93 Pain and Pain, 3

3 will feel tired there,

There's a kind of exhaustion in it. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

In the midst of exhaustion and prostration,

Feeling a long-term and long-lasting powerlessness,

In that powerlessness,

It's something that has been eroded,

It's something that has been hurt,

It seems that something that exists in it is stirred up there,

In the confusion and disorder of the mind,

I don't want to face those insecurity,

I don't want to be there to face the brokenness,

I don't want to be there to face those hurts,

There is something there to fight over,

What is there to be satisfied,

Something that was very quiet in that satisfaction,

It's also very quiet and quiet there.

In the silence and silence,

There's something that's ignored there,

There's something that's at fault there,

That's what I don't want,

It's also something that I don't want to go,

But there's something that can't be stopped,

It's also something that can't be done there.

Hope that something is gone there,

Also in that air and space,

It's difficult,

It also seems to be a kind of waste that is very difficult and difficult there,

It's a kind of consumption and death and silence that is constantly going on and maintaining,

But suddenly it was cold there,

But suddenly it was strange there,

In the midst of strangeness and embarrassment,

is not able to find anything,

It seems that there is something that cannot be found there,

is an aggression,

It also seems to be a kind of want to occupy something there,

It's something that I haven't discovered yet.

It's a kind of thing that seems to have been forgotten there,

is a kind of unfounded,

It's as if there's something you can't find there.

will feel a kind of difficulty there,

is a very difficult,

What was very difficult,

It's as if there's something very hard and hard in that life,

and could not be found in the midst of difficulties and hardships,

What is disturbing in it,

In that uneasiness,

It's something that has been overlooked and lost.

Whatever life has is lost there,

There is something in life that does not exist there,

What you have in life is what is getting more and more difficult in that bleakness.

In the midst of that difficulty,

I felt a kind of burning,

It's as if it burns in that life for a long time,

It's like it's going to burn as if it's going to destroy itself there,

It's a kind of uneasiness that belongs to the heart,

It was also in that I felt a kind of indifference and unknownness of the heart,

What is there is there,

There is also something that is completely destroyed there, and there is nothing that is generally impossible.

It's a completely impossible thing,

It seems that there is nothing that can be done in it,

It seems that it will be very sad and crying there,

It's like weeping in sadness,

And what is kept in it,

There are many, many kinds of wounds,

What kind of pain,

It's like I can't find any excuses or reasons there.

I felt the silence of my heart there,

And in the silence of that heart,

I felt a kind of confusion.

It's still going to be messy there,

I still feel something uneasy there,

Still in the midst of chaos and unrest,

Choose what to be alone,

Just lonely there, something,

But in that lonely silence,

I want something to disappear,

It's just something that has been there for a long time and has endured.

It's something you don't want to believe,

It's like there's something that's impossible there.

It's like there's something that can't exist at all.

I didn't know that everything would turn out like this.

I don't know what is the end of everything and the end of everything,

It's going to be like this again there.

It's as if everything is there will become a kind of moon in the mirror,

It's all illusory,

and they can't get it,

It's like it's hard to get your hands on,

And he who gets his hand,

It's a kind of selfishness,

It's a kind of cruelty,

It's an impossibility,

In the midst of that impossible pain,

I want to forget there,

want to abandon there,

I don't want to look for anything anymore,

There's nothing to be found in it,

What is no longer sought in it,

Many, many things,

I also don't want to do anything superfluously anymore,

It's like there's a lot of stuff that's superfluous.

On the road that was superfluous, too, yes

A kind of general that is constantly blocked by all kinds of things in it.

It's like an empty ticket,

It's like a verbal promise,

And in the essence of that promise,

But it's a kind of non-fulfillment,

It's like there's something that can't be fulfilled.