36 is somewhat confusing
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36 is somewhat confusing
Under the leadership of Yun Die, she started a new journey, because Yun Die has been quietly walking in front of her all the way without saying a word, and she is not good at saying anything. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Always feel a little lost, a little confused, a little overwhelmed, and a little confused at a time. I don't know where the direction is, I forget where I am, and something starts to feel something new and wrong there.
The things that were wrong began to become more and more, and there were more and more of them, and she didn't know and understand the cause of the problem very well, so she had no choice but to put it down again.
There are always some things that there is no way out, although some questions are very important to know the answer, but in the face of reality, when facing the inability to get the answer, we can only accept the facts again to recognize and re-recognize something.
In the midst of all kinds of intertwined contradictions and problems, there will be some problems intertwined there, there is confusion, there is a kind of time tension, and the problem of time allocation, it turns out that a person's time is sometimes not just his own time.
A person must hand over his time, and he must also re-recognize the definition and concept of time, and then, in this way, he must redefine himself, re-dissect himself, and the right and wrong of his own cognition are sometimes very important, but Yin Ling herself also feels that she occasionally ignores such an importance, or she is a little afraid and afraid of some of her shortcomings and defects.
It's always so overwhelming, it's always so hard to find, there's always something I don't know, I have too many shortcomings, and then, I start to be confused, I start to be at a loss, I don't know how to go on again.
In the confusion, the two of them encountered a wall together, only to hear Yun Die shrug her shoulders as if she didn't care, and said, "Okay, to the wall, we're in the end." ”
"What? Yundie, what do you mean by that? Yin Ling was a little incomprehensible, but it was inevitable to be afraid, after all, she didn't particularly know Yun Die's personality, she could only wait for something so quietly, waiting for the following occurrence and process, but she still couldn't help but ask in confusion: "Are you just going to bring me here?" ”
"But I didn't say I wouldn't bring you here?" Yun Die just winked at Yin Ling slyly and said, "Did you say? ”
Yin Ling was a little speechless for a while, but she still felt a little aggrieved and said very annoyedly: "You obviously said that you were going to take me to find the female corpse. ”
"Did I say yes?" Yun Die just sighed so easily, "Okay, whether I promised it or not, it doesn't count now, I forgot, how about it?" ”
"You...... How can you do that? Yin Ling trembled with nervousness, "It's too much, you're too much." ”
"You're a little stupid." Yun Die tilted her head sideways, her eyes narrowed into a line and looked at Yin Lingdao, "It's so easy to trust others, don't you think you're really too stupid?" ”
"You...... So what are you doing it for? The spirit only asked in surprise and puzzlement, "What are you bringing me here for?" ”
Yun Die just suddenly opened her eyes again, the eyeballs rolled straight away, and then she just smiled: "It's too boring to stay in this city for too long, too boring, too boring, it's like being in prison, I want you to accompany me." ”
"What? What did you say? Yin Ling was a little nervous and said, "No, I'm leaving, I'm going to leave now, get out of here." Well, I don't beg you, I ...... I'll find it myself! "What a hateful girl who doesn't know what to do!" Yun Die just said there with hatred, "Do you know what you're talking about? Impossible, it's impossible, you can't go, you don't have me to lead the way, you will go to a dead end. ”
"This ...... This ...... "What should all this be?" Two people always have to get along with each other, but what should be done when two people become so difficult to get along with each other, or become difficult to get along with? And how to solve it?
There are always a lot of people's ** and ideas, there are always too many needs and **, there are too many kinds of chaotic thoughts and ideas, and then, all of a sudden, everything is so explosive, everything has to be rewritten so wrong and wrong, and it is so suddenly found that I am wrong.
The human heart is always so contradictory, and it is always so ignorant of its own heart, that it is always lost, lost, lost, and lost, and that it is stupid to say that it is important.
It's just that you lose it and know that it's precious, and that clearly means not cherishing it, and it's clear that you don't care. It's just that there is something messy, in the world, there are always so many messy and chaotic confusion and fragmentation.
