CHAPTER 40
In Bin's view, when a person can have unlimited interest in something he likes to do, can spend a lot of time to try, can temporarily put aside his family, friendship, love, family and career to consistently pursue things, and no matter when and what kind of environment can still be as consistent and unswerving as a person's love, then such a thing must be able to achieve world-famous achievements in a person. To put it more directly www.biquge.info, when a certain thing can appear in a certain person with the highest frequency, then this person must be able to achieve world-famous achievements in such a career. Wu Daozi, who was later called the saint of painting during the Tang Dynasty in China, left more than 3,000 immortal and peerless works for the entire Chinese art world and even for the whole world and our Chinese people in the course of his life. Therefore, he believes that people do not need the mercy of God at all, nor do they need the appreciation and favor of any powerful person, and they can still achieve great results in the field they are best at. And those achievements that can affect the living realm of the whole world and even the entire poet's ideological realm within a certain range as long as the people of the world still exist for a long time cannot be done because of the mercy of God and the appreciation of a certain great person. When he was able to see all this clearly, for his second brother Wu Yuan, he mentioned that many celebrities worship the doctrine of anarchism, although it has not appeared in the real world of the world, but it can be more certain that the people who can change the course of the entire human history are not those high-ranking officials of the government who can call the wind and rain in the contemporary era, and the development of the entire human race depends entirely on the degree of evolution of the whole world in thought. The development of science and technology as a whole is the main culprit that pushes the whole history forward, and they no longer affect the progress of the whole human mind all the time, and randomly promote the improvement of the entire human productivity. That is to say, even in the surprising era of the twenty-first century, the richest people in the whole world are the Jewish country of Estatinople, which owns a small land area in West Asia, but they are also the largest number of people in the world, which shows how powerful the influence and change of the creator of the only one will be. A famous French writer of the early twentieth century, Victor? Mr. Hugo famously said, "One more school can build one less", so the whole human race has read Victor? People who say this famous quote of Hugo will also sigh at what kind of changes will be made to the whole human world in the whole human world, and he can make a huge change in a person who is already walking on the road to hell on the road to heaven from now on. When we see a person walking from walking on the road of hell to walking on the road to heaven, people can also feel how great and legendary the role of those who have created for the whole of humanity in this world will be. However, Bin was able to clearly remember that when his second brother decided that he was going to run to all the achievements of material life except for the living conditions, and turned to the ocean of deacons and put the whole ocean of knowledge into his modest strength, he had already received opposition and persuasion from his eldest brother and his eldest brother Pender, who still had a wave in his life, and they were all persuading him to learn to be realistic, and a person did not need to live too idealistic. Of course, the reason why Wu Yuan finally embarked on such a path of achievement that they would not have gone to in their opinion was that at the very beginning, on the one hand, it was out of his own interests and hobbies, knowing that when he was creating, he was choosing the ideal romantic creation style, when he chose the realist style, out of his own sense of responsibility and mission in his own life, and even out of respect for all the people in his entire family, he still chose realist creation. And to protect the interests and reputation of his entire family, respect the true past of everyone in the entire family he is in, so in Bin's view, the content of his creation still has great limitations here, which also prompted him to exhaust his life's energy and achieve nothing, and in the end his fate is not much different from other people in the whole social production environment in the village, and the doctor can only live in his own ideal world, but in the end he still went to the road of nothing, prematurely decayed, and even went to Huangquan without knowing it.
