114 There is no distinction between the virtual and the real in the blur, 4

4 Some things seem to be so, and they don't seem to be so.

It's just that the fault is not always one-sided, as if many things have both sides and positives.

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It's just that I'm in it, and it's like I'm in a dilemma.

In that dilemma, I don't know how to be clear,

It's just there as gently as the wind blowing,

Floating there, it was like a gust of wind,

Everything is out of control there,

It seems that there is nothing that cannot be controlled,

It's as if I've suddenly lost some kind of strength in it.

It's as if I don't even have the strength to control myself and control myself.

It's gone, it's gone.

That's a kind of overwhelming something, and it seems to be a difficult thing,

It also seems to be something that is troubled and troubled by something that cannot be answered.

It's like a kind of silence in the midst of loneliness,

Weeping in that loneliness, in the silence and weeping of loneliness,

It's a perseverance, and it's also a person who is there to endure something very hard and hard,

I'm also trying hard to get rid of something,

It seems that he wants to explain something,

It seems that there is something that cannot be explained,

It's something there that doesn't want to go any further.

That's a price to pay.

And, it seems to be a tragic and heavy price,

In the face of that heavy price, it is a kind of powerlessness, and it is also a kind of giving up without a way.

It's as if in the midst of all that great deal of difficulty and bewilderment,

I already feel what kind of strength and strength I have lost,

It's as if I'm already there and I'm tired,

It's a kind of hard to look back in the midst of that difficulty and confusion,

It seems that he is reluctant to look back in it,

What you don't want to find anymore seems to be something you can't find there.

It's like there's nothing you can't do.

It's as if it's all so empty and blank.

It goes on there, as if it goes on and on there,

It's as if it's going on and painfully there.

And in the midst of that continuity and pain is an unknown,

also seems to be a kind of helplessness,

However, I still can't find any way there.

It seems that there is no kind of liberation to be found in it.

And in the midst of what kind of liberation you can't find,

It's as if it's not enough anyway,

It's like it's going to go on and on.

It's the pain that goes on and on,

It was also in that I felt a kind of heaviness,

It's as if there is a kind of pain and helplessness that belongs to life itself, and there is no solution.

It's a kind of involuntarily, and it seems to be a kind of involuntary,

It also seems to be there easily and casually,

In the midst of that easy and casual neglect and neglect,

What kind of pain is it, and what kind of pain and what is difficult to get rid of?

It's like there's something that can't be unraveled.

And in the chains that cannot be broken, no matter what treasures and treasures exist in them,

It seems that everything is unimportant, as if nothing is important there.

It's just there with a game mentality, just an attitude of game life,

In that attitude of playing life, it also achieves an attitude of playing with others.

And in others, it is a kind of being played and toyed with, and there will be a sense of disgust.

A sense of anger.

It was a kind of disgust and anger in being played and toyed with, and it was also a kind of hurt, and it was also a kind of pain.

In the pain of being played, I have already lost myself there,

It's also in the pain of being played, it's already something that can't wait there,

It seems that there is nothing to wait for any longer.

In the worldview of that game, everything is self-centered.

Everything is just a game,

Because it's a game, it's not worth respecting.

Because it's just a game, it's not worth cherishing.

All of them are there, not worth cherishing, not worth caring,

Even if it's someone you love. And is the loved one in the game really the loved one?

So how much truth and falsehood are hidden in it?

You can disappear there at any time, and you can change your favorite people at any time.

It also seems that you can have it if you want it, and you can disappear if you want to.

If you put this into real life,

And in reality, who can accept this kind of play without respecting themselves at all, and not caring about one of their own thoughts and emotions?