CHAPTER XLIV
Time is the greatest and most powerful catalyst in this world, it catalyzes some things in this world with invisible power, and at the same time allows some things to be recombined and accumulated. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info The world is always full of energy-keeping chemistry or powerless formulas, and they never stop changing for a moment. Ever since there was a flowing flood in this world, which naturally sent out to the lower places, and then gave rise to the material form of the gods, the whole flow of its transportation has become much more super-powerful, on the one hand, who is the one who is in exile from the high places to resist a natural circulation process that brings the substances that are easily dissolved in him to the sea, and on the other hand, the needs of life in the operation of their bodily functions. In the process of survival, they carry the material they need to the scope of the field that they can involve at any time, and then they need and obtain it with their body at any time, it seems that as long as it is life, they gradually understand the operation law of matter in the operation process of the memory year, as long as it is what they need, they will do their best to maintain it, and will try their best to keep its state within the most powerful and best range for themselves, and then facilitate their best access and absorption. For those things that are not of use to them for the time being, they don't care too much about them, and let the forces of nature weathered it and then accumulate it again. In the process of transporting the ignorance of these worlds, the second uncle has experienced billions of years of time as time, and when human beings have begun to learn the concept of time, and can distinguish the practical order of the left button today and tomorrow, in the process of confronting the things that have passed yesterday or have developed into facts and the implementation that is happening today, and then in the process of being able to make certain predictions about tomorrow in our brains, At the same time that the relevant affairs of the whole world act on our brains, it is also when we learn some production in solving the problems of self-existence, and gradually understand how we learn these things, and whether the endoplasm and our brains are acting on us in the whole world, or whether we are acting on them, human beings carry on the problems related to the education of the self and on the basis of the study of such a subject and problem as philosophy is gradually formed. Thus many human beings are circumvented from unnecessary harm that they will hide in themselves, and the more language and philosophy of universal meaning are formed for people, the stronger the nature of his universal truth.
At the moment when Lang suddenly woke up from his dream, he found that he was still lying on the sofa, he could no longer hear the sound of anyone talking, and at the moment when he found his self-perception from his new favorite sleep, he instinctively didn't know when he had been accustomed to the action of trying to remember where he had placed his mobile phone before he fell asleep, and then he had already begun to touch everywhere on the side of his pillow before he even remembered how many times his eyes were opened. After he finally felt the mobile phone that he had placed next to his pillow before falling asleep, he took the mobile phone casually, opened the mobile phone boot button that he was already familiar with with by impression, and finally saw a trace of light from the darkness with the meager light in his eyes, he narrowed his eyes into a slit, and the size of the viewing angle released by him from his eyes was no more or less, just enough for him to see the entire screen on his mobile phone, Then the time on the desktop of the mobile phone screen was irradiated into the gap where his eyes opened, and soon it was reflected in his black eyeballs, and the time information on the mobile phone screen was immediately transmitted to his brain central nervous system through the two nerves directly connected to the brain in his eyes, allowing him to obtain the time information he was in at this moment. Immediately, she slowly closed her glasses again, silently calculating what day of the month and day of the week it was. When these messages were activated in an instant by the old information that he had been sleeping for a night, it was still the same as yesterday and even beyond. When the information of this time was finally reactivated and connected in the central nervous system of his brain, he immediately realized that he himself had been asleep on that couch all night, and then he would be told how he had fallen asleep on that couch all night. He found that Wu Yuan had delivered a verbal tirade like an orator and a philosopher the night before, and then he had found the joyful atmosphere in the wine field before that, and then after he sent the last arriving army away, there was still a group of people in the living room who were happily playing mahjong, and there were so many guests who still hadn't sent them away, and he felt that he was embarrassed to go to bed alone like this, so he could only take off his shoes and lie down on the sofa in the living room for a while. It can be regarded as a kind of respect and companionship for the guests who are still at home, and as soon as he lies down, he only feels that he is dizzy, although he is still holding a mobile phone in his hand, his eyes are already beginning to tremble involuntarily. Then all his willpower to struggle with the walker collapsed instantly, he only planned to lie on the sofa for a while, so he threw the phone on the side of his pillow at random, and in less than ten seconds, he lost all the consciousness of the walker, and the next night was spent in a deep sleep.