Returning to the book, we said in the previous chapter that there were two rental incidents in the process of Ben's wedding event, one was when he bought mineral water because of his girlfriend's relationship to get the privilege of renting a bucket for free, although the money called out was not very much, but this was also one of the things that was enough to make Ben happy, and sometimes added an extra sum to his festive wedding out of thin air. On the other hand, when buying liquor in the urban area, he needed a large barrel of liquor from a concession merchant, and at this time, he also looked for a relative of one of his relatives who had already spent enough money in that liquor merchant to be able to use the island family to treat him as a VIP to introduce them to buy liquor, and the quality of liquor was not only the best quality, but even the barrel containing liquor was immediately qualified for free concession. This is undoubtedly to allow Ben's mother to save an extra expense for her son before preparing for the wedding, and then transfer this money to other expenses that need it most, and then it seems that Ben's wedding IQ can be more fully prepared and fulfilling, just after Ben Lang and Wu Yuan completed their entire task, Ben's classmates and even many of his friends who explained later also did it at that time, and then congratulated him before. His friends immediately started a joke before the wedding, and the whole scene was a little more lively because of the addition of a lot of people, and the wine table downstairs was still going on, but at that time, after Wu Yuan and his father, he was a battle-hardened one in the wine field, and his uncle Gao even vomited several times, but he had a unique condition that although the amount of wine was small, he could continue to drink it differently from other people present after spitting, so in the end he was able to hold on and stand, Waiting to hold on to the end,He is undoubtedly also one of the gentlemen,After working with Ben for many years, he laughed a few more than him, but his cousin Lin and others, who had been married for many years, also came back together,With the automatic mahjong machine installed successfully in the living room on the tower,When young people came one after another,The scene upstairs also began to be lively,On the one hand, mahjong week gambling on some small money entertainment, On the other hand, after the meal, in the group of young people who did not play mahjong, they also began to find entertainment items upstairs, and the tools of the wine field were immediately brought upstairs by their class, this kind of winery activity must be driven by the host to have a sufficient atmosphere, and then under the drive of the two hosts Ben and Lang in this group of young people, the atmosphere was also rendered, and the people present were concerned that the most powerful happy elements that could be played in their minds were brought out as much as possible. On the one hand, it is reflecting the existence of self-worth, and it is also invisibly adding more joy and laughter to the people present, but the laughter in the winery is endless, and the people present are also bursting with laughter from the living room to the downstairs, and then from the downstairs to the downstairs living room.
In the Spring and Autumn Period of China, Li Er in his book "Tao Te Ching", which saw the whole Chinese world, had such a sentence described: "If you think you are a man, you will become more and more; and with others, the more I have been." When this sentence is used in the laughter of that occasion, his extraneous meaning is more vividly expressed, and the rendering of one person is enough to cause laughter from everyone present. In the midst of such laughter, even the person who usually does not like to live on such occasions immediately forgot his troubles, and instead turned over to the rendering of their bursts of joy with his own modest efforts. This is indeed a rare lyricism in this almost nerdy person, he has enough depth in the literature he has to describe everything around him, for the wine field delivered to look crystal clear like boiled water, drink in the mouth but feel hot white wine but uncharacteristically selected in the hand and then drunk it all, not out of the state of water contained in it, this is almost a rare sign in his whole life for him as a nerd, What's even more unimaginable is that he immediately lit a cigarette that he usually avoided and didn't remember, completely changing the signs that only people have above, and it looks not much different from a marketman, which also proves from a certain angle that when people want to develop from a certain good direction, it is simply more difficult for him himself, but when a person is completely relaxed, many things may happen to him at any time, and even the darkness, depravity, and even the darkness, depravity, and so on that can be seen in people. Negativity and boredom can happen to a person at any time. The only difference is that all this cannot affect the spirit of Wu Yuan's always pursuing progress, that is, as his eldest brother Bin commented, no matter how life will change, and no matter what kind of qualitative change has occurred in his inner world, what can never be defeated is his strong ideals and aspirations that are still in his inner world, and more importantly, he has a clearer understanding and understanding of what the dream in his heart will be. When a person can have a clear and clear view of his life journey, unless God suddenly makes him lose the