Chapter 51

In this life, it is nothing more than dozens of spring and autumn seasons. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 However, in these short decades of time, people no longer know how many things they have experienced in this world. People are always completing one thing at a time, and they need to deal with so many things from beginning to end every day, and I don't know who has ever calculated whether there are any calculations about this, how many things he will experience from the beginning to the end of a year, and how many things that need to be dealt with can bring value to themselves. Of course, in the rush of those years, in the process of hasty loss, no one has ever left any relevant traces, and as long as it is not a person who also records it, people only remember a little about what they have been engaged in, but they have forgotten the specific number of things they have engaged in that day. However, whether he remembered those things or not, he just remembered that when his relationship with his wife was able to normalize again, and his life was slightly divided again, he was obviously a successful family with a house and a car, and almost all the equipment in the house, no matter how much suffering he had experienced in the past, in the eyes of most people, it seemed that all painful things in this world were temporary. On the one hand, it is precisely the kind of thing that appears in people's emotions that is called pain that does make people feel painful, and people will always seek advantages and avoid disadvantages independently, because they feel the pain, so they are too lazy to take the initiative to provoke it, and in the process of the passage of time, he will naturally stay away from people. This has always been the case in this world, in the face of those powerful forces that may cause harm to people, either the strength of the injured party is stronger than the strength of the other party, and then fight or resist the damage that power can cause to themselves, they choose to face the difficulties, and completely repel the other party is equivalent to improving themselves, in the process of hell that disaster after disaster, those who can disagree and resist can clearly feel that they seem to be able to become stronger and stronger, and no longer hurt by similar powers, and it seems that the powers of the same rank that they were originally in will also choose to bypass his body and find someone weaker than them to fight again, this senseless enterprising spirit and never-say-die quality will always be praised; Either they choose to obey or stay away, the obedient choose to surrender, when their inner world does not have that kind of covetous heart and strong hatred desire, the inner world is no longer so painful, and then they seem to be assimilated by that powerful force, but the assimilated thing may not be the side of the powerful force, maybe it will also know how to persevere, choose to surrender, that is, let yourself get some kind of new life, Sometimes those who regard death as home are not enough to get the return they should get, it is better to choose to let themselves live strongly, those forces may be temporary, with obvious relativity, the ancients often said: "The cunning rabbit dies, the lackey cooks; The birds are all gone, and the good bow is hidden; The empire is broken, and the strategists are dead", according to the principles of physics and mechanics, the reason why there is a certain powerful force on a certain object is because there is another powerful hidden or obvious force to maintain balance with it, and those strong forces will immediately lose the maintenance and balance of the original power when they lose some powerful force and are maintaining balance with it, so they can choose to lower themselves in the human world without fighting, which itself is also a way to maintain their own strength. Perhaps at that time, the assimilated person may not be himself, but the other party who was stronger than himself; Choosing to stay away is tantamount to choosing to revoke and weaken the original power of the other party, and then achieve the effect of internal differentiation

But wise people should learn to protect themselves in this, knowing that they can't do it is the so-called behavior of those reckless people, not a famous act, no one cares how people survive in the face of life and death, and being able to survive in those harsh environments is the embodiment of strength and wisdom. On the other hand, after people get the results and results that they expected, they will instinctively dilute those originally painful things, or even forget everything. In any case, the living people need to continue to live strongly, in the face of the results obtained, those who have suffered and paid seem to have been so unimportant, some people say: "Everything is no longer important, the most important thing is that the current self is still alive", so the poet of a thousand years ago, the poet of today's poetry in his life said: "Survive today's events, hear the Tao of the temporary people". Since life has been living in the present, all the things in the body, all the fantasies and new hopes that have been wandering in people's inner world, must also start slowly from the current things in the process of his realization, so a new starting point has regained in the course of his life.

