If there is really a need to discuss the meaning of life in this world, Hai Mei can see some clues from his eighty-year-old father Gui and his mother who is blind in both eyes. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 He saw with his own eyes the scene of his father, who was already in his eighties, when his mother could not see anything in both eyes, and his father personally washed and cooked for his mother, and from that moment on, he believed that the greatest meaning of life lies in this. Being able to walk in the middle of each other for a day is the greatest value of their lives. In fact, I knew that at that moment, although his parents were already eighty years old, and they had a sixth brother who was already over thirty-five years old, he still had not married and had children.

Even at the moment when Gui's first five sons got married and started a family, because he was still young at that time, he was able to lend a helping hand and thoroughly help them see the threshold in their lives and get through that difficulty, but until the marriage of his fifth son was completely over, he suddenly found that he was no longer able to do such a thing, and the money of their time had already lost its original value and status in the process of continuous change and extension of time. In Chinese society, at the end of the twentieth century, a pig that they spent a year of hard work to feed could only buy 600 yuan, but the same pig could be bought for 3,000 yuan after ten years. The currencies that remained in denomination gradually disappeared from the market, and finally even the denomination of one dollar was gradually no longer valued by others. While the amount of money they possessed continued to increase, the small amount of money in face value gradually lost its usefulness in the market, and the value of ten dollars gradually increased to one hundred, three hundred, five hundred, in fact, until later, although the number of brushes they owned gradually increased on the branches, in fact, their purchasing power never changed much, and from then on, their living conditions throughout their lives never changed more. In this world, most of the people who win also win in time, but more people not only do not win in time, but they will lose even more in the process of time change and continuous erosion. Since Gui reached the age of sixty, when he gradually lost his own physical labor, he found that the passage of time was the greatest erosion of his world, before he was sixty years old, when his first five sons got married and had a happy event, as long as he could afford all the expenses of one son in marriage, then he could also afford all the expenses of the other four sons in marriage, and when he publicly declared that he was going to marry his second son Jianlu, he was optimistic about the auspicious dayAfter that, the whole family in the village and people with foreign surnames will also come to help one day in advance, and on the auspicious day of the wedding, they will also send their own family a small gift within their ability, one is to congratulate the master's family, and secondly, it is also to be happy and auspicious. After a wedding, the gift money collected alone is enough to organize a second wedding for him, so from beginning to end, he only needs to prepare the money for the marriage of his second son, and the money for the wedding of the next four sons is also logical. For Gui, perhaps the two easiest things in his life were his third son and his sonless marriage. His third son was married off by her as the son of a son-in-law, no son didn't give much dowry, talking about engagement money or clothing money, his fifth daughter-in-law came to his house automatically without any marriage ceremony, even he didn't know what method his fifth son used to trick the daughter-in-law who was still a girl at the time into his bed, and they were already dragged into the arms of each other when everyone couldn't do anything. And just like that, unconsciously happened something that only naked adult men and women would do, and the fire in their hearts almost became the attachment and concern in their inner world during that time, when in the dead of night or when they found that the whole world was only the two of them, the endless green mountains and green waters and the bottomless bud valley forest turned out to be their hotbed and tryst place, as long as they found that no one would find them, The physical heat between each other has become the object of their catharsis to each other, and no matter how strong the sun is, in the bud valley forest, a few back and forth will quickly make them sweat profusely with each other. At that time, they were still in the process of being juvenile with each other, and they would always meet unexpectedly in the mountains and forests, and later their physical catharsis could not satisfy the desire in their inner world to get each other's desire, and even when they wanted to integrate the whole world into the world of leisurely life union, the result was that they were surrounded by a thought but it was an inevitable thing. In this way, she finally obtained a vigorous male sperm from his body, and he became pregnant while still in the process of curiosity about the human body and before he had time to explore. Just when she personally felt the obvious occurrence of this kind of love in her own province, her heart began to be afraid, and there was even a period of panic that occurred when he felt in his heart that he began to vomit again as he had in his own inner world, and after that panic, she was alone in her own inner world to calculate what he needed to do to be able to solve the matter once and for all. As a result, the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became, so he told his client, that is, Gui's fifth son, and he didn't know what they discussed, but then she stayed in Gui's house completely, probably this incident was not as peaceful as the others in the village saw, the distance between their two houses was originally less than fifty meters, although this matter was given by the two families without publicizing it to the people outside, But judging from the outcome of the matter, it was not as happy as imagined, and the people in the village only saw that the result was that she really lived in their house without any marriage. There are no more than two reasons for the development of things, one is that after her pregnancy was known by his parents, he directly abandoned her as a daughter who had lost a lot of face in the family, and on the other hand, she never dared to return to her original home when she found out that she was already pregnant, but no matter how the process developed, the result still proved that some of the things that happened before their marriage still proved that they had happened before marriage. However, Gui talked about a large amount of bride price money in the process of preparing for this wedding, and in the end he only spent a sum of money to entertain the whole family and the people in the village on the day of the banquet, until she had an official name, and soon he gave birth to his first daughter, named Ye. Until the moment Ye was born, there were already many young people in