Yun Ge paused, smiled slightly wryly, and thought to herself, this is probably the quietest He Lingxiao she has ever seen.

He was always noisy in my memory.

Once the two of them have time together, they will definitely fight to the death, and no one will let anyone win.

It was so young...... Full of prunes!

Yun Ge's gain and loss is just thinking about it in his heart, otherwise others won't have to complain about it after listening to it?

But what do you do in four years as if it had been forty years?

Yun Ge snapped her fingers and calculated, four years have passed, and she is already twenty-seven, and she is already the age of Ben San.

I didn't expect it to be four years in a blink of an eye.

After so many years, it seems to have changed, and it seems to have not changed.

Yun Ge also didn't think that she would zaijian He Lingxiao.

She thought that the farewell of the mourning hall four years ago would be forever.

He hasn't changed, he is still the same as he was four years ago, this is Yun Ge's first feeling when she sees him at home in Verona, but no matter how much she doesn't care, she can still see a trace of emotion in his eyes that she doesn't want to understand.

Yun Ge stood in front of the hospital bed for a long time, without making a sound, and did not make any big noises to disturb him.

In fact, Fu Zhan asked her to come to see him, but he didn't wake up, so what's the point of her coming to see him?

Listening to Fu Zhan, he didn't wake up after a car accident.

Is it a serious cause?

Yun Ge saw that He Lingxiao's breathing was a little weak, and the life state on the ECG machine was not very good, and he walked very gently.

Once a long time ago, Yun Ge thought that he would hate him, and he would wish that he would compensate her with the same state, but the truth is that when things have passed and his heart is like ashes, he doesn't even know what hatred is.

She remembered all the things he had done to her, but at the same time she didn't hate him for them.

She now understands very well why her mother had only told her the truth.

If she had hated and opposed her father in the first place, her childhood might have been even more unfortunate. will also have conflicts with his father because of this, and his personality is distorted.

People who are controlled by hatred want everything to the extreme, and if you think about it, she is not the Jing Yunge of the character she is now.

It's probably still haode, isn't it?

The past is in the past, and what she is facing is a new future.

She understands that her mother's forbearance is just to prevent her from losing her mother and even her father.

It is precisely because he understands Gu Ran's hard work, and because Jingjiang really treats her daughter very well, that Yun Ge has survived without saying a word for so many years.

However, Jingjiang's death is her eternal pain.

She did not understand that her father weishenme did not wait for her.

Clearly......

Obviously there is still life......

Even if she is in prison, for more than ten years, decades, she is willing to wait, even if she sits until her hair is gray, he will still be her most beloved father after he comes out......

Yun Ge herself can suffer a lot of injuries and a lot of criticism, and even the bastard things He Lingxiao did to her can grit her teeth and hold on, not caring, not thinking, not remembering......

But she can't stand to lose her relatives again!

Mommy, Grandma, Daddy......

One after another important relatives who loved her left her one after another, and if it weren't for the existence of the baby in her womb, she would definitely not be able to support it.

She always thinks, life is too short, why does Weishenme have to suffer so much?

Yun Ge stood there, without saying anything, looking at He Lingxiao, she could remember many things that she had not recalled in the past few years, and then only sorrow remained, and tears fell silently from her face.

"Madame!" Fu Zhan's nervousness and the decibel level that was an octave higher suddenly sounded, "Aren't you having dinner?" How did you get back? ”

So fast?

Yun Ge was stunned.

I thought it would take them at least half an hour to eat dinner, but now it's only been a few minutes, why did they come back?

This huge ward, where is she hiding?

Yun Ge's gaze quickly rotated around the ward, but he didn't find a place to hide.

Under the hospital bed?

Yun Ge was a little annoyed, Xie Keyi's sudden return actually made her hide under the bed like a thief!

"Smack!"

The lights in the hospital room were suddenly turned off.

"Hmm-"

Suddenly, the wrist was grabbed.

……

"The phone was left in the ward...... Xie Keyi was still in tears, looking a little haggard.

She told Fu Zhan that once He Lingxiao woke up, if she was not there, she would call her as soon as possible, and no matter what she was doing, she would rush to the hospital immediately.

So I didn't go far to rummage through my handbag and find that I had left my phone behind, and hurried back.

He Zixi, who was following her, was a little helpless, because he had a mobile phone, even if He Lingxiao woke up and Fu Zhan couldn't get through to her, he would definitely get through.

But Xie Keyi insisted on getting her phone.

He Zixi also knew that she just wanted to look at He Lingxiao a few more times, although she knew that no matter how she looked at it, it didn't mean that she would wake up when she woke up, but she still wanted to stay with him all the time.

This is the mother, Xie Keyi has the heaviest weight in her heart, and there will be no second person except He Lingxiao.

