CHAPTER XXXII
The first person to come to live in the village was his father, and I don't know why, he originally had three brothers, but he was the only one who settled in the village, and his second brother and three places didn't know why they lived in other villages, and he was left alone to inherit the family business left by his father. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info is probably because he is a scholar in the village, he always knows how to regulate his life, all his money is used to buy rice, to ensure his quality of life, as for the vegetables he usually eats, they are also grown in his own land. To live in this world, a person must first know how to be diligent, and on the other hand, he must know how to learn to regulate his life. Throughout his life, he has practiced this philosophy of life, and the money he has is not just in his pocket, but uses it to regulate his life. In this philosophy of life, it is difficult for many people like him in the village to do it, and they would rather carry money in their own pockets, and then coarse grains and coarse cloth clothes. It is precisely because the people in the whole village have this general phenomenon of preferring to let themselves suffer physically but put money in their purses to get moldy, but instead gives an advantage to prove that he has the absolute material conditions of life over the others in the village, and he has used up almost all the advantages of his body, just to highlight the absolute wealth in his village in front of everyone. The feeling of being embraced by the people in the village for a long time made him unable to give up his absolute position in the village. Just when his three sons were married, and had a family with his own, and at the same time when he was marketing his own labor, his internal strength also reached the point of being strong in the outside, and he had already lost his position in the face of money, and all the property and land he owned were divided among his three sons, and at that time, even he and his wife had expired their wandering life, and they decided to live in the house of their three sons for two months, at firstAs long as the time comes, the daughter-in-law will take the initiative to pick it up, but then, such interests will gradually disappear with the process of retirement. At that moment, her two elders' faces fell, and they could only follow the pre-agreement, and the two elders joined hands with themselves to take turns to live in each son's house, originally thinking that this matter would develop smoothly like this, and they would also get his good death when he reached old age, but it didn't take long for them to be left out in this world. Probably in order to free his soul, he and his wife picked up the historical novel "Xue Gang Against Tang" and read it again and again, but in the end, his warning and the pain in his inner world were not only not relieved, but behaved more seriously in front of their son and daughter-in-law. There is such a cycle of cause and effect in this world, and Wu Yuan's eldest brother always recalls that when they were young, they fed a puppy and an old hen that was still slaughtered in the house. Their mother did not notice that the chicken and the dog were heaven and earth, so she kept the puppy in a room with the old hen with the chicks, and when he returned from the land after a busy morning, the old hen was killed by the puppy in some way, and the chicken was eaten up by the puppy and only half of the chicken was left. When his mother saw this scene, she suddenly became angry, grabbed the back of the dog's neck with her left hand, took a bamboo pole with her right hand, and pulled the dog's mouth to the old hen who died at some point. Since then, the dog has also been acute, and it will not be biting the chicken. Years later, whenever Bin saw someone's mother beating his child, he would always think of his mother Xiu and the puppy and the chick. In Bin's view, they have a common trait that both dogs and their own children give them a little violent education after they make mistakes, and then hope to be able to build a certain memory in their brains. This also allows Bin to clearly analyze and understand that in the animal world, memory has become the basis for rationality in their inner world. Humans and animals alike have the basis of rationality for them and for themselves by making them understand what to do and what not to do. But when a person has a kind of rationality of life, but fails to establish a rational system of his own life, his inner world will be entangled like a demon by her messy rationality. People who have learned to read have an innate immunity to such things, because their souls have already been led by God like a bull's nose, on the one hand, because of the wonderful storyline, they do not have time to think about other things, so that they cannot think about the ethical life values of life and death in the soul of the whole life; On the other hand, because their souls have already obtained unimaginable detachment under the introduction and traction of God, and the general ideal values have long been no longer much of a threat to their souls, they can even cross those vulgar rational life and death ethics concepts, and then in the inner world of their own souls to establish their own rational life and death ethics and life values, whether life or death in the outside world has long had little to do with him. If in the words of a reader, reading is just a person who reads the storyline again, then such a person can only read to the first realm, and the second person is the person who has learned to read the author, when a person reads to the second realm, he can easily distinguish whether he is reading comfortably good or bad, and people who really read to the highest level, they often read themselves when they read, but at that time, They have been able to establish a rational life and death ethics and life values that belong to their own souls, but at that time, the actions were not in the realm of these three kinds of reading, he looked at the historical novel "Xue Gang Against the Tang Dynasty" over and over again, and the result was that the storyline did not move him, and he did not straighten out the rational system and system in his inner world, anyway, his memory had almost disappeared with his age, and when he just finished reading the following row of words, The row of words he had just read had already been completely forgotten by him, and as a result, he read and forgot again and again, forgetting and re-reading like reading a book from heaven. But at this time, he didn't expect that his inner world was also in his lost memory, and