imprint of life left by his experience in his life and all the education and scientific understanding he has received, no one or anything should try to stop his inner world from constantly asking him to keep leaping forward. And this is also the life philosophy of a successful person and the determination to keep moving forward. Of course, in the final analysis, Wu Yuan still did not have the amount of two or three catties of liquor in the early 21st century under the productivity and technical conditions of the country's father, and after a few glasses of belly, he already felt dizzy, but fortunately, the young man who did it again did not want his father's gang to have so many years of tempered wine in the wind and rain of the wine field, after the lively atmosphere had dissipated for a while, there were only a few people left in the wine field, Wu Yuan was one of them, He has a tenacious character that keeps him standing until the end of the matter, even if he is ruined, even if fate threatens him with the end of the lamp, even if he only has the last breath of his life, he must stand like the heroes who lived on the battlefield in ancient times, and he must not be a deserter halfway, unless he has no reason to leave, otherwise he must hold on to the end. In addition to him, there are also Lang and the eldest brother Wu Jun in his entire family who arrived later in Wu Yuan's entire family, Lang as a master immediately and angrily made some conversations with the newly arrived army, Jun as a latecomer, he is also a bystander of the turmoil that Ming chose in the village a few months ago that almost made the entire village a topic for a while, and his arrival this time also mentioned some personal views about him in that turmoil when they talked, Lang also immediately said as one of the elders in the family that he still knew something about his father's character, and when he recognized the meaning of this aspect in his language, he also got Jun's understanding, and before the wolf could fully express what he wanted to express, Jun Chang said that he didn't mean that, and then explained the rescue team's own words before, and then politely explained the reason why he rushed here so late that day. He said that no matter what he said, whether he was late or not, he had to rush over to take a look as a matter of course, the reason was that Lang's father was originally the godfather of his first sister, and with this relationship, he had to come over to his old touched hungry people to take a look. The wolf listened attentively, and from time to time he replied, "Yes, yes." When both parties were making a proper explanation, a few glasses of liquor were immediately poured into the stomach, and the relationship between people was immediately brought closer, and the intimacy from the other party was immediately found between the words. There is a saying in the wine field of the ancient Chinese called "Wine is less than a thousand cups of confidants, and there is no speculation in half a sentence", which was also vividly reflected in front of Wu Yuan, the only witness at that time. After a conversation about bringing the two sides closer, the matter of Lang's work in the hospital was also on the home field. In the early 21st century, although the economic situation of the whole world has been unprecedentedly developed, the negative impact of people in the process of economic development has also come, and the rivers on the earth have been polluted by the thick chemical raw materials in the industrial wastewater that have developed by leaps and bounds. Groundwater and crops are only polluted by agricultural fertilizer raw materials and pesticide molecules, and there are a lot of carbon dioxide, sulfur dioxide, nitrogen dioxide, and chlorochlorohylamine in the air, and the air impurities emitted from automobile exhaust are still increasing in the 21st century, and the ozone layer on the earth has also suffered strong damage, and the ultraviolet rays in the sun's rays can also directly find the surface of the earth, and the entire earth has almost formed a strong pollution encirclement. In that era, because of the negative impact of high-tech and high-speed economic development on human beings, many people have died of death, cancer, tumors, and the human body is immediately prevalent, and it can be seen everywhere, and the nature of various diseases is also spreading wildly in the entire human world through various channels. Although at that time, only three people in the entire village died at the urging of the new diseases of the new century, cancer, and tumors, but the spread of various diseases was still well known in the house. Just when Jun's mother's chest was the size of a fist, it was easy to think that it was possible that cancer began to attack on his body, and many people inferred in their common sense that as long as the time comes, people with the disease of cancer and tumor will definitely die, and many people will unknowingly occupy their brain space as long as they go to the hospital to check out that they are already suffering from cancer. Then all the ideas of mortality that come from the inner world of people will soon take over their entire lives. I don't know why, even in the most powerful people, when this dying information quickly occupies their brains, people will be followed by an absolute panic of death, many people are not tormented to death by their own sickness, twenty-four in the extreme panic of their own inner world, they are not sick, but completely lose faith in their own life and then die of passivity.