When the wolf slowly recalled, he found all the memories before he fell asleep the day before, as if her life had come back to life, and his life had found a continuity in that moment, and when he found that he was still alive in this world, his life immediately calmed down. The fresh blood that had been rested and regained also randomly and instantly filled his brain and every organ in his body, and it was his body that also eliminated all the fatigue on his body in the time of the new day, and then he got up from the sofa, and when he felt that his breathing was a little difficult, he found that he might have caught a cold when he slept on the sofa the night before, but he also had no memory, and the sky was already very bright at that time. Because Wu Yuan was also arranged to go to the county town to buy vegetables with the group members who bought vegetables that morning. After a frenzy in the wine field the night before, and braided at Lang and his cousin Junjun with such a long speech of philosophers and orators, it was already close to the early hours of the morning after sending Jun away, and when he rushed back to his house to sleep, it might be difficult to come back, and then he slept in Ben's old bed for another night, and the next day when he got up from bed to catch up with the new day's work, the wolf, who had slept on the sofa all night, also happened to get up from the sofa, and he was a little surprised that he lay on the sofa all nightThe elder brother who thought of him joked: "Last night, my sister-in-law must have not taught you to sleep." He didn't answer, he didn't deny it, he just smiled symbolically, went downstairs to wash up, and soon went back to his new day's work, on the one hand, he was beginning to tidy up his room, living room, and courtyard, and then came back to help his mother and Lin's mother, who had already arrived, and Wu Yuan's aunt Yan to prepare breakfast. After playing mahjong all night the night before, Lin and his brother-in-law Jiang did not leave, but randomly put on a bed that was not enough to gain strength, and then they were also called up after breakfast was ready.
When the time for breakfast came, the few people who had been formed into a group to go to the county town to buy vegetables in the same time as Wu Yuan the day before also came over early according to the pre-agreement, and after eating breakfast, they all went on the road, and there were a total of four people who were arranged to form a food shopping group, in addition to Wu Yuan, there was also the wife of Lang's second uncle, that is, Ben's cousin Lin's mother who had worked and lived together for nearly ten years, and Wu Kuan's daughter-in-law was also the wife of Sun Wu Lin, the long house of Shau Jitian. Wu Yuan and the three brothers all call her the old mother, the source of this title is mainly because Wu Lin is older than Wu Yuan in the same generation and their father's age, in the entire Shibanpo village I don't know when such a title system has been formed, as long as it is the wife of the brother of the same generation who is older than her father, the children must bring the word mother to her name, but there will always be many people in the same group who are older than themselves are called mother. Of course, Xiangjun is listed as the eldest of the same generation in the entire family, which is also a unique thing, and most of the other brothers must have such a process of title, as for the title, it is also one of the title cultures formed in each region, but once there is such a fixed model, the others are much simpler. In the whole agrarian society, there is still a predominantly male man, so they will be based on the parents of each previous generation, this brother will be ranked first among the brothers and sisters in the family, his spouse will be called by numbers, the eldest spouse will be called the old mother, the second in line will be called the second mother, and so on, the girls in the family will be rearranged among his sisters from the eldest to the youngest, and by title they can also be in the agriculture of the South China Sea and the rank of the girlsAlthough Wulin is not the eldest among his sisters, he is the only one left among his brothers when his great-grandfather represents his family in their area, so he naturally became the eldest of the family, and his spouse is Wu Yuan, their father's country, and Lin, who is a few months older than him, as the dividing point. Wu Yuan and the three brothers naturally called her an old mother. In addition, there is another person who goes to buy vegetables together, and it is Gui's Wu son Haiyi. When they got the thousands of yuan that Lang's mother brought for Ben's wedding to buy vegetables, Lin's wife, who was afraid of the cumbersome calculation of the huge amount