31. A trance-like dream

In this city, in this city of mysteries, we will dream, and we will do a lot of deep and unforgettable emotions and feelings that are deep in the hearts of those people, such as happiness or sadness or regret or anger. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

And these dreams will make all the sad people who come in crazy and crazy to the point that they completely lose their minds, and then commit suicide and die. And will Yin Ling become the next place, because he has been in the city of Locks for too long, he has been forced to go crazy and commit suicide in despair.

Suicide is a journey of the result of life, in fact, death is very fast, it only takes the blink of an eye, and life, especially in the unhappy time, the extension and lengthiness of life, will become a stumbling block to enjoy life and life, a kind of confusion and loss that is difficult to explain clearly, those lost time, those lost beauty, those lost and gone once cared about, and the past unforgettable.

When she came to Suowei City, Yin Ling asked herself why she came to Suowu City, why she came here again with so much courage, she was not used to being a fox and a white fox, but she was ...... Is it because I miss my family?

Or is it because of ...... She still wants to be a person so much, she still has to be so nostalgic to become a person, so easily she can rely on him to get closer, she can be so forgetful, forget everything and be kind to him again, just a little better, a little better to forget her own giving, forget what she needs, and give herself to the other party wholeheartedly.

However, everything is not as simple as she thought, not as she thought, not as she thought, in this world, there are not many rights and wrongs that can be fulfilled as desired, can be so re-searched, the city filled with thick fog, the white fox's spirit has to walk so slowly, step by step, step by step. She just looked at the houses on both sides of the road, but they were quiet, as if there was no one in those houses.

In this way, Li Xianxian is right, in fact, this is an uninhabited city, this is a city that does not belong to her, but she is still on a journey, she is like a traveler re-arriving, returning and returning.

In her memory, in the wind blowing through a piece of turquoise living water, in the wind blowing through the sound of a broken forest of leaves, she just turned her head, she looked back, but it was an old lady jumping with a burden, and on the front and back sides of her flat burden, that is, at the two ends of the flat burden, hung two large baskets. Just when Yin Ling guessed what kind of things the old woman would jump out to sell, a little girl quickly walked over and asked, "Grandma, what are you selling?" ”

Yin Ling suddenly realized that in fact, there are confusions and puzzles, and it is not so difficult to have questions, and the key point is to ask questions and ask the most critical and important questions.

She was so good at being a person, she was not a white fox, she was like an obedient ordinary little girl, she had to sing and walk all the way with a group of little girls and friends, and then, she stared at another grandmother, but this grandmother was sitting on the floor on the ground, and the floor and the ground were paved with gray mud bricks, and sitting on it, it had a meaning, it was cold, Yin Ling just stepped forward and asked: "Mother-in-law, what are you selling?" ”

It's just an ordinary question, an ordinary confusion and question, an ordinary concern and concern, but it still makes the mother-in-law, who has not waited for the guest, smile happily and say: "The fruit seller, this is a basket of apples, this basket is strawberries, all fresh, all picked in the morning, all home-grown......"

Before the mother-in-law could finish speaking, she only felt a gust of evil wind blowing behind her, and what kind of hand did she have, which grabbed her hand tightly, and then ran rudely with her, without any words, without any words; Pull her and run, pull her and run forward, as if pulling her, pulling her away, pulling her to run with him, running with himself is what he wants to do the most.

It was as if he had come back again, back to her, and he seemed to have some remorse and guilt, but he had disappeared again in a blink of an eye, and his disappearance was like a dream like his arrival, like an empty dream.

The memories of the past are still so stringed and stringed like a flame that burns her heart, burning her lonely and lonely heart, but it is not an irritable heart, nor is it a heart that is too chaotic and troubled, but the small heart, the small heart that is not particularly large, is still sick, and it still has a problem. Because she hasn't taken good care of herself.

A person who does not take care of himself will certainly not take care of others too much. One is just so blindly self-righteous and self-centered, there will still be a lot of problems, and there will still be a lot of incomprehension and unknown.

The road of feelings seems to be not smooth, it is so difficult, and it is so difficult to maintain, but if it can't be maintained, it doesn't mean that it can't be maintained, there is a kind of depression, even if it is suppressed, even if it is oppressed, even if it is forced, it is still so necessary to rush forward head-on.

Walking forward with a hard head, the spirit of the white fox has to walk forward, walking in the dead and silent city of the lonely soul like a dream, looking for what he wants to find.

And she was reminiscing, in the memories of her efforts, recalling the deeds that were not in this life, as if it was a long, long time ago, as if it was a previous life, or a previous life. But who can say what? Who can explain what?

Can anyone say how he used to be careless? It's useless, no one can say anything bad about her. She thinks he's attentive, and he thinks she's still fine. However, on a sunny afternoon, they talked to each other with the most concise questions and answers:

"I feel like our relationship can be over." It was his somewhat cold and resolute slippery head.

Her lips trembled and her eyes moistened, but he was dressed as if he couldn't see, he couldn't see anything, he couldn't find anything, he was still, there was a sense of anger that kept rolling and churning in her mind, and he kept asking, "Is it over?" Why did it end like this? ”

Why is it as if everything has not yet begun, everything has not yet begun, it is so over, how upsetting, how tired and tired the heart is, so tired and sad, so tired and lost?

"Between us......" she wanted to ask, how else she wanted to ask.

He just waved, as if waving his hand, it was all a farewell, it was all a farewell, it was all goodbye, and it was all goodbye, and goodbye was as if there was no chance to meet again.

