CHAPTER XIX

Xiu's second aunt has only lived in rural living conditions all her life, and she has never lived a well-off and prosperous life like his sister in her life, but she has given birth to a total of four sons and a daughter under her knees, and as a result, none of her four sons and one daughter can really go to a fixed job. However, the final outcome may not be able to achieve the effect they want to make a lot of money. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info All their income turned out to be enough for their own expenses, and then their father also embarked on the path of untimely death, and he was only in his sixties when he left. In the memories of Wu Yuan and his three brothers, there is only a small part of the relevant memories of their second aunt. The vague memory is also the memory that his mother mentioned from time to time that has disappeared from Bin's memory. But their mother also only lightly described the relevant part about them, which is the story of his eldest brother Bin. said that when his eldest brother Bin was just over a year old, he was taken to her second aunt's house by their mother, and at night everyone was already asleep, but he climbed up alone and did not sleep, but went to the corner of the bed and the kitchen all over again, and found all the wine bottles and bottles they put in the house. After a long time, his mother's second aunt guessed that he must be hungry, so she found peanuts grown by their family for him to eat, Xiu peeled the peanuts and fed them to him, but he took the peanuts in his mouth but did not eat them, but continued to find out the bottles and cans into his full curiosity. Because they are a little far apart, they don't move around often, relatively speaking, the three brothers are most impressed by their grandfather's three places, Wu Yuan listened to his eldest brother Bin's description, when they laugh, they love to play most is their third grandfather's house, their father country also thinks that their maternal grandfather makes their brother line of the previous generation the best one, every time they also get together, they always get drunk with each other, There were several times when he and their grandfather had finished drinking, and they had only walked a small half of the way back, and when they came up, they couldn't walk anymore, and it was worth lying on the ground next to the road and sleeping for a long time, and only after waking up did they get up from the ground and walk back again, and once his brother Qiang went with him to their grandfather's house to drink, and after drinking, he walked back with his brother Qiang, and as usual, he only walked a little and a half distance and then couldn't walk anymore. His brother Qiang was only twelve or thirteen years old at the time, and his brother's two were only as big as his two statures. When his brother saw that he had drunk it, he could not help him, nor could he carry his back, and in the end he could only leave his eldest brother, who was already drunk and had fallen asleep on the ground, by the side of the road, and he did it himself, and the brothers continued to make fun of each other about it for many years.

Wu Yuan had only heard from his eldest brother Bin that the opposite had happened to the family where their third grandfather's family lived with their mother, and among all the children in his third uncle's family, only the youngest sister was a daughter, and the first three were all sons.

