In this miserable world, I didn't even have any way, any ending was different from what I imagined, and I gradually fell to myself!

When I was in junior high school, like most people, I had someone I liked, I was still young at the time, but I was very sincere, although I didn't know what love was, but she came quickly and went faster. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

My name is indifference, indifference of indifference, indifference is the best thing in the world!

But it was also the most cruel thing, it took everything, it took everything, it took everything, even my life!

The wind blows gently, the leaves on the plastic runway beat gently, and there are this leaves floating down on a big tree next to it, this tree has green leaves all year round, and I don't want to be the three sycamores in the distance, and they have become dead branches and leaves early, maybe because of the climate, maybe not, I don't know how to answer!

I don't know what it is, but revisit here and think back to that junior high school ten years ago!

"I can take you out to play, I still know in my heart." The young man in the black trench coat next to him laughed. I don't know why he laughs, maybe he means something else, but it doesn't seem to be, I can't see through the world all the time.

"Do you know what this is?" I asked the young man

The young man shook his head "I don't know"

"But I know, you know for sure". The young man said again, there was a unique confidence in his words, I don't know why, I seem to know him, but I can't remember, it's strange!

"I have a story here,,, maybe two more, but maybe not even a story". I said with a smile and looked up at the sky. I look at the sky more clearly than before!

"Can you explain"? The young man placed a hand on my shoulder.

At that moment, this feeling, as if I had seen, touched, and even laughed at there, but I didn't know, I didn't have any memory!

The memories are slowly recalling in my head, and the memories are very sad, but ,,, not recalling will be even more sad!

When I first entered junior high school, I was carrying a schoolbag and a suitcase, and I didn't know where to go.

That was the first time I saw her, she was the same as me, her eyes were full of confusion, like a lost child, unable to find the direction to go home, head-on, collision, just a slight apology, without any novelty, left behind, slightly desolate, slowly stretched in the morning light, the distance between the two is getting farther and farther away, unable to extricate themselves! Something seems to be looking at me, but I don't know what it is, it's a ghost, it's a human! It doesn't matter!

The slightly larger cafeteria is a little lively, and there seems to be no difference between us in the first year of junior high school and elementary school students, nothing more than the name of the first year of junior high school. still doesn't grow big,

That was the second time I saw her, and for a moment, my heart fluctuated, she was not very beautiful, but she also did not have a very ugly face, maybe she didn't know how to make friends, she was the only one who walked into the cafeteria.

She looks good when she laughs, maybe because there are so many people in this place, but I later learned that she likes to see people laugh, and she just has a protective color!

The dress is very simple, very plain, white top, blue short skirt, a pair of athletic white shoes, with a white eye, not outstanding, very ordinary, ordinary is a bit unusual, even throw her into the crowd, there are some things that can't be found!

"Hello, can I sit here?" This is the first time she has spoken to me, she is holding a dinner plate, combing her bangs leaning to the left, she doesn't have much hair, she looks very cute, but people say that there is something in the eyes of a lover, but she and I have nothing yet!

"Yes, please be seated." I replied politely, I don't want to lose my elegance, I look at her from time to time, she is elegant everywhere, and it seems to be Sven, I think that's her nature, cute, Sven, so perfect, so impeccable!

From that day on, I knew her name, what a wonderful thing [Yang Qianjing] is now thinking about, almost perfect name! Matching her appearance and person makes this world more perfect!

Since then, the two of us have become friends, just ordinary, ordinary and ordinary!

Passing by and saying hello slightly, it was still so slight, it seemed that it was about to drift away with the wind and disappear into this world!

Until, in the second year of junior high school, I was divided into a class, how lucky I was at that time, and she was assigned to a class, the so-called corner met love, I was at a loss!

And this story has just begun! A story that seems to be lovely, a tragic story!

On the morning of the first day of class, the sun on the edge of the sky showed a small spot, but it was already eight o'clock, and the school was full of the sound of reading, and because of this meeting, I was late for school on the first day of class.

With slippers still on my feet, I hurried into the classroom, and was greeted by a few playful glances, and the head teacher on the podium looked at me angrily.

That day, I stood in the office all morning, and only returned to the classroom after school at noon, and I'm still glad I was back in the classroom.

The sun shone in through the window and reflected on her face, how beautiful, like an angel descending, and I realized that I had already liked her, really! So beautiful, quietly reading a book in her seat, the breeze gently blowing her hair, quietly, as if the whole world was silent, and there were only two of us left in the world!

After that, I like to pay attention to her silently, she has a lot of subtle movements, sometimes she sleeps in class, eats cutely, a lot, a lot, too much, too many I can't count, but my memory is not so good, and even a little bad.

So, I had to draw these pictures, but there were a lot of pictures that were only halfway drawn, like when she was sleeping, and when I was halfway through the drawing, or when I was about to finish, she woke up from her sleep and I stopped.

There were times when I tried to recall those scenes and complete some of the pictures, but I couldn't, it seemed that she wasn't from my world and shouldn't have stayed in my world!

Many years later, a friend visited my studio, and when he asked me why many of the people in the paintings were only half painted, I just smiled and didn't answer, and turned my eyes out the window, where sat a figure with a white shirt, a blue skirt, white sneakers, and white glasses!

Laughing and sighing, it's just a memory, there's nothing to remember!

In the winter of the third year of junior high school, there were snowflakes outside for a long time, and the weather temperature was very low, many people were wearing three or four clothes, and I was no exception.

Drink a bowl of hot noodle soup and take away a bowl in a drawer!

And when I saw her walk into the classroom as a boy, I felt that it was too late!

Later, when I heard that they became a couple, I still didn't know, I didn't know anything!

Quietly, only the noodles in the trash can remained, exuding heat and taking away a trace of sadness!

[Love, you don't have to hold hands, if I love her, I have to give her freedom]

These are the words that I later said to comfort myself, and although I didn't believe in myself a little, there was nothing I could do about it!

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