the village who walked out of the village by studying at university, and in their entire family below Gui, the first person to come out by studying secondary school was her fourth uncle's second daughter Ting. Although Hai Mei still has some regrets about his eldest daughter not going to college in the end, but in his inner world, she is pleased that in the end, his second daughter gave him such a wish, until that moment in his inner world to rediscover a little bit of pride, and his inner world feels a little bit of confidence. In the rendering of that era, the younger generation is also slowly accepting the subtle influence of the previous generation, almost all the people who have not yet walked out of the society in the village, their inner world should hide a desire to get out of that excerpt, they also gradually understand that this road is actually hopeful, of course, not everyone hopes to study so that they can completely get out of the village, there are some people who still choose to leave school when they finish the compulsory education carried out by the state in the 21st century, It is true that they have also become the inheritors of another generation of the village that has survived and continues to be in the village. However, this generation has not inherited only the land inherited from their ancestors as in the old days, they have learned a new way of life, they have learned to measure their lives and their worth by money, but money is always far away from everyone. The more people need to measure their lives and worth with money, the more likely their souls are to become impetuous. But on the other hand, the whole village is also thanks to the steady stream of money that sneaks in from the outside, but flows out silently. The money was like threading a needle between substances, and he connected the things that had nothing to do with it like sewing clothes, and then slowly slipped out of their pockets quietly, although Katsura was planning for the future life of his youngest sixth son, and he also wanted to help him realize that he had left a sum of money for his younger son, but from the moment he did make his own labor, The money he had to pay for the wedding of his sixth son was completely depleted before he knew it, and so on until he had nothing more of value to lose. But I know that after more than ten years have passed, his youngest son, who was born in the new era and is named by it as Society, will eventually have no chance to step into the palace of marriage, and he is already nearly forty years old, and in the end he is only a single. In the past ten years and twenty years of imprisonment, the money for the wedding of the boy who was attributed to him has long been devalued by time, and the living conditions in the twenty years before the rain in the practice dormitory have already increased by five times or more, and the money saved by Angelica has already been worn under the practice of the bedroom, and he can no longer afford to prepare for the wedding of his youngest son. In his eyes, everything in his new era of society can only be left to fend for himself or to fend for himself. In his opinion, whether it is self-sustaining or self-destruction, it will be useless for a person who is already nearly eighty years old, and the most important thing he needs to do is to wait, on the one hand, it is also to wait for his youngest son to be able to survive in the society, and then be able to get married and have children by his own strength, and start a family; On the other hand, it is also waiting for the death of his wife and himself in this world, who has enjoyed it for half his life, and even the loess has been annihilated to his neck. Perhaps only death will be the ultimate destination of a person's life, and only death will be the liberation of all good and bad tribulations in this world. Among the six sons who are still expensive, including the eldest son, who is called a fool by almost everyone, has also moved out of the house where he once wished to prepare opinions for each of them, and as a result, except for his youngest son, who is forty years old and is still unmarried, it has its own development in its early years, and almost every son Douban has his own development in addition to his old house and then began to choose his own place of residence and set up his own family. As a result, the house he prepared for his six sons was built when he had entered the old age, and suddenly became empty, and the house that could accommodate Liu Jiaren suddenly became only the two of them who had begun to bend over and falter at that moment, and the younger son whom he had been unable to help and afford was also away all the year round, living a wandering life of part-time work, and sometimes the two of them were dreaming of their little son. He was able to spend so long that his parents and his brothers would never see each other again for years. But it's okay, just when all his brothers Douban except for the houses that his father prepared for them, the society finally regulated a sum of money in his own working life, and then added a new layer on the basis of the house that his father originally prepared for them, and after pasting the brilliance that can affect the appearance and the sun's rays can send off many acres as long as they stand, the whole house has also changed on the original foundation, and the whole house seems to be much greater and more majestic. But knowing that at this time, when only two old people lived in it, it turned out to be even more empty and cold, because the society is still when the divine doctor is wrapped in his own working life outside, and the house that looks translucent and beautiful from the outside is still tightly closed inside, whether it is spring, summer, autumn or winter, in the world of no one, there is no light or darkness with him, at least he is completely missing in meaning, if there is no one in this world, Then most things will lose their specific role and meaning for people. But in Gui's opinion, even if his youngest son is nearly forty years old and still not married, at least he still has a certain foundation on the issue of the house. When a person has lived to such a point in a rural society, it is actually good, at least he has not become a loser as others think. The world is always like this, when a person stands in front of you, and you see in him his merits, then this person will also become great in the eyes of others; But if you just look for flaws in him, then he will be a person who will be considered more and more humble. As those people in the real society, they are always working desperately to make their lives better in the eyes of others, so the whole world is competing for a continuous revolution in the value of life. Wars in the human world are also beginning or ending through the value and benefit of life. Anything other than survival of human beings is to fight for the hope of having their own absolute honor, whether it is the world of money or other material and spiritual worlds, it is to prove that every person in reality will be stronger and more absolutely dominant than others, money has not only become a measure of ignorance, but also a value measure of one's social status in the society.

