For Qi's second uncle and second uncle, what is worth showing off is that they once had such a process of studying Taoist scriptures. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info This journey has to be reminiscent of in their lifetime. After speaking, he was already fifty or sixty years old, and he knew that his intelligence had not diminished at this time. He and his eldest son-in-law and grandson learned to plasterer, with his ingenuity and memory, he was young to fold his own ability to keep up with the economic level and the trend of the times, he built himself three traditional Chinese style wooden frame tile house, this traditional style of wooden structure tile house with the process of national reform and opening up and the introduction of new foreign building structures, soon replaced by the small bungalow of the heart. In his lifetime, Hua was fortunate to see the changes of the times under the development of the new situation, which made its originally relatively wealthy life quickly become a little shabby and poor. For this reason, some monkeys chased fashion like corn, and used it to show off their wealth and status, after Hua built his own house before the times changed, under the change of this general trend, he had to take action again and find a new way to improve his own life. Knowing that the last few years of his life were coming to an end, he had regained enough money and material resources, and reconverted the tiled house he had built when he was young into a small bungalow, but less than four years after the house was repaired and picked up, he was replaced with lung cancer, and the day after the Chinese New Year's Eve of the fourth year, his life had come to an end. His Xixia did not have a son, in the last few years of his life he could only be taken care of by his eldest daughter, his eldest son-in-law had been cirrhosis of the liver several years ago and died, and his daughter even had a grandson under her knees, she had nothing to take care of, so she was bent on taking her father into his own home to take care of her, but his old father, who was already terminally ill, did not go to his eldest daughter's house to have his daughter take care of his old age, he would die in the old house he built, When he was still able to move, he had even repaired his grave after his death, and then he couldn't move, so his daughter forcibly took him to live in his own house, and in the last days of his life, he could no longer speak, he went on a hunger strike against his daughter, and his eldest daughter had to send him back to his old house when she had no choice, and it was only slightly better. Until Chinese New Year's Eve, his daughter took it to his family for the New Year out of kindness, Guo Wannian sent it back to his own old house that night, and the next day was the first day of junior high school, and in the morning he was already dying, and the skills he had learned in his life were reduced to nothingness at that moment with others, and his natural intelligence also came to an end at that moment, and everything came to an end at the same time as his life came to an end. In Wu Yuan's opinion, their grandfather and their maternal grandfather did have a good fight in terms of natural intelligence, and one of the abilities they shared in their lives was that they both learned a lot of survival techniques, but none of them were able to survive from beginning to end. In Wu Yuan's view, it is not a real skill for a person to be able to learn a thing, but a real skill to learn a technology to the realm of excellence. It's just that Yu and Hua have a common trait that they have never had a stable job in their lives, although Yu had a period of teaching experience when he was young. But he was young and lacked the ability to plan for the long term in life. He just used the phrase "that salary can't support his family" and gave up the job that others couldn't ask for, and as a result, his whole life was missed by having a job and income in Wanmachi, and his vision limited his plan for the whole life, so that she would be in dire straits for the rest of her life. Later, during his lifetime, he personally witnessed and participated in the reform and opening up of the whole of China, and he remembered that he was given his own land as a peasant. After being distributed, he thought that the place was far away, and the land in Jiujiang was exchanged with other families. A few decades later, the state built a Guikun Expressway in Guiyang, Guizhou, and Kunming, Yunnan, and the land he had assigned to his name and later swapped with others happened to be occupied by the expressway. Jade and once again with his lifelong dream of huge wealth across the shore, these decades of ups and downs, he has more than once longed for his life to have a lot of wealth, he has more than once went to the sea to pass through business, as a result of his life still did not be able to harvest any wealth, until later Wu Yuan found out that in fact, their grandfather Yu, the third grandfather Shu, uncle Mu, Heng, another, and their aunt Mei are all on the same starting line, Their lives are longing for themselves to have the wealth, but later they spent almost a lifetime of their youth, but I don't know why they have never achieved anything in the future, but the honest and duty work of the army and generals actually lived the life they had even dreamed of before, they all care about the wages they usually get from hard work as the basis and guarantee of life, and those seemingly unsatisfactory jobs finally improve their quality of life and level, On the basis of stability, but living the life that others want to get. Fortunately, Mu failed in his business after he got married, and in order for his whole family to be able to pull back from the precipice, he quickly found a relatively stable job with a good salary by using the driving trade and driver's license he learned from him. Knowing this moment, he had more time to take care of his family, and after the age of forty, he had time to rebuild his own house on the basis of the house that his father Yu had originally built, and after having a family, a stable job, and his own house, his life quickly got on track, and in a few years, he soon had the savings of money that he wanted to have. He spent almost all his available time in business, but in the end he was guilty of a carelessness that made him lose all the money he had earned and saved every time, and all the efforts of the previous years were wasted, and most importantly, all the time and time he spent was wasted, and in the end he only grew in the years and panicked in his inner world as he grew older.

