I remember when I was about to graduate, the students on campus were playing wildly happily, and I only remember one picture, which was not very beautiful. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info was in the class at the time, there was a classmate, playing basketball, throwing it around, and then throwing it to me, it just so happened that I was standing at the window, I couldn't play with the ball, so I naturally didn't catch it, so, there was a bang, the glass broke, and the classmate who threw the ball, directly flashed. The responsibility becomes mine.

As for me, I don't know how to justify and act. So after the teacher came, I nervously admitted my mistakes, for me who didn't make many mistakes, I was really scared, afraid of criticism, afraid of unknown consequences, and the teacher told me, well, you broke it, then you should lose some money. When I learned of this result, I was relieved, first, I was not criticized, and second, I knew how to do the result. Although not very happy. But relieved.

So when I went home, I told my parents a little nervously, and then, my parents said that it was okay, if you have money, you can just give it to the teacher. At that time, it seemed that I had saved a little money, but I don't remember how much, so I persuaded it to donate it to the school. Looking back now, the real ,,, damn it. In the face of mistakes, but do not know how to make the right choice and take responsibility, but become a scapegoat, the real ignorance is extremely ignorant. Fortunately, I have learned to think now.

And in addition, the loneliness, hehe, what do you think, maybe there are many people like me, maybe few people are the same as me, in short, many things, scenes, after I recall it, I found that it seems that many times in the world of memories are spent by me alone. Isn't it lonely ...

Dazed. When I graduated. I took the exam in a hurry. I don't know how to learn. Naturally, I don't care so much about it, and I have a good mentality to finish what I can write, and if I can't write, I naturally fill it up casually and wait for the result.

And when I graduated from junior high school, I took a long vacation. I was very happy to prepare for the three or two months of vacation, but in a daze, on an important day, I chose a decision that I now look back on, I feel at a loss, I rarely absent from school, and I actually nested at home inexplicably in the days when I received my graduation notice and transcript and admission to the school. As a result, an opportunity to continue going to school was lost.

And when I got through the holidays, my parents didn't really care if I continued to go to school. Because after all, for me, my grades are very poor. Not going to school is really meaningless, and it's a waste of money. Isn't it? So after graduation, I didn't know what to do, so I didn't like to study and go to school so much. So as a matter of course, I was arranged to work by my parents. Began a simple journey.

First of all, in a hotel, I was assigned a waiter in the industry, which should be the first job in my life, and the salary at that time was 300, and the deposit was more than 300. And I, after working for about half a month, quit. The deposit was not refunded, and more than 100 wages were paid. The real loss is big.

At that time, in the middle of work, there are still some memories, I remember three or two o'clock, one, I broke a dish or forgot the plate, anyway, I missed. Second, I remember an amber noodle, or something, there were enoki mushrooms and something in it, I didn't know if I was hungry or how to drop, I thought it was delicious. Third, the dark desire awakened by the eroticism in the book, I admired the beauty of the cheongsam beauties in the private room there, and then when they habitually left a certain dish in the private room, I closed the door, licked the spoon obscenely, and then the body beat restlessly. In the end, people came in and said that this seemed to be reserved for other people, so, at that time, I calmed down inexplicably in a cold sweat, and I felt that it was painful. Looking back on it now. If I reflect on myself from time to time. Maybe degenerate into a lewd fat man. Eh, I'm disgusted...

In addition to this job, in the coming New Year, in a computer shop opened by a colleague of my father. Started an apprenticeship, let me study hard, the computer technology that is about to rise, but it's not easy to learn, plus, I used to study hard in the second half of the third year of junior high school on campus, and I like novels.

In his small shop, he consciously reads novels every day, and opens his first chat tool Penguin. It's a novelty. Among them, there are also two points, one is, because of the needs of work, I learned electric vehicles, and it feels good to soar. Second, I followed someone else's house to see him install a computer, and I felt that it was good to enter other people's homes at will. Not what to do, ha.

Then because of my lack of hard work and laziness, before the Chinese New Year, I went home to rest, and then after the New Year, I didn't mention anything else.

Naturally, I am not suitable, and I have no talent, which is sad.

Jul 13, 2016 16:55:26

Self-discovery, self-reflection. A lot of things,

You'll be able to find out

A lot of turns, a lot of darkness, face everything calmly. There is nothing to be afraid of. Bite me.

Ha ha

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