Chapter 3: Butterflies

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She looked at me deeply, then at Yun Mengdie a few times, turned around, and left.

What started out as a walk, then turned into a run. I watched her go away little by little, and my heart ached.

Ziruo, what kind of you are the real you.

However, I still struggle with these things, what is the point.

I laughed. to yourself.

Yun Mengdie stared at her indifferently and went away for a long time before she spoke, let's go.

I seemed to see the deep blue in her eyes, which was not the expected sky blue, but an oppressive deep blue.

Where to.

Keep going. She moved first, like pulling me to the place where the sun would set every day.

I thought, since she has been with me all these days, I must have a time to cling to her.

Holding hands with her, we continued to walk along the river, past stone bridges, past street trees, and past people in twos and threes.

The river is murmuring, the birds are chirping, and the lovers are whispering.

I wanted to say something to create some warm atmosphere. But I found that I didn't know what to say, and sometimes I said a few words, but suddenly stopped, and finally the two of them walked forward in silence.

It's okay, sometimes words don't tell the whole story.

Before you know it, we've been walking for a long, long time. Gradually, we left the river and came deeper into the park.

In the stone pavilion of the park, there is an old man who has passed his seventies. Although the old man looked quite old, his eyes were still shining and he seemed to be in good spirits.

Originally, the old man was lying leisurely on the bench, as if he was closing his eyes to recuperate, but when we passed by, he opened his eyes with a "huh", and then looked at us in amazement.

"Hello old-timers!" Yun Mengdie said obediently, looking very submissive. (Note that quotation marks are used here!) ）

The old man nodded, shook his head again, and seemed to sigh, "People, I still love myself more." ”

I was a little baffled, but Yun Mengdie still said to the old man very obediently: "Senior, it's just a formality, probably not quite the same as you think." ”

The old man looked at Yun Mengdie and seemed to be more interested, but I was not interested in continuing to stay, so I dragged Yun Mengdie away, and Yun Mengdie did not resist, and was dragged away by me.

What does it mean to go through the motions? I looked at Yun Mengdie and asked suspiciously.

Go home. Yun Mengdie refused to answer, but just said so.

Then Yun Mengdie left, and I originally wanted to say that I would send her home. But, perhaps, after all, he didn't have the guts.

Yun Mengdie was gone, and I was the only one left, so I decided, as she said, go home.

No, I just walked a few steps, and suddenly I saw a person at the corner of the riverside guardrail, who seemed to be blowing the cold wind by the river when the sun was setting.

I stopped again for a moment, hehe, it's her, right?

I looked at her in front of me with a complicated expression, but my mood was even more complicated.

Why don't I take a detour, it's not far anyway. I had such an idea in my head.

Hehe, what if Yun Mengdie hasn't left yet? Will I take Yun Mengdie's hand and walk over like this, and then don't look at her?

The human mind is really complicated, and I am so selfish.

I had just decided to turn around and leave, but she suddenly looked at me.

I froze again, and I was so panicked again.

Suddenly found that there was no Yunmengdie around me, I didn't dare to look at her, let alone what happened.

"Ah Chen......" she whispered, and she didn't know what she was talking about.

And when I hear such a title, it is more of a kind of distress.

I took a few steps backwards, then turned and ran.

I ran away in such a hurry, so powerlessly.

I even saw her look of disappointment. Of course, that's just how I feel, after all, my eyes don't grow on my back.

I ran and ran and ran, I don't know how long I ran, I just knew that I was very tired and tired.

I suddenly miss Yunmengdie by my side, so I can forget about her.

I finally knew that Ye Ziruo's shadow had been buried in the depths of my heart and had never flowed away, and the reason why I wasn't ready was because of this shadow, this shadow that Yun Mengdie couldn't move.

But Yun Mengdie, where are you now? I feel so cold in my heart, and so cold in my body.

It's early summer.

I went home dejected, opened my door, locked it, and sat down on my bed, in a daze.

I opened my journal to write something down, but I couldn't put it down.

Maybe it's really nothing to write about, maybe it's too much to write.

I suddenly remembered those books.

I pulled out those notebooks from the corner, which I had started writing a long time ago, and I spent a lot of time and ink on them.

I have recorded a lot of people in these books, but if Ye Ziruo is alone, he will occupy three books.

I tried to calm myself down and write in a notebook with a lot of blanks.

Cloud Dream Butterfly......

After not writing a few lines, I suddenly couldn't suppress the emotions in my heart anymore and directly tore the page apart.

I gasped for breath, and slowly, I looked at three of the books in a daze.

Probably feeling a lot calmer, I picked up a few notebooks and opened them.

It's late at night......

You're having insomnia. Yun Mengdie looked at me with red and swollen eyes distressedly, trying to caress it.

I looked through her eyes and saw the purple of my own eyes that was so rich that it was dripping with water, and I sighed.

Cloud Dream Butterfly. I said calmly, don't come to me again.

Yun Mengdie was stunned, then she stared into my eyes, and then, her tears fell.

The first time I saw her crying, the first time I saw her tears, the grievances in her eyes.

I wondered if I was too soft-hearted, or if I was simply weak-willed, so I took her into my arms and stroked her head to comfort her.

Yun Mengdie burst into tears and laughed for a moment, and I felt a little helpless warmth in my heart.

Then I saw outside, and the leaves passed by with a blank face.

I silently said in my heart, farewell, Ziruo.

Actually, I've never really walked into your world, and I'm still struggling with something, there's no point.

I looked down and saw Yun Mengdie staring at the place where Ye Ziruo had left, her gaze was flat.

Let's go and see. Yun Mengdie said.

What are you doing there? Hearing Yun Mengdie say that she wanted to go to the Taoist temple, my curiosity suddenly rose, but it was also the only Taoist temple in our small place, but I had never been to it before.

It is said that this Taoist temple called Seiunkan was settled in the K area for hundreds of years by the tribe of Shoichi (this is a pure fiction). Thanks to the fact that this is the mainland, it was not affected by the war, and the Taoist temple was lucky to have escaped the bombing during the war, and it is still well preserved.

It's a pity that after **** that year, it was too deserted here.

However, it is said that in recent years, a living immortal-like Taoist priest has come here, and the incense of the Taoist temple has actually flourished again.

Of course, this "living immortal" is generally not a guest.

Originally, I thought that the Taoist temple was like that, but it wasn't until I actually entered the Taoist temple that I realized that I was superficial.

Regardless of the statue when you first enter the door, the smell of incense wafting from the door is clear; Then came the clear sound that spread throughout the Taoist temple, which gradually calmed down my originally impetuous heart.

Entering the door is a courtyard, and then entering is the Sanqing Palace, the huge Sanqing statue is smiling and looking at me, but I feel that my heart is inexplicably empty.

I saw Yun Mengdie waving her hands at Sanqing, closing her eyes and not knowing what she was thinking in her heart.

It turns out that if you believe this, then I support you, I thought secretly. Although I don't have much interest in immortals, Buddhas, and whatever, and I think I've never been in second, but since Yunmengdie likes it, it's second in second.

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