Chapter 94 Thank you, then, for giving me a ......
There was a short silence, and the rhyme of breathing and wind stirring the heart was especially obvious because of this silence! Pursuing the heat that cannot be disobeyed and ignored in the depths of his heart, Puya chooses to be brave for himself.
Even if she is the queen of Linchang, even if she has such a respected and enviable status and identity, she knows that there are not many times in her life that she is truly brave, and there are many worries that she has to worry about.
For Jingluan, she is brave to love, love is unreserved, love is sincere and hot to embrace everything, if it weren't for the sudden appearance of the law to wake her up by this karmic demon, she will not kill Jingluan, she can simply tear up the foundation established by the ancient city of Linchang for thousands of years for him, and tear up this magnificent royal city!
How failed she loves, how helpless she is brave......
Now now, she doesn't want to touch this unpleasant memory anymore, and she doesn't even want to continue to take care of the Linchang imperial power that should have been borne by her. She just wanted to stay, stay with Fado, or follow him.
"Take me away, okay?" His eyes suddenly raised, and Puya held an extremely firm tone, and the expression on her face was solemn and unobserved.
Fadu's mind was like a peeling lotus petal, and he didn't pay attention to Puya's anxiety and the sincerity of this pulsating emotion.
His ignorance successfully mobilized the anxiety in Puya's heart, she shook her head and nodded in panic, the mixed mood was filled with a strong desire, diffusing her body, mind and soul, at this moment she even felt that she was like a gluttony that devoured desire, and felt that she had even lost her heart and became a demon!
But what if the Buddha is a demon? She doesn't care, she really doesn't want to care, all she wants is to stay by his side, only to stay by his side!
"Take me away, since you don't want to stay, take me away!" Puya's mind was turbulent, and she took advantage of the courage brought to her by this hot Lang, raised her eyebrows, and her tone fluctuated and moved, "I accompany you to every place, see every scenery, go through every experience, and meet everyone...... We are together, we practice together, we will be each other's truest perception and the most sincere communion, and no one will be able to separate us anymore! I am you! ”
"Do you know what it means to be happy and empty in Tantra?" Again, Fadu suddenly took Puya's words and interrupted her.
His voice was not high, and his eyes contained a little helplessness, a little firmness, and a little infinite tolerance and pity from the elders for the younger generations. If Fadu is not angry, he will not be angry, and the more Puya is like this, the more he should be compassionate and inspired.
This time the interruption was different from the sharpness of Fang Cai. But for Puya, it also has a great effect that can't be shaken! She froze, drawing back to the wandering mind and pondering the question of the Dharma.
But after a moment of silence, Puya found that all she could do was silence. She doesn't understand, she really doesn't understand what real happiness is. She is just weaving a self-righteous and self-righteous obsession with the crazy thoughts in her heart, which is unreasonable, and it really can't stand scrutiny in the face of the true Fa-rectification...... She was speechless.
Seeing the melancholy on Puya's face, Fadu's heart softened. He still couldn't bear to face her frowning loss, did this mean that he had a sense of separation from her? He didn't know.
But what he knew was that even if he couldn't bear it and didn't want to, he was destined to not be able to soothe the resentment between her brows in the way she wanted!
Fadu sighed, sorted out the sprinkling thoughts in the wind, and immediately looked at Puya, and his tone was neither heavy nor light: "Manjushri Bodhisattva and the Celestial Maiden of Miaoyin are the two manifestations of liliang and wisdom, and it is a manifestation of liliang and wisdom becoming one to purify sentient beings, and we cannot look at things that are not in this world from the perspective of mortals in the sentient world." After a pause, he turned his eyes to the distant forest water source and continued, "And Buddhism is broad and diverse, and only one of the Tibetan Tantras has the theory of 'double cultivation'. It is also a kind of cultivation, and its purpose is the same as that of Pure Buddhism and Zen Buddhism, both of which are for 'cultivation' rather than 'desire'! 'Great love' for all beings, not 'love' for each other! ”
Puya opened her mouth to argue, but she couldn't say anything, so she had to remain silent. At this moment, she was suddenly so helpless, in the face of Fadu, she couldn't even refute it!
Fadu separated Puya's entangled face, gathered his thoughts for a moment, and then regained his former peace when he looked at her again. His face was serious, and he admonished her: "Loving its beauty and wanting to be with it is not a practice!" Even ascetics who have not yet attained the bodhi body are well versed in this path, and there is a difference between the world and the worldly companion, in order to unite compassion and wisdom, to unite compassion and wisdom, to feel the infinite bliss of nirvana, and thus to have the great merit of relieving suffering. Other than that, there is not the slightest resentment. "The mind is surging, and the Dharma is relieved and added," At the same time, this tantric practice is also difficult and difficult, if a thought changes from a pure heart to a love and hatred, then the Buddha will become a demon in an instant! ”
At this time, Puya's frozen thoughts took a roundabout, and she narrowed her eyes and said urgently: "But I am attracted to you and want to be with you, and I really want to practice with you, to cultivate wisdom, compassion, and all ......."
