The place where my university is located, neither south nor north, but there is always some rain that does not stop, most of the wind is not, sometimes the weather is cloudy and sunny, and the warm sea breeze cannot blow here, and the road is too far away. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

The cold air also lost patience at this point, and the same journey was too far away.

Such a place is happy, here I can have the best spring, it is not like my hometown in the north, spring comes late and urgently, before I have tasted anything and passed, in my memory, usually a few scary winds blow first, blowing tired and blink with some green, the leaves are fast, the grass is outcropping, the exhibition is over, the spring is over, and it passes.

I haven't had the opportunity to go to the south, but I heard from my classmates that the four seasons are not very distinct, always green, the trees will not lose their leaves in the autumn, and the flowers are also blooming in turn in the four seasons, and they have to buy flowers to decorate the Spring Festival there, and the picture is a year of bright colors, so that the four seasons can not get much rest in their lives, and they don't feel any new life after a long time, which is a little sad for me, and it is a little more serious, but it is still not very comfortable, I always like to start from scratch, everything.

I have some evergreen trees planted on my college campus, and some deciduous ones, I can see the fallen leaves in autumn and spring, and the camphor tree downstairs is silent for most of the year, at most in the autumn it sprinkles inedible black fruits, which is really a trouble for us, those small black fruits under the trees are everywhere, and we have to walk around when we go, for fear of touching its same black juice, staining my shoes and staining the road, and I spent the first autumn cursing it, I also brought the tree planters with me.

Later, in the spring, it was lively, the camphor tree was too lively, the leaves that were retained in a winter were abandoned by it at this time, and everyone next to it was competing to put the leaves and bloom, it sprinkled red leaves to cover the road, I often felt such days on the way to class, and I didn't know the season I was in for a long time, how did I divide the same sun and temperature, and there was a proof of falling leaves.

In the evening, when I came back from class, the leaves were still falling, and an old man over there slowly swept the leaves on the road, the leaves on one side of the road were sparse, and the leaves on one side were dense, and the sunset came, and the silk on Mochizuki Lake was folded back and spread on the uncle's back, dyeing his gray hair red, this color was too warm. I take off my glasses, the whole world is shining, the best world is like this, such a spring is good, it prolongs the life of autumn, but it does not speak, does not compete with autumn, does not lose the vividness in its own comparison, people will always find confidence and strength in contrast, the same is true of the four seasons.

It's been half a year since my body became weak, but I didn't care too much, at the beginning I just lost weight inexplicably, and I didn't deliberately lose weight, I was quite happy at the time, I had a sense of achievement, I remember that Shu Zhong always said that I was fat, every time he said it, I didn't admit it, I always found a reason to prevaricate in the past, "Learning needs nutrition, I just can't lose a fat, isn't it, how can I study without nutrition, I can't be thin, how can I study, It will affect the grades, experts say, potato chips can also be refreshing. ”

You see how smart I was at that time, I was very good at comforting myself, comforting and comforting, and the time passed, until I graduated, and Shu Zhong didn't see me lose weight, and I separated from him before I had time to prove it.

Shu Zhong is a coward!

He promised me to be with me, but he didn't come with me to college, and in his eyes, his family would always be more important than me, and I was going to leave him, even if I didn't want to.

In the beginning, I always thought that losing weight was a good thing, for this I deliberately proved this, this is my deliberate, not my accident, the child in my heart also told me that I am a strong woman, determined to lose weight for the sake of beauty, I often immerse myself in my imagination, just like now, always find a way out for myself to prove myself, slowly changed, fantasy has become a part of my life.

I often think in a daze when I also open my eyes to the scraps of paper all over the wall, they are all boundless things, often from small to large, and from large to small, I often find the truth, I summarize my excitement and then I forget, and there are also strange people and strange things that appear in my mind, I have become accustomed to calling it my other world.

I have seen an old man eating melons by the flowerbed, and his mouth full of melon seeds has pink leaves. I met a boy with an organ in his hand, walking on the asphalt with his ears bleeding from his ears, and I walked over him quickly, and found that he had one eye and two mouths, one mouth to curse, the other to sing, the roots of his teeth to beat, and no black eyes.

I lay in the sorghum field, I lay in the dark, damp and smelly cave, the ceiling of the cave was full of abstract lines, my chest cracked from the sides to the middle, the dark green rain and mountain springs, the saliva of grasshoppers and the tears of bats, gathered in my chest and then disappeared, my heart began to freeze, slowly stagnated, silent, and finally it turned green and began to tremble.

I lay in the coffin, I curled up, I stretched, I heard the underground river flowing just below me, it caressed, rubbed against the coffin, I heard the earthworm termites devouring the coffin lacquer, down to the coffin, to my feet, to my kidneys, my spine, the magnified vibration made me feel no pain, my life was short, I became dry bones.

In order to cover up the established fact that I lost weight, I chose to run every night, and after work part-time every day, I would always choose to run a few laps or walk a few laps on the school playground, so running, in addition to covering up the established fact that I lost weight, it was also to come out to breathe, at that time I was already a little uncomfortable in my stomach, at first I thought it was just a simple indigestion, so one of them was also to digest faster, so that I could be more comfortable, that uncomfortable feeling was very uncomfortable, It's like having a soft pouch in my stomach and I can even feel it touching the wall.

When I feel uncomfortable, I feel greasy and greasy in my stomach all day long, like drinking olive oil, and I eat less and less, I began to doubt the health of my body, during this period, this feeling has also been transformed into a short-term stomach pain, I was willing to think about it, with such a foundation, the naughty little guy in my heart is more active, under his guidance I thought of many terrible consequences, I didn't dare to tell anyone, I didn't dare to go to the hospital, when I had a stomach pain, I took some painkillers, until one day I realized, It was a serious problem, and it took me a long time to convince myself that I had overcome my fears.

When I couldn't stand the pain, I called Minghui, fortunately he and I went to college in the same city, when he turned an hour of the bus appeared in front of me, I was in pain and couldn't straighten my waist, when I saw him running towards me, I clearly saw that summer, Shu Zhong came out of school, facing the sun, with a smile, my nose was sore, and tears flowed out of my anger.

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