Gui, the person who came out of the national marching team, has been wandering outside for so long, his thoughts can always be unified with the development of the whole country from generation to generation, so the names of all his sons are linked to a history after the establishment of New China, Jianhua Shengyu was born in the sixties in the early fifties of the founding of the People's Republic of China, Jianlu was born in the sixties, as for his third son, I am afraid that Xiao Xia's generation has long forgotten his real name, he only remembers that at that time there were only the eldest and third in the family, Often their uncle has already called his name the third child, but this name is not the nickname given to Fu by the people who played well with him in the village, and what Ling Shui didn't expect was that the name would be called for so many years, even when people had forgotten his name. Lao Sihaimei is a person who was born in the early days of the actual era, and then Lao Wuhaiyi was also born in the sixties, only Lao Liu was born in the early days of reform and opening up, so he named him Society. The names of his sons are directly synonymous with the development of the whole country in that historical period, and these names also bring the nostalgia and hope of the whole country that he has been educated in the military society since he was young, and his inner world still reflects the solemn education feelings that he had received from the whole country in his decades of life, until his life came to an end. He will also maintain a soul of decency and nobility that is in harmony with the thoughts of the whole country, and in his inner world he is even secretly determined that he will always bring into his own grave the solemn patriotic thoughts that the country has really entrusted to him, and this heart will not even dare to be infringed upon by indiscriminate slander. The money in his inner world seemed to be like picking up money, and he felt that his life would have more meaning to live in this world. Knowing that when she was eighty years old, his life had gone through four generations of the same house under the condition that he had always adhered to his wishes all his life, and his eldest grandson Yong was already a father with two sons at that moment, although at that moment he had already made a decision in his own inner world, he no longer cared about anything in this world, but when he saw that his family was still developing into such a state, his soul still received his own inexplicable enlightenment and pleasure at that moment, But with everything he has seen and experienced in this life, and the course of his eighty-year-old life on the street, he has seen life and the world of money, which is more important in the inner world of contemporary people, more lightly. When life has reached such a level, no one can understand the true meaning of life in this world more than he thinks, and no one understands what is most important in the whole human life, and what kind of things are actually just people's wishful self-fantasy and conception, hoping that they can get a better life like the gods. No matter how the world will change in the future, it is no longer related to it, when he was in the army, he had already received more materialist Marxist atheist views, and he had long since stopped believing in ghosts and gods in his heart, but when a person reached his age, even he himself could not guarantee that he had never doubted the atheism propagated by Marx in his inner world, and he had never denied how many times he had fantasized and attached himself to the gods in heaven. I don't know how many times I have been afraid of the ghosts in hell in my dreams, and how many times I feel helpless about the aging of life. Even though he is over eighty years old, he no longer has any feelings and interests in money, and he has long lost his original desires and fantasies for everything he once wanted to have, and his inner world is only the adherence to the last bottom line that has been established since he was young. Knowing that so many years had passed, he realized that sometimes the inherent strength of the human heart had already surpassed the material world and the money world in this world. In fact, the most noble thing for people to live in this world is not money and so-called social status, but the persistence that has always been inseparable in a person's inner world, in his opinion, such a person's perseverance seems to directly represent a person's existence in this world, simply put, he is a trace of a person's life, only in such a swim The existence of a person's life mark can completely represent the existence of this person, and his existence is to represent a person's birth, old age, sickness and death. Even after a person's body has ended his life signs, hundreds of millions of his own life signs can still be squeezed into another person's body like a parasite to continue to survive, such life signs are the real immortality, for Gui, the life signs he wants to have are the value that he has always adhered to in his inner world, only when that value is still in his inner world, he can re-find the confidence in his inner world, Only then can he find his noble heart in the crowd compared to others. Even the ghost, who is already in his eighties, is no exception, and he always looks at the weaknesses of others and points out in a way that highlights the nobility of himself, and at that moment, everyone can become the greatest and most precious nobleman in the world. Only at that moment, driven by a noble heart, suddenly found the self-confidence that he had been in his mother's womb. In Wu Yuan's view, the so-called self-confidence in people's bodies is just the spirit of Ah Q written by Lu Xun, the greatest writer in modern China, which exists in everyone, and more directly, it is a kind of spiritual self-healing after people suffer setbacks spiritually, and it is also a kind of self-comfort in the soul. The more a person needs to remain silent in his own world, the more he knows how to protect himself in his inner world, and on another level, it also means that deep down in his soul he is more afraid of being hurt by some kind of unwanted mention. However, in his own inner world, he felt proud that he had maintained the silence he deserved more than anyone else, and of course he still had that rare pride in his inner world, because he had maintained the loyalty to his country in his inner world from beginning to end all his life. His loyalty to his country also strengthened his will.