Gang's eldest son, Long, also seems to have inherited the industriousness of his ancestors, and he doesn't know how many generations of hard work he has inherited from his ancestors, perhaps this ancient nation has been passed down to this day, because although he has tried his best for thousands of years, he still maintains a strong similarity in the process before and after, although with the development of the times, the human beings who have only survived on the land for thousands of years in this ancient nation have only developed to the same age that is almost the same age as him. Their next generation has completely departed from the agricultural ideas that have been passed down for thousands of years in the process of the new development of this famous race, and they have been completely selected by the modern way of survival, and then they have also been reincarnated in the production mode of life in the coming of the new era. This son has been a reflection of his ingenuity in this new era since he was a child. In the children's enlightenment thoughts, the first TV set purchased by his ancestor Fuyuan County played an indelible role in his childhood life, and he also fully embodied everything that many children who grew up in front of the TV set later, as if he had heard the side of the TV that came out of the cape in the womb that was different from the sound in the mountains, and from the moment he first learned the language, it seemed to be much smarter than the average child. Wu Yuan's eldest brother Bin recalled his youth, he compared himself with the dragon whose nephew was a few months older than him, and from his later perspectives, he felt that he was indeed very different from the dragon at that time, but as a matter of relationship and concept in childhood, those past deficiencies in himself have become the object of their hard work and anger in the future. Linglong never imagined that the intelligence he showed in that youth would become the object of worship in the hearts of his childhood playmates at that time, and even his life was deeply enlightened from their childhood, and even what you never imagined before was that in addition to his own parents, his first saint enlightenment teacher would be a childhood playmate who was only four months older than him. At that time, his ingenuity had an almost lifelong impact on him, and he felt that he was still the stupid and stupid country boy who had been ignorant for almost all his life. People will have a tendency to make up for the shortcomings of their own lives, and in his inner world, there is always a dumb and stupid image of the nephew who is still in his youth and is always looking up at the beauty in his own mind and even the pursuit of something more powerful in his own mind, and even in the years of his life, he is desperately reading, In order to achieve a strong desire to hide the memory that is still pretending to be in his inner world, and to hope that he can become as smart as a dragon. But this world is always like this, people who have been looking for ways to become smart from beginning to end always find that there are still more intelligent people in front of you, so from beginning to end, he has never found the feeling that he has become smart, so he has always thought that he does not necessarily become as smart as he imagined and admired over time, and it is precisely because of this, He has almost devoted his whole life to the thirst and fantasy of ingenuity, and then the traces of Wu Yuan's eldest brother's life are that he has devoted his spare time in the life of his life to the world of books, and even in his life, no matter what kind of industry he is engaged in and what kind of things he is doing, he will never leave the old business of reading. It seems that the passing of a minute in his life is equivalent to the loss of a century of time to make himself smarter, but think about it, it has only been so mueller and stupid from beginning to end, and it has never been reflected in any intelligence. Maybe people have never made any distinction between being smart and not being smart, but some people are good at showing the prominent side of the word on appropriate occasions, so that his eldest brother has never been a person who knows how to show his intelligence in front of others, so he feels that he is living in the shadow of unintelligence all his life, when his inner world is loaded with more and more things, but in his expression there is less joy and sorrow in the market that appears on people's faces can realize the ideas in his inner world. The kind of body that he shows on his superiors can give people a majestic temperament, but it makes people feel that the original conservative side of his inner world and the usual mentality that has been honed and no longer cares about his appearance and imagination, giving people a feeling that looks a little lifeless. And just when he is reading more and more with the growth of time, the twists and turns of right and wrong in his inner world that Wu Yuan can also feel will become stronger and stronger, and his character will become more and more arrogant because of this, and these are also the few words that Wu Yuan directly saw in the words he left behind to evaluate him. Bin later also understood that perhaps the fate of his life was originally owed to him all the books he had read, and the purpose of his life in this life was to pay off the debt he owed in his previous life in addition to always supporting his parents and sending them to the end, so he had to devote his whole life to the survival state of reading, and he didn't know how his inner world became so fulfilling. It's just that he can spend all his time on things like reading. Even their father Guo liked to read when he was a teenager, but his reading voice was only thirty-two years old, and then his reading career was interrupted by increasingly busy work, and then the time he could leave for himself to read was replaced by the wonderful scenes on the television, one of the high-tech products of the new era, but he could no longer calm down, even if it was only the content of the first paragraph, he had begun to feel his dizzy side, Although a book was in his hand, he didn't even open it for a few years to read it, and the habit of reading and studying for many years fell apart like that, and he never returned to the world of reading since then.

