Chapter 2: Dreams

It seems like it's been a long, long time since I've seen her, and perhaps, she's already left this place. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Actually, apart from a sense of emptiness, it didn't have much impact on my life, right?

I don't know when it started, I like to go to the track and field alone, slowly, lap......

The leaves are still green, but they still have to fall.

Life, as always, is bland and dazed, just like Yunmeng Butterfly has never appeared.

Probably, I really wasn't ready.

I've never been free enough, how could I be ready.

I'm not ready, but I've got to try. I said to myself, as if I had made a determination that was not at all shaky.

So, I know, she'll be here soon.

One afternoon, when I went back to the athletic field, she was already sitting in the shade of a tree with a book in her arms.

Like a cat, quietly waiting for the person it is going to wait for.

I stopped a few meters in front of her, but I didn't know how to speak.

Be...... Cowardice.

I wanted to get closer, but I was back.

As if she hadn't noticed my arrival, she stared earnestly at the lines of writing on the beige pages, quiet and beautiful.

She is like a fairy in the nine heavens, and I am ashamed of myself.

I kept my eyes on her, but my feet moved back slightly.

She suddenly closed the book and smiled sweetly at me.

My whole body froze.

The eyes are facing each other.

The moment's confusion seemed to be all that I had in my life.

There you are. As she spoke, the golden red in her eyes almost overflowed.

Well...... I was at a loss to answer, and I always felt that no matter how I put my hands and feet, it was wrong.

I knew you were coming. Confidently and happily, she put down her book and walked towards me.

In an instant, all my emotions were settled, I was no longer flustered, and suddenly all my movements were so natural.

I couldn't help but walk towards her, just as she walked towards me.

Approach.

I almost hugged her.

But in the end, I didn't.

Let the green leaves flutter and flutter, and I am a stone's throw away from her.

She's really beautiful, so beautiful.

I gave her all the definition of beauty in my heart, and even though she was just an ordinary girl to others, I could only describe her as perfect in my eyes.

I can accompany you to try everything you want to try, and I will help you. As she spoke, her voice was like a breeze blowing through the strings, causing ripples in my heart.

Go to the piano room. I hesitated, but tried to speak.

Well. She agreed without hesitation, as if she had expected it.

I picked up the book for her and walked slowly with her to the cafeteria.

It is possible to go fast, but I don't want to.

I don't think she wants to.

Savoring, a little subtle.

The piano room is quiet.

Two pianos stand quietly in two corners of the small room, elegantly awaiting the arrival of a player.

I sat down at a piano by the window, breathed a little, and reached over the black and white keys.

In a trance, I seemed to see the beating notes under the slender pencil many days ago.

I don't play the piano. I would just look at the cold piano in a daze, but I didn't dare to touch it.

I'll do it. She sat down in front of the other piano, and her soft-looking hands were like tiger talismans in the army, making the cold piano surrender immediately.

The strings played, and the vast emptiness poured unstoppably into the heart, lonely and vast.

Castle in the sky.

She played devotedly, and I watched carefully, I don't know, looking at her dexterous hands, or looking at her.

Bang!

The door to the little piano room was kicked open.

I subconsciously looked over, but my heartstrings tightened violently.

The girl who kicked the door open walked towards me with a blank face.

I knew it wasn't me who was going to get there, she was just going to sit where I was sitting and practice the repertoire she was supposed to practice.

The strings in my heart slowly loosened, and I got up without hesitation, walked straight to Yunmengdie, and pulled her out of the piano room without saying a word.

I don't know the girl's expression, maybe I'll never know.

Yun Mengdie laughed out loud for the first time, the sound was not loud, but it spread all over the small piano room.

My nose was sore, but I stubbornly continued to pull Yun Mengdie away.

Out of the door of the piano room, Yun Mengdie's smile disappeared little by little, replaced by an inexplicable grievance.

I saw the blue in her eyes.

The first time I held a girl's hand, and for the first time I felt the warmth of the palm of the opposite sex.

I unnaturally let go of her hand, but I didn't know where to put it.

Maybe the only thing I can do is leave this place, a place where I have fond memories of a long, long time ago.

I took her hand again, and she was stunned, but I didn't want to explain anything, I just wanted to run away.

Escape, escape.

During the run, I couldn't see her expression clearly, she didn't say anything, just let me pull her to run, running into the unknown.

But I didn't go far before I suddenly remembered that she was just a thin girl, so I stopped again.

A broad Bodhi leaf floats down.

I felt her breathing a little short.

I'm apologetic to say, I'm sorry.

She shook her head, her eyes looking at me for a moment, and I said I would accompany you to try everything you wanted.

I felt sour again, and so did my nose.

Thank you. I said from the bottom of my heart, yes, she was the first girl in a long time to go crazy with me.

She was also the first girl to be so tolerant of me.

But you don't know, I'm always conflicted. I thought to myself, still feeling guilty.

I know. She said, you can't put it down.

My vision blurred.

But I still forced myself to take back what had overflowed.

She stretched out her arms and tried to hold me.

I panicked and ducked, forcing myself to compose again.

Her eyes flashed with a hint of loss, but they changed to firmness.

You're still not ready, it's okay, I'll continue to accompany you, let the withered wither.

I looked into her eyes as she spoke, and they were still bright.

But I'm more than just a knot...... into obsession at all.

10

That person's name is Ye Ziruo.

Yellowed green leaves.

She wasn't evergreen as she said.

Nor did it return to dust as I thought it would.

My name is Mu Chen.

By the lake, Yun Mengdie and I sat quietly, not noisy or noisy, as silent as a waveless lake.

To be honest, I fantasized for a long time. But slowly, the more you know, the more you understand it's time to let go.

Yes, you can't make someone who doesn't love you fall in love with you, so there's no need to do some useless struggle for that so-called love.

As Liu Cixin described in "The Three-Body Problem", loneliness is the true beauty of a person. Because of loneliness, there are children, melons and fruits, animals, insects and birds, which are enough to form a small alley at dusk.

I thought silently, but Yun Mengdie gently touched my arm and said, you still have me.

In fact, I didn't dare to talk to Yun Mengdie, because I didn't know what to say or how to say it.

I was afraid of hurting her, hurting this girl from the end of my imagination.

But I felt like I was hurting her all the time.

I tried to leave her, but as the lyrics say, people who are afraid of bondage are finally more afraid of loneliness.

Or, something in my heart is slowly leaning towards Yunmeng Butterfly.

That's what I'm looking forward to, and that's what I'm afraid of.

I finally couldn't make a decision.

She suddenly took my hand and said earnestly, come and go with me.

I was at a loss for a moment, but I still got up unnaturally, left the bench, and walked slowly along the road by the river.

I wondered if this was a relationship, after all, I hadn't really been in a relationship.

Anyway, the moment she took my hand, I felt powerless to resist.

I listened to her breathing, touched the warmth of her palms, and felt my own beat.

Take your time, it's a long way to go. Her tone slowly became brisk again.

Well. I replied, "Maybe the next moment, what should wither will wither."

Then I looked up and saw the girl in front of me biting her lower lip and blinking her eyes but looking at us.

Time seems to freeze.

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