The experience of all aspects in the school is a kind of experience that everything depends on oneself, and everything needs to be discovered and adapted by oneself. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info When you grow up and need to understand something, someone guides you to love you and take care of you, which is good, if not, then you need to rely on yourself to try to grow.

There has always been a picture in my mind, if I keep thinking about my obscure youth, the age of twelve, thirty-four, I remember the self-study on the third night of junior high school, the first time I need to be alone to face a lot of things outside, to have more time alone, to buy my own dinner, to relieve my free time in the rest time, but I am lonely, but also lonely. Unaccompanied, unsued.

I remember that at that time, I bought dinner alone, a cake and vegetables, and then I was silently eating dinner under the dark night sky in the school playground, staring blankly at the distance or the starry sky, in short, so lonely and lonely, so inexplicable. Overwhelmed.

Occasionally, under the starry sky of that lively and silent night, I can see alumni playing casually to pass the time. And I occasionally see that there is also a beautiful mushroom standing there not far from me, waiting for someone. And I, as always, admonished myself rationally and objectively. In fact, it has nothing to do with me, many things have nothing to do with me, there is no need to care, there is no need to mind. Just be yourself. It has always been that way, and it has never changed.

And the lonely things, the various feelings of being alone, may be many, maybe very few, but what can leave traces may be those more unique behaviors and consciousnesses. After all, when we are young, we will forget a lot of things after all, unless they are unforgettable, or there is a unique meaning.

And except for a new life that is unfamiliar, for me who doesn't have too good classmates and friends. Loneliness is not so incomprehensible, and the Tao is not the same. From the beginning to the present, it has been like this, inexplicable, but stubborn, arrogant, and arrogant. Hehe.

So what about joy, in addition to loneliness, there is actually joy. Joy is sometimes simple. At the beginning, when I first came to the new campus and environment, I was exposed to new things, got to know new friends and classmates, so as to integrate into the circle of my heart to play and chase and fight. It's also a joy acquisition, without any other concept, and the only chase is the joy of playing with your partner. It's meaningless, but it's important, because we need joy to give us motivation and hope in all aspects, chasing and playing, playing and playing with our classmates. It was the only thing I expected at school at that time.

Although, it was also because of the fact that I was playing and playing, which caused my already not so good grades to be completely abandoned. But there is nothing to be done. On the one hand, I have no goal and I don't know why I study, and on the other hand, I don't have any pressure and I don't like the so-called study.

In the days of study, now in retrospect, it is completely blank and meaningless. Unfortunately, no one understands, no one asks, no one cares, no one understands how to do better, to acquire knowledge and anything that is beneficial to growth. Meaningless, the only thing to get.

It's just a childhood memory that is not perfect, but at least there is joy and can be normalized. 、

July 11, 2016 16:17:49

When there is innocence, when there is not much desire and greed, when there are no more so-called shackles, chase the simplest pleasures,.

Isn't that the meaning of our existence?

And the more you know, the more you need to desire, the more rules and shackles you need to face.

So as to give yourself direction and motivation.

Loneliness,,, is a kind of self-path choice, the path I choose is very remote, very illusory, very elusive, and there are naturally few people who can see and accompany me

Joy ,,, this is the most basic motivation. Whatever it is

It's like, the height is unbearable, and loneliness comes to accompany you. The beautiful scenery from the heights makes people linger and never want to return

Go back to the crowd and dance with everyone.

Because. What you want is different ... How can we...

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