166 and what is coming

Still a little hesitant there? Are you still a little scared? Still a little reluctant?

However, in that cool breeze, I hugged myself so tightly, blowing the cold wind, looking at the calm and dark river,

In the darkness, she seemed to be still looking there, in the faint light of the stars,

There I felt the torment of waiting, the torment of the cold wind, the torment of pain, but I still did not slack off there, and I did not stop and worked hard. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

No matter how hard it is, no matter how difficult it is, I am still working hard there, and I don't give up there.

You can't give up, as if you give up, and your heart will feel very hurt there.

There always seems to be a lot of things in the world that can't be explained, and there are things that can't be explained.

But when my mind is blank there, and in the midst of it, I suddenly realize that I have completely lost any direction and sustenance there.

She is like a person who has no support or sustenance.

She couldn't find her way home.

She doesn't have a home, just a very big mansion, and that mansion doesn't seem to have much to do with her Li Xianxian.

She was just there, and she was just there, as if she was feeling the distance between herself and the world.

A person, a very lonely person, wanders in that world, very lonely and lonely,

She just couldn't find a point of dependency there, although some of what was there was difficult,

However, after the pain, it seems that it will slowly become numb and accustomed there.

There was something stiff there, very stiff joints between her fingers, and as if her teeth were chattering there, and her whole body was trembling there.

Her knees were also cold there, and although she wore a long skirt that reached her ankles,

But because the wind blew gently, the two winds and the thinness of the tulle made Li Xianxian feel very cold.

A lot of times, I still feel some kind of inconvenience there, and I feel the slightest bit of insanity there.

I felt something hesitant there, what kind of threat and stiffness I felt there,

It's just that I feel a kind of difficulty in moving forward, and a general feeling that is difficult to stop, and what kind of feelings and emotions are very painful and contradictory there,

Even there, it seems that it is impossible to move forward, and it seems that it cannot stay. Just struggling there, just trying to endure there.

It was as if her life belonged there, and she had endured it except for patience.

On the road of life's painful struggles and endurance, she still waited there without stopping and without slackening,

Although there are times, I still find that I can't wait for anything at all, and I can't find anything there at all.

She would feel very empty there, a feeling of being very, very scared, feeling scared, being scared there.

It's just that some of the things there seem to be used to there, and some of them seem to be impossible to get used to there.

I had a feeling of numbness, as if I was in the cold wind blowing, feeling a kind of cold numbness.

The numbness seems to be not only the body, the numbness seems to be not only cold, the numbness seems to be not only emotional, the numbness seems to be not only the mood, but also a kind of numbness to waiting.

It's as if you're numb and waiting, and you don't seem to be waiting there.

What there seems to be is no matter how much you wait there, you can't wait for the end and the result there.,

There she tried not to wait, that is, to wait for nothing more, and to look for nothing more.

Just there silently and silently, by his own strength,

Although I will feel very weak there, and although I will feel very weak there, I will still not give up there.

It is a kind of non-giving up on life and life itself, but that kind of firmness and hard work is still there to feel that my whole body is trembling there.

There I felt pain, weakness and strain, and I couldn't help but feel the tears of pain, but I still tried to swallow the tears again and well.

Because some difficulties and hardships are inevitable there, as if they can't be avoided.

If, when you know everything later, everything is inevitable and difficult to stop there,

She probably wouldn't have done all the nonsense and stupid or clumsy stuff before.

I just felt a trace of hesitation there, sleepiness in hesitation, forgetfulness in hesitation,

It was as if she was waiting for someone, waiting for someone who was about to come, but who was she waiting for there?

Who exactly is she waiting for there?

She didn't know very well herself, and she didn't quite understand who she was waiting for there.

However, in the bottom of my heart, I am still there, and I am hazy about what kind of concepts and expectations exist there.

It's just that there is something wrong with it, some misty lights, and then, in the shape of a ship,

Then, in the fog and darkness of the night, she gradually saw the shape and shape of the ship.

It was a small medium wooden boat, with a canopy, and a fisherman-like man rowing his oars there.

Looking at the size of the ship, it seems that the ship can carry two or three people.

Li Xianxian was only surprised there, but still found the small boat that was gradually approaching there.

Why does that little boat really have to dock? Or is it her side? Is there such a coincidence? Still is...... She was not mistaken?

Li Xianxian just felt a little confused there, a little surprised and amazed, she still felt there that something seemed to be unbelievable there,

But after she saw the boat drifting in front of her, what kind of heart did she have there, as if she was slowly relieved and calm,

She felt a sense of comfort and consolation in it.

Rotating in that timeline, it seems that it is not only time that rotates, but also what kind of people are reincarnated in that timeline.

What kind of mood is there, and what kind of disordered thoughts and thoughts seem to exist there,

It seems to have existed, but it also seems to have disappeared there.

When the small boat completely appeared in her sight, Li Xianxian saw the rowing boatman clearly,

He had a thick wooden paddle in his hand, his hair in a bun of cloth, and a sweat towel over his shoulders.

It can be seen that the boatman is very tired, and perhaps, because he is very tired, so he wants to stop and rest!

"Hey! Let the shore give way! The boatman waved and shouted at Li Xianxian, "Hurry up and get out of the way!" ”

Although Li Xianxian didn't know what the situation was, she still obediently let go.

I don't know how far she had to get out of the way, but just when she was still a little confused, she kicked down the stake next to her.

It seemed to be a piece of wood stuck in the ground, which almost tripped Li Xianxian, but fortunately, she only stumbled there for a few steps, and she still stood firm there.

But it also made Li Xianxian understand that the boatman may mean to tell her to stay away from that stake.

Li Xianxian nodded knowingly there, she didn't know if the boatman saw her nodding,

It was such a dark night, but she was there all the time without making a sound, just running far away.

Although, she also thought that maybe that ship was the one she had been waiting for there all along.

But after thinking about it, I still feel that my ideas are too unreliable, and they can be regarded as cranky.

The boatman seems to be very tired, so let him go back to rest and sleep. Don't be blind there.