The only difference is that Wu Yuan's cousin Hua has been showing his own ingenuity in front of people all his life, for which he has learned many crafts in his life, and he wants to go forward to study almost all the techniques that can be put on the table, until the last few years of his life only after he built his own tomb with his own hands, which stopped his lifelong career of technical learning and display, including his medicine. From the perspective of his life, whether he studied medicine, stonemason, or electrician, he summed up that there was nothing in his life. He left nothing in his life except for the three wooden and tiled houses, his own grave, and a few acres of land allocated to him by the village committee, and all the techniques he had learned throughout his life were only used temporarily. In this life, there is no technology that follows him all his life, and all the technology in his hands is just to mix a bowl of rice to eat, and this night is destined to make no greater development in his life, because all the skills in his hands have become a way to eat and eat, such a person cannot calm down and do a big thing, and his inner world will always only follow the most realistic and direct interests. Because of this, while they follow the most realistic and direct pursuit of the latest trend technology all their lives, they will also lose what is more beneficial to them. While they chase the most trendy things, it also means that they need to take the time to start all over again, and when they get some hands on the technology that is still on the trend, a new generation of trends will follow. Because of this, Hua will always lose more than ten times more than what he has gained in his life, and they will always lose more than what he gains. This kind of strong pursuit of interests ended up missing out on money. What they see in their eyes is always that others take more than they do, but he never thinks about the same price that is more and what he has to pay. No matter how much money you get, they may not have such good luck at every moment, and what you get more in a day does not mean that you get more every day, and those who get more sometimes don't have a job for a few days, and the material things in hand will soon be exhausted without strong planning and arrangement. The material aspect is easy to obtain for man in some ways, but on the other hand it is also the easiest to lose. When a person has enough material things, he can become rich overnight, but he can also become poor overnight. The reason is that money can only be turned into a pair of useless waste paper in the hands of people without material foundation. He may soon suffer from the depreciation of time, and in the case of less, he will eventually become worthless. Hua has spent almost all his life in this kind of monetary interest. It is said that it is almost not all, because at the time of his history he did not have nothing, at least he also left the three wooden tile houses he built himself and the tomb he built after his death, but all this did not cost him much time, and the rest of the time except for rest and food, he spent almost most of his life in the process of how to make money, and in the end he got nothing, all the efforts except for going through the process like a process, The rest was nothing, and even he didn't know where he had fallen or where he had flew, and he had done a rough calculation anyway, but there was nothing left. He used up almost all his income during the period when he didn't work, in fact, he didn't have much income in the first place, he just liked to show off his human rights with a good face, but almost all the income was only able to barely make ends meet, and for decades, there was almost no excess. Only since he built his house, life has ceased to be so wrinkled, but this relaxed way of life has almost exhausted all his labor income, and his material reserves have always flowed out as much as he has recently flowed out like a river, and never has savings all year round like a lake.