"Why did you turn off the lights? If Ling Xiao woke up and found that it was dark all around, how scared he would be! ”

Fu Zhan: "......"

The president is not a child......

As for being afraid of the dark?

Isn't there a way he can't help it? Seeing He Zixi and Xie Keyi returning from a distance, Miss Jing didn't have time to come out! In addition to loudly reminding Yun Ge inside, he could only turn off the lights.

As for the question of whether Xie Keyi will turn on the lights again after turning off the lights after he goes in, how can he have time to think so much?

Let's talk about it when it's turned off!

He Zixi said what Fu Zhan said in his heart: "Keyi, don't treat Ling Xiao as a child, he is almost thirty years old, he is an adult with his own thoughts, do you still think of him as a doll?" Besides, he didn't stick to your mother when he was a doll! ”

"Yes, ma'am!" Fu Zhan took the opportunity to say, "You guys better go to dinner first!" The president has me watching! Feel relieved! ”

"What do I care?" Xie Keyi stared at Fu Zhan, "What do you call watching?" Do you see that everyone is coming outside? Can you find out what happens to Ling Xiao? So you used to see people like this before? ”

"...... "Ah...... Wronged!

Fu Zhan couldn't say it.

Isn't this Miss Jing in it?

"No, no, ma'am! I just came over to turn off the lights, the lights are too bright I'm afraid that the president won't rest well, this is closed and I was about to go in when I saw the two of you coming back, just came out, really! ”

"Ah Zhan is right, it's not good if the lights are too bright, let's go, go in and get your phone and go to dinner first, what are you haggard in a short time?"

"If Ling Xiao doesn't wake up for a day, I won't have an appetite for a day!" Xie Keyi was slightly angry.

He Zixi didn't go in, and stood at the door waiting for her. As soon as Xie Keyi heard Fu Zhan's explanation, she really didn't turn on the lights, and directly used the lights in the corridor to go in smoothly and take out the phone.

Xie Keyi originally wanted to stay, but she was completely reluctant to leave this ward, and Fu Zhan went up and used all her rhetoric to get her out of the ward.

When he closed the door of the ward, he was already in a cold sweat.

The lights were not too bright, and he was in a panic, for fear that Yun Ge would be discovered by Xie Keyi, and Fu Zhan didn't look at where Yun Ge was hiding for a while.

When Xie Keyi and He Zixi walked away again, Fu Zhan opened the door and quietly leaned in to remind, "Miss Jing, they have already left...... Where are you hiding, you can come out. ”

After Fu Zhan finished shouting, his eyes looked left and right in the ward, looking for Yun Ge's figure.

It has been a long time since half a person came out, and I can't help but feel even more strange: "Miss Jing? ”

What about people?

"Get out."

Fu Zhan was stunned.

Eh......?

Isn't that sound?

Fu Zhan was stunned, his eyes suddenly fell on the hospital bed, and then immediately took it back.

Ah, he sees! It turned out that Miss Jing was hiding in the ......

After reacting, Fu Zhan hurriedly closed the door.

……

They could feel each other's breath.

It's very close.

Yun Ge's position was relatively short, she didn't look up, and felt his weak breath sliding across her forehead, warm.

And her breath, which had become somewhat disturbed by the sudden change, spat on his chest.

Just now, Xie Keyi and the others had been outside, and then they came in again, and Yun Ge, who was caught in the bed, didn't dare to struggle too hard.

The reason why Yun Ge didn't push him away immediately was that he didn't want to alarm Xie Keyi, and second, the hand he put on his waist was probably the hand that was still hanging on it.

For a few minutes, He Lingxiao kept holding Yunge like this.

Afraid of revealing the stuffing, Yun Ge didn't make a sound.

Now that Fu Zhan had closed the door, as soon as he took his hand away, Yun Ge immediately sat up from the hospital bed and hurriedly got out of the hospital bed.

Fu Zhan was very intimate and didn't turn on the lights, and the two of them couldn't see each other's expressions at this time.

He Lingxiao woke up too suddenly, leaving Yun Ge unprepared.

Could it be that as soon as Xie Keyi came, he just woke up?

Yun Ge didn't believe it very much, so she was wondering, when she came, did he wake up a long time ago, but didn't open his eyes?

Or was she seen crying by him?

Yun Ge stood there, speechless for a moment.

Is there a better way to make Yun Ge hide from being discovered, he doesn't know, maybe what he did just now was just a subconscious selfish behavior.

For the sake of protecting her, boldly hug her once.

It was the first time He Lingxiao hugged Yunge after so long, and he was moved and satisfied with what he had never done before.

This kind of feeling is probably a feeling that He Lingxiao couldn't have before......

