Chapter 159: No matter what, you still have me

At that time, when I asked me like this, Xu Yan didn't know how to answer for a while, and watched me hesitate for a long time without speaking. txt novel download

I felt even more angry when I saw her like that. So he asked her, "You mean, what about my computer?" This sold me the computer, how can I spend my winter vacation? ”

Xu Yan said at this time: "Because you don't use the computer at home much after you go to school, so you sold it, and we don't have an internet cable at home now, so we can't use it." ”

When I heard her say this, I felt even more angry, and I had to tell me about it anyway, so I yelled at her: "Won't you re-pull the net if you don't have a net?" As for selling all the computers for me?! Is this your own good idea or my dad's idea? ”

Xu Yan lowered her head slightly and said, "It's your father's idea." If you really want it, let's buy another one. "Budou begging.

I was deflated when she said this, anyway, the computer was a little old that day, so it was better to buy a new one.

After Xu Yan finished speaking, she turned around and walked into the kitchen, and said to me, "The meal is ready, come and eat." ”

I packed up my things and went out to eat with her, the meal was very light, all some vegetables or something, no meat dishes, I was a little unhappy, so I complained a few words, saying, "Our family is poor now and can't even afford to eat meat?" ”

Xu Yan paused when she heard this. He didn't look up at me, he kept his head down and ate his meal.

Later, after eating, she packed up her things and I went back to my own room, and cleaned up, because it was only a day and a half back, and I finished the exam, so I didn't assign homework, it was quite easy, so I lay on the bed and read a magazine that Chubby gave me for a while.

Just watched it for a while. I heard a "da-da-da" sound outside, like the sound of a machine making clothes, although it wasn't particularly loud, but it annoyed me.

I thought it was the neighbors around, but when I went out to pour water, I heard the sound coming from Xu Yan's house. (Good Novel)

I pushed open the door and went in to take a look, and saw Xu Yan sitting in front of a machine and getting shoes, which were the kind of cheap sandals, people gave her accessories or something, she sewed them up by herself, and some places needed to be made by the machine.

I asked her wonderingly, "You've started to mess with shoes, why don't you open your shop?" I haven't asked you yet, why did you sell the store, I thought you were just talking about changing places to live. ”

Xu Yan lowered her head, didn't look at me, and said to me, "It's quite far away." It's not convenient to go back and forth, and besides, the family needs money, so it has to be sold. ”

"Need money?" I frowned all of a sudden, and said, "Our family is really not rich, but it's quite passable, why do we have to sell the shop, that shop is open, why isn't it much better than you doing this?" ’

Xu Yan glanced up at me, and stopped talking.

At this time, there was a sudden noise outside the door, as if it was in the corridor outside our door.

Because the sound insulation of this house is quite poor, I can hear the movement outside the door clearly, the sound is quite noisy, it seems to be scolding, and I vaguely heard my father's voice.

My heart tightened, and I quickly got up and ran outside, Xu Yan also quickly stopped at this time, stood up rubbly, and ran outside with me.

I shook the door open, and then I saw two people beating my dad outside the door, as if they were the two young men I had seen downstairs when I came up.

One of them was kicking my dad in the stomach with his leg up, kicking him to the wall behind him and sitting on the ground.

I got angry all at once, trotted two steps forward, kicked the man in the waist, kicked him and hit the railing behind him, and then I rushed to the other man and punched him in the face, and he was defenseless at the time, and was hit backwards by my punch.

After I beat them both, I ran to my dad and grabbed him, but as soon as I put my hand under my dad's armpit, someone kicked me in the back, and my head hit the wall, which hurt me and made my head dizzy.

At that time, I was so anxious that I just cared about helping my dad, and I didn't expect that they would take the opportunity to come and beat me.

After they kicked me down, they rushed to me again, punching and punching me, scolding me as they beat me, I was so dizzy that I was surrounded by people, and I couldn't get up for a while.

At this time, I heard Xu Yan's scream and yelled at them, "Stop fighting!" Stop it! If you hit me again, I'll call the police! ”

As she spoke, she walked over and dragged the two young men.

It is estimated that after hearing the word "alarm", they stopped, stopped beating me, and turned over to Xu Yan and said: "We are not afraid of calling the police, we owe debts and pay back, it is justified!" ”

Xu Yan dragged them away, and then ran over and squatted in front of me, holding my head with both hands, and said, "Silent, are you okay?" ”

I hummed and said it was okay, but I still felt a little headache.

Xu Yan turned her head and said to the two young men: "Even if you force us to death, we won't be able to come up with so much money for a while, in order to pay off the debt, our house has been sold, what do you want us to do?" It's not that we won't pay you back, we will pay you back as soon as we have the money! ”

After listening to Xu Yan's words, I roughly understood what the situation was, it seems that our family owes money to others, no wonder Xu Yan and my dad sold the house, and no wonder they wanted to rent such a dilapidated house, but I remember that our family was in a good situation, I don't know why I suddenly owed so many debts, I didn't rush to ask at the time, so I turned my head to look at my dad, and saw him sitting on the ground like that, with his back against the wall, looking ahead with a distracted face, his eyes were dull, and his face was red, It seems that I drank a lot of alcohol.

When the two young men heard Xu Yan say this, they glanced at each other and said to Xu Yan, "That's okay, then we'll give you another time." ”

With that, they went downstairs together.

After they left, Xu Yan asked me how I was doing, was there anything wrong, I shook my head, then stood up from the ground with one hand, and then helped my dad up with Xu Yan and entered the house.

After entering the house, we helped my dad to the sofa and sat down, and Xu Yan went to pour a glass of water for my dad.

I sat on the side and asked him, "Dad, why did you drink so much?" ”

My dad turned his head to look at me, his eyes were a little dull, and finally recognized that it was me, and his eyes were full of tears, and he covered his face with his hands, bowed his body, and covered his face tightly with both hands, and began to sobbed softly, and then the more he cried, the more sad he became, his body twitched slightly, and the voice gradually became louder, and finally a whining sound came from his mouth.

I didn't say anything, I felt very uncomfortable to see my dad like this, after my mother died, I blamed him for four years, I could count the words I had told him in the past four years, and the meetings I had met, but I broke my bones and tendons with him.

He is the only relative in my world, so I feel very uncomfortable when I see him crying, after all, a man has to go to such a point to cry so sadly in front of his son?

So I didn't ask, and I didn't have to.

I walked over and patted him on the back lightly, and said to him: "Dad, don't worry, it will pass in a hurry, and it will slowly get better, don't be too sad, no matter what, you don't still have me." ”

My dad cried even more sadly after hearing my words, his voice was intermittent, and he seemed to be out of breath, and after a long time, he choked up and said, "Son, son, dad is sorry for you......"

I hooked his shoulder tightly, and did not speak, not as a son does to his father, but as a man does to another, and I told him to be strong.

At that moment, seeing my dad crying so sadly, my four-year resentment suddenly disappeared, and I suddenly began to understand him, I didn't have a good life, how could he have a good life, a man is burdened with inner guilt, burdened with a family, what kind of courage and perseverance can survive four years?