When Hua's wife had died long before him, he quickly established in the mind of another woman a hope that he felt like a treasure as a person, by virtue of his status as a village tolang, who was not very well versed in the country, and his natural intelligence and eloquence. No matter who it is, when love strikes her suddenly, her life will be rekindled with new hope. It is said that the woman was once a cousin of their grandmother, and that he worshipped all things sacred, including the half-understood medical skills of his country natives. When she met him, she felt that he was a man with the virtues of her endless admiration, he knew how to heal, he knew how to be a stonemason, he knew how to carpenter, he could do a knitting sweater that a woman would do, and most importantly, he was the first to launch an emotional attack on her that made her suddenly impulsive. This is a feeling she has never had in the era of arranged marriages in which they lived, and at that moment, she did not hesitate to choose betrayal of her former husband, and chose to betray all of her children who already had a marriage contract under her knees. In the matter of love, even she herself did not realize how impulsive she, a woman who was close to fifty years old, when someone attacked him strongly, which also made her never think that she was so eager to have such a feeling, and no one could understand that the hope for a new life in her inner world was so strong and so sincere. What she didn't expect was that in the face of love's attack on him, he was so easily moved by a little girl who had experienced the world, what he didn't expect was that her love would be reopened. The first time she opened up was when she accepted an arranged marriage, and she had already decided to marry the person who had been introduced to her. It was that decision that she married her ex-husband, and then had several children together, he did not go to school in his life, and every day in his married life he could feel was only an unhappy life without hope, and when the flower entered his life, his rhetoric touched him again, and this was also his second love affair. This time, she saw that Hua was full of skills, all over his body was full of treasures, under his strong attack, his bottom line was quickly broken, and the most important thing was that he re-established the hope of a new life in her inner world. After having a new hope for a new life, she did not hesitate to choose to abandon her former husband and a kind of children, and followed Hua for more than ten years. But in the past ten years, her new life does not seem to be as smooth and beautiful as he hoped, and after this side, words did not give her the happiest life she hoped for as he once sang sweet words. Flower's lifelong skills do not mean that his whole body is a treasure, when he really lives together, he really understands that all the skills he has before are just some means of acting on the spot, and the medical skills he has have have not been affirmed by all people, in today's era, people are more willing to accept Western medicine from outside, injections and hanging bottles, not for anything else, just from the feeling that this kind of Western medicine from abroad can be effective faster. In the morning, I have an injection or a hanging bottle, and in the afternoon, I can stand in front of the person with this fritters, and Western medicine can go to the effect of a needle in this treatment method of direct injection from the blood vessels of the person compared to the diet therapy in traditional Chinese medicine or the way of external application through the skin in some small problems such as colds. Most of the people in the countryside are working hard in the field, and their physical fitness can be seen, at most, they are just a little cold when the weather changes. In these small problems, Zhong Yao quickly lost its original status, but it was Chinese medicine that came to work quickly. If a worker has a serious illness and is not well treated by Western medicine, most of them are already terminally ill, and it is also difficult for Chinese medicine to solve the problem to many extents. Speaking of which, Hua's best craftsmanship in the country is the wrong era, and his level is not necessarily how clever it is. In some ways, he only understands some pharmacology at most, and he is not a doctor in the true sense of the word, and everything is limited to him regardless of external or internal conditions. Wu Yuan's greatest benefit to this aunt was petrified and gave her the hope of a new life in her inner world. In a sense, even he himself may not understand what kind of life he wants to have the most, and what he sees in his eyes is that every time she eats, there can be big fish and meat on her elbow, and the rice with white flowers in the bowl is the life she is happiest and wants to live the most. When she