Xiu's third uncle was also the only one who inherited the house from their great-grandparents' generation, including themselves, the older of their siblings, the brothers and sisters of their father's generation, and even the two sons and daughters of the eldest son of the third uncle below them, who were also born and raised in that old house. It goes without saying that it is indeed a century-old mansion that is still preserved in the stockade and still has people living in it. Xiu's third uncle has worked hard for him all his life, and he lives in that old house that is more than 100 years old for the rest of his life, even if he has worked hard all his life, except to feed his children and the whole family, nothing else has been achieved. According to Wu Yuan's mother Xiu, their third grandfather was also a very capable person when he was young, he would have a very good stonemason craft, and when he was young, he often went outside to contract projects to do, but what no one expected was that their third grandfather when he was young turned out to be a greedy man, he gambled the project money overnight, and the person who did the project with him came to ask him for money to do the project together, and the people who entered the house from the front door, he had already fled from the back door, After one or two such experiences, the people in the village did not say anything on the surface, but in their hearts they already understood what kind of person such a person was, and his reputation and reputation were passed on one after another. His two elder brothers had already moved out and had been on their own for some years, and he still lived in the old wooden house left by his mother, which had been weathered for a hundred years, and for many years they had been eating only the grain and vegetables grown in their own fields, and had survived the decades of his life by fending for themselves. His home was full of books that could give people to speculate on fate, and in terms of literary cultivation, he even read the entire "Dream of the Red Chamber", which is widely regarded as one of the greatest realistic novels in China by Chinese academic circles, as a peasant, but he did not have the extra money to repair the old house that he had lived in for generations. It wasn't until he was in his fifties that he happened to encounter the county government's entry into the town to develop animal husbandry, and they spent a high price from Yunnan Province, but they used trucks from Yunnan Province to transport the Boer goat breeds they bought at a high price to the county seat, and then planned a large piece of land in the city, expropriated the land from the farmers, and sprinkled grass seeds. In this way, the government planned a unified livestock breeding system, and then they invited higher leaders to conduct field visits, and the news cameras affiliated with the government also captured this county-level livestock production site established by the government at a high price for the first time. Subsequently, the animal husbandry and Boer goats that began with the name of the county soon began to dress up in the whole province and region, especially among the main personnel who had to do a good job in political performance, but it did not have much influence among the ordinary people, and they had never even heard that the county seat where they lived since childhood still had such a famous local specialty, and all they could see in their hot summer was that the land was still planting buds a few years ago, but in recent years, it has not been planted. Some people planted some grass seeds on it, and after a few months, the weeds and the seeds planted by the people grew in large numbers, and then even the seemingly unknown flock of sheep was seen walking on the large meadow. What the guards didn't expect was that it was in this meadow that they would seem to be infamous and remembered, and that ordinary sheep would begin to spread so much fame among the rulers of the entire province. They know that as long as an ordinary object is given a few comedy lines that live all day long and specialize in acting, it will suddenly exude such a great brilliance, which is pleasing to the eye, as if seeing a picture in Wang Xizhi's "Orchid Pavilion Collection Preface" in the ancient period. Their inner world calls for such a beautiful spectacle, and it is natural for them to have a reputation that will be passed down through the ages like a king. Many literati in the county town hurriedly wrote articles to praise the grand occasion that had happened in the county town, and the county literature was suddenly active for a period of time, and the county government, the state government, and even the provincial government circles hurriedly took advantage of the literati atmosphere to carry out various theme article contests, edit periodicals, and publish magazines. The governments concerned soon made a considerable amount of fiscal expenditure compared to the fiscal expenditure. With the investment of funds, this cultural atmosphere has the award and investment of bonuses, and soon the cultural atmosphere is rendered into a new wave, whether it is to get a bonus or to leave a sum for their own reputation, even just to reflect their personal talent are also quickly invested in their pen and ink, this government's public relations trick soon went to their expected effect, in this kind of text reward atmosphere, the reputation of the ready-made Boer goat was quickly beaten out, and the crux of the whole province knew about it. There are many so-called literati and writers who are used as cannon fodder, but they just don't understand it, until in the end, they just do the government public relations department under the grounds of money and fame, build their personal achievements, and then on their own officialdom road can get a promotion and make a fortune, which is a two-pronged strategy that kills two birds with one stone. Those so-called literati and ink writers in the county gradually showed their heads and feet in the competition of asking their sisters again, and became famous names in the literati circle in the entire county, and at the same time received the remuneration and bonuses issued to them by the government's financial expenditure, which can be described as fame and fortune. And those government officials because of their outstanding achievements in an incident were also famous and sought after by the officialdom, and the officials who gained fame and fortune were quickly appreciated and promoted by their superiors. In fact, the so-called officialdom achievements are just an officialdom earthquake in which they use their own connections and due rights in the officialdom to make noise, in such an officialdom earthquake, so that many officialdom protagonists quickly emerge in the political circles and become political stars who are trying their best in a certain region, which is naturally a demonstration of their personal ability. At the same time, superiors also find reasons for promotion and promotion because of the relationship they already have in place or because of a common need in a certain field, which is also a way to kill two birds with one stone. This kind of officialdom earthquake and political storm is always indispensable in officialdom circles, and this kind of political storm is either an external factor caused by natural disasters that occur within a certain range or an internal storm provoked by the rulers in the political circles through their power and personal connections, but whether it is an external storm or an internal storm, it is only a political means for the rulers to compete for political achievements.