Something rises there, like the sun begins to rise, and then, whoever looks up at the sun and begins to avoid his eyes, separates his eyes from the sun completely, and stretches out his palm, and so on, and so on, to cover the sun again.
The sun's shattering in the palm of the hand is like the flow of flowing water in the swing and plucking of the palm, what kind of river flows and flows, and what is lost will be lost forever, because time cannot be turned back.
People's difficulties and all kinds of fatigue, and all kinds of overburdens cannot withstand the wear and tear of time, and then, like this, they feel exhausted, tired, tired, and then weak, and then they have to age like this, and what they have degraded there, but there is no way, there is no way to do it.
Just so softly smiling, so tiredly smiling.
In the face of all kinds of difficulties and obstacles, in the face of all kinds of difficulties, I began to become powerless, and I began to become overwhelmed and did not know what to do.
There are some troubles, troubles in the quiet air of silence, there is some kind of pain and pain torture like the quiet devil in the quiet air.
What kind of devil has come, just like what kind of devil has possessed, just like the devil has swallowed and devoured his heart, it is so completely devoured and devoured, and in that devouring and devouring, it is just so necessary to rediscover some of the helplessness, some of which are empty and melancholy.
I can only be empty and melancholy in that helplessness, because I don't particularly have to understand what is right and wrong, not so much to understand what kind of good and bad, it is so far away, it is so far away and the road, or so helpless, just so stupid.
It's just that you have to be in the mess, and you find your messy heart, and when your heart starts to be messed up, you start to be completely disturbed by something. At that moment, I could only shake my head, keep shaking my head, and then, fall into the water. She just leaned against the wall, sighing softly and helplessly.
"You...... What happened to you? Yun Die felt a little strange and asked.
"Not really?" The spirit just smiled softly against the wall, "From lying on all fours to suddenly straightening up and leaning against the wall...... That's pretty good. Yin Ling couldn't help but laugh.
"How does it feel to be human?" Yun Die also couldn't help but smile and asked, "Does this feel good?" ”
"Good, not average." Yin Ling just smiled, but said with a little prostration, "Just a little tired, a little bit tired, tired and tired. ”
"Well, it takes a lot of physical strength in the middle." Yun Die just nodded and said, "You need to take a break, and this kind of attempt is still relatively unstable, I'm worried that you may become that white fox again at any time, so it's better for you to pay attention, although it's only possible, it may not really happen, and it may not happen." So, it's better to be cautious. ”
"So, it's still risky?" The spirit just tilted his head and asked.
"Girl, what will be the slightest risk-free?" Yun Die suddenly raised her voice and said, "No matter what happens, there are risks and costs, but different things, risks and costs are also different, that's all, there are no other reasons and things." ”
"Really?" Yin Ling just asked softly, and suddenly she felt her back start to bend, and then, her whole body began to compress, and then, so much so that she couldn't control herself, she fell to the ground again, and then, so quickly, so quickly, so in the blink of an eye, she turned into a white fox again.
Yin Ling was so confused in that place, he would suddenly become a human being, and suddenly he would have to turn back into a white fox again, it turned out that there was still too much instability in the world, there were too many floats, there were too many uncertainties, it was so faint, and suddenly I felt a lot of weakness, I felt a lot of confusion and powerlessness, I felt so much overwhelmed, and I was so helpless.
People, no matter how they live, whether they are real human beings, or just white fox spirits with human hearts, she can only choose to be strong, and some things are "planned in people, and things are achieved in heaven".
She's not so superstitious, and she's not so much about fate, but sometimes she can't help but not be able to trust herself, she can't believe in herself anymore, at least not very sure of herself.
She just feels that her ability is weak, she just feels that her ability and strength are still so small and too small, and then she has to forget and forget, as if she has forgotten for a long time, there is a gap of something, when she is blank and overwhelmed, she will feel her powerlessness, she will have a feeling of weakness.
But in that weakness and weakness, she wanted to work hard so much, and she still wanted to work hard without giving up easily.
Everyone yearns for what is the best, what kind of best they want, and they have to look forward to the most supple, the most immersed in the bottom of their hearts, but that kind of beauty is like a dream, like a dream, free and unreal, there are too many unreal, there are too many broken. Or choose to be strong there, and choose to be lonely and strong.