follows Hua to start his new life again, he realizes that he himself has been deceived by the strongest love in the world. Except for the fact that a few days before she entered her new life, she ate the rice she wanted and that there was really a bowl of fried or steamed meat on the table to let her enjoy the happiness of her new life, it didn't take long for her life to be in the same life system that she hated again, and all his life could only go on as before. In the following ten years of life, she also had to go through all the complicated and heavy labor she had experienced before. Not only was there no more white rice in the bowl, but there was no more fish and meat on the table that she wanted. Of course, the happy life he longed for was gone, and it wasn't until this moment that she understood again from his own point of view, this time she was deceived by the biggest feelings in her life because she was greedy for a happy life, but fortunately, although there was no more food and big fish and meat in the new life, she was still emotionally motivated by Hua, otherwise according to her character, she would have already chosen to escape from the unsatisfactory new life she longed for. All the rules, morals, and laws have no effect on the scholars and the literati, and the doctrines that have been established for certain people have no effect on him, because he has never had this thing in his inner world. However, in his inner world, he believes in ghosts and fairies, and more specifically, in her inner world, she fears ghosts and worships all the gods in the sky. After she fled from her own ex-husband and children and married herself, he not only had to endure the intense labor in the land every year, but for the sake of his own children on her ex-husband's side, she had to spend a lot of time every year going out to help others do hard work, and sometimes because she still cherished Xiu's mother as her cousin, she also regarded Xiu as her own daughter and relatives. Sometimes when she sees that Xiu's work in the land is not finished, she will help to help in the soil for a day or two free of charge.

Just when she was with Hua for a while, she happened to meet Hua's second brother Ming had just passed away and was buried not far from the land of Wu Yuan's father's country, after she was busy with all the work in the land, she went to help Xiu do the work in the land, she saw that Xiu either worked in the field all day long, or took Wu Yuan and their three brothers at home, and had no time to plant vegetables, and it happened that he planted some vegetables in the land that could not be eaten. She and Xiu Youguo had been working in the land for a whole morning, and their leisure was to return home early to cook, leaving her and Wu Yuan and their father Guo to dig up the remaining little land in the land. When she had finished digging, she asked to wait for her there, and she went to her land to pick a few cabbages for them. Then she went, the big sun, and the country was too hot to stand under the big sun at noon, so she found a fir tree that could be more than the sun to cool off. Wu Yuan's aunt Zhong went not long ago, and came back with a cabbage in her arms. When she returned, she didn't see the country who was already enjoying the shade under the cedar tree, and in his inner world he was wondering if the country didn't listen to her and left her alone. Just when he was wondering if he was already looking around alone. This cousin of her mother-in-law came back. He doesn't like to talk very much in the first place, and he always has a more serious look on his face. Suddenly, he stepped out from behind the shadow of the tree that Zhong didn't see. Zhong Shi also suddenly heard unknown footsteps behind her, and instinctively thought in his inner world that it might be Hua's second brother Ming who came out of the coffin with his hair scattered, his face was dull and thin, and his eyes were no longer expressionless towards her back. At that moment, she only felt fear coming from behind her, and the unbearable panic in her inner world had made her forget the whole world, including his own body. At the moment when she already suspected that she was on the edge of death, her nerves instinctively looked back to see what the Great Wall song of the demon that could harm her was like. At that moment, she instinctively treated each other, that is, to die, but also to let him see for himself how this evil ghost who was already lying in the coffin flew out of the coffin and how it hurt his name, even if he died, at least let himself be a ghost. It's just that he has a little regret in his heart, that the country left her alone on the hillside where the dead man had just been buried. When he turned his head to look at the footsteps behind him, there was something ghostly, only to see that it was Guo who walked out from behind the tree that could cover the shade.