when he found that his memory was getting worse and worse, his inner world could no longer stop, and even he didn't notice that he was already messy in his inner world at that time. Most people in the world have an extreme fear of death, so what they fear most is the moment when their lives enter the dark tomb, but they seem to have reached the state of being immune to the sense of death caused by death, he is constantly not afraid of death, and in his state of being almost completely deaf in both ears and it is difficult to hear the end of the sound again, plus the habit of drinking that he has developed for a long time during that time was suddenly cut off by his sons, His inner world began to be agitated in a state that others could not understand and understand. It was during that time that he decided to choose suicide to end his own life that had been twisted through the ages, even though his life had been spent in this world for so many years, but he found that he had never been so calm about death, and this time even he did not expect that he would have such great courage to face death in the face of his psychological pressure and fear at any other time. He chose the most common form of hanging, which is often seen in novels and on television. The first time was because it was at his eldest son's house, but fortunately, the matter was discovered by his eldest daughter-in-law Li in time. His soul had already reached the gate of the Yama shop, but he was forced back by his eldest son and eldest daughter-in-law, and as a result, his life continued for another two months. When he re-lived in his second son's house, this opportunity came, in the house of his second son's house, usually only used for some dry firewood, in the busy season every year, they would pack up and put their own home-grown yo finely processed flue-cured tobacco, if there was nothing special, usually Deng rarely entered the house, and when all the people found that the lifting was no more, then they went everywhere, in the toilet, in the pigsty, When they opened the door, the first thing they felt was that the atmosphere in the house was not right, and when people stood far away outside the house, they seemed to be able to feel his strong breath of death, maybe the house usually gave people this feeling, but they never thought about it when this kind of thing happened. At that moment, things have developed to the point of being forbidden, and their inner world has to think about everything that is likely to happen in the next period of time, so that kind of thinking in the situation will occur unconsciously in their inner world. The windows in that house were originally small, and there was a water cellar outside the window, and his second son had just been drenched in heavy rain when he went to the water cellar to get water, so he accidentally covered the window with a layer of cement tiles in the space between the walls, and it was even more difficult for a trace of sunlight to enter the room. But when they opened the door to the house, they could still see a human body hanging from the window that had reached the window. At that moment, their inner world understood that things were broken, and when they looked closely at the face of the person on the window strip, that person's face was already covered with an ugly iron blue, and the tongue was stuck out of the old elder, but it was still obvious that it was their father. At that moment, as soon as he suddenly remained silent, he informed the other two brothers who were his mother, his eldest brother Ming, and his third brother Gao, that he was ready to receive all the punishment from his two brothers. When everyone is in the same situation, the mind will be the same wandering, and all the memories of its vitality are also used in his heart at that moment, and among the three brothers, he is also the most independent, including their parents who are still running back and forth between his three sons when they are old, and they come and go, and even the old rules for his father are also caused by him, but he does not understand what he is wrong. Because his purpose in doing this is also to let their parents who have raised fish all their lives be able to enjoy their old age in peace, and the abstinence from alcohol is just so that their father's body, which is getting worse and worse, can hide in this world for a few more years, and his purpose in doing this also happens to indirectly reflect his love and admiration for his parents, but Ling Shui would not have thought that things would be self-defeating like this. At that moment, he only pretended to have a heart of self-reproach in his inner world, but when his eldest brother Ming came, he didn't say anything, during that time, he had a deeper understanding of his father's character, and he also knew that his father would have passed away under his nose if he hadn't found it in time last time, and from that moment on, he also thought more about the life and death of his father in front of his second brother, He thought that people might live to that moment and die with less pain and more sin than they did in this world, and he could understand that his father had a life and death experience like that might happen a second time, and the only thing he could do at that moment was to protect him as he had protected his children in the first place, and to ensure that they were well fed. But since his father had a suicide attempt, although the matter has been discovered by them as early as possible, he has also thought that such a thing may happen again, he has gone to his father's inner world and has gone to despair, his inner world can no longer bear all the pain that the world has brought him, and he has long lost his strong will to overcome disasters and defeat himself, of course, this is enough to prove that his old father's body is already in good condition. By the time things got to a point, he understood that even if his father hadn't committed suicide, it was just a matter of a few years earlier and a few years later at the rate at which he was declining. In fact, from the perspective of the meaning of human life, the big wave of the jackpot has completely passed, in fact, people have reached such a step, so there is no big difference between the commemoration of drinking in the early years. Just when he heard that his father had chosen to commit suicide, there was a strange peace and naturalness in his inner world, which seemed to him to be everyone's destiny, and since it was heaven, many things would be difficult for others to prevent. When a person lives in the destiny of heaven, he should follow the will of heaven and follow nature, which is nothing to say to him.
