The eighty-first episode of ice releases the previous suspicion, and the lover breaks his intestines
Fado did not immediately return to his place, even though he knew that he had lost face in front of Puya and had no face to continue to see, but he still had some concern for the queen.
Putting aside the identity of the queen, an ordinary woman has suffered such a big blow, I am afraid that it will be extremely difficult to calm down for a while. In addition, Puyamedo has a strong temperament and is infatuated and persistent, if he falls into the prison of obsession and cannot be freed, even if he does something stupid, it will be a great sin!
What you should go through is something you can't hide, and committing suicide halfway is equivalent to escaping the retribution and merit you deserve, so how can you not do it? That's not real liberation, it's a moment of ignorance that gives rise to deeper karma, which you can't take away, and only karma comes with you, and then you don't know what kind of deeper state of suffering you will fall into!
That's what Pharadu feared, he couldn't let Puya have trouble.
Moreover, all of this is actually considered and investigated, and the person who planted the "cause" is not only the one who is pure, but also the person who has the responsibility of the law. If Fadu had not come down to this beautiful oasis city by chance, and had not strayed into the imperial palace to meet Puya and Jingluan, then there would have been no suspicion of Jingluan towards Puya, and there would have been many things that have developed since then......
You can't hide from what you should dodge, but you should be brave to bear it. From this, it can be seen that the cause and effect of all this is also the cause and effect of the law, and there is something that he should experience and receive, so he tries his best to minimize the damage of this cause and effect.
Walking steadily all the way to the front of the dormitory, the palace people saw that it was Fadu, but did not stop him, but asked him to go upstairs.
Fadu was slightly suspicious in his heart, and asked with shallow eyebrows: "Female Bodhisattva, don't you need to inform the queen first?" ”
That Gong'e shook her head and said humbly: "Queen Bixia has already ordered, if the national teacher and Xiao Gongzi come, they don't need to be reported, and they just go to see it." "If it's someone else, it's gone." At this point, he made a "let" posture, and then led him forward, leading Fadu upstairs to see.
Fadu knew faintly in his heart that Puya knew that he and Jingluan would definitely come back to see her. If you are willing to see them, it means that you will not be completely resentful and completely reject them.
Thinking like this, Fadu's heart was full of emotion, for the queen's tolerance, and at the same time felt that many of her previous worries were actually unnecessary, Pu Yashan has deep roots and a relationship with the Buddha, and she will understand the truth that she should understand!
After only a few steps up, I smelled the rich smell of medicinal soup in the air. Fadu frowned, knowing in his heart that Puya had suffered a lot of frustration now, and his illness was inevitable, and he didn't know how many pairs of this medicine stone would have to use!
After a short time on the second floor, Gong E lifted a curtain blocked by the aisle, and immediately bowed to Fadu: "The national teacher invites me, and the slave and maid will not go in." ”
Fadu came back to his senses, nodded to her, and walked in.
In the inner room, the palace people who had been dismissed from the standing room, Fado stepped on the velvet carpet covered with red and walked inside, and every step felt like falling on his heart.
Behind the curtain, I saw Puya's extremely haggard figure in the distance. She lay there quietly, her graceful posture gradually receded, but overnight, the whole person was hidden into a handful of bones, as if as long as a light touch, the whole body would fall apart!
Fadu's mind settled for a moment, and after a pause in the middle of the process, he moved forward steadily, and called out at just the right distance: "Queen Bixia?" ”
Puya on the couch was sleeping deeply, and she heard this call of Fadu in a daze, she knew that it was Fadu, so she raised her hand with great difficulty, shook him through the curtain, and motioned for him to come.
Seeing that slender wrist reflected a dark shadow between the curtains, Fadu couldn't help but feel a little pity, he subconsciously quickened his steps all the way over, and when he was through the curtain, he hesitated for a moment, and then no longer cared about the etiquette of many restraints, and raised his hand to lift the curtain.
The shimmer of light flowed, the queen in front of her seemed to be awake, and the delicate roses were more and more dehydrated, describing the withered lying there, at a glance it was indescribably distressed, even almost heartbreaking!
"Amitabha." It seemed that those eyes couldn't help but get wet, and Fadu subconsciously chanted a Buddha name.
Pu Ya's face on the couch moved, and a weak smile appeared on Xu Bai's lips: "It's so good...... Amitabha, at this time, when I heard this Buddha name, my heart was indescribably happy. "It was a foggy sound, slow, faint. Although subtle, it goes straight to the bottom of my heart.
Fadu raised his eyes, he wanted to say some encouraging words full of great wisdom to Puya, he wanted to try his best to comfort Puya and free her from the abyss of pain as soon as possible, but for a long time, he could only roll his throat and say nothing!
Now he is ashamed in front of Puya, the queen doesn't blame him for the queen's tolerance, but what kind of dissuasion does he have to be like a person?
After a long time, no matter how calm the heart lake is, it can't make ripples. Fadu pursed his lips and finally said a sentence, but there were only three words: "I'm sorry!" The words must be said, but the voice is slight.
