4. Instinct and like

What is instinct, hehe, an instinct that does not think with our will, but needs it autonomously, such as eating, drinking, sleeping, such as primitive desire impulses. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 In junior high school, this age is also a stage of instinctive triggering and awareness.

Some of the manifestations and stories about my instinctive desires in junior high school. My awakening was late and early. It is very late because it is very late to understand the meaning of desire and some cravings, and very early, but because some things when you are very young, you will also find some simple actions or the need for instinctive pleasure of desire. There are inexplicable imitations and instinctive impulses, as well as all kinds of phantom thinking.

And more understanding and contact, in fact, is still after seeing the book, all kinds of delicate understanding, what books, hehe, with color books, extremely attractive. Indulge in it, fortunately, I know how to think, and I am slightly introverted, not aggressive, but more obscene in my heart to act.

Regarding the instinct in junior high school, I can remember two or three scenes with an impression, one scene was on the bus after the evening self-study school. At that time, the last train of the night was full of people. And at that time, there was still a ticketing aunt. At that time, I didn't do anything or think about it, but I instinctively did a little bit of action and psychological change.

And what was the beginning of the change, at that time, the ticket sales aunt, back and forth to check the ticket, squeezed in front of me, and at that time, she walked in front of me face to face, and at that time, it was like the memory and impulse of the bloodline, inexplicably wanting to get close to her. And I also have some thoughts in my heart, as if I should stick to her like this, is it like and comfortable, or what kind of right choice. Anyway, I don't remember what I felt. However, this scene has left traces in my heart, and I can't forget it... Therefore, it is difficult to forget many things, if they have a profound impact on us, although I can't remember many things, but some of the nicks are unforgettable

Another scene is in the school, in the class, watching a lot of students huddle together. Then, maybe I read the novel at the time, and then the thoughts and desires in my heart awakened, so I squeezed around in the case of my body restless, remembered a girl's side, and quietly touched her gently. Then I immediately kept my distance and thought about some magic horse issues. Maybe it's to be careful, maybe it's to know what to do, or something.

The last scene is a girl's wild teasing. And for the wild teasing of girls, it is really wild in retrospect, maybe it is an inevitable factor, girls are too precocious, whether it is physical or age precocious. Anyway, although the body was restless at that time, the mind was relatively simple and stupid.

At that time, I was sitting in the back row with the girl at the same table.,And then inexplicably in the middle of the fight.,She began to grab my lower body as a man.,And at that time,I was also avoiding the same fighting.,But the restlessness in the body encouraged me.,Want to pull her over and press on my legs.。。 You know. I didn't understand why, but I really wanted to do that. It's just a passive type, and I don't understand why, it's just an occasional fight back in passive resistance, but when she stopped fighting, although I seemed to be eager in my heart, I also stopped thinking and an impulse in my heart.

Now that I think about it, cough cough, in fact, at that time, it was a kind of slow growth of physical and mental destruction, but unfortunately, it was too stupid and had no gain, and the only thing left was a little deep memory.

I remember when I grew up, I went to the supermarket once in a while, and I seemed to meet her, but at that time it seemed like she turned around and ran away, maybe she remembered her wilder impulses. Hehe.

As for the emotional liking of junior high school. There really isn't much of it, because it's simple, because there's no sense of existence, and so on. But he is inexplicably rational and knows how to think. can say two short stories, one is, at that time, I was inexplicably very fond of a girl, and I wanted to attract attention, the stupid ideas and practices of the little kid. So when she needed to calm her classmates to be quiet, she deliberately spoke loudly, and then after being reprimanded, she suddenly woke up, so as to self-reflect, something unique to me.

Another story lies in the fact that he was bullied by a repeater and stepped on his shoes, he was very tall and scared for me at the time, so he hurriedly apologized to him and admitted his mistakes, and there was a little sister-in-law at that time, who had a good time with the repeater, and then saw it next to him, and said unevenly, why are you so spineless, and I forgot what I thought at the time, I don't know if it was thinking now, or thinking at the time, and got an answer. That is, one, I'm so humble and low-key, who cares about me, besides, ordinary strangers, will care about you. So it's definitely a casual statement that has nothing to do with me. Two,That's a kind of alternative attraction for repeaters.。。。。 Inexplicably, I can always summarize more.

No matter what situation or something you face, you can always summarize yourself. Good and bad are right and wrong are better than bad. It's nature to not know,. Or is it something you get after reading a book, or maybe it's just more reinforcement after reading a book.

In short, since childhood, I may be a little smart, and I have a certain inner thinking and careful thinking. And then because of the introversion and dullness, I know how to think about various directions in my heart for many things...

Jul 11, 2016 16:47:44

So, that's one of my only specialties.

As for how strong it is, it can only depend on how much you can gain.

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