In stark contrast to Wu Yuan's eldest brother Bin, Long not only showed his talent and talent in front of them since he was a child, but also because his hands were very loose in this matter before flowers since he was a child, and almost all the pocket money in his hand would be consumed by him in an instant, and this kind of oyster method of scattering also brought him lifelong benefits and influences later, just when he learned to use various methods to spend his pocket money, it also brought him more ways to learn to earn money, The more people who spend their money, the more they are forced to think about how to earn the money they have already spent, and then they earn a lot of money to spend on it. And the dragon not only developed the habit of spending money like water from the beginning, but at the same time, he was able to clean up the inside and outside of his house from the age of about ten years in the world, and it was probably during that time that his ability to do things was also sharpened and exercised from an early age. When he was in elementary school and junior high school, probably because he was not yet able to take on the problems of life, at that time he showed his smart side to all the elders, and almost all his behaviors at home were appreciated by people in the family, whether adults or peers like Wu Yuan's eldest brother Bin, but probably from ancient times to the present, he has never escaped such a law of life responsibility, and people who have always been smart since childhood are not things in the pool. They will also be destined to fly to a place that is suitable for their growth, presumably also because of their intelligence and curiosity about beautiful things. Just when he was in junior high school, almost all the games that adults could play in those villages made him learn to learn the ground, poker, mahjong, chess and novels, he was more or less involved, and soon he looked to Beijing Qianli to develop on this road, and soon abandoned the kind of games that could hardly bring any excitement to people like playing cards, chess and novels, and fell in love with the money exchange on the mahjong table. When he was still in junior high school, he began to try to play gambling games with adults, not only that, but in the process of junior high school, he learned a new online game that can bring more excitement to people than in the rural world under the development of network technology, and during that time he began to skip class within a certain range when he encountered online game addiction. Practice has proved that this is the harbinger of the ice narrator who is really in contact with society, and in the near future, he will not be able to stand the temptation of all kinds of curiosity in society and gradually alienate himself from the classroom. Ben, who was only a few months older than him, also began his life in the online world at that time. Sure enough, after finishing junior high school, when Ben received the nine-year compulsory education that the country had carried out in that era, he resolutely gave up his boring reading career and chose to move towards the society to seek his own survival, and then began his social career.

Until that time, Long did not lose all his interest in reading, he still relied on his own efforts to successfully enter high school, and continued to study in the blood of high school for half a year. That's often the case, if he can still persist in his high school study career for another half a year, maybe he won't choose to give up on his study career so easily, maybe his life will also go to a new but still unfamiliar journey for him, but after more than a year of running back and forth outside, he just started when he chose to enter the factory like other workers, But then it didn't take long for him to get enough of the atmosphere that he had to experience in a factory, and then he chose to leave, and then he saw that the security company was recruiting, and then he also signed up for a place, and then he was assigned to Sichuan, and during that time he saw a scene in his life that he would almost never forget. A colleague who worked with him, when he was in high school, he practiced technical sports in school, and after going to college, he was conscripted into the army to be a soldier, and after he was forced to make a living, he also chose the recruitment of the security school like him, and was assigned to work in the same place, probably because of the expectations of formal young school. Since the place where security needs is probably a bit chaotic in the first place, they just went to meet what they imagined should have happened before, and then his one rushed forward at the same time, just out of thin air punch directly knocked one of the opponent's hands down, seriously injured, and then sent to the hospital The doctor examined that the person who was beaten down had four ribs broken. Originally, even if this kind of thing was just a legend to other people's ears, it was something that made people feel inspiring and enthusiastic, but soon after Ben chose to resign, the specific reason for the resignation, Wu Yuan had never heard of it until later, and the most thing he knew was only one sentence, saying that it was the place where Ben used to work in addition to the matter, what happened specifically, and the rumor did not continue to say, However, under that atmosphere, as long as a person who understands some social reality, a simple sentence can also imagine the profound meaning contained in his simple words. He didn't go on, and the person who asked didn't continue to ask, yes and disappeared, and he didn't know more specifically what kind of thing was released in which process, and then he embarked on his online career, but no one more specifically knew what kind of opportunity Ben sometimes encountered to get into his online game career, and because of this, he obtained his own material conditions for survival. He then used the money he earned from online games to go home and build himself a two-story house under his father's personal direction.