However, perhaps it is time to be gratified and praised. From the eyes of mortals, Puya should be angry with Fadu at this moment, but Puya is not. She just shook her head lightly, the smile on her lips gradually faded, her eyes opened slightly, and her prostrated face became solemn and emphasized: "National teacher." She called to him, and because of her weakness she had to breathe a sigh of relief, she saw the Fadus lift her up.
Fado didn't say much, but carefully supported Puya's body and raised a soft pillow for her, so that she could lean on the pillow and talk to herself.
Pu Ya adjusted her aura steadily, and then looked at Fadu seriously, and the divine light was separated by a layer of mist: "I don't care what happened at the beginning, I know that after that, you are willing to stay and stay by my side...... Right? The weak tone swirled on the dry lips, not doubts and doubts, the sentence contained certainty.
Fado's heart moved, she knew him, he was suddenly moved, and the moistness in his eyes became more and more emphasized. He smiled and determined: "...... Right. "It's also a very light drop.
A gentle word fits the beliefs in Puya's heart. She knew she hadn't seen the wrong person, and she wouldn't have seen the wrong person.
How helpless this shijie is, how difficult it is to go on this earthly road of Suopo, there will be such and such choices and such fetters along the way, and it is a practice to return home. And identifying a person or a thing is never about listening to anyone who says it, or even what you see with your eyes will blind you, but to seriously perceive and taste it...... What you feel and experience in your heart is the truth. Now that you understand, then go with your feelings and don't doubt anymore! This is the only thing that is worth affirming, and everything else is an illusion in the void, an illusion within an illusion, and has no value in itself, except for self-suffering!
Puya unconsciously had tears in her eyes, and the tears were like the rain dripping from the pure bottle of the merciful Guanyin Bodhisattva.
And Fadom did not feel tears.
Looking at each other in pairs, they only feel relieved by each other!
The sick body is weak, that is the most unstable moment for the soul and the body, and the soul is half free and half still in the body because of the fragmented sick body. Therefore, people at this time seem to be more able to communicate with nature and become more sensitive. Puya felt more and more deeply her desire for the Dharma, which was clearly frightening to her, but she couldn't control it and couldn't stop it!
Especially in the glimmer of light in front of him, his beauty is incomparable, incomparable! With the cleanest and most pure glass-like heart and soul, this wandering monk from afar came to Linchang in this oasis step by step, holding the fate of the fate that was lost before several lifetimes and eons, and met her fatefully and encountered in this beautiful and mysterious land...... Bring wisdom, bring blessings, bring understanding, bring truth, goodness, and beauty, bring great ambition and love, and bring salvation!
The longing for the Dharma in her heart is so deep, and it is not the pure desire and physical pleasure between men and women in the world, but a great desire that deepens the bones, and like his great love and great ambition, she longs to be with him, to be with him forever, in the Buddha realm, in the void! In the bliss of Weiyang!
Puya's heart slumped, her throat choked, and the uncontrollable desire made her subconsciously lean over and hug Fadu.
Fadu's body did not move, and he let Puya hold him, and the feeling of nature and love being one with each other inexplicably whirled in his peaceful heart.
At this time, Puya suddenly felt extremely aggrieved, and such grievances were a little unreasonable and capricious.
She suddenly understood Jingluan......
She knows Jingluan, she is the person who knows him best on this shijie, no, or rather, the person who knows her best about feelings. She knew that Jingluan was infatuated with her, and suddenly she empathized with the feelings that Jingluan put into her.
The kind of manipulation that is clear and genuine, but is afraid that he will not get it, but he can't help but suffer from gains and losses...... How obsessed she is with the Fadu, how obsessed with her is with Jingluan! As much as the unwanted-for affection for the Dharma hurt her, she hurt Jingluan as deeply.
But she can't say these words and thoughts, and she can't really say them......
With the weak qi flowing lips and teeth, Puya's body suddenly lost its liliang, and it slid to the side in chaos.
Fadu took a tug in his heart, and suddenly took his arms and hugged Puya tightly!
This is the first time, the first time to take the initiative to hug a woman...... At this moment, inadvertently, Fadu's heart suddenly moved.
Puya's mind also fluctuated, and the intense joy was heartfelt! This is a surprise, it is really a surprise, she is intoxicated in the arms of the Buddha, she is greedy for the continuous salvation, this incomprehensible warmth! Even if it's just once, even if it's just for a moment......
The two of them let go of their suspicions.
And at the same time, behind the fluttering curtain that blocked the depths, Jingluan's haggard face was reflected. His eyes were red, and he could see the demeanor and deeds of the two people in the room silently and quietly!
But at this moment, Jingluan himself no longer has too much anger, and what occupies the atrium and fills inside and outside is a touch of real sadness and sadness......
"Love and ruthlessness, the same circle of wisdom." Whether sentient beings or unforgiving beings, everything that is seen, experienced, and perceived has a common root – that it all emerges from the void of the mind.
Everything is idealistic, but this cage that is clearly known but still sinks, if you want to break through, what kind of chance and perseverance do you need?
Sentient beings are suffering, practicing suffering, and suffering...... When will you be able to get rid of the Bodhisattva path of life and death, and get a free and great liberation without dust and many troubles and sufferings!