

Puya was also shocked when she saw this, and hurriedly walked a few steps to help him up personally: "Why did your lord say that!" Her heart was also up and down, and the feelings in her heart were also very deep, "If there is no adult who is loyal to plan for the Lone King, how can the Lone King successfully escape from the Imperial Palace?" How could he recover so quickly and meet the national teacher he always wanted to see? As Puya spoke, she couldn't help but get emotional, the color between her eyebrows deepened, and her voice was slightly choked, "For a while, although I have been in a coma, my heart has never been blind...... Whoever treats me well, I will remember them one by one; Whoever is hypocritical to me, I understand them one by one. This serious illness, if you want me to say, it is really a good illness! Let me understand the hearts of the people around me, and also the hearts of those who really treat me! ”

What Puya said was very sincere, and it was not a lie. However, she hid a little bit and didn't say it, but this illness allowed her to see Fadu who had left again, and she was personally cared for by Fadu day and night. She thought, even after being sick this time, it would be worth it to die! If she wasn't sick, how could she gain so much? This should be the most unforgettable and unforgettable memory in her life! If there is knowledge after death, it should be brought to the soul and to everywhere.

Fadu silently watched such a picture of the integration of monarchs and ministers on the side, and the emotion in his heart was also sincere.

At this time, Master Zhang couldn't stop shaking his head, with a layer of tears in his eyes: "I am really ashamed to be so grateful and sympathetic to Queen Bixia!" As soon as the voice fell, the tone suddenly became abrupt, and the teeth seemed to be gritted "gurgling", "Xiao Jingluan, that dog thief, caused Bixia to suffer this big crime, and in the future, Bixia will return to the court, and the minister will definitely not let him go!" ”

Puya's face was slightly dull, and her expression became entangled.

Fadu understood Puya's thoughts, and knew that Puya still did not resent Jingluan in his heart, so he deliberately turned his words around: "Now that the queen's body has improved, it is the greatest joy. He smiled slightly.

Pu Ya looked sideways at the clear eye waves of Shangfadu, and a silent feeling flowed up under her eyes. The testimonies are understood, and they are tacit.

Master Zhang came back to his senses, and hurriedly echoed the law: "Isn't it! Immediately, he couldn't help but thank Fadu, "I have worked hard for the national teacher!" It is precisely with the care of the national teacher that Queen Bixia's body can recover so quickly. ”

Fadu shook his head: "Your Excellency is polite. Immediately, he looked at him suspiciously, "By the way, why did the adults come here now?" ”

Master Zhang replied: "Before the national teacher was found, the minister would come every day to prepare breakfast for the queen and take care of it. But a few days ago, Xiao Jingluan watched it closely, and I was afraid that I would make a mistake, so I delayed. Now I can rest assured, so I am busy coming over to take a look, and I wonder why I don't see anyone! He smiled.

The testimony is clear.

Master Zhang continued: "The minister has prepared breakfast, so let's use it quickly!" ”

"It turns out that we don't have to do our own work!" Puya was in a good mood at the moment, and smiled and made a joke.

A few people got up, and immediately bowed to each other and walked into the inner room, and sat down on a wooden bench in front of them.