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4 But there is still nothing that can not be given up there,

I just want to get a kind of profit in it.

It is also in this kind of road and journey that wants to maximize benefits,

What is there,

And there they were destroyed,

It's as if in it it was utterly destroyed,

I just want to do something there for myself.

I just want to get something for myself in it,

Just want to be there for yourself,

In order to satisfy yourself,

And in the end, in the mutual selfishness and mutual satisfaction between each other,

The distance of any heart of indifference,

In the midst of what is getting farther and farther away,

It seems to be something that is getting more and more difficult in the middle of that. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Many, many things are not clear there.

There are also many, many things that are disturbed and uneasy there.

It's something that can't be tolerated,

It also seems to be a very difficult and difficult to forget and forget,

And in that forgetfulness,

It's a kind of anger,

It's a resentment,

is a kind of mutual

It is difficult to find a balance and equilibrium in the existence and loss of equilibrium.

That's something that can't be balanced.

It's as if in the midst of that chaos,

I felt a kind of hardship,

In the midst of that hardship,

I felt a kind of pain,

I felt a kind of dead silence and death,

It's a chaotic world,

In the midst of that chaos,

felt a kind of hatred,

I also felt a kind of indifference in that hatred,

And in that indifference,

I felt my pain,

But what there is is is already something that is impossible there,

There is something that seems to be disappearing there, too.

There is something that should be there,

There is also something that is completely wrong and confused there.

It was an effort to wait,

It's like struggling to wait for something in the middle of it,

want to wait for a result,

I want to find the result of life in it,

What is possible and what is impossible to find in it,

I want to find out what should and shouldn't be in it,

Or what kind of stubbornness,

will always be there the stubbornness,

In that stubbornness,

began to be confused,

I also began to feel uneasy,

Also in that old age,

What I refused,

Because there was something that was missed at that time and place.

And what was missed,

It's something that has never been able to be traced there.

It's just lost and sad there,

But it's still there and I want to be strong to hold on to something,

I was looking for something.