At that stage of junior high school, there were not too deep scenes and impressions worth remembering. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info and the only impressions I have are some not very good transformations, not so good memories.

First of all, when I first entered the school, maybe it was the hard work of the elementary school math teacher and my little bit of intelligence, I thought that I was inexplicably assigned to a special class, a special class that seemed to have more good students, or a class of Shenma. I remember that there seemed to be a lot of excellent students in the class at that time, and the grades should be.

But I'm not good at studying, ha, after the promotion of the grade, I was placed in an ordinary class after another class assignment, and it seems that I can't keep up. Then in a certain subconscious, it feels like the rhythm of garbage disposal. Because of its various personalities and the lack of corresponding supervision. In the end, my talent was not so outstanding, and I naturally didn't know what to do. There is no sense of presence. Ha ha.

After the class is divided, it is still the same, hee-hee-ha, although there is a certain vague feeling that I am a failure, but I don't know how to work hard to improve, and I don't have a direction and future thinking. Naturally, the muddy nightmare continues to be chic and joyful.

But what is the ultimate in class classification? In the three or two months before graduation, there will be an important high school entrance examination. As a result, the school once again disposed of garbage, separating those with poor academic performance and those who did not study well from those with good academic performance.

So, once again, I realized that we had given up, and once again met more students who were not good at studying, and there was no so-called learning environment between each other, but more games and joys, and re-acquaintance and interaction with each other.

Although there are good intentions, but after all, it reflects a kind of cruel competition, but for us who are young, we don't know why, only know that we are classified as bad students, more of a sadness. Although some students may have fun, they did not ask the students for that humble choice. They should be given a choice. Rather than being coerced ...

And for me, maybe it's a good thing, maybe it's a bad thing, but for now, I feel good about myself, and after all, I think it's the biggest gain. And my receipt, first of all, is to find my own hobbies, and a kind of curiosity and desire to drive. Give yourself a direction to move forward. Although it has been a long, long time. But I think that's very important.

Because if it weren't for my hobbies, then maybe I would be more introverted and helpless, and I don't know what to do. And because, since I was a child, I was lonely, I had no friends, and there was no one who could accompany me and help me. If I can't find my own hobby, then maybe I'll be extremely depressed and overwhelmed.

My hobbies are actually very simple, and they attract two things. On the one hand, it belongs to the curious exploration of the unknown world, that is, through the attraction of the plot in the story, slowly indulge in it, and constantly understand the new world view and thinking development through new stories, so as to continue to grow. Absorb knowledge.

And how did my hobby come about? It's actually quite simple. When you don't learn and don't know how to do it, you will always feel empty, lonely and bored. Cold. Ha ha. Then, I saw the girls, the magazines and magazines they liked, the various stories on it, suspense and fear, etc., which made people both worried and interested.

Slowly, I got used to looking for something to see. Boring one day. I saw a new classmate and found him looking at something in fascination. So I curiously took it and took a look, and I was inadvertently fascinated. Indulge in it and read it.

I haven't finished reading it after I was fascinated, and people returned the book, so I didn't have to read it, and I was extremely eager to watch it again, but I also knew that it wasn't my own thing, and I couldn't force it, so I didn't care so much.

But I was bored, and slowly found that many of my classmates had their own activities, so I got my first color novel. Haha, and then after reading it, I borrowed it to take a look at it with a full need, and found that the child smiled very obscenely and showed me the book sister, so I found that this book is a very characteristic book in a story that explains people's greedy and depraved pursuit of desire. At that time, I didn't have too strong principles of ethics and other things, and I didn't think.

So I only saw the various desires that attracted people there, and I didn't watch it for long, and I returned it to others after school. I haven't been touching the book much. But it left two kinds of imprints in my heart.

On the one hand, I belong to the thirst for that book, and because I haven't finished reading it, I'm curious. On the other hand, it is also a kind of slow understanding of desire. If you don't read more books, self-correction and self-reflection, and adjust yourself well, maybe you will fall a little bit.

The summer after I graduated was the first big outbreak of forgetting to sleep and eat. Go find the bookstore. After finding the books I needed, I got a card and started my borrowing journey. In the summer, I learned to stay up late and forget to eat and sleep, and read hard for the first time. Hehe.

And this hobby has allowed me to slowly have a kind of self-growth. As for what kind of excellence it is, or other gods, in short, I feel good about myself. There is a kind of receiving and spirit of their own.

Constant self-discovery. Self-reflection to understand yourself. Enlightenment of oneself. I know how I felt in the past.

July 16, 2016 00:02:31.

Go to bed. Huh

Keep working on it, look back at yourself, and describe it carefully

Discover slowly, keep digging.

And so start innovating.

Prepare for the offensive. Ha ha

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