110 Thoughts are far away, 4

4 Can't give up, that's the struggle of life, on the way of life,

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She just didn't want to slack off there, and she felt something there that was hard to slack off.

It's just that on the road that will slack off, I feel difficult, I feel a very difficult and difficult something,

And on that difficult path, she undoubtedly wandered, and in the midst of it,

She can't find any kind of right and wrong in it, and she doesn't know what is right and wrong, and what is wrong and right and wrong.

She was confused in it, she was at a loss for what to do, and she was hard to find in it.

The road of life seems to be very far away, as if it is so far away that there is no end to it.

It's as if it's hard to find an end in it.

There was a lot of no way, and in the face of that complete helplessness, she had asked herself deeply there, should she let go?

Does she have to let go, does she have to work so hard and struggle anymore, does she not need to do it anymore,

But does she really not need that?

On the road of life, what are the entanglements?

Or is there nothing that doesn't exist?

What is there on the road of life, or what is not there,

She can't make a choice there, and she's also on that vague path of life, as if she has no choice.

It's just that on that path where there is no choice, where she is chaotic,

She was weary there, she was weary there, on the weary path,

She began to be confused, began to be in a trance, in that exhausted and staggering,

She couldn't find friends in the cold and cold crowds and relationships.

She just felt too lonely there, she was lonely and had no friends.

She couldn't find any friends there. She tried to make friends in the past, but, really suitable friends, she didn't meet.

On the road of greeting and surviving and living, many people have made and met people, who seem to be friends, but they don't.

Because in that friendship and association, it always feels so far away, and it is always found that there is a lot of cost to be spent.

And after paying a lot of costs, I still can't get the warmth of friendship,

After being used for a long time, there will still be something dissatisfied and disgusted and tired of in the center of it.

It was an unfairness, an unfairness in friendships and friendships and dealings.

Because that kind of friendship is based on a kind of friendship that is based on a kind of interest and utilization.

And this kind of friendship made only for short-term personal interests will eventually disappear and disappear because of the disappearance and non-existence of interests.

When the relevance of interests disappears, the relationship between friends seems to disappear silently and very realistically.

In the face of that real and realistic interest, I will feel a kind of sorrow, feel a cold sadness,

Feeling a sense of sadness and desolation, and also in that control, she wanted to seek a kind of freedom.

In the desire to find freedom, she finally chose to break away from the relationship of interest and exploitation.

She would rather choose to live alone among them.

It's not because I like to be alone, but I don't like to be used, hurt, scorned, and ridiculed by that friend.

Ignored and dismissive, in the crowd that doesn't care about themselves, instead of getting along with so many people,

It's better to choose a person's loneliness, even if you don't like this loneliness very much, but still find that it seems to be the best choice.

She didn't know if she was right or wrong, but in that crowd, she wanted to escape,

She also wants to escape and hide in it, she wants to hide far away, as if hiding as far away as possible,

It's best to never meet the same.

She was so unconscious, unconsciously,

I put a wall between my heart and the world, a very high, very thick wall.

She was chained to that wall, lonely and lonely, though she was unwilling,

However, she seems to have no choice between this, and it is also difficult to choose among them.

She doesn't know so much right and wrong, and she doesn't know so much right and wrong.

She just felt that she was just an ordinary white fox, and she didn't want to take on too much.

Because you have to bear too much, the corresponding pressure and troubles will also increase.

And she just felt that she couldn't face so much pressure and trouble.

So, she thought about escaping, she wanted to go and escape, and she thought about not getting closer.