117 Cry of Confusion, 5

5They are all children of heart,

They all know each other's hearts,

But they are all unwilling to let the other party realize that they are in trouble.

And in fact, it's always there, and it inevitably seems that something backfires. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

And they're always there trying to pretend they're not interested.

But it's always there, pretending not to look like it.

Because even in the midst of that laughter,

Everything seems to be there and is not really happy,

Sometimes they even laugh there as if they feel tired there.

Sometimes, they don't find out for themselves,

But there he seemed to think he was happy,

And I want to keep it going.

But poor and pathetic,

and as if among them,

It's all there that we have to find each other's shortcomings.

also found out the other party's thoughts,

And in it, I unconsciously worry about it and worry about it.

What kind of warmth and care have you ever been close to,

But for a certain period of time, it was as if he had become at a loss in the midst of it.

is also in the midst of the difficulty of adapting and cooperating,

In the indifference and neglect of each other, what was ignored,

It's like a kind of affection and warmth and enthusiasm that has been ignored and indifferent.

That's what the indifference and indifference of each other's backs,

It is a fear of loneliness and loneliness, but it is still in this loneliness and loneliness.

A kind of confusion, a kind of helplessness.

And in that last, I chose to be in this loneliness and loneliness,

Even if you can't find warmth anymore, you don't get close to any kind of warmth anymore.

It's as if in the midst of that, something that is already powerless,

It's as if there's something endangered there.

It's like something that belongs to what should be warm and warm,

It's like it's extinct or something.

That's what kind of care and care.

It's not that you don't want to care about yourself,

It's just that I don't seem to know how to love myself, just like a stupid person.

It seems that there was a time when I wanted to care for and care for others.

But I found that I did something indecent,

It's like there, but I still can't care and care for others.

It's as if nothing will work in it, and nothing will seem to be possible.

It's like the relationship between each other, that's how you have to enter a zero point,

Entered a cold frozen and frozen time where there was no way.

In life, it always seems that there is always something to look for.

and what can be found.

It's a kind of person who wants to greet and who you want to get close to.

But in the face of that sad reality, in the face of that reality will be very disappointing,

is also in the final choice of not to face anything,

And in that there is no longer to discover, no longer to seek and keep this or something.

It's just that in the midst of it, just because something is already overflowing with indifference there,

It's just that it's hard to find it in that anymore.

It was a kind of sudden trance,

It seems that no one else is to blame,

It doesn't seem to be someone else's fault,

It's not the fault of the other party,

However, it seems that there is still a desire to blame the other party.

But I still feel unspeakable in it,

In the end, and in the end, I was at a loss for what to do.

Leaving each other with their backs to each other, and walking away,

And it's like going further and further.

I don't know if there will be a day to turn back, that moment.

It's like there's never going back,

It also seems to be a very willful kind if the other party misses himself and turns back,

So unless the other party turns back first,

Otherwise, you won't look back first.

A lot of feelings and moods are as if it's just a gamble.

Until the end, I felt that nothing was more strange than that,

Is it because you can't get angry with the other party?

Or is it a kind of gambling with yourself?

I seem to be already puzzled by it, and it is difficult to answer.

(It's hard to write, the relationship between the hero and heroine should be in the coldest stage, but, because of the search for a way out, like a parabola with an opening upward, although their relationship is temporarily at the zero point of freezing, but, when they are looking for each other and looking for each other, they still slowly have to find each other's understanding, I hope you can understand)