of money after receiving the money, immediately called the money to the hands of the college students who were valued by them in that era, Wu Yuan also made a very polite excuse out of the relationship between the elders and the young in the whole family, but when he still considered that he was afraid that the final account would not be correct, he still insisted on handing over the money to Wu Yuan, and he also excused himself, stepped forward and picked up the money that his old mother handed over to him, Wu Yuan, who has already received a university education, is naturally not a problem with those small accounts, his mathematical thinking has also reached the stage of college, and he is probably the only person in the village who has received a college mathematics education in the university, knowing that the moment his life ends is still playing a vital role in his logical ability, This kind of logical perception from mathematical thinking also gives him a sense of space and texture, creating a broader thinking space of the ideal universe for him. Of course, at this point, it is also suitable for the numerical mode of money calculation, but in the end, he is a person who has gone to a strange place with the money space in the real world, and even at the end of his life, he has not gone to the career related to money, but his life model, which seems to be very frugal in the eyes of others, is indirectly supporting his mother's family work, in his character of not being interested in the world of money since he was a child. He relieved him of a large amount of funding and burden on his living expenses, and also saved a lot of expenses for the whole family. Later, Bin also found that the reason why he was able to write some words like his second brother and Sandi, but it was difficult to write a long novel like a masterpiece, was probably because he had too much extravagant hope for money in his inner world, and he could use all means to get the money he wanted, and if he understood in his inner world that the higher the position, he would think a lot about the accumulation of wealth he had, and he would also use all means to obtain its political status and power. Although many people who work with him know that he has huge financial and material resources, and has a political backstage with a strong hand in the leadership of the entire county party committee, he has a bourgeois-like psychological shadow in his heart, and in that political petty only for not interfering in the power and struggle of any relevant political forces, So a lot of the great awakening formed in politics but I also immediately flowed from his side, and finally did not have any great impact on him, in Wu Yuan's view, although his eldest brother's experience seems to be thrilling, but this is not useless, for a person with a soul, the state of human existence can not affect the strong process of life philosophy and process in his inner world, which is not necessarily a bad thing for him, His evaluation of his eldest brother Bin is that his soul has reached the state of immortality, in the language of the foot, his show has reached a new height, even if it is only with the trend of the spirit, he can also rely on his strong will to obtain his own survival, but for the time being, he still receives the trend of financial interests, and it is inevitably difficult to obtain his own peace in the soul. He understands that the most painful thing that people endure in this world is that he can clearly feel that his soul and mind are completely unnecessarily tempered and bound by what he can feel, and then he invisibly restricts his free choice and enjoyment in many aspects of life, and then he suffers a lot of things that are completely unnecessary to achieve, and everyone's life is originally limited. In the time and circumstances that he could have enjoyed, he turned a big circle in his life for no reason, and after such a big circle, the whole person's life returned to the starting point, and everything he hoped to obtain had to start again, and life seemed to be playing a huge joke on him, and it was such a huge late start that prompted his life to live in decadence again. But for him Wu Yuan, this is the greatest essence of his life, as long as he can reach a strong enough point in his soul, the pain of his soul can be completely eliminated and abandoned, and everything he has experienced in the body can be regarded as a person's exercise in the muscles and bones. And why should the grinding of people's muscles and bones only belong to those Tai Chi and dance that look very elegant, perhaps the ugliest posture is the best exercise mode for a person, after all, people prompt that they finally evolve into the current form and mode of such a body by conforming to their own labor conditions.