Even his eldest brother and second brother didn't say anything, and Wu Yuan's uncle felt that there was no need to fix it, but he obeyed his eldest brother and second brother's arrangement, and he followed its arrangement as they needed to do. Even Bin felt that they were a person who had lived in self-interest all his life, but he didn't dare to take the initiative to raise his head and do something big with his own ability, this kind of extreme desire for the world of money in his inner world, but he didn't care about the personal evaluation of the people around him and even the people in the whole society, just when he received these two aspects of desire and self-restraint, his eyes were even oblique when looking at people, His eyes always make those who have a little interest in him feel uncomfortable, sometimes they even feel that such people are not very decent, his eyes are always full of personal interests that make people unable to leave home, sometimes in personal interests, he can even disrespect even the morals and rules that he must fulfill, but one thing is that although his inner world is always so strong about the acquisition of money, the acquisition of wealth, But what he is most afraid of is also afraid of others saying irresponsible about her misdeeds, on the one hand, how much he longs to be a possessor and stealer of rights and interests in his inner world, but on the surface he is afraid that there is a person who is suspicious of her behavior. It is precisely because of this, in dealing with people and interpersonal interactions, he willingly made a rudder, in some ways, his personality is very similar to Tao's father and when he was young, his character is destined to be like his father to be a person who can command thousands of troops and horses, but because he is naturally conservative about financial interests, he has also become a rich man to a certain extent. For his father's thick matter, he first stood in the position of a neutral peacemaker. During that time, he was willing to serve as an attendant for his two older brothers, and he has always done a good job. As long as he is able to face it with a calm state at any time, this is actually an excellent state that can be done, and from this state it is also the best expression of the broadest side of his inner world. In either case, he was too lazy to let himself come out of anything, but instead contributed to the best of its vitality, and finally his father's funeral was brought to the best end. When later generations recalled this incident, all her previous behaviors, which were not looked down upon, were unconsciously transformed into one of the few merits in his life, and his life was suddenly beautified by him at that moment. From this incident, it once again proves another idea in Bin's inner world, there is no right or wrong in people's character to a certain extent, no matter what kind of character, he can show its due status and advantages in every key thing, although his character does not want to be like his eldest brother and his father, his father is the recognized general manager of the whole village when they do happy events, In their time, he simply embodied all the virtues of him, he was loved by almost everyone in the stockade, but in his inner world he died violently because of irrepressible violence in later times, and in his inner world he was always impatient because of the difficulty of embodying his own worth, and his intellect made him get his due embodiment when he was in front of him, but his life was also because of his life knowledge that he died violently. It was as if God had given him a certain privilege and had given him the punishment he deserved and made him take on the responsibility he deserved. The burning sensation in his soul made his soul go up, one moment he felt like an emperor in the crowd, and the next he became a beggar begging for food in the street. His eldest brother is a high roller in the village, when he doesn't drink, he is a gentleman that everyone admires, after drinking, he becomes a critic of the whole world, he and Wu Yuan's father Guo don't know how many things in their entire inner world are evaluated together after drinking again, and many people and many things in the village have also become their objects in the ninth middle school. In his moment, they became outsiders in this world who could see everything in the world. If they are novelists, I don't know how many works they have created with their curiosity in the ninth middle school, although everything comes from reality, but it is difficult for them to create in their inner world. All the things that are not in line with the facts in Mingjiang and all the things and people that are out of tune are evaluated as "unreliable" behaviors, and the number of times will be too much, this word has become synonymous with the people in the village to evaluate him in turn. Probably because of the fact that they were close to the water, the people who benefited from so many stories they told at that time were always Wu Yuan and his three brothers, who were listening to the stories of their father and the eldest uncle, and on the other hand, they also benefited a lot from their inadvertent stories, which made them feel the attraction of stories to them since they were young, and invisibly let them learn a lot of life philosophies in the stock market. The reason why Wu Yuan embarked on such a path condensed in her soul and mind was probably influenced by the fact that he had heard stories about life since he was a child. Of course, what exactly the specific situation will look like, people do not know; It is not known what kind of spiritual and spiritual changes he had suffered. Anyway, by the time his life gradually came to an end, he no longer had any relevant dealings with anyone, and people rarely saw her go abroad for a while, which is all for later.
