So I would be willing to die on the hillside full of flowers, which is far away from the city, so I can't hear the hustle and bustle, in the morning there will be heavy dew, if there is fog it will only just overflow the neck of the flower, at noon there will be a lot of bees busy, not lonely, the insects are in front of me and far away, most of the time, the sun rises beside me, the first ray of sunshine of the day I will always remember firmly, I will lie there and miss you through the dewdrops, how good those days will be, even if my soul goes to hell after death, So what can I do, no matter how bitter the place is, it will become sweet when I miss it. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Nian'er; "Minghui, you said that I would not have a very serious illness, I feel very bad, what if I really got sick, I haven't finished my university yet."

Ming Hui; "It's okay, the stomach pain is just a small problem, let the doctor take a good look at it later, just take some medicine."

Nian'er; "But I've already taken a lot of medicine, and I haven't seen any better, it's getting worse and worse."

Ming Hui; "Why are you as verbose as Shu Zhong now, sit here and wait for me, I'll be back in a while, I'll go to register first, you wait for me honestly."

Ming Hui; "Hey! By the way, from now on you don't want to eat anything, you may have to do a test later, maybe you have to do a gastroscopy, if you don't want to vomit too ugly, you better listen to me."

Nian'er; "Ahh Wouldn't that be even more uncomfortable, let's go back, I don't want to check."

Ming Hui; "Keep your mouth shut, save some strength for a while, wait for me, don't run around."

Minghui went to register, and I sat on the bench at the end of the hallway, trembling all the time for fear. That guy didn't come out and scare me, you scoundrels.

； "It's okay, Nian'er, the tube of the gastroscope is so thick."

Nian'er; "How thick!"

； "It's so thick"!

Nian'er; "How thick is that!"

； "It's as thick as you think"!

This nasty guy, I've always wondered where this little guy who lives in my heart comes from, I think maybe he is a wandering spirit brought by the sea breeze, when he floated to Haicheng, he stopped, Haicheng has few people, the scenery is good, he travels all over the city, and then is attracted by the cry on the side of the locust tree, the people next to the locust tree are having a new life born, he is curious to watch, speculating, maybe voluntarily or detained by the little me, but the final result is the same, since then he lives in my body, and later, I grow bigger and bigger, The longer he grew and the smaller, he became, squeaking and chirping in my head all day.

I think he was originally free, he had seen many people on the side, behind him, in front, and even in the sky, when he crossed mountains, rivers and seas, he could change shape with the clouds, he could sing with birds, he could travel around the world with fish, he flew in the deep sea, he also flew in the sky, he changed grass, he changed flowers, he changed morning dew, and he changed sunset.

After meeting me, he changed, he was trapped in one place, he grew up with me, and then he slowly became stupid, forgetting the feeling of flying and changing, forgetting the feeling of thinking close to God, I am sick, you are leaving, you miss your old life, you want to go back, you want to be free, but what about me.

What am I going to do, I'm afraid, don't leave me either, I'm afraid to be alone.

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