And the dragon also completely gave up the original academic career with a bit of promise at that time, and also devoted himself to their online game like Ben, and then he went to the peach blossom luck not long after, and married his beloved girl, at this step he almost went out more than a year earlier Ben to be several years old, just when Ben finally walked into the palace of marriage, at that time the dragon's daughters were already starting kindergarten. Marriage and family life also began to stabilize him completely, at that time, his family and career seemed to have a tendency to surpass Ben, so it seems that Ben's long life in free love did make him break a lot. For such a relationship, Wu Yuan and his eldest brother also left such a story in the space:

The general meaning of the story is that there was a family in ancient times, and they worked hard for decades to finally pull their young children to grow up, and soon changed the age group of people who married wives and had children. So the family was an exception, busy looking for someone to tell their son about his family. Then the dormitory was also set, and the birth date between the two children was set, and the auspicious day for them to get married was also set. After the auspicious day of marriage, the beautiful bride was also ridden by the man's family, and the groom with a big red flower on his chest led someone to carry a sedan chair to marry into the door, worshiped heaven and earth, and worshiped the parents and elders who were still sitting on the high hall, and the bride was the first to be sent into the cave room after the husband and wife worshipped, and the groom was taken to the front hall among many relatives, friends, and distinguished guests to accompany the guests. For a while, the bride who can't show her head can only be left with a red hijab and temporarily alone in the empty room. And at this moment, an unexpected scene occurred in the east, the groom did not come back for a long time, knowing that this new house, which did not matter what was disturbing, was also calmed down by the silent voice, and it was even to the point that the rats could shuttle freely in the new house without fear. In this new era, girls and even boys may be frightened and scream when they see a mouse hiding in the dark at first glance, but the women of ancient times seem to be bigger than our current women's list, and when they see the mouse crawling into the cave room, and can still see the mouse under her red hijab, it can be seen that the distance between the mouse and his feet is almost to her feet, not only did she not scream, but gloated in her own inner world: " Hehe, the rats have food for their family. But his body was able to stay in a state of flux, and he sat solemnly watching the mouse crawl past his feet. Until the next day, the mouse that probably found the benefits of the day before came unscrupulously, and the bride at this time was compared with the day before, her reaction was very different, only to see her quickly, hands and feet quickly took off her shoes, and threw it over like the mouse, only to hear a snap, the mouse was thrown to the ground by the bride's shoes, and he said in his mouth: "Dead mouse, dare to come and steal the old lady's food." ”

And the scene of the vast marriage ceremony that was worshipped by the people was in essence only the material category of turning his things into the material category of our things, and since then his money has also become hers, and at the same time it proves that the things that originally belonged to him are about to have the right at my disposal. I don't know why, maybe it's because only the fruits of my own labor can make me feel deeply hard-won, but when I treat my things, I don't know how much more I cherish than any other person's technology can put at my disposal, and the reason for this is probably because that material domination is likely to affect his vital interests and the material conditions of his own survival. When people are related to their own vital interests, they will turn to think about their own life and property, and the ceremony of marriage is also the turning point of the dominant attribute of this material. After that, the material conditions of Ben after marriage were used more regularly than ever before.

This also makes us have to admit that in a family, the existence of a housewife is indeed different, life seems to be more fulfilling than before at any time without marriage, there are people in the family arrangement, life begins to have a regularity, the time of three meals a day is also regular, at this time people are more relaxed than any other time, people can also have more time to devote to their own work, and the money earned has also increased on the original basis. However, under the same hard work conditions, Ben, who has been playing for several years and getting married, seems to be very difficult to catch up with the dragon who has already seriously devoted himself to his work, after all, he has worked hard for so much time on the original basis, but the second book has been abandoned for so long, a family that has moved towards stability and a new family that has just started and has a lot of things to go through after this trend has gradually fallen behind, and when they really mature, Perhaps this gap will also get bigger and bigger, and even more and more difficult to make up for his shortcomings, or maybe a route that affects people's future development will also begin to have a fundamental difference at that time, although there is a difference Everyone will know that it will also be difficult, but how it will develop in the end, perhaps no one can predict. The future may always be a mystery, and now we are always living in the lost, no one can know what the end of the lost will be, but no matter what, whether we can really accept it, after all, it is a problem that the parties should bear, and we will also need to have our own people to set up a road to walk.