Bin has also found many times in the text left by his second brother after his death, he described that man is just an animal in this world, when people can look at many of their own behaviors and habits, and in the 21st century, when science and technology have been rapidly developed, the fossils of other animals and plants in the world that can be found on the earth have also been more deeply studied in the whole animal world. It is also not difficult to find in the historical records of many human beings that have passed through that many people's behavior is similar to that of other animals. Although he had considered this point a little before, when he overrode this idea, he soon felt that this theoretical concept was too far-fetched, and then he no longer dared to think in this direction. But his second brother Wu Yuan didn't bother to care about so much, his purpose was to list all the ideas he had in his inner world, and then let his brain be in an absolute blank state again, and then in a blank state, the human brain is also the easiest to germinate new ideas, so that he can update his divorce thinking blood from time to time. People are in the world, and the extremes of things must be the opposite. It seems to be like the peaks and troughs in physics, since things are still in the operation and change of things, people are still in the continuous acquisition of survival, there are peaks at the same time, otherwise there will be valleys, the more people who belong to the underestimated state of survival in the trough, their desire for a happy life will be stronger, but the stronger the human soul, the more eager the power of their soul can be reflected. Like his second brother, he only knows to read his own books all day long. Many people think that his life is unsightly, but who would have thought that he is digging into his inner world and unconsciously creating such a noble achievement of his own. Of course, these completely belong to the spiritual dark matter that is constantly active in the inner world of a person, constantly running in a person's inner world, and under a person's strong distinction between the ideal world and the real world, the ideology that is forming a dark matter version in this world exists in the inner world of people who know about it, and these things that belong to human wisdom or ideology can only be transmitted to each other by relying on people's inner world. From the beginning of human history to the world, there is only one person left in this world who is still living in the form of history, but in real life, he is still only in the process of survival and alternation of material energy. At that time, Wu Yuan was still in the process of Ben's upcoming wedding, and in the process of maintaining the relationship between the entire family and the entire family under his great-grandfather Heng, although he had spent many years in school life, he still accepted the tasks and labor he was assigned to in the new day with a memorization, but the spirit and perseverance he realized in the market did not make him feel that he was not a college student and could not help but look weak. His attitude towards things as usual also prompted him to be able to deal with things in a very relaxed state, and soon his diligent work won him the praise of his eldest brother in the village. Before a person can do what he should do all his life, he is either just a fool and an idiot who can only work without the slightest complaint, and under the constant toil, although the gains may be small for a while, under the long-term persistence of a person can also obtain more immeasurable spiritual and material conditions; Either they have attained intellectual enlightenment in their lives before they act, and after a person has been intellectually enlightened, then they will be more able to understand what they want to obtain most in this matter when they deal with things, and they will be more determined in their inner world, and things will be able to be perfected and completed with the full strength of a person approaching him. In this world, fools and geniuses can also go to their own success, the reason is because they also grasp the essence of things when dealing with their own affairs, and then they have become one of the extreme talents in this world, only those who are not smart and stupid are always unable to make up their minds to do things well, and what kind of life shortcuts do they want to get the results that they fantasize about in their lives, but this is 99% impossible. At that time, Wu Yuan viewed, a person wants to get what he wants to get the most, then the best shortcut is to put himself in it, and then let himself accept the pain and grinding of the whole thing in the process of operation, since people want to get their own achievements in a certain thing, then you need to accept its labor and other aspects of your work must be a normal thing, this kind of "gentleman loves money, take it in the right way" The truth is also used in things is also very reasonable. When he understood these truths, although he had been in school for so many years, he usually did not like to read and love labor as his eldest brother, giving people the appearance of being a hardworking and reliable person, but since he was still intellectually enlightened, he also read so many books like his eldest brother Bin and was not ambiguous in his personality when dealing with things, and soon he was able to be handy in the things he had to deal with. By the time they had walked all the way to the county, they had already begun to buy the goods they had planned to buy. Weigh the live chickens that Wu Yuan and Ben and his mother took the lead in booking two days ago, and according to the predetermined number, they caught all the beautiful roosters into the cage that had been weighed in advance, so that they could more accurately get out of the net weight of the live chickens after the cage, and when they weighed the weight that needed to be predetermined on the ledger, even the cage was taken to a professional chicken killing booth to kill, and the price was calculated according to the number of live chickens. Immediately afterwards, he kept a provisional account of the goods he had purchased and the specific items of services he had consumed, and the names of the goods purchased and the services he had consumed, the quantity of the goods purchased, the total expenditure of funds for the purchase of specific goods, and the total amount of cash on hand remaining after the expenditure of the total expenditure on the specific goods. A good purpose in the process of doing this is to monitor whether there is a mistake in his accounts in real time, and the suspense is hidden in it, and he can check and check it at any time after the mistake, so as to avoid a lot of troublesome procedures after checking his mistakes at the end of the ledger. Every time he does it, he remembers that Zhang is the amount of money he actually spends, and he will never be able to return more or make up for less because of a relationship problem or for a while, even if it is only a small amount of money.
