"No, you're right, the wrong person is me," He Lingxiao said, "It's that I don't know how to cherish, it's that I don't know how to exchange sincerity for sincerity." Now that I understand, so what? It's too late, right? You're not going to give me a chance......"

Yun Ge didn't answer him this question, but said: "I'm coming here today, in fact, I just want to tell you, don't do anything for me, I don't need your compensation, as I said, you don't owe me." ”

"I owe," he said, "I thought I wouldn't even have a chance to make amends." I don't know what I'm supposed to do...... I thought, how good it would be if you were still alive, I won't force you anymore, I won't force you to bow down again, I won't hurt you anymore...... It doesn't matter if you can still be that arrogant Jingyunge, because I can be low, even if it is low to the dust. But I know that you won't even give me this opportunity after all. So please don't care what I've done, you can ignore whatever I do, everything I do, just for salvation, just to let myself know...... It's not for nothing that I'm alive. ”

“……”

Yun Ge was speechless for a while.

He didn't look like him anymore.

In her impression, He Lingxiao should be a high-ranking king, domineering, those who follow me prosper and those who disobey me die, he shouldn't make her feel like he is now, he can really go down to the dust for her.

She's not used to prostitution.

I don't think it's good either.

She is not someone who would blindly blame a person, it was not his fault that she was in turmoil, and he was not responsible for her near-miss accident. Yun Ge didn't think that he should pay anything for what he had done, or feel guilty about anything.

As for the harm he did to her, she didn't forget it, but with the passing of "Jingyun Song", along with the expectations and feelings in her heart, they were all locked in the memory box.

She is the new "Cloud Song".

"He Sanshao, forget it," Yun Ge took a step closer with a hint of sighing, "Now that my two children and I are doing well, I never thought of asking you to make up for anything, I left Taocheng, not to escape anything, nor to make you pay any price for my 'death'." I just want to silently withdraw from your shijie, withdraw from the disturbances of Taocheng, and live a new life quietly. Please forget about the matter between us, just like when you were a child, leave me and go to Lin Xi's side. Go with confidence, I won't be sad for you to go to Lin Xi's side from now on. ”

"I won't," He Lingxiao's voice was indifferent, "Even if I can't get you again, I won't be with Lin Xi anymore." I'm close to you, how can I only blame her alone? What if it weren't for my blindness and connivance, she would have turned the sky upside down? It's just me who is at fault, she just plays the role of a fuse. She did a lot of tricks, deceived me, hid from me, and emotionally I wouldn't blame her. Just like you said, you provoked Mu Shiqing, and you regretted it, and I am, I provoked Lin Xi, even if the purpose is not pure, it was I who proposed the relationship, I gave her illusions, gave her hope, and made her fall in love with me, out of control...... But that doesn't mean that I can forgive her for what she did, and forgive her and Yang Rong for hurting Aunt Gu and you. Whatever the reason, I couldn't go on with her. ”

“……”

Yun Ge was silent.

Is this He Lingxiao in front of her still the He Lingxiao she knows?

He is only angry, his limbs are not developed, his mind is simple, he is always in a hurry, and he cannot be calm. I like to lose my temper first and then think about the truth and falsehood.,Even if zuihou finds out that it's his fault.,Can't pull down your face to daoqian......

Hasn't that been how they've always gotten along?

But he has changed, he has really changed, he has begun to use calmness to restrain himself, and he knows how to think about problems.

It turns out that after going through ups and downs, people really transform.

Yun Ge was a little surprised, and she didn't dare to believe the facts she had seen with her own eyes, just like she couldn't believe that He Lingxiao really loved her.

Maybe what Bai Yaoyao said was right, he did have a heart for her when he was a child, but that kind of heart was more than ten years ago after all, and he had already empathized with Lin Xi, didn't he?

Could it be that his kindness to Lin Xi is really a maintenance other than "aiqing"?

However, if you can't figure it out, you can't figure it out, but it's a fact that he hasn't had a good time over the years, he didn't continue his marriage with Lin Xi after her accident, but chose to dissolve the marriage contract, and this matter is not false.

The fast-beating heartbeat she heard when he held her was also a testament to that.

Although such a situation can't prove anything 100%, Yun Ge has a heart, and her heart feels his sincerity.

This time, he didn't cheat on her.

However, everything was not important in Yun Ge's eyes, she let it go, and the relationship between them was over when they each signed the divorce agreement, and they couldn't start again.

"Do you know that I, Weishenme, can make our relationship so clear?" He Lingxiao asked her.

"I don't know." They couldn't see each other in the dark, so Yun Ge replied while shaking his head.

"Because I think about it every day and every night...... Since I met you when I was ten years old, I have been recovering the precious memories I once discarded, little by little. I know that in your eyes I have always been naïve and immature, and I admit that I used to be like this, and I disappointed you......"

