In the graduation season of the summer of the third year of junior high school, there is too much sadness during this time, countless couples are born, and countless couples break up. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The night before the high school entrance examination, I saw her under the perennial green tree of the school, and she was crying quietly! Those beautiful eyes were a little red, the white eyes were removed, and the hands kept wiping the eyes!

I asked her what was wrong, she just looked up at me, and then turned away, I didn't expect that a girl who used to look so strong would have such a fragile side, maybe this is the person, no matter how strong the appearance is, in the heart, there will always be another self, there is some hazy pus in front of me, it seems that what I see is not real, I can't feel it!

I know, after the high school entrance examination, I found out that she broke up with her boyfriend, and many years later, I asked her why she turned around at that time, and she just smiled and didn't answer me, it seemed that she had given me the answer, I just didn't know!

In high school, I spent more time studying than in junior high school, although I was in the same school as her, and there were many fewer opportunities to contact, but I got to know her better, and slowly, I deliberately created a chance encounter for the first time in her life, and in my freshman year of high school, I got a lot of smiles from her!

At the age of 16, I went to my second year of high school, that year, the whole campus full of social atmosphere, fights were common, this was originally a private school, there was no strong discipline, and there were some gangsters from outside the school who often came to the school, this school was even more chaotic!

At first, I just wanted to be ordinary, but the facts told me that it was impossible, and only hard fists could speak, so I said. I changed, when I became ruthless, I felt like the whole world had changed, I became another me, an unimaginable version of myself!

This world is too miserable, and you will meet a lot of people in your life! In the miserable world, I can only be at the mercy of this world, I can't get my true self, and I can't even do it myself, what reason is there to live in this world?

There are two people waiting quietly under the dim street lamp, and there is white breath in the mouth from time to time, this winter itself is very cold, and now the temperature has plummeted, and it doesn't snow often here, but there are also snowy nights! There is also a faint phenomenon of freezing!

"Can you stop doing this," Yang Qianjing said to me, her voice trembling a little as she looked at my left hand hanging from her chest.

And I didn't speak, maybe because of cowardice, I was a little difficult to face her, looking at her lovely face, my heart seemed to ache faintly! I don't know why, now I feel the urge to hug her, I don't want to see the sadness on her face anymore, I don't think I deserve it!

"I ,,," I don't know when I felt a sense of avoidance in the face of her, and what I just wanted to say was swallowed back by one of my nerves.

The sky looked a little low, and there were a lot of snowflakes falling down on her head, adding a unique color to her!

"Can I like you?" Finally, I don't know if it was that crooked nerve that made me say what I should have said four years ago!

Quietly, some wind blew and brought this sentence into her ears!

I could feel her breathing tightening, "You could have said this four years ago, why have you waited until now!?" The latter was in a trance, and the breeze hooked the corners of her skirt, as if on purpose!

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I bowed my head cowardly, the wind blew across my cheeks, I was a little trembling, I felt the wind blowing in front of me.

When I looked up, there was no her in front of me, and there was this series of footprints in the snow, although there were, but it was very inconspicuous, and the series of footprints led into the distance, as if the distance between me and her was very long. There was a slight cry in the wind, drifting into the distance, never to come back.

Forever and ever!!

In the second semester of the second year of high school, I became a man of the year in the school, punished on my back, fought every day, and formed gangs, if I was not a good professional, I studied hard enough, and the head teacher also protected me, I am afraid I would have been expelled a long time ago!

But this is also close to the bottom line of the school, just entered the third year of high school, in order to help my brother out of anger, I participated in a fight, but this time is different.

I used a real knife and a real gun, and I was stabbed a few times by others and went to the hospital, and others are not the same, I can only say that I can't escape the fate of expulsion this time!

During the hospitalization, Yang Qianxing came to see me once, I thought she came to persuade me not to do those things anymore, but she was beyond my expectations, she just greeted me a few words, I didn't talk to her for a year, I had some expectations, but I had an extra gap with her since then.

Every time I tried to speak, I always blocked her back, I am not the kind of person who likes to interject, until she walked out of the hospital room, I turned my head to look at the apple she gave me, I didn't interject a word, maybe she did it on purpose, maybe ,,,,

Two months after I was discharged from the hospital, it was another winter, and that day I started to follow her from the school gate, I was just a little worried about her, and yesterday I heard one of my brothers say that there were a few thugs who had taken her on top, and the world was so miserable.

I didn't hesitate to catch up, and on the way, I asked myself if I was a hero to save the beauty now, but I was only friends with her!

And I never imagined that things would turn out the way I imagined them to be.

"I advise you to get out of the way obediently, don't get in the way of my brothers." One of them said, pulling out the jumping knife in his hand.

No one has ever met death and can tell anyone else, but because there is silence after death, and there is no one to talk to.

"You go". I turned my head to the former and said, I had this blank in my mind at that time, I didn't have any confidence in myself, but

"It's okay, you look, I'll pick seven." I said to Qian, barely squeezing out a smile on my face.

"And what about later? What did you do". The man in black across from me said to me, and I faintly saw a somewhat handsome face, as if I had seen it there, and I couldn't remember it at all.

I was stabbed in the alley that day, right in the stomach, and the thugs were frightened and fled in a hurry, and I was only kneeling on the ground in pain, blood coming out of my stomach, and I smelled blood, and the blood was dripping in the snow, staining red, and my heart.

I knew I would be like this, so I had already called Qianqi away before, I didn't want her to see me like this, even if it was a friend, I was a strong person, how could such a thing be seen by others.

I looked up at the sky, the dark sky seemed to have collapsed, looking at the snow, suddenly I felt so tired, my eyelids were a little unbearable.

Before that last bit of consciousness was gone, I heard the siren blaring.

"Today's time is up". An armed policeman shouted as he walked in outside the door

"I'll come back tomorrow." The man in black said to me, his long black coat hanging down to his calves, as if he were a big man, and his face was covered by a wide coat and hat, as if he was afraid that others would recognize him.

I sat quietly, I always felt that he had something to do with Qianjing, but I didn't know what the relationship was!

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