Jun's mother didn't know where she heard about this, but this was probably a matter of common sense that everyone in the whole village knew, and what was more, she felt that if she went to the hospital to check out any strange diseases, she would definitely need to spend a lot of money on her, and her life happened to be extremely frugal, so that she suddenly spent so much more money on her body. She would rather choose to torture her body even if she is suffering from a disease like cancer and tumor, she is not willing to spend a penny of unnecessary money on her own old man who is already over the age of sixties, on the one hand, her business has entered the year of the wind and candle, and she is not long away, and she has seen the life and death of the individual flat, on the other hand, because she does not go to the hospital for examination, she can also leave some suspense for his life. Even if she was really infected with cancer, one of the most prevalent diseases of the early 21st century, in the case of not being aware of her own illness, at least she could deceive the fear in her inner world that could determine a person's death after really knowing the cancerous tumor, which was the best psychological treatment for the disease, and in the end, although her inner world was a little more confused about her own god:" But who knows if it's true or not? Maybe it's just a bag growing on a person's flesh! But in her inner world, when she suddenly thought of her physical condition, her inner world would suddenly switch to such a thought, and then her panicked inner world suddenly became calm at any time, in her inner world is to eat when she can, drink when she can, this is enough to represent a person's physical health, and when it really comes to the day when she can't get up in bed all day, she is saying that everyone in this world must die anyway, She, who has lived so much age, is getting closer and closer to the time of death, and since some things have become a fixed situation, there is no need to go on so well, maybe that will cost her life to be happy or happy in the last time of this skill.
This world is like this, when a person feels that he has what kind of life must have not yet been owned, or when there are not many things left that can determine his life state or life state, all people will feel the preciousness of this thing more than any other person, as if in the entire human world, only those things that make them feel hard-won can make them get their own happiness in their inner world. When there are more and more items, perhaps because people have never had any worries and fears about it, they will slowly lose their sense of self about it, but when they feel that there is suddenly not much left of this kind of thing that has never been sad about him, there will be a rare panic about something in the inner world, and the intuition will have a feeling of pain for something in the inner world of people at this time, and only after people have this feeling of pain, Only then can I feel that the self still exists in this world, so those great artists in the world, before they can achieve their great achievements, the first thing they need to do is to abandon everything outside their bodies, and then let themselves suddenly become poor, and then rediscover their sense of existence in this world. The source of all thinking comes from everyone's awareness of the spatio-temporal thinking of the world in which the self lives, and only when looking for the sense of existence of the self and the thinking nature of time and space, people will think about the existence of the existence in the whole world, the relationship between the existence of non-existence, and even the relationship between the self and the whole world and the state of existence of the self's life, so when every artist needs to achieve his own great achievements, he must first become a philosopher. Then he finds the relationship between the self and the whole world, and then first finds a spatial coordinate that he is currently in in the space-time thinking space in which he lives, just like the thinking model of a mathematician, he must first find an accurate reference that can reflect the existence of the self, and the reference that the artist finds in the thinking time and space in which he exists is the result of his life as an artist. If an artist suffers from illness and poverty, not only will it not have any negative impact on his life, but it will contribute to their strong perception of their own life, and randomly give them the creative inspiration that only belongs to the artist's world in the depths of their hearts, so that their life can return to the process of self-control, so that they can perceive that at that moment, human life is only in their own control. The whole world is only within the range of one meter square at the moment, and everything else is just a beautiful scenery that can be appreciated in the eyes of the self, with their own thoughts and thoughts. Speaking of which, people don't know whether things other than themselves can really have the same nature of thought as themselves, including the fact that they are still in the face of a person like themselves, but in the eyes of artists, they don't know whether everything in this world except themselves really has the existence of thoughts, but what does it matter, in their minds, everything is in a state of development, even if their thoughts, So they are able to understand that the expression of the nature of all things is the expression of their essential thoughts, and the expression of their own perception of the state of life in a timely manner. This is to illustrate that sometimes, although the essence of life is the same, but in the eyes of people with different perceptions of life, their nature will also be able to produce fundamentally different changes. When most people are seriously in danger of losing something that has come out of their lives and has become accustomed to it naturally, they will cheer up and cherish it. This is also the most primitive state of life of people, they are treating everything like their own love, unless they have the original possession of the things in their lives that have been accustomed to or have lost their perception of the worm has a new substitute, including love is still the same, the previous vows, non-king does not marry, non-monarch does not marry, self-perception only the destined person in life can make his true name Son of Heaven, Only his loss can make his life safe and happy, but when they lose this perception and the person next to them is suddenly replaced by another person, they find that their lives are still safe. As long as the memory in a person's life is still not lost, whether it is hatred or love, it still means that the feeling in a person's life still exists. But there is no substitute for the passage of life. In the face of such a passage of life, and can make people feel that this originally inherent may be destined by God to slowly shorten the unanticipated time, all people can do is to use the power they can have to change this reality, when they can't change this sudden fate that befell their bodies, then they can only change their own state of existence, and then cherish the things left of their lives. However, in this time, except for the trajectory of one's own life, it is difficult to change a little, and everything else seems to be much simpler than one's own life, and it is precisely because of this that there is nothing in the world that is more worthy of cherishing a person's life.