He Lingxiao's voice trembled a little.

"I'm disappointed in myself myself. No one believed in your place in my heart, not even myself...... But Yunge, I can't forget ......"

"When you were by my side, I knew I could have you, and I didn't know how to cherish it, but when you weren't there, my mind was full of your shadow, crying, laughing, losing my temper, arguing with me, and being so stubborn that I refused to bow my head and hurt me and myself......"

"I just realized that since I was ten years old, I couldn't hide from you, you have long been in my heart, and I can't erase it. In the three years of getting along day and night, there was helplessness between us, some of us looked at each other's dissatisfaction, and there were joys and sorrows...... You exist in my bits and pieces of life memories, and I can't forget them wherever I go......"

"I want to see how jealous you are for me, I want to see your expression of concern for me, although every time I feel annoyed and troubled by the thought that you have become a Jing Yunge I don't know, I still can't completely ignore you......"

"Sometimes I just want you to Weishenme without explaining? Even if you give it a try! But will I listen? I have condemned you, you are so hurt that you will not defend yourself, and I have paved the way myself...... Who am I to blame you for not wanting to explain to me? If I give you enough trust and security, you won't be on your own......"

"I was wrong...... Completely wrong...... I am always reflecting on my mistakes, hoping that God can give me a chance to repent, and I am willing to change and make up for my shortcomings......"

"You say I don't owe you, but I feel indebted, I owe you a trust, I owe you a care, I owe you a late love......"

"I'm not doing it for the world to see, and I don't want you to know, I just want to prove to myself that Jing Yunge's status in my mind is really irreplaceable. I don't need others to believe it, and I don't need you to confirm it, I will spend the rest of my time answering the question in my heart: I love. ”

Is this his inner monologue?

Yun Ge was a little stunned when he heard this.

Hearing from Bai Yaoyao and listening to him say it in person, the shock given by these two feelings is different.

She never thought that He Lingxiao, who was as arrogant as herself, would one day put down her posture first and cut her whole heart open in front of her to show her.

Yun Ge has been listening to his heartfelt words very carefully, even if he listens to it as a bystander, he is already a little moved in his heart.

Yun Ge was originally a person without faith, but later he listened to some of it and understood some with Bai Ze.

Bai Ze said that the Lord is merciful, just like the Buddha, I Buddha is merciful, and they will forgive those who sincerely repent and repent.

People are not sages, who can be without fault, know mistakes can be corrected, and good is great.

Although Yun Ge didn't feel that she could be as merciful and great as Buddha and God, four years was enough time for her complicated state of mind to regain calm, and she wouldn't let herself live in hatred.

Yun Ge sat at the head of the bed, closer to him.

"Actually, I should also reflect on my own mistakes," she said, "Bai Yaoyao once told me that it is not so simple between us. It was I who pushed you away from my side, it was I who fulfilled you and Lin Xi, and it was I who took my own face and took myself too seriously. In fact, no one is the center of everyone, and everyone is not obliged to revolve around him, you must first learn to respect others, and then others will respect you. We're all wrong, so I'm not going to blame you. That's why I said that I didn't leave to punish you, just because I knew that we couldn't go back to the past, even if we recognized the reason why we would be like this, there was still no way to erase the physical and mental damage caused to each other. In that case, let's end it, that's what I'm trying to say. ”

“……”

This time it was He Lingxiao's turn to be silent.

Yun Ge's words made him feel very painful.

He was also a little moved, and his heart was so depressed that he wanted to cry uncontrollably.

He was so sad that his heart felt like it was being clutched by a devil, and he couldn't breathe.

It was hard to breathe, and there was a feeling of suffocation just because she was around.

It was precisely because he knew that they could not go back to the past, that he lost the qualification ticket to regret, and understood what kind of treasure he had lost, that he felt so sad that he was about to die.

Another reason is because he doesn't know Yunge even when he arrives in Zuihou.

He mistakenly thought that he was not doing well, and Yun Ge's "Spirit in the Heavens" would be very pleased, and that was what she wanted.

In the end, she told him it wasn't.

He always thinks that his sin is unforgivable, and that person is far more merciful than he thinks, or ...... It's because I don't care, so I don't care, right?

"If you've been living with guilt because you can't forgive yourself, then I'm sorry. Actually, you don't have to be like this, you can live well and have a new life of your own. Everyone will continue to rotate without the earth, and so will people," Yun Ge paused before continuing, "If you have to get my forgiveness, then I'll tell you, I forgive you, from today on, be a brand new He Lingxiao, and enjoy life." ”

Yun Ge felt that he had actually spoken very softly.

He Lingxiao didn't need her to punish him, he himself had already made a judgment on his mistakes, and he had spent four years reflecting, guilty, and even mentally abnormal, and was treated like a monster by his family, so Yun Ge felt that it was enough.

