Heartbeat, the fourth degree of Les Miserables

But just like that, she soon wanted to leave the scene, it seemed that she didn't want to face me, but I was also a little afraid to face her. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

That day, I found her home at that time, and became a strange guest in her house, and we didn't talk to each other much, but we drank a lot of tea, and it was best to say hello to each other, but it was at that time, if it wasn't for those things at the beginning, we would be there now, what we would be doing, even we don't know.

"You work in that bar, right?" I asked Qianqi and quietly lit a cigarette, I am not the kind of person who likes to smoke, but during this time, I also like this kind of way of dissipating sorrow but not sorrow!

Qianjing nodded, and the big beautiful eyes were also dyed with dark circles!

"I want to ask you a question" I took a deep breath of the inferior cigarette in my hand,

"Say, I'll listen." She picked up the teacup on the table again, very careful,

But I saw her hands shaking slightly, like some paralysis, and I knew that it was a sign of her nervousness, as she had always been like before!

"What would you do if I had confessed to you seven years ago?"

"I'm going to like you!"

Her eyes were originally gloomy, but after hearing these words, she got a little better,

"Qianjing, is it really right for God to let you appear in my world?" I asked her with some great reason,

I don't know why I said that, maybe I was already in a whirlpool!

"We don't have to be lovers, it's okay to be friends!" Qianjing said, her slender fingers tapping on the table, there was a certain pattern, but there was a messy voice, and she didn't know where it came from!

"Yes, yes, it's okay to be a friend!"

That day, I smiled and shook her hand, as if I was happy and she seemed to be too! I asked for her contact information!

It wasn't until I walked out of her house that I realized that something seemed to be missing in my heart, and there was a dull pain in my chest.

I want to fall in love with you, if I can go to the previous time,

The wind has blown some of the seasons, and we miss the love together.

If you look at the whole world, it seems that you are the only one and the only one I have!

Time is flying, and those bright smiling faces are yellow! Memories overflow little by little.

Today, the boy dressed up, fulfilled the agreement with the girl, looked at the mirror blankly, and the love in his heart couldn't be stilled at all, and,

When you appear in front of me, you must be the most beautiful you have ever looked.

"I want to know, why did you come to this prison, I don't know about this, I don't need to look it up, it's up to you to tell me!" The man in black is humane, and the air is a little cold!

"Of course it's killing, I don't have anything I can do. At that time, I was also forced. I corrected,

"What have you done, since you have reconciled with her, then why don't you live a good life, you have no regrets."

At that time, she had a lot of foreign debts, and many people were looking for her to ask for debts, and it was impossible for her to repay them with her ability at that time, and if she didn't pay it with her body, she might die.

There was no way, she had to give her body away, and I couldn't afford to pay that debt at the time,

But I have the ability to kill, in secret, I investigated those who asked for debts, and killed them one by one, the reason, my hands were also stained with blood, I knew that I couldn't escape, I didn't want to go to prison, murder this kind of case, will be imprisoned for many years, she and I have missed those times, how could I miss this opportunity, any obstacles have been removed!

It's just a chance to confess again, but, I won't wait, I've been arrested, there is no mercy, even if I get rid of all the wicked, but, after all, it's a human life, I have to be like this, and just like this, I went to prison!

"It's been a few years, and your sentence is only a few months." The man in black asked me,

I nodded, I was looking forward to this day all the time in prison, she came to pick me up, I held her tightly, and I wouldn't let go!

"It's been five years, I don't know how she is, will she have fallen in love with someone else?" I sighed

"To find the true meaning of love, you still need the joint efforts of the two of you!"

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I was in my youth, my life changed when I was young and frivolous, I don't know if this was doomed, I began to want to become stronger, to become invincible, and then, until today, there are more people in this world who are stronger than me,

"There are a lot of things I said that Qianjing doesn't know!" I said to the man in black in front of me,

"But there are many things you don't know, and Qianjing knows!" The man in black objected to my words, as if he was defending her.

But what did he understand in this sentence?

The view outside the window is a little bad, there are patrolling policemen on the high fence,

"It's time for me to go, and I'm honored to know your story." The voice of the man in black was a little hoarse at this moment, and he looked at the watch in his hand,

"Why do you ask these things," I asked quickly, afraid that he would walk out a moment too late.

And, the man in black and I were silent, and the wind blew in you outside the window, just like that day.

That day, I really knew a lot, and he told me what I didn't know back then, I don't know how he knew, maybe he was a watcher, or maybe he saw Qianjing, she told him.

I told him this story, about my pain back then, and if he really knew that Qianjing was there, I believe that he would tell her, and I would be able to relieve myself of the fate of some things.

It is enough to prove that he knows where Qianjing is, and that day, I wanted to ask him about it, but when the words came to my mouth, I finally swallowed it.

I don't want to disturb her life anymore, this world is already very miserable, why add another tragedy, maybe I am the only one, but it is a pity that she has also been pulled into this bottomless abyss!

When I was in the last month of my sentence, I wanted to get out of prison at first, but I was faintly scared at this time, what if I couldn't help but go to her after I got out, or what if she looked for me?

"No,,, there's no way she's looking for me!" I shook my head,

This feeling has not disappeared until I am released from prison, but now that I have come out, I should face the reality.

The season to get out of prison is winter, and it's another winter, and today the sun is warm, not as cold as most winters before, maybe because of the excitement, I actually sweated a little inexplicably.

She came to see me when I was in prison, and it was just a month after I was in prison.

I didn't have any language to communicate with her at the time, and I believed that she understood me, but I couldn't see through her.

We didn't talk much that day,

She asked me why I was going to kill those people, and I just smiled, only this one, and the distance between me and her widened!

She still didn't understand what I had done for her, maybe it was too small, and my cowardice eventually made it happen, "I'm going to fall in love with you." I have never had a chance to say this sentence in front of her, not so much because I don't have a chance, but because I don't give myself a chance!

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