This world seems to be very big, but it seems to be very small, she seems to remember that she was once a little girl from a peasant family, she needs to worry about food and clothing every day, she needs to think about earning money, she needs to think about making a living and living, she doesn't care so much, she can't think so much, she doesn't know what orders he has received, she only knows that he is a killer, he is an assassin, he is a person who will always be completely two worlds with her.

He was a person she couldn't get close to, he was a person she couldn't reach and seek, but she still dreamed like this, dreamed inconceivably, dreamed one dream after another to deceive herself.

Deceive yourself that you think you are happy, deceive yourself into thinking that he has accepted her, deceive yourself that he has become no longer bloodthirsty and no longer kills for her.

Maybe love really has the power to change a person, but what he sees with her is not love, and compared with love or feelings or friendship, they are more like a process of using each other.

"What? Do you have a relationship with that person? These were the amnesia's first words to her, who had also lost her memory, and the person he was referring to was only his father, just one of her deceased fathers.

When he was so convinced that he had made clear his life story, and told what kind of rainy day his father was, because he was so busy in the fields, that he came home from exhaustion, and he could not eat, and then her mother came out of her father's room, and she screamed, it turned out that her father had a fever, and her father was sick.

She used to be so flustered, flustered, and stomped her feet: "What should I do? What to do? Daddy was sick, Daddy had a cold. "Dad is the pillar of the family, and the family's financial resources depend on him, and why is he sick? As soon as Dad is sick, the whole family may have another very difficult and difficult life.

She couldn't stop her mother's crying nagging: "What can I do, your father is also seriously ill if he doesn't die, this day is really impossible to live, how should I live this day?"

What kind of wandering, what kind of trance, she said to her mother: I will go out to ask for a doctor, if it is too expensive to ask for a doctor, I will go directly to the pharmacy and ask the person who grabbed the pharmacy if he has a cure for her father's illness.

She ran so fast, she ran in a panic, but she kept her head down, she had to bury her head completely, and she ran all the way through the little garden, through the corridor, and then, without noticing anything, she completely hit him.

Yin Ling wanted to apologize, but he looked at him in a daze, he just looked at her and smiled faintly: "What is the girl doing so fast?" What are you anxious about? ”

"My dad is sick!" Because he was too anxious, because he was too flustered and at a loss, Yin Ling was so straightforward that he shouted, "I'm going to find Langzhong for my father, I'm going to find a prescription for my father!" ”

"It's you!" He just looked at her and smiled softly but embarrassedly, "Are you okay?" ”

"What do you mean?" Yin Ling said a little angrily, "When I was so anxious about my father's illness, you still said such things, you guy is really annoying!" Hurry up and get out of the way! Get out of the way. I'm going out! ”

"Didn't your mother tell you which one to find the most reliable?" Ye Luokong was still looking at her so calmly and calmly, there was something under his eyes that was not alarmed, he smiled, "You just said that you were going out to find Langzhong, do you know how many Langzhong there are in this town?" Do you know where the pharmacy is? ”

In his sudden realization, Yin Ling said with some embarrassment and confusion: "My mother went to find a Lang Zhong before, but it was just ......"

"It's just that it's not particularly reliable!" Ye Luokong felt a little headache and looked at the stupid girl in front of him with real difficulty, and said, "You girl, why didn't you ask clearly, didn't understand the situation, so you have to run around blindly without a head and no brain?" It's good that you bumped into me, but what if you bumped into an unreasonable bad guy? ”

Yin Ling secretly stuck out his tongue in a petty manner, and said in his heart: You are the unreasonable bad person! However, on the surface, Yin Ling still squeezed out a big smile and said, "I'm sorry! I'm so anxious, I didn't think about it so much! ”

"Little fool, didn't your mother make it clear to you?" He was annoyed again, annoyed by the stupidity of the little girl in front of him, and felt pity and overwhelmed by her ignorance and innocence, he didn't know how to maintain, he didn't know how to wait and protect and feel sorry for the little girl in front of him, he said, "I know there is a very good Langzhong, but the price is a bit expensive." By the way, how much money did you bring? ”

The little girl screamed so hard that a dozen birds flew away: "Oh no, I forgot to ask my mother for money!" ”

"You girl!" Is it a headache? Or is it anger? Or does her head not hurt? Or was she shocked by the hardness of her head? Anyway, he was mixed with all kinds of chaotic feelings in his heart, and it was difficult to distinguish them together, and it was difficult to separate, he just stared at her so much, and he was a little helpless to blame, "When will you be able to grow your brains like this!" You look like this, it's good not to find a doctor to treat people! ”

"Leaves fall short! How dare you ......" While Yin Ling was angry, he hurriedly went to gag her mouth, he covered her big mouth with his own hand, and then, glaring at her, he threatened: "Do you want to save your father, if you want to treat your father, you will listen to me, I will go and get the money, and promise to favor a good Langzhong." ”

In the process of those eyes opening wider and wider, all he saw was surprise and confusion, and he also saw a trace of joy and gratitude hidden in those eyes, Ye Luokong cleared his throat again, and said: "I'm just doing my best for my uncle, don't think too much about you, girl." ”

Looking at the little head nodding like a chicken pecking rice, he was trying to not laugh out loud with a lot of effort, but tried to keep his face on the floor, and said a little impulsively: "Then why are you still standing there like a stupid melon, why don't you hurry up and go with me to do something!" ”

"Ahh Yin Ling hurriedly answered, and quickly followed.

There seems to be a spring breeze blowing in my heart, this is Ye Luokong, some barbaric, some bad, some rushing, but there is an indescribable good, his good is always not said, but, sometimes, will forget, his ...... One day after him, so good for him...... There will also be betrayal and sad things, and perhaps, many things are unpredictable.