5 But having escaped one kind of trouble and stress, another kind of trouble corresponding to it will also arise,

Because there will be fear of getting hurt, afraid of giving too much there, afraid of toil,

Therefore, she chose to dodge in it, and avoided it for a long time.

But when she isolated herself from the world, it was also a time when she was alone and lonely. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

She may not be able to absorb the noise of the crowd and the torment and torment of all kinds of troubles.

However, she was still there alone, and she was still alone and lonely.

How frightening and terrible it is to be lonely and lonely, and when she is lonely, there is no one to talk to her,

When she feels lonely and tired, there is no one to help her, she always appears powerless there,

Appearing weak, she wanted to seek someone who could help her, someone who could help her alleviate and solve her difficulties and problems.

But the reality is that if she is with a large number of people, she can't find much help.

But she always found a lot of people in the crowd who came to ask her for warmth and help,

In the face of that large number of demands, she will have a sense of timidity, and she will also have a sense of annoyance.

She is not a person who is very willing to take responsibility, at least in the face of that large and too much responsibility, she will appear weak,

She will be at a loss in it, not to mention, a lot of efforts, not only can not get the corresponding return,

And if you work hard, you will get thankless results.

In the face of the reality of hard work but being hit, she is unwilling to work hard,

She didn't want to work hard, and she wasn't so willing to pay.

Because of the hard work, there may not be anything rewarded.

Good intentions are not necessarily rewarded. -- This is a realistic conclusion.

Many of the conclusions may seem wrong, but they seem to be applicable in this world.

Many truths, whether they are true or crooked, are not practical at all in real life.

Many people don't eat the same set of good people at all,

The good old man will only be in that place, and he is likely to become a victim of this society and the world.

Then this kind of great truth will slowly disappear in this real world, and slowly wear out.

Slowly, it disappeared into it.

And some crooked reasoning, some cleverness if it makes sense in the center of real life,

That will become very popular, and it will become a code of conduct for many people.

It's not necessarily good, but it's a shortcut, and it's so workable, so why not do it?

Some are long-term, some are short-lived,

And many times, there are some long-term plans, just because they are too far away,

can't bear the impact and blow of short-term reality at all,

Under the attack of that reality, under the blow and suppression of that reality,

Dreams for the long term and the future seem to be empty.

Today and the following days are hard to spend there,

Worry about the future...... Without today, how can we take into account any long-term plans and the future?

Everything seems to be empty in it,

Completely empty of the wounded there,

In those days when there was nothing to do about the wounded,

Eventually, a desire will be found there,

A very frightening and terrible desire that swells more and more in it,

A kind of want to alienate and alienate something,

Just because it's hard to get close, what is hard to approach, just because it's hard in it,

will be there and want to stay away.

It's just that it's hard to be calm and live well with your own heart.

Because it's not easy to get by, it's not easy to get along, and it's not easy to be satisfied, so you will have no choice but to be alone.

And that warmth seems to be something that can no longer be found, and the warmth that I miss in my heart is so as if it has become very far away again.