In this Boer goat storm in the county seat, part of the land of Xiu's third uncle's family was expropriated, and their family naturally became one of the beneficiaries of this political storm surge from the county officialdom. When he received the government subsidy for the expropriation of the land, he quickly used the money to build a cellar under the courtyard of the homestead left to him by his ancestors for generations, but he still did not destroy the appearance and basis of the old house. This is only the first time in his family that he has received a progress and improvement from Jiaotong University. Subsequently, the third uncle of Xiu encountered the same opportunity again, in a few years after the government requisitioned land to spread grass to raise the Boer goats that they were noisy about, the government planned to build a ready-made garbage disposal site, and finally put the garbage disposal site into the place of the village, in this case, it was to build roads, sometimes in a political performance land, it took more than a year to repair the garbage disposal site, and the road was re-paved with cement mortar, It's no longer the bumpy mountain road of the past, full of mud and ponds. Wu Yuan's eldest brother Bin's deepest memory is that once he and Bo rushed to his grandfather's house together to go to the county seat, and the result was that he walked to the thinnest part of the road, Bo walked in front, Bin followed behind, he was like a monkey with one foot on the bare mud and one foot after another on the solid bulge and not lying on the muddy stones and dirt. He was in a bit of a hurry, and after walking a few bags of dirt and rocks, Bo's feet were still on the mound in front of him that he was about to go up. At that moment, he couldn't find a place to stay, in a state where he didn't maintain his balance, and he didn't have time to think about it, the script that was still hanging in the air could go to the grass on the side of the road, he thought that he could sit back and relax, he was completely looking for a safe situation for himself with his keen posture, but what he didn't expect was that when he stepped on it, the place he thought was safe was a seemingly safe weed that had grown for many years and no one had cut it. As soon as he stepped on it, the center of his body also fell with his front foot, and at that moment, his entire body lost its balance, and in a blink of an eye, he fell off the road more than two meters high. Bo, who was walking in front, heard the sound of someone falling behind him, and when he turned around, he had already disappeared from the figure of Bin, who was originally walking behind him, and then a figure turned out of the grass on the road, it was Bin who had traveled through time and space, and the few new wet mud on his pants completely witnessed everything that happened in the process of crossing out of control. Seeing Bin's appearance, Bo strongly held back the strong desire to laugh from his inner world. At that moment, in order to suppress almost all the cities he had cultivated since he was a child, and he used his own city mansions to suppress the smile that he suddenly wanted to show on his face, but he could not suppress and no longer had the ability to suppress the excitement from his inner world that could make him feel extremely happy, and this excitement seemed to fill every cell in his entire body at that moment. At that moment his feet seemed to be out of his control, and then he turned his attention to his two shoulders and hands, which were swinging back and forth as he walked, and he found that his hands had the same sensation as his feet. At that moment, he suddenly realized that his whole body had been in a kind of disobedient stiffness for a period of time. He spent almost all the remaining strength on his body, the suppression of the wallpaper, which came from his inner world, made his brain in a state of intense excitement at that moment, and his strong depression made his body suddenly bear a feeling of depression like Wu Tong at that moment, and this depression also made him feel that the blood in the veins of his body did not seem to be flowing smoothly. It is precisely because of the desire to have an impulse of excitement in his inner world and the fact that he forcibly suppressed his body for fear that Bin would find a trace of infidelity on his face, and that every cell in his body was driven by the excitement in his inner world, and a large amount of blood in his body rushed to him at that moment, on the one hand, he was excitedly released, and on the other hand, he was in the contradiction of strong repression and resistance. This is probably the reason why his whole body felt uncontrolled and stiff at that moment, and from the perspective of the human body, it was completely a manifestation of the lack of blood in the whole body.