For Jun's mother, if she is really confirmed as a patient with epidemic cancer and tumor disease that has not been conquered in the early 21st century, she can also understand more clearly that even if all the material conditions in his entire family are exhausted, it will be difficult to change the length of its life, or it will be more than worth the loss, then he can only plan that no matter what kind of pain he faces in the future, he himself may have to grit his teeth and hold on, and he really can't hold on. He takes painkillers like most people in the rural world, and when a large number of like-minded people can't support the intense pain in her body, then he can only accept the pain and torment that the magic of fate has sown on his body, until he dies of complete mental collapse. This is probably the fate of half of the poor people in this world, this state of fate is also difficult for them to change in their lives, their labor resources are almost exhausted by the operation of their lives, and then they are exploited by the times they cannot change from all sides, and all hunger can only be like this, even if it is not so, then the God they believe in, the God and the priests they pray every day, while they repent of their sins in this world for the rest of their lives, Perhaps because they had sinned deep enough in their previous lives, even if they wanted God and the priest to pray and repent all their lives, their lives would eventually be able to change their stomachs, and finally the God and the priest who had prayed and repented all their lives without regret still watched the infinite pain and die again, which may be the most tragic scene in the world. Although his mother did not plan to seek medical advice because of the meat bag on her chest, when she was still awake, even if it was just the hospital, she was too lazy to go, she still ate when she should eat, slept when she should sleep, laughed when she should laugh, and every week she picked a large basket of vegetables from her own land and went to the county town to exchange for a few pocket money, and sometimes put the money in her tight pocket and went home directly after selling. Sometimes I buy a few small vegetables and go home to treat myself and Jun's father who only grazes cattle in the mountains and forests all day long, and every time she buys excess money for vegetables, she will carefully save it, and check it several times every time she goes out for a few dogs at home, for fear that they will not be closed up and the thief Mo will enter and touch the money she put at home.
Jun also repeatedly persuaded his mother to go to the hospital for a thorough examination, but his mother just didn't want to go. But it was also because he still had a filial heart in his inner world that had been established as a public virtue in the hearts of Chinese, and taking the opportunity to sit and chat with Lang, he suddenly remembered this matter about his mother, and he just casually asked if he could get his mother to the county hospital in the neighboring county where Lonso worked for a check-up. Lang heard that what he said verbally was just such a small thing as going to their hospital for a check-up, he immediately understated it, but his tone was full of due confidence, indicating that he could still take such a small thing, and when the time came, even if he went over and said hello over there, this matter would not be much of a problem.