Just when she found out that it was Guo walking behind her, she first called Guo's name, and then said You made me jump. When she turned around again, the cabbage she was still holding in her arms had disappeared, and when she looked again, she didn't know when it had all been spilled from her hands on the ground in front of her. At that time, she cried or laughed in her heart, and she scolded the country verbally and in her heart for a whole day, until after sleeping at night, she forgot about it because she was busy with other things, and the matter was over. Since that afternoon, she has been too lazy to help the country work in the fields. It was also out of sincerity in his heart, he witnessed everything that happened in front of him, and it took him some wonder where to put the laughter that wanted to erupt in his inner world, and then he didn't say a word about it, but this incident became one of the two most memorable frightened events in Zhong's inner world. Another thing in her inner world that she will never forget for the rest of her life was caused by the sixth generation of the eldest grandson under the fourth generation branch of the big village. At that time, the descendants of the Han family were in the village, and the last Shao son of Ren Hua happened to be locked in the house by his son because of madness, and he had just died, Shao Hua had the biggest feature of the madness section in front of him that he used his own hands on his chest all day long, and his hands slapped each other "popping" sound, and people passing by could hear the sound of him being afraid of slapping with his own hands from afar. Zhong probably heard his slapping sound at some point. Not long after Shao Hua died, in the afternoon, Zhong returned from farming in the field, carrying a large basket on his back, a hoe in the basket, and a large bundle of budding grain poles on the basket. When she walked in front with a basket on her back, there happened to be a person behind her, and this person happened to be Fa. Because Zhong walked slowly in front of him with a basket on his back, and Fa only followed later, he probably teased his sister-in-law, and when he walked behind Zhong, he slapped her in the back a few times. This time it suddenly aroused a familiar impression in Zhong's inner world, she didn't look at who was behind her, she ran desperately under the heavy basket on her back, just when she still thought that Shaohua's ghost had caught up, and had run out for a long time, Fa was completely amused by his timid sister-in-law, and he finally couldn't help laughing except for the sound. It wasn't until this time that she realized that it was her brother-in-law who was behind her, and her heart, which had been frightened so much, eased down a little. These two things have always become the shadow of the most frightened person in his memory, until later when she mentioned these two things, she was still cursing these two people for making them bad, and these two things have always become a shadow that has always been indelible in his inner world.

In the more than ten years since entering her new life, Wu Yuan, who is with lotus flowers, and their aunt Zhong have been living the hardest life, watching him and her ex-husband's remaining children live together has never been easy, and he finally used the money he saved for other fake jobs to subsidize the living expenses of his children. His wife, who is in her fifties, doesn't need much money to live on camera, so most of her income is sent to her children. It is precisely because of this kind of affection that she still gives up and continues to attach to her children, which has caused a serious psychological imbalance for Hua, and he also suspects in his inner world that Zhong will quietly give his hard-earned money to her children, so as long as it is the money he has earned through his own blood and sweat, he will be more dead, and rarely hand over his own money to Zhong to deal with, but keep it for himself.

It is precisely because Zhong still has a strong affection for her children that makes her children feel that they have not lost their mother. Wu Yuan's eldest brother Bin has always said that in this world, only where women are there will be a home, but he himself does not think so, he thinks that in this world, only where the parents are will have a home, no matter where the parents live, the home will also be relocated. Although at first the sons and daughters of the Chung clan were annoyed by their infidelity and vowed to sever all ties and all contact with their biological mother, and they unanimously sided with their abandoned father in a strong fear of ridicule, but within a few years they were quickly moved by the mother-son affection of their mother, Chung, and they were soon drawn to this side by their mother, and his youngest son moved in with his mother's house. It was also in those years that there were many incidents of ice forest theft in the village, and Zhong's youngest son, Ping, who lived on his mother's side, always had the habit of being lazy and lazy, and even stayed in the house all day during the day to sleep, and naturally became the object of suspicion in the entire village during that time, but the stolen homes were burglarized at night, and most people instinctively had a sense of fear of outlaws like robbers and thieves, and no one dared to confront their kind of people head-on. Although they were suspicious in their hearts and said the same thing, no one saw it with their own eyes, and there was no strong evidence to prove