166 What is waiting for it, next

2 Li Xianxian was there thinking nonsense, and she ran farther away, as if she was going to run far, far there.

And the wind was mixed with cold, but she still followed Li Xianxian's footsteps that night, and the boatman's voice floated in her ears: "Young master, we are docked!" ”

Li Xianxian didn't know what was wrong with her, so she suddenly stopped there.

It's as if you've suddenly froze there, but you can't be the one you're waiting for, right?

What's more, she doesn't know who she's waiting for!

She thought she was looking for something to do there, she was angry there, she was anxious and anxious to urge herself to move forward. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

However, her poor feet were there and she couldn't take a step. She couldn't walk anymore, as if her feet were completely fixed in place.

Just feel hesitant there, just feel stunned and cowardly there,

It's a pain that feels very much there, like a pain that is being urged and persecuted there,

There I was lost in the pain, and I lost myself in the lost one,

It's like a race of one's own people and one's own heart, and it feels ridiculous there.

I will feel sorrow there, and I will really feel the physical destruction and pain there.

But in the midst of the differences, incomprehensible and inexplicable, she was still there in a daze and wanted to turn around.

At that moment of turning, everything doesn't know what's going to happen, or maybe everything doesn't happen.

Everything is as if it is still there as usual, just there quietly and silently as usual,

It's something that is quiet and can't be sought and kept, and it will feel hard to breathe there,

It also seems that there will be a kind of intricateness and intricacy there, in that chase is a kind of chase of one's own heart and one's own heart,

It's like forgetting and forgetting between distrust and disbelief.

Why is there a pile-up there, a pil-up of pain. There I felt sad and forgotten. There are all kinds of troubles in life.

I can't figure it out in it, but it's still there to be maintained, even if it's painful and painful to maintain there, but it's still there and never slackens.

What there is there is forgotten, and what seems to be there is dead silence there,

It also seemed that there was something there that was stunned and painful, when Li Xianxian completely turned around,

She just looked there and saw not far away the boatman who was respectfully receiving something from the canopy,

Then he threw the anchor of the ship to the shore, and then he went ashore, took a rope, and went round and round about the legendary stake.

While the boatman was doing this, he was still saying there:

"Young master, there is still a place to stay here, this is a famous town in Jiangnan, it is said that Jiangnan women are like clouds, we have eyes now!"

"Saying that Jiangnan women are like clouds, at first glance it sounds like a compliment that there are many beauties here, but in fact, it is said that there are a lot of ** here.

There are naturally a lot of beauties in the world, but many of the ladies are not out of the boudoir, so many people have no way to witness their flower-like beauty, so it is not clear.

And the women here in Jiangnan are generally more open, not afraid to go out to meet the living, and they are very good at dressing up. That's why they're all beauties! ”

The young man sitting in the canopy, Li Xianxian only heard his voice, but he couldn't see the person, but he heard the young man's voice and was very angry.

Li Xianxian seemed to be stunned there, and she listened to him continue, "And ** is the most open in Jiangnan, and only here ** is the most,

They are good at singing and dancing, and they are good at socializing, so many people have seen them. Later, there was a saying that beautiful women are like clouds! ”

"The young master is the young master, as soon as I said it casually, I came up with so many words from the young master!"

The boatman just stood on the shore with a very angry expression, and said in a tone of excitement and happiness, "Then young master, let's go ashore quickly." A feast for the eyes, right? ”

"I'm not going, it's too noisy there! I want to go to a quiet place, you can go to the street and ask about the inn, and then come back and tell me. ”

The man who sat in the boat almost as if he wasn't going to come out, but still sat in the canopy of the boat and said,

"Next time, don't think about it again! You're about to forget about us! ”

"Hehe, I almost forgot that the young master only pays attention to one girl in his life. The young master's dedication is known to everyone!

Even if I didn't say it, I didn't say anything, and I won't mention it again! There the boatman said briskly, with a smile and very enthusiasm,

"I'll go now, I'll go now!"

"Well, there you go. The sooner the better. The young master's reply was simple and gentle,

However, when Li Xianxian listened to the bland words, she seemed to want to cry there. She couldn't go any further.

Then she turned around again.