After the relationship they should have been closer, the opinions they should have expressed, and the things that should be said have been said, perhaps out of enthusiasm for their inner world of self, they suddenly shifted the topic to Wu Yuan, who was sitting next to them and laughing several years older than them. Jun has a very deep understanding of Wu Yuan's eldest brother Bin, because Bin has a much more cheerful personality since he was a child, basically they grew up, but this Wu Yuan is silent all day long, and he rarely appears in the village in ordinary times, most of the time they even almost ignore the existence of such a person, saying that they don't know much about him. Hearing the conversation between the wolf and Wu Yuan again, he heard that his cousin didn't know when he started the novel, and when he talked about the creation of the word more ripe cotton, he didn't understand what the word meant, but when it came to writing a novel, he understood this. After he was born, the battle storm in "Xue Gang Against Tang", which was almost led by Lang's grandfather, left a rich childhood memory in his memory when he was still young. When the three brothers of Wu Yuan and his three brothers grew up in the environment of such a story and novel created by their father since they were born, under the rendering of this environment, in fact, his eldest brother Bin and his third brother Xian will also write novels, but because they are busy with work between them, they spend too much time on their careers and careers. In Wu Yuan's words, when he gave him advice on the spot, he turned to Lang Hejun and made his own remarks like an orator and philosopher: "What kind of achievements a person can achieve in his future life depends on his interest in pursuing a certain aspect on the one hand, and on the other hand, it depends on his dedication to that interest and hobby in his heart." From a certain point of view, how high and how far a person can walk in the supremacy of the career he pursues, how much hope he has in his heart for his future, how much dream he has saved in his heart, and how much dream he has saved in his own heart. On the other hand, it is the degree to which the whole reality of the world in which he personally lives affects his whole ideals. The more he is influenced by the whole real world, the more likely his persistence and willpower will be in dealing with this matter, and the person who does not have a persistent mentality in a matter will have a lower success rate in this matter. When a person is not only able to have a strong fantasy heart about what he has. Of course, the more you can use realistic words to call it one's ambition. There is a proverb that is circulating among people, "If you don't want to be a general, you are not a good soldier". When a person has such a powerful fantasy, the purpose is to give his life force a grand goal and ambition, and then let his mind be more open-minded, the vision is broader, and the beginning of being able to go around is to tie and hinder himself, and when he can have a determination to have a persistent decision within the scope of his fantasy vision, then the success rate of this matter may be much higher. After all, if you are not hindered by any real world in your actions, and you can really take action, as long as you persevere, as long as you can persist for a long time, and you can create your own real value within the scope of your own fantasy, then such a person will definitely be able to have a great success under your own name in the future. As for me, it's very simple, I just draw an hour or two a day on what I like to do, and my hobbies are just a way to never find some descriptions and expressions of the actions in my inner world, I just scratch a little bit of time every day to do it, as for whether he can succeed or not, it seems that it has nothing to do with me. In fact, I originally lived in the real world, and people in the real world got up on time every day, ate on time, and went to bed on time, the only difference is that I draw those two hours in my own free time, on the one hand, to express my self-expression, to find some of my own hobbies, and on the other hand, to use some of my free time to express and treat myself. However, don't underestimate these two hours, when a person persists like this every day, he can also find that he has gained a lot in this area, and it is easy to find his own sense of achievement. You all know that when you are able to find your own sense of fulfillment, the potential in his inner world will be strong. ”
Lang has always maintained the posture of wanting to express some of his attitudes and opinions, and then quietly and patiently listened to the acceptance and expression of Wu Yuan's tirade that he delivered like an orator and philosopher, and finally insisted on the words that he had wanted to express in his heart since Wu Yuan began to express his tirade: "These are what you said yourself!" ”
"Ahh After Lang said this, Wu Yuan, who didn't figure out what he said for a while, couldn't find the words to answer Wu Yuan, who didn't figure out what he said and which conversation the wolf brought up. And Jun just watched and listened to the conversation between them with a smile on his face, and in the end he didn't know if he understood and understood. After the words that should be talked about have been finished, the night is already deep, the army got up to leave, Wu Yuan and Lang are probably almost drunk, the two of them got up and stood up and sent the army out of the door, and then he himself sighed a little bit about what he had said before, and he suddenly couldn't help but read a poem written by his eldest brother Bin: "Drunk people are already drunk, why don't you ask if you drink." Because it was a poem, it sounded a little vague when it first entered the ear, and Jun seemed to hear it in his ears, so he turned around and asked Wu Yuandao, "What's wrong?" ”
Wu Yuan was speechless for a while, and it was not easy to explain anything in front of his eldest brother, so he had to reply vaguely: "Oh, it's nothing." Then the army went downstairs on his own.