that the theft of their house was done peacefully. I don't know if these things never reached Ping's ears or if Ping's god did have such a case of theft, and he never had any resistance or rhetoric against such remarks and suspicions, and this act of not speaking seemed to be his acquiescence to his crime in the eyes of the people in the stockade, and people's suspicions about him increased day by day because of this. Strange to say, after Ping no longer lived in the house painted by his mother's side in the stockade, the theft in the stockade suddenly went out again, and in the following ten years, the stockade returned to its previous peaceful state, and no one knew and could not prove that he was not the thief in the stockade. After Ping lived here for a few years with his mother's attention, he also dispelled all the barriers between his eldest son and second son, and after his eldest son and second son got married, they had children and were also sent to their mother's side. She could barely see anything under the sun, barely visible on cloudy and rainy days. Seeing this kind of genetic disease, almost all of the three generations of their family have been inherited in each generation, which is probably the recessive inheritance of Wu Yuan's mother Xiu's foreign family from their grandfather and above, and one or two people will be inherited in each period of time. Just when this disease was inherited to the area of the husband who was valued, it developed into the current state, and when I inherited it from him and her, it was also the most serious in the whole group, and almost all three generations of his sons and grandsons had a dominant state of disease, and one of Zhong's second sons even developed to a state where he could hardly see anything. The incident also happened to happen to her second son's own grandson, and this incident was also the culprit who broke their new life for more than ten years. Zhong's second son had a child born after he probably had a precedent for his eldest brother to put her own place in foster care with their mother, and he didn't think too much about it and handed him over to his mother for foster care when he was born not long ago, the child was always healthy at the beginning, but when he was more than a year old, he went wrong and became ill, and he didn't die much all the time. The sons and daughters who attached great importance to this matter were wary of Hua and suspected that petrification was a deception and killed their children. On this matter, there was an unknown contradiction between the two sides. Attention is caught in the middle, and I don't know how to help there. He is like the heroine in the movie, who is his dear children on one side and her dear husband on the other. In this case, if she helps this side, she will lose that side, and if she helps that side, she will lose this side, and she can only stand left and right in the middle. This incident also completely ended all the friendly relations between the two families, and when the contradictions between the two sides intensified, the Zhong family finally had to choose a side between the two of them. In the end, driven by human affection, and under the conditions of the so-called new life and new happiness that he thought he thought for so many years, he considered that he himself was already an old lady in his sixties, and in the end he did not need to go on to accept his own children's support for his old age and life. In this case, if he no longer makes a choice for himself, then he is cutting off his own destiny. He is no longer a young person, no longer thinking that he can make more unreasonable choices on the spur of the moment like he did when he was young, this time he has only one choice, and that is to return to his children and her ex-husband, with whom he conceived a kind of children, only in this way is the final destination of his life, which is also forced by form. When she returned to her children and ex-husband, she was reborn after so many decades of twists and turns, and all life can only be renewed if it is old. Only by living in the old life can everyone feel the changes of the new life most thoroughly, and only by living in the unhappy life can they most realistically feel that in fact, the happy life surrounds us, but everyone lacks a heart to find happiness. It was only at this moment that Wu Yuan realized that a happy life is actually in his own inner world, and the key lies in how he uses his own heart to feel happiness in his inner world. It wasn't until later that Zhong Shi never forgot her more than ten years of betraying her husband and children like cheating, and it was at the end of this wrong life that he chose, when she returned to her children, that he could be regarded as the last idle days in life, she never did such a happy thing as before, and the happy life he wanted was obtained at this time. This also makes Wu Yuan feel that everyone will get a happy life, but the time of a happy life in everyone's life is different. A person who has achieved his happy life at a young age does not necessarily mean that she can live a happy life consistently throughout her life; Some people live the most miserable life when they are young, but they may not live in pain all their lives. What Wu Yuan can feel is that his aunt is a kind person, which is something he has admired all his life, he has admired such a group of people all his life, and being able to live in his own life is the most important thing to pursue.

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