After paying the total price of the live chickens he should pay, he carried the live chickens to the professional chicken killing stall, and his fifth uncle proposed that he guard the killing chickens there, so as not to be replaced by the boss of the stall halfway, and he also had many years of accumulated experience in Sha Remember, and it was indeed appropriate for him to come forward to supervise, Wu Yuan immediately paid him the fifth uncle had exceeded the money paid to kill live chickens, and then he also made several expenditures of this money on his own accounts, On the other hand, it is also to complete a relatively complete account table customized by himself, so that people can clearly understand the entire advanced payment and return operation process when he does his own accounts at a glance. Then he used his second mother and old mother together to buy other goods that need to be purchased, and the professionalism of his two old mothers and second mothers lies in the fact that they often sell vegetables in the vegetable market, not only in selling vegetables grown in their own fields, but also sometimes in the hands of others to send some vegetables with a slightly better price and better sales volume to earn profits from the price difference. They have a lot of experience in the business of the vegetable market, originally Wu Yuan's cousin Hong's wife (Tian's father), who was also the eldest grandmother they became the grandmother, also has this experience, and the task of buying vegetables is also very suitable for this task, but from the perspective of the generations who are connected in the middle village, their grandmother, who is twice as long, has been reassigned to other tasks, and she and Zhao Shiliang's second daughter-in-law have been assigned to the task of arranging a new house for the groom and bride. In the whole rural society, the women in the whole village gradually reflected their value at this time, but because of this, in this kind of Chinese-style gathering, the struggle between women is also extremely strong, but as long as most of the people who are forty years old have already understood the control of their own emotions, their wisdom can also allow themselves to quickly find the focus of self-worth, so in many things can also be completely watertight, the state of water is natural. This world is always like this, when a person understands more in the field of self, and can gain a lot of things that belong to him in his own experience, people are slowly aging. And because of this, who can tell him that he doesn't have to pay when they can fully get the value they deserve? No, in this matter, not only everyone needs to pay, but not only needs to pay, but the price they pay is also very miserable, because what they have paid is their youth and life, as well as all the grinding and suffering in the original pursuit of material and spiritual, a person only after paying his due life and price, has achieved his due material and spiritual achievements, and then their lives will bloom with their own brilliance, At this time, the value of people's lives can reach their own maximum embodiment, and who in this world can get so much without paying? Maybe it's almost unthinkable. Of course, it is also saying that everyone in this world is not completely devoid of self-worth, the key is that they need to pay enough in the world of their own now, after having the number of pains and tribulations originally arranged by God for them in their lives, after everyone has experienced the Buddhist proverb of ninety-nine to one, after going through the eighty-one tribulations in ginseng, everyone's life will bloom with dazzling brilliance, and then they can also get the embodiment of self-worth as much as possible. After this, people can live their own happy life, even if it is such a small rural society, it must be so, this is also a process that every person's life and development must go through, in each person's life he is like a river over time, when he enters his own river everywhere, although there are obstacles that can ensure that he has not experienced the disguise of business, who can guarantee that he can be clear from beginning to end, In the world at the beginning of their lives, they are always unable to guarantee that their life force will not be involved in some mud and sand. Only after a person has completely cleaned up the sediment that obstructs his life, can he inhibit the crystal clear flow from the source to the vast and boundless ocean that he wishes to fulfill. But many people often see the scene of a river of clear happiness from beginning to end after experiencing all the tempering of his life force, but how many people can think about the experience and tempering of those painful lives? And how many people who want to be happy from the beginning can understand that if there is no unhappy life experience and tribulation in this world, who can feel the current clear and happy life from beginning to end more clearly, and the current result is always set off by the original reason, which is a more ancient truth.