Although Gui had six rare sons in front of him, he had never had a good life in his life. On the one hand, because when he has more sons, it will be difficult for them to get a uniform and fair way of taking responsibility for their parents. In their concept of life, they have unconsciously formed such a concept, and only the dead can enjoy the absolute respect and treatment of the world. In the living, the rich are dragged poor by their children, and the poor are slowly dragged into the dead, only the dead, the children who are still in the world will give their parents in the underworld to cremate more paper horses and burn money, knowing that at that time they completely recalled the grace that his parents gave them life and raised them, until that time, the parents in the grave suddenly became greater and nobler than anyone else overnight, The lives that had already ended were suddenly revered as much as they had ever enjoyed in their time. What no one expected was that when a person becomes a god in the eyes of others, the conditions are appropriate and does not impose any burden on anyone who is related to him. On the other hand, this is a testament to the profit-seeking nature of people in the world as a whole, and before they need to do anything, they will consciously or unconsciously think about whether the effort in this matter is worth it. Gui has so many sons, it stands to reason that as long as they can save a bite, it is enough for his parents to eat, in case the biggest enemy in their inner world is themselves, who of them dare not make up their minds to take a step forward first, and their father, whose hearts are tempered, can improve their lives a little, and secondly, the heart of their inner world that is between brothers who does more and who does less, when it comes to all the interests of the relationship, no one wants to stain themselves and suffer injustice. In the face of interests, it seems that the people of the whole world have suddenly become more intelligent than ever, but in the face of responsibility, it seems that all smart people have become stupid and stupid than anyone else, on the surface it seems that they don't know anything, but in fact, they are deliberately pretending to be stupid and crazy, and their inner world is actually as bright as sperm. However, although life is full of infinite hardships, it does not mean that there will be no happiness in life, people who live in a bad life suddenly encounter higher treatment than they imagined, which means accidents and happiness for them, but in the eyes of unhappy people, when they are full of happy people, suddenly the quality of their life is reduced, it is like pointing into the abyss and hell for them. As Liang Xiaosheng said in his book "Desire to Say", people are a container that can hold things, when you use it to store happiness, you will never be satisfied, but if you use it to store troubles, as long as you fill it, it will be full. All the old people have a common wish, the greatest happiness in their lives is not how much money they have, how much material conditions they have, as long as they can see that they can wash their children and grandchildren, it is enough for their own life to be longer. Gui's fifth and sixth sons are different, they are people living in the new era, and the ******'s reform and opening up has brought wealth to more Chinese, and at the same time brought more dreams to more people in this area. However, all that the government as a whole can do is to improve the living standards and quality of the entire people, expand more complete infrastructure, and provide material livelihood for some people. People are poor not because of their living conditions, but because a person's mind is not enough to bring security to money, so the reason why there is a gap between the rich and the poor in the whole world is also a normal thing, no matter which era or country, this matter will eventually be inevitable.