"The supreme bodhichitta is the desire to pursue the great interests of all sentient beings on the supreme Buddha path, is it blasphemy as the queen thinks!" Fadu couldn't stop shaking his head, in the face of the principle, he would not leave the slightest politeness, and once again interrupted it without question.
Perhaps it was the sudden solemnity on the face of the Fa Du that made Puya feel intimidated; Maybe Puya herself has been humble about her many thoughts. At the moment when Fadu fell, her slender body trembled, and she hurriedly subconsciously took a few steps away from Fadu, and leaned over after her eyebrows: "Don't be angry...... Don't be angry......" The voice was slow, a little slurching.
Fa Du Fang realized that he shouldn't be so strict with Puya, who was still sick, and he immediately dissipated a layer of solemnity on his face, but he didn't want to continue to entangle with Puya on such a meaningless topic: "The queen's body hasn't fully recovered, I'll help you go back and lie down again!" "Coming back, Fadu really cares about Puya.
Puya also knew that this topic could not continue, but she told Fadu about a matter that she had hidden so deeply that she had not even known to herself before this, and at this moment she felt that her whole person had no secret in front of him! But it's okay, it is precisely because of this inexplicable opportunity that she took the opportunity to pour out her thoughts, and at the same time, she sorted out her thoughts and understood her heart.
It's rare to be confused in life, but it's also rare to understand. Just as discriminating minds are "knowledge" and undiscriminating minds are "wisdom", confusion is a blessing, but understanding is a proper insight into oneself.
Puya was a little puzzled, and when she saw Fadu ask herself, she nodded.
Fadu didn't say anything more, in fact he didn't take to heart what Puya had just said, or he deliberately avoided it so that he quickly forgot it. If Puya knew that he was thinking like this, she would be sad, because what hurt her the most was not his rejection, not his indifference, but her whim, which she regarded as the most important and important thing, and he only regarded it as an insignificant whim......
Walking all the way to the small courtyard not far away, Puya turned her eyes to see the chirping birds playing in the woods, and the already gloomy mood seemed to be infected with the joy of the birds at this moment. The thought moved slightly, and suddenly thought of the look on his face when Fadu Fang said the sentence "** love and hate", she was in a relaxed mood, and she couldn't help laughing.
Fadu saw her faint beauty, and was puzzled, and subconsciously asked her: "Queen, do you see something interesting?" ”
Pu Ya was also looking for an opportunity to change her mind to fade the embarrassment of Fang Cai quickly, she looked sideways at Shang Fadu's eyes, and slowly made fun: "You are really very practiced!" "Wei Dun," the word 'yin' said, and he could not change his face and heart without beating like this. The end note fell very lightly, and my heart moved again.
Fadufu was silent, and in a moment he understood what Puya meant. And the pure monks have always had a shy refuge that should not be touched, even if he is open-minded, he still can't help but feel a little embarrassed when he hears Puya make fun of it. However, this state of affairs was quickly put away, and Fadu replied seriously: "I am honest in my heart, why can't I be frank? ”
Seeing that one of his jokes was about to arouse Fadu's seriousness, Puya was helpless in his heart: "Tsk! The tip of her tongue touched her teeth slowly, and she sighed and smiled, "I'll tease you!" Afraid of the Fadu ** Master, it can't be done? The end note was a good-natured sneer, and she was a little playful.
Fadu's heart palpitated, and he suddenly looked back on himself, and suddenly realized how could he fall into this turbulent love thought repeatedly! He was busy chanting a Heart Sutra in his heart.
At this time, I heard Puya's voice a little lonely, and there was some shallow longing: "I just want to be your woman and follow you...... It must be a very happy thing! The voice was soft, and the end note was like a barely audible sigh.
Fadu's heart instantly softened, and he stopped his steps.
Puya sensed his pause, a little curious, and stopped his steps.
After dissolving the shadow of the sun, Fadu saw Puya: "The queen is a noble white lotus in the Buddha country, and she will return to the pure land of the Buddha country after surviving the calamity." This is where the queen should stay, the source of light and heat, the bounty of wisdom and love! He said it very firmly, and he was very moved.
aroused Puya's emotion: "Are you bless me?" My Buddha. "Faint, the corners of the eyebrows and eyes are as clear as pure water.
"It's a tribute, it's an inform." The testimonies are determined.
Puya smiled and said slowly: "Then, xiexie, you will give me ......"
The huqin pipa told the hoarse wind, and the inlaid color flying sky was deeply chiseled in the wall and whispered her love words.
Who is who, reincarnation, reversed a thousand and one times, and can't let go of the root of the eight sufferings? Who is who, whose heart is not going to bless that little cinnabar like the Dharma?
I have the Three Treasures in my heart, I have climbed 100,000 mountains and traveled far away, and I wish to have an immeasurable clear sound. Searching for your Brahmana steps to strip away my delirium, burning the five aggregates of consciousness and suffering, vain love and hatred, abandoning all rituals, but still longing to meet you again after the three great asangas, in the moment when a lotus flower blooms......
This vast sea of suffering, the soul is tormented, and I hope for redemption!
Looking? Isn't it? I vow to bow to you, to make offerings to the Buddha, and to the Buddha, may the Buddha ...... Degree me!
Amitabha!