At that time, he thought that he was invincible in the world, Yun Ge couldn't fight him, she would be his bag, so he never thought that having her was a gift, and it was natural to be able to hold her.

Now, he can't get her anymore, and the opportunity to hug her tightly like a couple like just now is very rare, so it is precious.

Yun Ge guessed in his heart that He Lingxiao had already spoken, "I didn't mean to. ”

"Oh it's okay......" Yun Ge wasn't sure if he was talking about him suddenly pulling her into the bed, but anyway, for the sake of his injury, he didn't want to worry too much.

So at this time, I suddenly remembered, did I touch his wound just now?

They are grateful to Fu Zhan, at this time, they probably don't want the other party to see themselves.

Even in the dark space, knowing that she was there, He Lingxiao's eyes were looking in the direction of the ceiling, and he was a little self-talking: "I feel your breath...... The brain told me you're coming...... I didn't dare open my eyes, for fear it was just my own hallucination. ”

When he was unconscious, he was in a claustrophobic dark space, with no one or anything, only a dark patch, and the center of the darkness was himself.

He even wanted to lock himself up in that area and never go out.

Because he found that in this dark shijie, the heart is like water, and he can not think about anything.

But here she came.

There was darkness, and suddenly a bright light shone in.

He didn't actually expect Yun Ge to come to see him.

"Your tears were warm on the back of my hand, so I'm finally sure you're really here." He lifted the hand that still had her tears in it, and touched the back of his parched lips lightly.

If he could, he would rather kiss her eyes and kiss away the tears from her cheeks.

Yun Ge was wiping her tears, as if she was explaining something: "I just remembered something, don't get me wrong." ”

"I understand," He Lingxiao nodded, "I remember the message you sent me, every word." I understand what you mean, you once loved me, but now you don't, how can those tears be shed for me. It's very simple, I know. ”

Yun Ge neither affirmed nor denied it.

After all, the woman's heart is still too soft, and it is not good to look at him, Yun Ge did not gloat, but did not want to do anything too tough, and skipped this question in a soft way.

She just said, "I'm here today just to make it clear to you." I really don't hate you, I've let go of the past, I hope you can let go too, don't live in the past. Don't make the mistake of thinking that if you're not doing well, I'll be happy, I'm not so twisted in my heart yet. ”

"I'd rather you hate me......" He Lingxiao's aura was a little more disturbed than just now, "It won't be long before you forget about me completely, right?" I'm never going to be in your memory again, am I? ”

weishenme does not hate......

She weishenme is still so indifferent, weishenme doesn't choose to hate him? Even if she hated, she could still remember him.

And the feeling of being forgotten bit by bit, when I think about it, the heart hurts beyond treatment.

It was only at this time that he realized how small and fragile people are.

He was so sad that he forgot to ask Momo and Tongtong if they were his children.

Now that Yun Ge was standing beside him, a stone's throw away, his brain was already confused.

"I just don't hate," Yun Ge said, "He Lingxiao, in fact, you don't owe me." Those three years can probably be regarded as me atoning for Shiqing's affairs, we are the same, I think I am not doing well, Shiqing's spirit in heaven may be comforted. I thought I was going to get through it, and I thought I was really just atoning for my sins...... It's because I think I'm too strong, thinking that I can bear all the pain you give me; I also think that I am too great, and when I think about it, I will choose to marry you, isn't it because I still have certain illusions in my heart? Jing Yunge is not worthy of sympathy, so bad, so cheap, so disgusting...... I chose that path by myself, I made it to myself, I ate the fruit I planted myself, what right do I have to blame you, blame you, or even hate you? I don't hate you, I hate myself. So sometimes I hate myself, I weishenme to provoke Shiqing? If it weren't for my selfishness and ridiculous dignity, how could he have behaved so extremely? Jing Yunge is too selfish, her inner pride is the first, she never bows her head, she always knows, but she is unwilling to change. And now she finally reaped the consequences of her own and disappeared on this shijie. Jing Yunge is dead, she died in an accident, it's none of your business, so you don't need to pay anything for this and repent of anything. Do you want to feel guilty? It's not your fault that you can't be together, it's true that there are a lot of human factors, but if you love each other enough, none of these are problems, and you just don't love each other as much as you think, otherwise, how can there be so many grievances and grievances, right and wrong. ”

She changed from the first person at the beginning to the third person of Zuihou, as if she was the third party in this matter.

He Lingxiao was silent.

He felt uncomfortable hearing her say that about herself.

This kind of self-deprecation is unique to her, even in the past, she always said this about herself, and in front of him, she could scold herself with the most cruel words.

He didn't like her scolding herself like that......

However, it was like this that made him feel that she was still alive with the soul of "Jingyun Ge" in her bones