Ming's eldest daughter seems to have been born with a natural amorous mood, and she has a natural interest in her delicate daughter. Years later, she still recalls the scene when she and her brothers bathed in the open air in the house, and she can clearly remember the state of mind that she had only in her teenage years, and after she began to think about things, he always reflected his own posture as much as possible, and every day he had to make sure that he wore the cleanest clothes, and then combed a tiara in front of the mirror that even he loved so much. As soon as she dressed up, her slim figure was vividly reflected in the sunshine, but it was during that time that she gave up her studies and went out to work. After a few months outside, she returned home. In the middle of this, the whole person has completely changed, he is wearing a beautiful miniskirt back, holding a PHS in his hand while walking and talking to the person opposite. In character, she fully embodied the utterly flamboyant personality of her grandfather and her father, who liked to show her own strengths in front of all the people he knew, and then to make her good things as good as possible in front of those with whom he was acquainted.
During that time, Ming's eldest daughter became the dream lover of many younger generations, and even Wu Yuan and the few people who had not yet opened their minds and didn't know anything about personnel were attracted by her bizarre dress, but what made them curious was the beautiful black miniskirt he was wearing, and they looked curiously at her in a daze The two bare legs were bifurcating back and forth when she was wearing the skirt, and the skirt didn't seem to be particularly noted. In fact, they are more curious about the visual fullness that the skirt has created for their eyes. During that time, Wu Yuan's favorite thing was to lie on the lawn and bask in the sun, but that time her eyes looked ahead unconsciously. The grass in the mountains covered its entire body tightly, and no one in this world would discover his whereabouts and existence except for himself and God, but it was at this time that let Wuyuan see a scene that had haunted him all his life, and he actually saw Ming's eldest daughter wearing her beautiful black miniskirt take the lead in hanging her own black short skirt when she went to the toilet before she entered the door of the toilet. At that moment, he was curious about how different men and women in pants wanted women in skirts to be when they went to the toilet, and then when he was thinking about this question, these most common problems in life, if he hadn't seen that scene at that time, maybe he would never have thought about such a vulgar but unimaginable problem in his life. He found that things in the world are always so wonderful and obscure, some things are obviously the most common problems on the fire, but many people are still difficult to imagine for him, some things people can easily imagine it but it takes him a lifetime to hide, because if he can't hide this kind of thing, he has to face and pay with the future and image of this life, the more obscure things in a person's inner world will play the most absolute role in his life, Because a person is recalling how many mistakes he has made in his life, and then he spends his whole life defending himself when he makes such a mistake that the person around him seriously determines the nature of his person, and when a person makes a mistake, he qualifies her own life once. It is precisely because he understands this truth, for this matter, knowing the end of his life, he has never dared to say this matter, no matter how withdrawn his personality is, how unsociable and dirty he is in all the people. But until the end he never departed from the process of asserting his nature in the eyes of others. However, although the unbearable scenes in the world that should not be seen have been seen and encountered by him Wu Yuan, the whole world has not changed because of this, maybe it should be said that maybe the world has not changed in any way, everything should be how or how it is, or it can also be said that all birth, old age, sickness and death, all the eating, drinking and Lazar in life are just the normal state in life, people's lives are still lives, everything is a matter of common sense, Everything will not be affected in any way because of this, perhaps the most affected point in this world is his Wu Yuan's inner world, and her girl's mentality has not changed in any way because of this. Chao was originally suitable for the person who was born in the same year as him, at that moment he had already regarded it as his dream lover, but when he came to the door to propose, he was rejected by her, she couldn't afford to call the three broken houses that his grandfather left for them, but more importantly, she looked down on him as a person, and then after his last part-time job in his girlhood came back again, he had found her own sweetheart as he wished, and he gave him a feeling of honesty and loyalty, She also found her own sense of security. What happened later happened completely unexpectedly to all the people in the village, when the boy took the initiative to come to her house, he was relieved to leave people in her own room to have a long talk, and then I don't know when he also visited the man's house, what people didn't expect was that since that time she has completely become a member of the family. Legend has it that when some boys brought their beloved girls back to their homes, they would take advantage of the speculation they were talking about in the room, and the old men would discuss in advance, the men would prepare the firecrackers, and the women would quietly walk to their doors while they were not looking, and when they were all ready, the men would take off the cigarettes that were still in their mouths, and then light the fuse of the firecrackers. As soon as the firecrackers went off, the women took the opportunity to lock the two new men and women in their rooms, which was considered to be the simplest ritual in the East, until the next day, most of the girls brought back by their sons became their own family. Ever since Ming's eldest daughter "disappeared" on that occasion. They also went on for a few days in a row, and such an old daughter suddenly disappeared in their world, and it was