Chapter 82 Hidden Feelings, Subtle and Indescribable......

The sound of footsteps suddenly came from behind them, and Fadu and Puya sensed the sound at the same time, and subconsciously turned around to look.

The person who came in the faint light and shadow was Xiao Jingluan, who had lost his soul.

Jingluan's face seemed to be shrouded in a thin layer of water vapor, and that handsome face was covered with cold frost at the moment, and it seemed to melt away quickly. His whole body was very tired, and his body seemed to be unable to support it, and it seemed that every step was so heavy.

The two of them slowly let go of their embrace.

Fa Du narrowed his eyes, and thought about the purpose of Jingluan's appearance, and looked at him fixedly. At present, Jingluan has retreated from the layer of anger that shrouds his body, and the whole person is so tired in his eyes, and even a layer of regret finally appeared between his eyebrows. I don't know if I'm really sorry, I don't know if all this is just an illusion.

When Puya saw this person, her heart had lost the slightest fluctuation, her whole person was so calm, it seemed that she naturally returned to her roots and precipitated her mind after suffering a huge blow, and it seemed that she had found a reason to rely on because she had the Dharma by her side.

The atmosphere around is very quiet, even quiet and a little weird, which makes people feel uncomfortable. Jingluan's own mind is so sloppy, sometimes the whole person is filled from the inside to the outside, and sometimes it feels that it is a downright and complete mess! His light boot walked methodically towards Puya's side, stopping at just the right distance from the bed.

Since Puya and Fadu were sitting, Jingluan's posture was a bit condescending.

The three of them all looked at each other quietly, neither of them spoke first, as if waiting for the other to speak first, and they all seemed to be tired and tired, and did not want to say more.

In this way, the eyes are opposite, and there is a depth of wanting to cover up in the peace. I don't know how long it took, but it was Jingluan's head that opened his mouth slightly: "Puya." He called out to her, and ignored the testimonials.

Puya looked sideways, staggering his gaze with Jingluan. This mistake was not because of her temper, but because she suddenly didn't know what kind of face she should face Xiao Jingluan, and she didn't know how to take Jingluan's words, so she subconsciously chose to escape.

Fadu on the side sensed Puya's mood, but since Jingluan had already come in, and he had such a look, it meant that he had already thought about it in his heart and understood that he had something to say to Puya.

Therefore, someone must speak first to truly break this embarrassment. Fadu thought so, he wanted to be the mediator, but he didn't know what to say or do. There are thousands of complicated things in the middle, and the love threads and ways of dealing with the world of mortals have always been so complicated and intricate! He opened his mouth, glanced at Jingluan and then at Puya with solemn eyes, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and he still couldn't say anything.

Puya's reaction is also reasonable, and Jingluan already has a foundation in his heart. But his already numb heart was still defenseless at the moment, and suddenly it hurt, and he tried his best to restrain this feeling, that is, he bowed his head, and the low sentence precipitated in his throat, and slowly called out: "I'm sorry for you." "It's not high, but it's a bit cramped.

Immediately, without waiting for Puya and Fadu to react, it was extremely fast, Jingluan took advantage of the turbulent thoughts in his heart to float up, suddenly turned sideways, ran to the windowsill inlaid with shell quartz, turned over and was about to jump down!

Although the queen's bedroom is only on the second floor, under the windowsill on this side, there is a large icy lake. In autumn and winter, it is a treasure, sitting down around the ice lake, feeling the cool air on the face, and the extreme heat of the desert will dissipate without a trace.

But the ice lake is really cold, and once a person with flesh and blood falls in, the cold will invade the body and drive him to death!

Jingluan is very familiar with the area around Puya's dormitory, and he intends to commit suicide by doing so......

Fadu did not understand many of these generalities, so he did not react in time.

But at the same time, Pu Ya, who was supporting her body on the couch, must have understood Jingluan's intentions in her heart! She felt a pain in her heart, and subconsciously raised her hand to Jingluan tremblingly, her dry lips muttered, but she couldn't make any sound because of her excessive eagerness, and she wanted to stop but couldn't stop it!

All of a sudden, Fadu also came back to his senses, and a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he quickly understood the meaning of Jingluan! He stood up suddenly, landed after a volley jump, and caught up with Jingluan, who had already leaned out, in three or two steps, hugged him from the back of his waist, and dragged him back.

Jingluan's mind has not been sober since last night, and although Fang Cai has retreated from the anger around him, he still has not been able to find his lost clarity and rationality. At this moment, he was stopped by Fadu, and he subconsciously struggled to break free.

Fa Du's heart was horizontal, and with a ruthless luck, he pulled Xiao Jingluan back and threw him aside: "Master Xiao don't be impulsive anymore, isn't the bitter fruit caused by your impulse not enough!" It was a loud shout, not a harsh rebuke or a complaint, just a warning, like saving a man on the verge of a precipice.

Strangely, Fadu's slap at the moment was extremely useful to Jingluan. He really quieted down, even though his chest was still excessively heaving because of excitement, but his whole face and expression had settled down little by little.

Although Jingluan's mind is still sometimes chaotic and sometimes blank, this kind of calmness seems to be a haode omen. Seeing him like this, Fadu's tense heartstrings slowly relaxed subconsciously, and then leaned over slightly and stretched out his hand to Jingluan.

After a moment of hesitation, Jingluan instinctively paused, and then raised his hand to cover Fadu's palm, allowing Fadu to pull him up.

