Heartbeat, the third degree of Les Miserables
"If you can see her, say sorry for me. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info" I said, my head down, guilt in my words.
As soon as the man in black arrived at the door, he sighed deeply when he heard what I said.
"You're still like this, how cowardly." The man in black said, "You weren't like this back then. ”
I felt that his figure was somewhat familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was, this person seemed to be in the depths of my soul, and I couldn't remember it!
"Who the hell are you, do I know you?" I asked anxiously, I was eager to get news of Qianjing, what she was doing now, how was she doing, I wanted to know, but I just wanted to know, I didn't want to meddle in her affairs anymore, I didn't want to enter her life!
"I'll tell you when you're done telling this story, I'm sure you'll be blown away."
Alone looking at the window, it seems a little desolate The moonlight shines in the window, I cut through the window to the sky, the stars in the sky, I believe that tomorrow will be a sunny day, in this city that is already a little cold, is this phenomenon really normal?
However, the time to get out of prison for another day is slowly getting closer!
Dotted around, it seems to have returned to that year, two people are under the street lamp, but today there is less heavy snow, no sadness, no pain, no memory, I don't know when there is a little more warmth.
Another day:
"Continuing your speech, from where yesterday, I wonder what happened?" The man in black is still like that.
"Why do you want to know so much about Qianjing? Even mine, you know what happens? I said indifferently, to be honest, I don't have much affection for the other party, just when he is a stranger, I don't know each other, there is no reason to say anything to the other party, it seems that he knows everything, but he has to let me recall, recall the past, it is difficult to make me believe that he has no purpose.
"You just need to know that now Qianjing's life is in my hands." The man in black chuckled. It seemed like he was saying something, but I couldn't understand what he meant.
Hearing his words, I began to get anxious, I was sure first, he knew that Qianjing was there, and even ,,,, I didn't dare to think about it, but I never felt his malice, and he didn't worry about the so-called life that was important to me, I myself was a person who had died once, from the end of Qianjing's incident, that I had a life, and I had died in memories.
"Well, I promise you!" I replied to him and began to tell the story of the year again.
When I woke up in a hospital room, it was still like that, I was so glad that my life was saved again, and I still had severe pain in my body, and the beautiful and bright ward reminded me of what happened that night, how long had passed, as if it was still yesterday, and I realized that three days had passed!
Everything was so quiet, the pain that almost sent me to hell hit again, there were a few stitches in my stomach, there were faint signs of bleeding, I knew that my father had come to the hospital and comforted me, so I fell asleep quietly.
Half a year later, I was discharged from the hospital, I found another school to study, I felt that I had to study hard, I went to another city to study, I knew that the third year of high school, the huge study pressure came to me, and I couldn't breathe, and I could only study hard under this pressure, and work hard tomorrow, I thought that there was still a period of time, this period will improve a lot, and the college entrance examination is about to begin.
That year, in the college entrance examination room, I tried my best to make every paper, the purpose was to get a good university, I don't know if I would be useful when I woke up later, have a good future, and live a better life, this is what I want.
But the biggest purpose is to give her a better life, and I owe her too much.
Entering the college entrance examination is something that everyone should be happy about, and how much I wanted to tell her the good news.
I went back to the previous city, I saw her again, she didn't get in, it stands to reason that this is impossible, [lost, really lost] she said to me.
At this time, I knew that this was true, but I persuaded her to repeat it, but she said that the family would not allow it, many girls are like this, what do girls want to do with such culture, find a man to marry early, it's okay!
Due to family reasons, she had to give up her studies and go to work in other places.
That was the last time I saw her in that city, I didn't know where she went, I was 18 years old, I watched her figure disappear in a daze, I couldn't stop it, I had always had this indelible estrangement with her, and years later, I knew that at that time she had fallen, like a meteor, brilliant crash, the reason would be me.!
"Where did she go, and where did you go?" The man in black continued to ask me, as if he couldn't wait to find out, but without that very emotional emotion, as if he was a cold-blooded man who didn't need all expressions and emotions.
"I don't know, I haven't been back to that city since I went to college, and the last time I saw her was in a bar." I said, I don't know where the stinging is.
The man in black was silent for a moment, I don't know what he was thinking.
"What happened to you in the bar back then, I want you to tell me the truth." The man in black said tentatively,
"If I was decadent in school, then it would be easier for her to fall with cherry blossoms when she was in the bar!"
4 years ago, I just went to college, and I was still in the shadow of her departure, and I wanted to go out to find her, so, I used some connections and took a two-year leave from school, and with her character, how long she could survive in society, even I don't know, and after that!
I began to look for her, in City A, I met my high school classmate, I asked him if he had any news of this Qianjing, he shook his head, opened two bottles of beer, and said to me: "When I just graduated from high school, I still had contact with her, but not much, but then she went to another city, and her mobile phone number was changed, I don't know where she is!" ”
And later I learned that he pursued Qianjing back then, and these things are things I don't know!
And later, after a year of inquiry, I heard from my former classmates that someone had seen her in F City recently.
At noon the next day after hearing the news, I left T City and immediately flew to F City, I don't remember how happy I was and how excited I was!
When I met her half a year later, when I was 19 years old, in a bar in F City, I walked into the bar that day, I got drunk, disappointment occupied my brain, I still didn't see her, I had no source of funds, my dad refused to give me money, the reason was to live on my own!
The bar is undoubtedly the hottest time, I came at the wrong time, and now I need to be quiet, I actually came to this kind of place, the place where the lights are bright and there is passion, and the bar is a paradise for young people.
I seemed to see a familiar figure, as if there was a destiny in the dark, really familiar.
Somehow, she looked at me too, and our eyes collided!
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