impossible to do without reporters, and after they found their daughter a few days later, the man's side had become the default home in her inner world. When a person's inner world has found her own spiritual belonging, then everything else is a foregone conclusion. Ming and his wife didn't even have anything to do with his daughter in the end, the most difficult thing in his inner world is that they worked hard to raise her to such a big age, and in the end he didn't even have water, and no one was photographed in someone's house by himself in his life. During that time, they even wishfully thought that their face had been completely lost at that moment. They have all felt that they can't hold their heads up because they have such a daughter, but when things come to an end, under their mutual self-comfort, the old couple also figured out everything that shouldn't have happened but has happened. Just when they had figured out everything, it was already the end of that year, and on the day of the killing of the New Year's pig, they unanimously decided to hand over their disobedient daughter and prospective son-in-law together, and that was the first time they had made their due concessions for the happiness of the bell hospital where their daughter could live. After their daughters accepted their invitation to forgiveness, they both rushed back to their parents' house, but later because Ming was drunk, his soul that showed himself inherited from his father began to swell under the influence of alcohol again, and Bin was also present at that time, and above his desk there were two mobile phones that were extremely empty in the rural world at that time, and he told Bin and others with a smile on his face that the mobile phone could be played casually, and the phone could be called at will. But at that time, Bin only knew that there was a thing called a mobile phone in the world, but they only saw it a few times in the end, in fact, they didn't know his real usage, and they didn't even know the moment when they switched on and off, but they also instinctively despised the emergence of this new species from their inner world, and when they didn't enter the mobile phone world, they didn't think that this mobile phone would definitely bring them any benefits. Their entire family was the first to break this conservative notion of not accepting this new thing, but at that time he had already joined the work, and he could have a salary of seven or eight hundred yuan a month, and the currency that a farmer could get in exchange for a pig raised for a year could easily obtain it by only participating in a month's work, but at that time, an ordinary flip phone needed the money of three purulent pigs to buy. Rose saved three months' salary, which cost eight hundred dollars to buy a mobile phone that even the elderly used more fully than he in the future, and although he spent so much money in those days, all he could buy was the ability to make calls and send texts. When Bin saw that his uncle got the mobile phone he had just bought and kept playing with it in his hand, they all came over curiously, watched him follow the manual of the mobile phone, and then kept pressing it with his thumb one by one, but he couldn't make calls and send text messages. It wasn't until that time that they discovered that the new invention of the mobile phone not only had to have a body, but also had to be out of the sad card to be able to listen to calls and text messages thoroughly, just when he bought his hand and got the mobile phone number that belonged to him, he left the mobile phone number to the people in the family, and the people in the family did not use notes or paper to copy it down, and the enthusiasm in their inner world actually made them give the eleven numbers without any rules at all, and as long as they were in need, After all, their brains will unconsciously map out those numbers, but after Qiang's first mobile phone fell into the toilet, there was no such thing as a mobile phone card at that time, and if you accidentally dropped the mobile phone, you need to apply for a new mobile phone card to be able to use it. With the exchange of Qiang's new mobile phone number, the original Qiang phone number that was originally recorded in the brains of the Bin family also disappeared, until later when they wanted to deliberately remember the order of the specific numbers of the number, they couldn't remember anything, and then they were replaced by their new mobile phone and new number.
Although they already have a mobile phone in their family, this does not break the conservative thinking of resistance to this new item mobile phone in their inner world, and they all take it for granted that the reason why their uncle has a mobile phone is because they need it when they work. But then the person who completely broke the inherent conservative concepts and ideas in their inner world turned out to be their third brother Xian, he didn't know where he came up with the idea of wanting to buy a mobile phone, and then he told their parents about this idea, and then he was the first to get the unanimous consent of their father Guo and mother Xiu, and gave him 200 yuan, and now he will take the 200 yuan to buy the first mobile phone in his life. But the phone didn't last too long, I don't know if he was thrown on the ground or some other reason, in fact, he broke it for himself, he raised money from their parents, and soon bought the second mobile phone in his life, which was still well preserved, but then his mother privately gave it to their eldest brother Bin, who was about to rush to the state city to study. Until that time, the general mobile phone can already log in to QQ, and through some simple Baidu web pages on the Baidu search engine, just when Wu Yuan and their eldest brother also began to be inseparable from the mobile phone in the real world, their entire conservative thinking is slowly being broken, knowing that their family's thoughts have been completely broken, it is already after the Internet era has been hanging for a long time. They are still completely keeping up with the pace of the times. At that moment, even the most conservative eldest brother Bin in their family was completely disturbed by the Internet era, and he could no longer leave this Internet era in real life.
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