She wanted to get out of that place, and she wanted to get out of there as soon as possible. Perhaps, if she doesn't leave one step later, she will never be able to take a step again.

Finally, she stamped her foot there and ran forward.

She was crying there, she felt grief there, a very, very sad grief,

It's as if you're sad there, as if you're going to die, there's a pain that keeps urging there,

The pain was a very, very cruel pain, and she didn't understand what it had become.

It's just there in a trance, and it's just there in confusion.

In that trance and confusion, I was in pain and at a loss, and I struggled in pain, and I couldn't find the cause and direction.

In that there is always hesitating, and always there seems to be a step late, a step slower,

Then, I felt that my whole body was there in pain as if I had died, and there was something that was difficult to trace there.

There is something as if she can't find it in this life and this life, as if it's impossible and difficult to do and difficult to do there.

It was as if there was a very, very painful and overwhelming feeling that was about to be eaten and devoured.

I don't know what everything has become there.

I don't know what everything has become in a trance there, it's a kind of heartbreak,

It was as if there was a deep pain and pain, a heartbreak and a haggard heart, a torment in which I was tormented, and in which I was tormented, and in which I forgot and forgotten.

The tears were dripping down there, but they were still there silently, wanting to forget and forget something there,

But it's still hard to do something there, she's just resentful there, just there, there's no way to resent,

As if she was resentful of the undeserved and unfair life there, she felt that fate was unfair to her.

She felt a very, very painful struggle in the midst of that unfair torment, and then, almost like she was going to die there.

In the midst of running and fleeing, she felt as if she could hardly breathe in the wind.

She wants to forget everything that just happened, she wants to forget everything, she wants to forget those people.

Forget those things, don't recall those words, everything is like a mockery and a joke.

It's as if everything is in the middle of it and all of a sudden it's ridiculous, ridiculous.

She just felt ridiculous pain there, and she also felt a kind of pain and helplessness of loneliness and struggle.

Is it the pain of memory to forget and forget, to feel deep pain and pain there?

It's still a kind of deep memory that is a kind of struggle and forgetting,

If there is something that struggles and is shattered there, there is a disturbing problem that is shattered, and there is also a pain that is shattered.

It's the pain of being very troubled there, as if you're always there to face some kind of mess and troubles.

It's as if you're going to break your heart there, but you're just there.

It's just a place where I feel stiff and lonely, a kind of thing that can no longer be cherished and found there.

There is something that is already impossible and impossible there.

I just don't understand why everything has become like this, and why has everything become like this again?

No matter how much she was there that she didn't want to think about anything, but the young man's words,

But there was still a sentence jumping in her mind there, he was so despised by Li Xianxian's line of work.

Then she felt that she had better run away quickly, lest she should stand in that place and make that place dirty.

Sometimes, people will feel what kind of shadow there is, a kind of pain and shadow that belongs to their own lifelong repeated entanglement and entanglement there,

Moreover, she was in it as if she could not extricate herself, as if she could no longer get out of the kind of troubles and entanglements and entanglements that she had for herself.

What is sought again, what is directionless, in the darkness, only there is confusion,

It seems that he feels as if he is a dead person there, and as if he has already died there.

She didn't know how long she had been running there, and she felt like she had been running there without breathing.

It was as if she was running there and was about to lose her heart, and she was about to break her legs.

But she still couldn't stop there, as if she couldn't stop there.

It was as if there was a kind of pain and struggle that tormented her heart and could not stay and stop there.

Do you feel any kind of helplessness and forgetfulness there?

In the end, Li Xianxian still seemed to be so unbearable that she couldn't bear it anymore, she still felt very, very weak to support her hands on the wall,

Then she felt her whole body almost paralyzed and limp, as if she were about to fall.

Then she fell against a cold wall in the alley, and her forehead, her hot forehead,

Still there with big sweat, she was still there gasping for breath and gasping for breath,

She seemed to be there and felt as if she was going to die there, and she was completely paralyzed along the cold wall,

And so she slipped down, and there she felt her legs, which were completely weak, and there she was paralyzed and encircled on the ground.

It was just that he sighed deeply, as if he was about to take some very heavy weight, and his breath rippled for a long time in the silent alley.