No matter what happened and changed again, it doesn't have to be too annoying.
Although troubles are always inevitable, although troubles will always be there, life is alive, as long as life continues, then the troubles of life will always continue, continue without stopping, and then sigh in that brokenness, in that mistake and melancholy.
Troubles are not very terrible, because as long as the troubles can be overcome again in the effort, they will not be so terrible, but what is really terrible is the cowardly and fragile heart, where you feel your weakness, where you feel that you are at a loss, where you have no way to hold your troubles, it is impossible for people to be without troubles, but how to solve them?
Solving your own troubles is the most important choice.
It's so hard to seek, to find a new way to live, to find a way to live again, the journey of finding a road without a road is so difficult, it will become so difficult, she won't give up so easily, she is so unwilling to give up and let go easily, just strong, even if the hope of becoming a human is disappointed again, like a nightmare, the hope is disappointed again.
She just had to comfort herself in her heart, maybe all of this was nothing. She just had to comfort herself in the bottom of her heart, maybe there was nothing. Maybe that's why there's nothing left anymore.
However, there was still what kind of pain, what kind of pain in the bottom of her heart, pain, she began to feel her powerlessness, she began to feel her fatigue and powerlessness, and then she had to sigh again in such fatigue and powerlessness, and she sighed so sadly.
But taking a deep breath, she just took a deep breath, and then turned around, and she still turned around so non-stop, so that she had to start walking again, and began to embark on the road of her new journey, and she just didn't stop.
She just felt that she couldn't stop, she couldn't stop, she had no reason to stop, she didn't have a chance to stop, she just had to rush hard, she was alone.
There is always loneliness on the road, but if she is lonely, what can she do with her loneliness? She still has no way to hold on to her loneliness, and she still has no choice.
When there is no way, the stubborn and seemingly stupid way of insisting on it has become her last resort, and it has also become her last hope and renewed watch and choice.
"You...... Where are you going? Yun Die asked behind her, a little confused and empty, as if asking something, "Where do you want to go?" ”
Yin Ling didn't look back, but he still had to stop his steps and replied: "I don't really know where I want to go, and I don't know how far I can go, but here, this lonely and lonely desolate city of locks, I have walked, and I want to walk out of this city with my feet." ”
"If I say you want to get out of this city, you won't be able to get out without my guidance." Yun Die just looked at Yin Ling so indifferently as if he was smiling, but Yin Ling just felt that the curvature of the corners of his lips was clearly a kind of ridicule and contempt, and even ...... Threat.
"Will you show me the way, then?" Yin Ling expressed his confusion without tactfulness.
"Why do I have to take you out?" Sure enough, Yun Die spread her hands loosely, and said weakly, "I met you in Pingshui, and you didn't give me much benefit, and you can't bring me any benefit if you leave this city, at least you stay here again, you just don't go away, don't leave, then, in this lonely and desolate city, there is still someone to accompany me, that's pretty good, if you can accompany me, then it will naturally be very good." ”
- Stay here?
"I still really want to go out." Yin Ling said so seriously, "If I help you again, or do something for you again, it's still okay, I'm still willing, but I still want to leave, I still want to leave, because ...... You have to go, there is still something waiting there, waiting there, and then, what kind of brokenness, what kind of broken there is constantly broken, it is so fragmented, and in that broken dream, there is still something there that needs to be found again. ”
"What are you looking for? What exactly are you looking for? Yun Die just asked in surprise and puzzlement, "What kind of details are always so detailed, or can I explain the reasons and reasons." ”
Yin Ling shook his head lightly and replied, "Doesn't seem to have one." Yin Ling lowered his head, and stopped talking, and there was something he wanted to say, but he suddenly found that he couldn't speak. She just felt some dream sensation and some kind of feeling pulling her there, as if telling her to go that way. It was as if there was a voice, somewhere in her heart that was ringing there: Groaning, go there, Murmuring, go that way, ...... She can't stop yet, if she stops, she will regret it, she really will regret it for her stay and stop. She was terrified, and so confused and unmistakable.