In fact, this is also Bin he wrote the true thoughts and life philosophy of the second brother, he is like a married ascetic who believes that people must experience a certain suffering in the world, only in this way can a person's soul form a leap and qualitative change in his life like a moth, and only in this way can he let a person's inner world understand what he needs most in his inner world, and can also understand what he wants to get in the inner world of others other than himself. Only by being the first to understand what people want most in their inner world will it be much easier to build their own business. Most people in this world will almost only understand what they want to get the most, and ignore what kind of hope people in the whole world will want to get, and because of this, their inner world is like the crystal clear river that day, they must go through a period of turbidity and the impact of the mud and sand and rocks to open up their own river, and then in their own inner world can be as clear as a mirror, and can see clearly the essential relationship between all the truths and things in this world. It is also at this time that people can smile more openly at their own lives. Bin could have heard the laughter that could resound throughout the street from his grandfather's mouth, which originally came from the essential pursuit of a life that laughed at himself, and at the same time, there was also a sense of banter and arrogance for his own life and the whole world in his eyes, and he could clearly remember that it was only an age stage that had just entered sixty years old. There are only a few last traces left in his physical life, only young life can have explosive blood, and the laughter that resounded throughout the street proves that his life still exists in this world, and the inner world still vaguely implies that he wants to embody the pride and vitality of the world to himself that only belongs to the man's world, until he is seventy years old, his life has never appeared with that kind of laughter with heroic words, In life, only a kind smile is hidden on his face, and at that time, his inner world may only have "joy when he comes, sadness when he goes, and walk back in the world empty." It's better not to come or go, and there is no joy or sorrow", his life and mentality have already been completely integrated with the life of the earth, and the explosive nature in his body when he was young has long lost its vitality in his body. I don't know why, when a person's bold spirit and fire are completely lost in his body, he also becomes a veritable wise man of life, and he can see the existence of the wise form in his words and deeds from his maternal grandfather, which is probably the reason why people say that every state of life has its own meaning of existence.
Some things can indeed make some people's inner world have the essence of his life version of the feeling and resonance, just when Wu Yuan was still thinking about those messy things in his brain, when he came back to his senses from this daze lifestyle exclusive to his vitality, he found that he was still living in his own real world at that moment, he was still running around the street of the vegetable market with his old mother and second mother, and had bought several things that needed to be purchased. At this time, he guessed that the live chickens that were being killed over there may have been about the same, while his old mother and second mother were still picking vegetables, he took some free time to go back to the corner at the end of the vegetable market that the fool remembered to find his fifth uncle, those guys were just dealing with it for a long time, and he also went just right, after his fifth uncle saw him go, he returned the rest of the money for killing live chickens to him, and the two of them found his two old mothers with the collection on their backs, and paid for the vegetables. At this time, Ben's second aunt suddenly found them, saying that Ben's two cousins were also going with them to Ben's wedding, but they had never been to Ben's house, and they didn't know the way, so finally let us take the two of them back together, when he told Wu Yuan about this matter, Wu Yuan also agreed to this matter without any hesitation, and after the vegetables that need to be purchased for the wedding money day are complete, They successively transferred the vegetables that had been purchased to the intersection where the traffic was relatively smooth, first called the two cousins of Ben over, and then at the suggestion of his fifth uncle Haiyi, stopped two tricycles, and loaded all the purchased vegetables, and then someone else took a guide in the two cars, and also took the first car, Wu Yuan urged Ben to let a cousin of Ben also get on the car, and the second car had his old mother as the leader of the car. He also stuffed Ben's other cousin on, because Lin's mother couldn't ride in the car, she couldn't smell the stuffy smell of oil smoke and the back and forth bumps on the car, as long as she got in the car, she would be nauseous and vomit for a long time. The most important thing is to make her head dizzy, and it will take a day to get back to it, and she really can't do it when she gets in the car, so she plans to be too lazy to bother, anyway, if there is not much to do when she goes back, she is too lazy to rush back by car, and Wu Yuan really thinks that the things they need to deal with today have been dealt with, and after several struggles, things are finally barely done, and take this opportunity to slowly walk back from the street, Then the matter was satisfactorily resolved, and he and his mother also wanted to finally complete a big thing in their lives, and slowly swam back, and the joy over there was getting closer and closer, and was slowly coming.