114 The Void of Reality in Ambiguity, 3

3 But there is also something that cannot be shared, and a kind of depression arises,

also became suspicious in that depression,

In that paranoidic fear and panic, he began to become nervous,

In the midst of that, I felt that the distance between myself and the crowd was far away,

It's something that is getting farther and farther away, but it's also in that distantness,

In the middle of that reach, something that never seems to be able to be understood,

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And in that incomprehensible something, pain arises in it,

It is a precaution, but also a kind of negligence and neglect,

In the midst of that negligence and neglect, I feel that something is difficult to approach,

It's like there's something you can't get close to or find.

It's a struggle, and it seems to be a struggle.

In the midst of that struggle, it was hard to find anything.

It was also difficult to find anything in that painful struggle.

It's a pain, it's a pathetic, it's also a kind of masochism,

It's as if there is a kind of abandonment and abandonment in that indifferent world,

It's as if you're in the middle of a crowd, and no one comes near you anymore.

No one comes near to him anymore, and no one takes care of himself anymore.

At that moment, at that moment, it was so painful, painful and at a loss.

It's a simple feeling, just a feeling that I need something,

But for others, it is a kind of pure selfishness.

But in that simple selfishness, hurting others, constantly hurting others,

Just simple words,

But in those simple words and words, I felt a kind of disrespect, a kind of neglect and contempt, and a kind of harm.

Out of that hurt comes a kind of anger, and out of that there is an anger,

It was a kind of helplessness, as if there was something uncontrollable in that speech,

It's also uncontrollable, and it seems that the damage has been done before it is noticed.

It's a satisfaction that I haven't even discovered, and in the midst of that satisfaction and hurt,

It is a kind of something that is at a loss, and it is also something that cannot be found and difficult to find.

In the midst of all kinds of emotional disorders, it is something that needs to be re-emphasized.

It's like at the moment when you open your mouth, you have to do a good job of what kind of thoughts and thoughts are swirling in your own mind and thoughts, and you can also learn to respect others in the adjusted thoughts and thoughts.

Learn not to be so casual and contemptuous or to pretend to be stupid and very casual to belittle others.

It is not cruel to belittle others, to belittle those closest to you,

It's just a kind of cruelty that I don't seem to have discovered yet.

In his own careless neglect,

That cruelty is already there with the bitterness and indifference,

And among the people in it, there will become more and more distant there,

And in that far away, what is troubled, and in that trouble,

It's a painful communication, and in that communication, there's a big blank.

Also in the vast blank space,

It is a kind of worry and hesitation that cannot explain one's mood and mood clearly.

It's just that there's a kind of confusion in it,

Although it is the fault of the deal, but it is sad and sad and pitiful,

It's better that he didn't realize his fault at all.

And this kind of mistake will continue to repeat itself,

Also in that repetition, there is a faintness.

It's like sometimes, when you're too happy, you're debauched there,

And when I'm happy and debauched, I'll be there and I can't help but say something very relaxed,

With some jokes and immodest words,

It seems like a light-hearted discourse,

But with a kind of contempt and disrespect that I didn't find myself,

It is also in that disrespect that the other party has a sense of pain and hurt.