The sunlight irrigates in from the window, which is warmer than the others, and the scenery as far as the eye can see is covered with orange brilliance, and it has the charm of spring blossoms in the eyes.

Fadu bowed his head to Jingluan, raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, and spoke to him like an elder: "There is nothing that cannot be passed, and nothing is a big deal. Those are all their own experiences, and there is no sorrow or happiness in the meantime, it is like a dream bubble, like dew and electricity. Then he softened, "And all this is the most precious stairway to the Buddha kingdom for the Holy One; For the fool, it is an abyss from which no one can recover. Whether it is a saint or a fool, whether it is the Pure Land of the Buddha Kingdom or the Abyss Dead Yin depends on how you see, how you face it, and how you do it...... Master Xiao, the cause and effect that should exist cannot be escaped, just as the debt that should be repaid and the debt that should be recovered, it is there, even after death, it cannot escape, and all that can be done is to face it calmly and bravely. Do you understand? ”

These words were sincere and earnest, mixed with Fadu's sincere kindness. He hopes that Jingluan can be freed from the prison of his own nature, there is nothing in the first place, joy, anger, sorrow, hatred, hatred, hatred and resentment are all nothing, it is a mediocre self-disturbance, a rope conceit! The past is doomed, and it lies in how to move forward.

Jingluan quietly listened to Fadu's explanations one by one, even though there were many inexplicable gaps between him and Fadu, but he did not contradict the Dharma. And at this moment, the aura on Fadu's body is so irresistible to him, it is like an enlightened wise man awakening the lost people.

Jingluan did not return to the law, and slowly lowered his chin, his eyebrows hidden in a dim shadow, and he was speechless for a long time.

Fadu knew that Jingluan had listened to his own words, and he had stabilized his body and mind at this moment. He breathed a sigh of relief, leaving Jingluan time to fully think.

At this time, a palace lady asked for instructions from the depths, saying that the queen's decoction had been hot, and the queen was asked to use it.

Fadu came back to his senses, walked towards the door curtain, took the decoction from Gong E's hand, and after a little thought, he still asked Gong E to retreat, and then he personally brought the decoction in and sent it to Puya. He knew that Puya probably didn't want to see others at this time, and it was enough to have him and Jingluan by his side.

Puya's body was now weak, but when Fado passed the bowl to hers, she raised her hand and pushed Fado aside.

Fadu was slightly stunned, in fact, Queen Puya didn't have much strength at this moment, but he could sense her tenacity from this soft push.

At this time, Pu Ya passed the law, and a pair of eyes with water vapor and a touch of sharp precipitation looked at Jingluan, her lips opened and closed, and there was firmness in her heart, which made people feel distressed: "You are the person I love the most, I can't kill you." She paused, her eyes widening, "But...... I could have killed myself! ”

Suddenly, Fadu must have been sure in his heart that Puya's words had successfully startled him! Before Jingluan, Fa Duzhong walked up to Puya again, half joking and half serious: "Kill yourself, are you stupid?" He will destroy your subjects and destroy your country, but you will pay for your own life...... Do you lose or not? ”

This is playful and serious, and the words are clear and show a truth, which makes Jingluan's heart on the side shock.

But Fadu never looked at Jingluan again, and said to Puya very quickly: "What is your responsibility as the queen of a country? Well? At this point, the tone returned to seriousness.

Pu Ya was silent, and subconsciously bowed his head without saying a word.

Jingluan on the side also did not speak.

Fadu paused for a moment, then pursed his lips and continued: "Even though there are many misunderstandings in this matter, how can the poor monk also be one of the parties involved, so he should come out and make a decision." "It's not heavy, it's not high, it's self-contained.

Puya subconsciously looked sideways.

Jingluan also suddenly gathered his eyebrows: "What are you going to do?" "Asked homeopathic.

Fa Dufu raised his hand to interrupt Jingluan's possible follow-up, and his burning gaze slowly fixed him, and precipitated layer by layer between his eyebrows: "Remember for me, treat the queen well!" This is rare and sharp, he used "I" instead of "poor monk", and no longer called Jingluan "donor". The follow-up words, the voice was fixed, as if it was a blessing to Xiao Jingluan and Pu Yameduo, and it was like a consolation to an inexplicable emotion in his heart, Fadu said word by word, "You and the queen will always be happy." ”

Without too much emphasis and stay, Fadu turned his eyebrows and took a deep look at Puya who was slightly surprised on the couch, the beautiful Gesang flower will one day bloom in large clusters, blooming in the sun, and the mountains and wilderness will bloom the most perfect and pure and beautiful faces, conform to the ripe "fruit", and pursue their own happiness......

That's enough, that's enough!

At this moment, Fa Du suddenly felt very relieved, and there was a faint smile between his indifferent and tough eyebrows, and then he turned around and stopped remembering, and walked out of the queen's bedroom step by step, and the whole person was light and seemed to be flying.

The wind swaying through the hall stirred up the corners of his broad robe, and the elegant charm made Puya's heart move slightly. Suddenly, in line with the sacred and solemn, she faintly noticed a different taste, and she wanted to say goodbye, but there was no reason.

Xiao Jingluan subconsciously paid attention to the Fadu, and his mood was also mixed for a while. At the same time, there is an inexplicable feeling that is indescribable and inexplicable that haunts the heart, and that feeling has been dissipated for a long time, as if it is some kind of insight into the future of confusion, and it seems that there is nothing......

Everything will return to the same appearance as it was at the beginning.

Definitely.