After the road from the county town to Wu Yuan's grandfather's house was repaired only from the repair of the garbage dump, there was no longer the phenomenon of water accumulation on the road and letting Bin fall off the road, all the way to the cement mortar paved cement pavement, not to mention the situation of crowded water in road conditions, even if it was walking on the road with a pair of freshly polished leather shoes, it would remain spotless. Xiu's third uncle became again, and this was another time that the government expropriated land to build a garbage dump and the people who had land in that place profited again. But until that moment, her third uncle was already a man of nearly sixty years of age, and when he got the amount of money that he was compensated for by the government's expropriation of land, he did not intend to use the money, and wanted to deposit the money in the bank for a rainy day, and as for the house, he planned to put the remaining memorial remnants of his life in the few houses that had been passed down to him for several generations. But then his second son, who had already obtained a job as a primary school teacher through his secondary school, would give him a doctrine and persuade him to use the money that had been compensated after the government expropriated their land to build another house on the basis of the cellar that had already been repaired, because there was an older brother above him and a younger brother below, and neither his elder brother nor his younger brother had stable jobs, and in the future they would have to return to the ancestral home left by their ancestors. At that time, there will be a big or small battle for property. At that time, if he can have a house of his own, it is equivalent to having a place to live of his own, if there is a disagreement between their brothers on such a matter as dividing the family, they can divide it among themselves, anyway, he is now living in a house built by him, as a father, and if they want to fight, let them fight for the house left by their ancestors. Xiu's third uncle also listened to his second son's advice, and used the money he obtained from the government to build two small bungalows on the basis of the cellar she had originally built. What he did not expect was that apart from the family he owned, his four sons and daughters, and his three grandsons, all the achievements of his whole life were only a cellar and two bungalows that he had built by himself in addition to the old house that his ancestors had left to him, but at the same time he had lost the land on which his ancestors as a farmer had survived. In a sense, this is also a happiness as a Chinese feudal society for thousands of years that every peasant longs to get rid of the shackles of rural land, for the advent of the third uncle of Xiu, until this moment he should also be regarded as a person who has embarked on the road of breaking away from agriculture, from the time he has his own house, for the material needs of the third uncle, it is also considered to live a slightly surplus life, and the construction of the house makes the stone that he has been pressing in his heart for a long time finally fall, He can also have more choices in life, and even at this time, he can show that he has spent a lot of money on it, but he has become poor all his life. However, life does not seem to be as easy as everyone imagines in their hearts, because everyone has a plan in their inner world, and when their plans can be obtained in the process of their imagination, they can live a happier life than they are now. But this is not necessarily the case in real life, which means that when all the plans in everyone's inner world are realized, people may not be able to live the happy life they envisioned. When a person's life moves towards a new beginning, it also means that a new life needs to face new negative problems in the new life will also come randomly, and everyone who seems to live in a new life and a new environment will also be busy and angry because of the new problems in the new life they encounter. The new life crisis will make them live in a new economic crisis, so they seem to feel that they have never lived any happy life in this life. Until one day, they suddenly recalled a certain scene of life in the past, recalled all the good things they had had, and found that their life was not a complete mess, at least in their own lives there was a period of time for them to be happy, with a little sense of happiness burning in their inner world, and also burning all the pain that had accumulated in their lives for many years, Just such a little happiness was enough for them to be relaxed all of a sudden, but what they didn't expect was that as soon as they relaxed, the back that had been rickety for many years could stand upright at that moment, and they suddenly felt as refreshing as when the humble wind blew. This is for the sake of refreshment seems to be so close to them but so far away, the military makes them feel that they once had such a feeling, once had such a memory, the primitive reminds them of their current age and their past youth, these decades seem to have passed in a flash, just like that, the sauce of the past makes them not feel a little feeling. Only the moment when they feel refreshed, the moment when they are reminded of their youth, the moment when their siblings are together, the moment when they think of their mother's youthful face and laughter, can they feel that their lives are still going on. When they think back to the savings of their lives, they are reminded of their own pain, which has been buried for many days or even years and is rarely mentioned as a continuation of their lives, but the repression of this life is too unacceptable to accept. If a person can live in happiness for the rest of their lives, then who wants to live in such misery. In their eyes and psychology, perhaps only the richest people will be able to live a happy life for a lifetime. But what they never expected was that the lady in their eyes actually thought the same way, and the rich would always see people who were richer than them. When everyone thinks like this, in fact, the last thing that no one thinks about is, who is the most affectionate person in this world? Can even the richest people really be that happy?

