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3 It's just that there is still a kind of attachment there, and it's only there that there is a kind of inertia that is sad and helpless,
A kind of attachment and dependence that seems to be dependent there and seems to be dead, which is very terrifying and terrifying. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
It's like something that can't be changed in the midst of that pain and struggle, but something that is just there.
And it always seems to be there reluctantly, and it seems to be there very, very reluctant to change something.
It's a kind of reluctance to change yourself, but you want to change others very, very much in that place.
It is also there that there is a great desire for others to change, and there is a great desire for others to conform and obey their hearts.
It's just there confused, and it's just there that it's annoyed and confused.
Was she asking too much? Is her request really too much?
She was still there not clear, and she was still there confused and very suspicious.
Everything is unknown in that place, and everything seems to be there as if it were dead, in that corner of life.
Struggled in pain, like worms wriggling there.
struggled to walk forward, but because he was there because he was cocooned and circled,
Layer after layer was wrapped heavily, and it was wrapped very tightly there,
And then there she felt as if she was going to die there,
It's like a kind of terrible and difficult thing that can't survive and can't die.
She was just there trying to forget something.
There is always some kind of pain and difficulties in life, and I want to forget and abandon there.
It's always there to abandon difficulties and hardships, and then, just want to maintain and protect something well.
However, there she found something that she really had to maintain and guard, and what seemed to be something that was very difficult there.
In that life, there will always be one or two people there who are cherished and cherished in life.
There will always be one or two things that will settle in the memory of my heart and will be unforgettable for a long time.
On the trajectory and road of that life, there will be a lot of things there, what she has been exposed to,
Ordinary people, ordinary things, or unfamiliar people, unfamiliar things, may be familiar people, familiar things, or people and things that change in the strange and familiar.
What she was familiar with may feel strange later.
What she once felt unfamiliar may have become familiar there under the influence of that time.
Everything that is changing, as if there is no warning of change,
But something seems to be there, like some kind of essential law and rule that changes and develops there.
It's as if many, many things are objective, not so much that she can do whatever she wants.
She can really do whatever she wants, in fact, there are still very, very few.
And in the end, she can only choose to sigh about life there, a deep and sad sigh,
It is a kind of obedience that has to be subservient in that real life, although it is a kind of helplessness,
But she was very reluctant to be submissive, but she seemed to have no choice but to comply and be submissive.
It's like a compulsion that belongs to life itself.
All kinds of trivial things and all kinds of troubles in life arise in it, quarrels and troubles between those closest to you.
Li Zhiqiang is her closest eldest brother and her only living relative.
However, it is the only one and only one, why does she Li Xianxian always get along with her only brother?
Moreover, the two brothers and sisters often think that they are enemies and have to confront each other?
It's a kind of confusion and entanglement that is difficult to understand and difficult to explain, as if it is always difficult to explain in it.
It's as if there's a lot of something in it, something that can't be explained in the life itself.
It's like a kind of inadequate care of the people closest to you, and it seems to be a kind of inadequate care.
Perhaps, she is not very good to her brother.
At least, she will scold in front of her brother, and she will often behave there without a little girl's cultivation and quality,
And this is already accustomed to his brother.
He is very accustomed to his sister's consistent style.
However, what he didn't understand was that his sister's natural and freewheeling in front of him couldn't be natural in front of Ye Luokong.
Because...... Because, she still wants to behave better in front of him, she still has ...... Want to have his heart.
Calling her Li Xianxian has no ambition for Ye Luokong, that is still impossible!
Leaves fall into the air. Li Xianxian continued to twist the veil on his jade pendant so hard,
Then, there he gritted his teeth and looked at the distant sky, silently muttering in his heart: I will not give up so easily, never.
Then, as if she had thought of something, she quickly shook off the veil in her hand,
Then, again, he frowned, and then, with some disgust and great reluctance and reluctance, walked barefoot on the lawn again.
Li Xianxian walked back from that memory, walking back barefoot, as if she had walked out of the world of her bare mind,
She is still so beautiful, but if her heart is really naked, it is not necessarily so beautiful.
But who cares about that?
She couldn't care about it anyway, and she didn't care about it anymore.
She just wanted to go with what she wanted and wanted, and she couldn't just let go of what she wanted.
Then, she had to face reality again, she frowned, and picked up the two cloth shoes scattered on the ground with some disgust, dirty and smelly.
Li Xianxian just looked there, thinking that he should wash it quickly, but looking at this day, it shouldn't be dry.
What is she going to do?
You don't just take your freshly washed shoes and carry them in your hands, do you?
Li Xianxian felt some trivial troubles there, and then, she just shook her head there,
Then, I thought about going and washing the shoes first, and then I would talk about it later.
She needed to postpone and procrastinate something, just because she couldn't do anything about it at the moment.