Chapter 1: Shadows
Chapter 1 Shadows
I don't know when she appeared, it seemed like recently, it seemed like a long time ago, but she just pushed open the door to my world and walked in softly. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Maybe I can't put into words how amazing I was when I first met her, and when she came to me quietly, I could only think of one word: perfect.
Although she has always been bad for others, for me, she is perfect.
I don't know her name yet, but seeing that she is delicate and delicate, and has a beautiful and pleasant temperament, it should be a nice name.
I don't know how she noticed me, but I remember the first time she saw me, she said, "Your eyes seem to have a little bit of purple."
I looked at her strangely, showing that I didn't understand.
To me, purple represents sadness. She said this very seriously.
I'm interested, but what about purple?
There's also a little bit of gloom that I don't like. She pursed her lips suddenly, a little unhappily.
What does the gloom represent?
Sullen.
I was suddenly inexplicably excited, oh, someone could see the color in my eyes - even though it didn't exist for me.
It is said that the sun can dispel dark clouds. I say.
I can do your sun, but, you need a gust of wind. She said seriously, really, I've never seen such serious eyes.
My heart throbbed strangely, and then spread throughout my body.
Just like a glass of turbid water that was violently shaken, it was suddenly gently held up by a pair of soft hands, and the impurities slowly precipitated.
Thank you, I said.
It's like a mission, and perhaps it's better to describe it as fate. She replied, and her natural smile seemed to encapsulate all the beauty in the world.
She didn't show up the next day. I thought she wasn't showing up anymore.
Now that I think about it, it was so strange that she was seen by me in a way that did not fit any angle in the world.
But when I saw her again, I felt like I was wrong.
It's still the same, and it's still tugging at my heartstrings.
There is a golden red of joy in your eyes. She laughs.
I was content at that moment, yes.
Me too. She said playfully, and her voice was as melodious as a yellow warbler.
I'm going to be a doctor, she leaned into my ear and said earnestly, driving away the clouds in your eyes.
Maybe I'm not a qualified patient. I'm a little uneasy, well, too many people are leaving me. Yes, I'm resisting.
Every patient is unqualified. She insisted.
I nodded in acquiescence. Then I looked up again, what's your name?
She smiled mysteriously, you guess.
I couldn't laugh or cry, I couldn't guess.
Tell you later. She said, and as she spoke, she left again.
This time she didn't leave for long, and she came back.
It's like the moon disappears into the clouds and crawls out of it.
The sky was brighter, but the stars were much dimmer.
It doesn't matter, it's better to have a moon that lights up the sky than to have countless looming stars. The stars are too far away.
Here I go again. She said that it was natural to sit next to me, as if it had been like this for a long time, and I didn't even feel the slightest bit of rejection.
Where are you from. I looked intently into her eyes, well, what a clear pair of eyes they were!
I say I'm from the end of your imagination, can you believe it? She tucked her hair around her palms and fingers, as if casually.
I looked at her long hair again, and I only felt safe in my heart, I believe.
I love long hair. I thought to myself.
I know you like long hair, so I grew it long and still worked on it. She looked me in the eye and said softly.
Oh...... I unconsciously put my hand in her hair, well, it felt good.
She looked at me, her eyes blinking.
My heart trembled, and I withdrew my hand in a daze, I'm used to playing with other people's hair, I'm sorry.
She opened her mouth and said nothing.
Do what you want, and after a long time, she said, I'll go first.
Just before she left, she finally said what she hadn't said before, and you weren't allowed to play with other girls' hair in the future.
I stared at her departing back, not knowing what to say.
It occurred to me that I forgot to ask her name.
The sunset was beautiful. She appeared next to me, like me, leaning against the railing, quietly watching the return of the sun as it was swallowed up by the tall buildings.
It's just near dusk. I replied casually, and gradually, I became accustomed to her inexplicable appearance and disappearance, and since I didn't know when she was there, I waited.
I'm coming. She said.
Well.
Your eyes are almost covered with purple. She said worriedly.
I looked at her, biting my lower lip lightly and smiling miserably.
I'm here. She said.
There may have been some kind of magic in her voice, grinding my cold heart into a little spark.
Thank you. I honestly say, well, I hate loneliness the most.
Actually, I can always be by your side as long as you want. She said, but I couldn't make out her face.
You won't even tell me your name. I don't believe it.
It's just a meeting in Pingshui, and those who should be lonely still have to be lonely.
Look at me. She said.
I looked up and looked into her eyes, which were still so clear, just a little more lilac.
Hey! I exclaimed.
It's like I knew her name in an instant, maybe it's just intuition, right, Yunmeng Butterfly, what a dreamy name.
Yunmeng Butterfly, every word is what you like. She approached and said very gently.
It's as if she can hear every voice in my heart and see every corner of my memory. She seems to be able to see through my eyes everything.
There was no panic, and the only trace of uneasiness dissipated in an instant.
Actually, for me, or for everyone, I want someone to understand everything about me, right?
I can be with you every minute and every second as long as you want. She repeated, a sky-blue anticipation in her eyes.
I wanted to say something, but I opened my mouth but couldn't say what was in my heart.
You have what you want to do, so there's no need to just revolve around me like this. I said calmly.
The purple in her eyes grew stronger, and eventually she shook her head and disappeared into the hallway.
I watched her leave, and my heart was indescribably complicated.
Irritability, getting irritable.
always thinks of her inexplicably, Yun Mengdie.
No matter what, her shadow would flicker before my eyes from time to time.
I suddenly wanted to go to her, but when I did, I didn't know where to find her.
Without the sunset, I still leaned on the railing, but I regretted what I said in the afternoon.
Girls are not only weak in body, but also in mind, or even more fragile.
I suddenly realized that my understanding of selfishness was still too superficial.
Or, at that moment, my intense selfishness made me lose everything.
I want to see her, really.
Then I saw her.
Seeing her tired, she walked on the straight school road blankly.
It was an irrepressible ecstasy!
I refused to think about it any more, so I emptied everything and rushed to her under the verdant maple tree.
She seemed to know I was going, and she stopped under the tall maple tree and watched me silently as I approached.
There you are. She smiled reluctantly, but she couldn't hide the tiredness on her face.
Luckily, the purple in her eyes was rapidly dissipating.
Why come. She asked, as if questioning, as if she were longing for something.
I...... I was speechless, yes, why should I go.
What reason do I have to go.
You're still not ready. Her smile grew paler, and then, she turned, slowly, slowly, away.
The bitterness gradually rippled in my heart.
Hehe, another "she", there is so much weight either.
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