117 Cry of Confusion, 4
4What is the confusion and confusion of all this,
It seems to have something to do with the girl named Yinling, but it doesn't seem to have anything to do with her. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Even so, he himself is not very clear whether he has a relationship with her or not.
So much so that he still doesn't know whether he should treat her as a friend or not.
Sometimes, he wants to be close to her, he wants to be close to her,
However, there are times when he feels that it is better to keep a distance from each other.
Some of his ...... He didn't want her to know.
People have many faces, just like a prism, there are many faces.
There are good sides, but there are also bad sides there.
And he just wants that girl to only know some of her own places,
And in some places, he just didn't want to tell her, and he didn't want to tell her.
And what kind of places he regarded as secrets,
He was also in the midst of it very, very much hoping that she wouldn't find out, and that she wouldn't find out.
It's better for her to know it, it's better not to know it.
Even if it's something very simple,
He used a slingshot to hit a bird,
In his childhood, he also had naughty times,
He used a slingshot to shoot birds, not necessarily to eat bird meat.
He also ate bird meat, but it was a bird that was taken care of in the kitchen, and it was a pigeon raised at home.
He will swallow it very calmly there, not necessarily like others who feel that it is fragrant and delicious,
He was just there feeling that since it was the request of his family, he ate it there.
And when he actually saw the bird, he wanted to shoot it down with his slingshot there.
You don't have to eat, you don't have to play, it's not fun to play with a dead bird,
And a dead bird, though dead, is also alive,
He would be helpless about raw birds, even raw chickens, raw ducks, or even raw pork and beef.
A lot of the time, he just belongs to a kind of person who can't live and can't survive.
And still in it, we don't pay attention to the means of subsistence and the means of subsistence.
He has always been a young master who doesn't care about his life.
At least, he also lived the life of a young master who had no worries about food and clothing.
And then, someday,
Suddenly, he felt a sense of boredom and depression about his worry-free life.
He doesn't value so many sumptuous meals,
He doesn't value or care about those gorgeous clothes,
also disdainful of those jasper houses,
He doesn't care about the death of those lives.
When he was very young, he didn't have much joy for the birds that he had killed with a slingshot.
From that first time, it seems that there is a temporary pleasure and happiness in that freshness,
And after it lasts, he is also disgusted in it,
He's just the one who doesn't care anymore.
There he despised the lives of small animals,
He was there, and it seemed that he had never thought about the pain of death.
He was just there coldly and indifferently killing some small animals,
And this wasteful hunting and hunting,
It's just to satisfy him a very short, very short game and so-called pleasure,
And in fact, he seems to have never been happy there.
The girl had come to him, he knew, but he ran away,
He just sent a message from the servant that he was not there.
He didn't know why he chose to cheat on her there.
He didn't know what was wrong with him.
For a while, he was there reluctant to see her.
He didn't want her to discover too much about himself, and there was a time when he didn't want to know her too much.
He was even willing to distance and alienate herself a little from her,
It's as if in the dark,
He already seemed to be there to discover and feel that sooner or later he would be there far away from her,
And it's so with the mood of never going back.
He doesn't look good, and if he has something on his mind, he will pretend to be unconcerned.
He wished he had known her well.
He's just because he knows her too well,
You will find that she is not so cute in some ways.
Although he will often show indifference to others there,
It's like there's nothing on your mind.
And she seems to know that, too.
And that's what he hates.
She also hates that kind of unintentional look,
And she's also a child with a heart,
But it's still so unreal and insincere that I want to pretend to be a carefree little girl there with no worries,
This is not the case.