Among his six sons, only his fifth son, Haiyi, was the most thoughtful, and when he was only in his early forties, he had already tried to use various ideas to earn money, and his mouth was a sharp mouth, and it was not until so many years passed that many people looked back and found out why he was his wife Xiao Shi promised him personally, and his sharp mouth was worth ten thousand gold in her heart. With his sharp mouth, I don't know how much effort he has relieved his father Gui, but the reason why he has not made any money, if he evaluates it only by his personal ability, his ability and intelligence are indeed up and down with Chun. But fate is like a stepper, as early as when he was nearly thirty years old, he had already succeeded in the castle of a private family project by his own personal ability, and he invited his aunt's second son to partner with him, and his aunt's second son was a serious and responsible man. At the end of the twentieth century, he also became the only 10,000 yuan household in the village, because he reached this level of economic income because he was growing flue-cured tobacco, and in which year, the tobacco company personally rewarded him with a rice cooker, which was also a rice cooker in the village. The younger sister and her brother-in-law also had five sons and two daughters, of which his brother-in-law was one of the few people who had a job in those days, and four of his sons and daughters later had jobs, and his family's status in the village was always a rich one. In those days, there were only two families in the village who ate rice, one was the Zhao Mingliang family married to Gui's sister, and the other was the Chen Jujia married to Wu Yuan's aunt Yan, who was Chen Jiaming's father and Lang's grandfather. He is also a real cultural person in the village in that era, whether it is writing, reading, speaking, or singing, he can do it, the book he reads the most times in his life is "Xue Gang Anti-Tang", this historical novel book has become a famous work in the village in that era, almost the entire village as long as the people who have read the book know it, they can also casually bring the storyline in the book, Later, people who are not even typing also know this book, although they are not even a type, but they are willing to stop and understand the person to tell the story, listen and listen, he also knows the book, and gradually also knows the book and the storyline in this book. But even if they are already familiar with the book, have listened to the storyline in the book, whenever they hear someone talking about the storyline in the book, they will still be reluctant to bother, quietly and tastefully listen, the listener will always hear the updated storyline in the storyline for a long time, there are some things they forgot to say when they first said something, as they become more and more familiar with the storyline, those storylines that they missed before are slowly remembered by them, And then to the listener, a new story is being heard; There are some things that those who haven't read it, don't understand but are pretending to understand, they haven't read historical novels in the first place, but they just rely on the storylines they usually hear from other people's mouths and their own perception of human feelings and sophistication, they have made up some storylines by themselves with storylines and historical creation methods such as "Xue Gang Against the Tang Dynasty", so that no one expected that "Xue Gang Against the Tang Dynasty", a historical novel made up in such a way, is much more complete and wonderful than the author's original storyline. After such a change, it seemed easier for the people in the whole village to understand what he meant, and the storyline was easier for people to understand and closer to their lives. In this case, the original people who wrote this historical novel in their homeland also began to justify the name of "Xue Gang's Anti-Tang Dynasty" that they had spent, and they reversed those people who distorted the authenticity of the history of the original "Xue Gang Against the Tang Dynasty", and the kind of storyline they said was the real storyline of historical novels, but they committed the bookism that even novelists may have the narrow side of their lives or deviate from the authenticity of real life. At the same time, it is also a concrete embodiment of their own detachment from real life and narrow-mindedness. A book does not mean that it can reflect its original value after it has been obtained and continuously circulated, but if a thing needs to reflect its maximum value, it needs different people to interpret and continuously improve it from different angles. A person's point of view and judgment on how perfect he is, he will not be able to attain perfection, and the process of such deduction is also a process of continuous improvement in a certain science, and only a person without vision will feel that he will make the whole world the greatest and most perfect person. And a great person should know how to make the world more perfect for himself, and they will never walk alone in this world. On the contrary, in the process of different interpretations and changes to the original work, she happens to be constantly improving and disseminating a person, or even a person's thoughts. As a great life, we must be able to tolerate the opinions that anyone puts forward to us, and it is a life that needs to know how to tolerate, to overcome our own personal opinions and prejudices, and to know how to integrate into the minds of the public. The more great a writer is, the more relaxed they will feel when they create their own articles, because they never need to fabricate and fabricate any facts and things, they know how to integrate into nature, understand nature, and describe nature is the best way to create in the world, and only nature is the most wonderful creative subject in the world. The greatest thing about the human heart is learning to be tolerant, and this is already true of writers' books. It's just that when Wu Yuan thoroughly understood this matter, his life was already terminally ill. There is only one point in his vitality that the world can no longer understand what the real society will be like. He has never allowed himself to be involved in the real society, and naturally he can't understand the greatness of the real world in the inner world of people in the real society, because since a person is not in it, he has no feelings for anything, even for the loyal love in his heart, it will still be like this, then it is natural for such a person to not be able to perceive the greatness of the world, but one thing is that he can feel the greatness of the ideal world that cannot be understood by ordinary people's eyes. This is probably because he is in the ideal society of his own, and his thoughts are the same as those of feeling the greatness of the real world in real practice. In this world, when we look at what we think is great but will be politely spurned in the minds of others, it should no longer be difficult to understand, the reason is that we ourselves are the real people who are in it, so only we will feel that the world is the greatest, and it will be the life we want the most.

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