However, what makes the third uncle of the show feel a little comforted is that although the happy life he wants to pursue does not let him feel, or even if he sometimes makes himself feel it, it is so short, even fleeting, if a person has no experience of feeling happiness at all, they don't know how to feel this happiness, they can't feel the existence of this happiness at all, although they have endless joys, sorrows, and sorrows, but if they don't have the ability to feel this feeling, Then for them, it will just be a feeling of not feeling. What the book felt was that although things had gone through many twists and turns before, in the end he listened to his second son's advice and finally repaired the two houses. Soon after the house was repaired and picked up, he changed his voice and fell seriously ill, took a lot of medicine, a lot of Chinese and Western medicines, drank a lot of medicinal wine, and took a lot of needle water and salt water, but it did not get better, and finally went to the county hospital and several other hospitals for examination, and came to a most reliable and closer to the truth and exactly what he felt was brain atrophy. In less than a year, the face of the man who still looks in the book suddenly changed, his face has become almost older than him, the age of the eldest brother who is more than ten years old, and the front of the car is not as flexible as before when he speaks, but people seem to have become more kind than before, and he feels that people are busy from head to stomach in this life just to survive. This made Wu Yuan feel that if this sentence had come out of his mouth a few decades ago, maybe he might have been able to live a prosperous life in the decades that followed, but his liver protection seemed to have come a little late, and he had already played to the point where he could no longer engage in any career, and when he had no extra strength to improve his own life ability. It's just that he can be regarded as hearing the Tao for death, even if the life and death parting of the hour hand, it can be regarded as a life and an understanding, and it is finally a sublimation process of the yin and yang props book he has read all his life and the five elements gossip that can calculate the fate of people. In a sense, such a sublimation can probably be regarded as a mode of thinking, and it can be regarded as a mode of thinking with a high degree.

When Wu Yuan, his eldest brother Bin and the third brother Xian, rushed to their grandfather's house to visit their grandfather at the end of the year, the book heard the news of their arrival, and he suddenly became psychologically curious about their two legendary grandsons who had been admitted to the university, and he suddenly returned to the mentality of wanting to see the excitement when he was young, and rushed to his eldest brother's house from his own old house, the house built by his eldest brother had been demolished by his eldest brother's son, and only the surrounding stone walls remained. Then next to the old house built a few pigsty where he was going to raise a few sows after retiring at the age of sixty, and when he was about to demolish the house, their father, Wu Yuan, and their grandfather first temporarily moved in to live in it, he was already over seventy years old, and he was too lazy to carry them to rent a house in the county seat to live. The older he gets, the more he feels the happiness of being alone, as if the whole world has forgotten it, and only during the New Year's festival will they think about the two grandsons in front of him and remember that there is a person called their grandfather who still exists in this world, and in their inner world, they still feel that their grandfather has reached an old enough age, and they are worried that if they don't take the initiative to visit their grandfather during the New Year's festival every year, They will leave regrets in their inner world in their future lives because they rarely see their grandfather, but usually, although they are not too far apart, he is very uncomfortable with them.

But Yu didn't feel that they were so indifferent to him that he could feel a little lonely, with what he had seen and heard in this world for so many years, a little shock in his inner world would make him feel a different kind of happiness, as if this kind of happiness could be achieved at his age even if he didn't need to read, and everything he had experienced in his life had surpassed the content of a novel. In his inner world, for him, everything he experienced was a wordless novel, and the only thing that allowed him to live in this room was a novel that he could read silently.