She lived a physically and mentally exhausted life for three years, and he paid her back four years, one year as interest, and she didn't want to do anything more.

"Do you know what I mean?"

"Understood." He Lingxiao's voice calmed down again.

He didn't know if he really understood, or if he just made a perfunctory promise.

"Then I'll go, you can take care of your injuries."

Yun Ge walked to the door, and He Lingxiao suddenly remembered something and stopped her.

"How?"

He wanted to ask, are you with Bai Ze? Are Momo and Tongtong our children?

The words came to his lips and he swallowed them back.

It's just that, even if you know, there's no point.

Their conversation today also made him understand that there is no need to know.

Even if she agreed to let the two children recognize him as a father, he couldn't cruelly take them away from her, so it would be fine as it was now.

"Happy birthday."

Yun Ge was stunned and smiled, "Xiexie." I wish you a speedy recovery. ”

"Thank you."

……

"Miss Jing! This is leaving, huh? Fu Zhan asked with a smile.

"Well, let's go, you take good care of him, don't let him have an accident again. Grandpa He treats him best, don't let the old man worry. ”

"Hey!" Fu Zhan responded, but he always felt weird.

Yes!

Because he couldn't understand it, what does Miss Jing mean?

Is she in love, or is it really as she says, not in love?

Do you care about the president, or don't you care?

Why can't he understand it?

Seeing Yun Ge walking away, Fu Zhancai pushed the door in, and was about to turn on the light, but was stopped by him: "Don't open it." ”

He knew he wasn't blind, and he didn't want to see the light of day.

“…… President, you're finally awake! Fu Zhan directly changed the topic, but thought in his heart, could it be that the president is crying, so he doesn't want others to see his embarrassed appearance?

Through the light in the corridor, Fu Zhan saw the two toys placed on the sofa, and then remembered something: "Eh...... President, didn't you ask Miss Jing to bring the gift to the two little babies? ”

He Lingxiao didn't answer, Fu Zhan thought to himself if he would poke his sadness, so he changed the topic: "President!" Actually, I think Miss Jing may still care about you, and she asked me to take good care of you when she left. ”

He Lingxiao cleaned up his mood and said, "Has Mr. Tang made an appointment?" ”

"Huh??" The topic changed too quickly, Fu Zhan directly shut down for a few seconds, and then said, "Oh! Because you suddenly had an accident, president, and then you ......"

"Do it right away, the sooner the better, we can't let Lin Guozhi get away with it for too long!"

"Oh......"

Fu Zhan touched his head, a little confused by the second monk.

Isn't the president turning a little fast......

Not to mention Miss Jing, even the president can't understand it?

Yes! Could it be ......

What hope did Miss Jing give him, so that he was so full of fighting spirit?

It's not like that......

Fu Zhan thought silently, Young Master He can really be described in four words now!

That's-

Physically handicapped!

……

"Dabao is still so awkward? What about Xiaobao? I'm not there, Xiaobao misses me? Did you miss me? Do you eat obediently? Or I'm still—"

"Okay, you don't care about us for now, let's go on a good tour, spend more time on the matter of the shadow, and think about how to appease your fans." Yun Ge interrupted the chatter over there.

Bai Ze's godfather is really more decent than He Lingxiao's father.

Although to a large extent, the reason is that the father doesn't seem to have noticed the cattiness here?

It's okay, otherwise she would definitely not be able to bear to see the two children without their father and acquiesce in his identity, and then she would be soft-hearted by Bai Zenian.

Yunge is working at Huasheng Group, and the so-called exchange learning has not yet arrived. Sister Yao in the office didn't give her anything to do, Yun Ge had nothing to do, and just when Bai Ze's transoceanic call came, she continued lightly.

"Okay, don't worry about it, it's just that you haven't spent a year with me on my birthday, and there will be time in the future."

"I'm just afraid that I won't have a chance in the future......" Bai Ze suddenly sighed.

"No," Yun Ge's voice suddenly softened a little, "Aze, believe me, we'll always be together, say haode, isn't it?" ”

"Good! Dabao Xiaobao's birthday, I will definitely find a way to rush back! ”

"Hey, don't run back and forth—hey? Aze? ”

Really! It's hanging too fast, isn't it?

"Which one is Miss Yun? There is a courier, please sign for it! The courier guy stood at the door.

Yun Ge went over to look at the payment, nodded and signed, and thanked him.

When I returned to my seat and opened it, I saw that it was a crystal necklace, and the gift card was in a proper font: Late birthday gift, Jing, happy birthday! ――H.L。

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Some readers, please respect yourself, if the text does not meet your eyes, the fork is, there is no need to engage in so many and some not. I didn't steal or rob, An An wrote my essay separately, recruited you or provoked you? You are an expert, and you don't have the right to deny other people's achievements!

In Yunge's words, tell you that people don't take themselves too seriously, learn to respect others, and others will respect you!