At Jade's age, his eyes were able to see everything in the world, including himself, and at the same time, he was able to perceive everything he had experienced in the whole world with the sensory abilities he had cultivated over the past half century, including every word and expression or movement of his youngest brother who was still alive in this world, and he was always able to converse easily with his instinctive ability without load or everywhere. He was able to adjust all the atmosphere around him to the most harmonious state with his smiling expression and just the right amount of speech. With his current state, if it weren't for the wrong opportunity, even a king would have surpassed the ability. When the two brothers were together, they had all had past experiences that made them behave in a way that complemented each other, and the rings had already made them skip the impetuousness of the past in some inconsequential things, and they both thought that it would no longer matter so much to you or I to win in this world. At this time, the last thing they want is to make a fuss about each other's unhappiness because of some small things, and they are even more reluctant to leave a bad impression in the last few years of their lives that should not be streamlined. This also makes them take into account that most people who have reached this age must have good hearts, all material and financial things are no longer important to their age, and their spirits have been pinned on the whole land on which they have survived since childhood, and finally buried them.

The book is curious about the two sons of his eldest brother's eldest daughter, her husband's younger brother has been admitted to college many years ago and has achieved a prominent position in the county, and now in their family, including his two grandsons, there are already two generations of people who have been admitted to college, and they have all been admitted to college as they wish, pinning their high hopes on the family. When he was in a light relationship again, he unconsciously talked about the whole process of his first offender who knocked over a person by drunk driving, and was not pressed down, and finally went down to the accelerator and ran the person directly to death and was sentenced to prison. Until later, Wu Yuan did not feel that his eldest uncle Heng was a person who could do great things, except for that time when he was in the village and his parents in front of the rumor that Mu still owed him a large amount of wages, and later came back from Yunnan to visit his father after being instinctively refuted by an inquiry that he had not had before, he then went to Zhuhai, Guangdong to take refuge in Mei, and when Bin also arrived in Guangdong, he was also strongly condemned by the United States, and when he cooperated with Mei to start a creative mirror with a little achievement, put forward the idea of coming out of the file by himself.,In the end, he partitioned the general assets that Mei Xing had created and then stood on his own.,I didn't hate him the same during that time.,He almost took out all the grievances about Heng that he had written down in his eight lifetimes and told Bin.,At the same time, he also condemned Heng's third brother for being a guy who eats inside and out.,He often steals things from his factory and sells them privately at low prices.,And then take out the money you bought and spend it and then come back to continue to take it.,For this matter, she also hated it., It's a pity that her batch of goods bought at a high price was sold at a low price.

In Wu Yuan's view, among the three sons of their third grandfather, in addition to their second uncle and father, their eldest uncle and younger uncle completely inherited their father when he was young, and they could use any of their wisdom and means in terms of financial interests, and at the same time, they also inherited their father's character of wanting to break back the defeat at the gambling table when he was young, but almost all the gambling games will only bring them the same result, ten bets and nine losses. This is just a personal but never-ending table game, when he is not given the meaning of money, anyone who only needs to practice a few games at night, will feel tired, but when he is given the meaning of money, after the temptation of money, this seemingly simple board game suddenly becomes very mysterious, and the person at the table even has a lifetime of fighting for it or feels that there is still no end. As everyone knows, no matter how mysterious he is, how much money people give him, he is just a game, but as long as the people who are involved in it don't want to get out of it, they will swim in the endless levels, and the people who are invested in it will always stay in the ever-changing narrow limits of a small space. It's just that he is a good way to pass the time, when people are still living in his mystery, and when they are still stretching their brains in a few cards, from the moment they are basically autonomous, they unconsciously see from the Dressing Book that their heads are covered with gray hair. When everyone sees this situation on themselves, no matter who they are, they will feel the speed of time passing, but another common point is that whether they live on the table of this game or not, they are still working hard for money, and as a result, such a book is a lifetime, and money has changed a lot in a lifetime, but that money will always stay in their hands for a short period of time, and then how did it come about and in what way it will be left out, Until the end, only the one who had stopped early had embarked on the road to a slight victory, and Chen's game on the table had not completely destroyed their cautious strength to eat and walk, and before they went out, they used their remaining strength to repair a few houses in their depths. It is precisely at this moment that they have a relatively eternal thing in a certain period of time, at least within the scope of what they can still see in their lives, although there is no money, but the unrest that has been in a person's inner world for a long time can finally be regarded as having a settlement, and they can finally find a little comfort in their souls.

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