After the dragon's family began to stabilize, he also began to pity his parents, and since then he has begun to pay for his brother's academic career in the last few years of his brother, who is still in college, and has also taken the initiative to help his parents through the problems that have occurred in the family. Until that time, the father who had been a father for many years suddenly felt that the mood he had suppressed for decades was suddenly relaxed, and he suddenly felt that his life was going when he was still alone, and the carefree mood of his youth, which had disappeared soon after he got married, suddenly returned to him completely, and there was also some avant-garde feeling in his inner world. But when he saw that the efforts he had worked hard for many years to raise children and daughters finally paid off, it made him feel that although he had invested more of his youth in the whole family, the result also made him feel proud, if he also had the kind of eldest brother who took the joy of his heart and preached it everywhere, so that the whole time his own people held a grudge against him because of jealousy, maybe he always had the capital to show off in front of everyone. But this is also the biggest difference between him and his eldest brother Ming, in his own life, his strong character has made him know how to learn to endure, he can tolerate the bad treatment he has received, and he naturally chooses to endure those things that he thinks in his inner world that may not necessarily bring him any benefits, but in the real world it is always like this, and the character of those excellent lives always has to go through his unusual tempering, When he was revealed, he suffered from jealousy, and where he should have been revealed, he was repressed and attacked by other shoddy things. People are also desperate for self-expression, and everyone seems to be selfish when they need to show themselves, and they don't want something more beautiful than themselves to depress the original intention of self-expression, unless that kind of display is also to improve themselves in front of everyone. And the beautiful quality in this world is advocating putting others first, putting others first, and even putting others before you in everything, precisely because you meet the interests of others and make others get everything they deserve. These things are inherently contradictory, and those who have enjoyed the previous treatment have been at the expense of others, and unless they can gain the praise of others in a way that transcends life, they naturally cannot be rated as noble in quality, but in order to be rated as a noble person, he must always put people first, and the longer that kind of person, the more endurance of the person is also strong. The main reason is that they are able to endure everything that is almost awakening and attacking their inner world, and they can do almost any kind of counterattack in all adversities, as if every adversity in their lives is also laying the foundation for their lives, and they are accumulating a little resistance to a high place every day for their noble life. This world has made their lives reflect the imprint of life in countless days and months, but this kind of life is also full of contradictions, if you have not experienced those bitter colds, as long as you don't know how to restrain yourself, everything he has paid in his life seems to be in vain.

However, what kind of life achievements a person can achieve is innate, just as some people's personalities are born with a penchant for publicity, while others are born with a penchant for silence. People who publicize their personality always find a sense of achievement, value and happiness in their lives in the publicity of their personality, while people with quiet personalities no matter what kind of blow they have received in their inner world, they can almost soothe the sudden emotions of the couple in their inner world in that almost short time, as if everything has never happened to them, in fact, their inner world has already been turned upside down by complex emotions at that moment. It's just that the rapid sky and the rapid low complex changes have hindered them in their inner world, instinctively not letting him explode, and even make it difficult for people to express themselves in a short period of time. When people feel happy in their inner world, they always want to find all the feelings that can give them self-learning, so they always want to express all the things in their lives that they can feel happy in that moment. Also after the sudden painful blow in their hearts, the stinging pain from their central nervous system always makes them instinctively want to play the way to relieve the pain in their inner world, which also makes them oh I have a feeling of wanting to express all the painful things in the mirror that they have encountered to relieve the pain in their inner world, but the pleasant mood in the inner world of people is not very difficult, But there are many things that can make their inner world feel tingling at any time. It is also the habitual way of solving one's inner world that has been cultivated almost since childhood, and at the same time, it has also caused the world's difference between Ming and his second brother Gang's personalities. Just every time he saw his decent personality, it was always when his own people criticized him, and he also understood that his brother's virtue was caused by his arrogance and domineering since he was a child, and his age was originally four or five years younger than his brother, and the gap of four or five years almost made him never take the slightest advantage in the childish competition between their young brothers, and almost all the struggles were in the final ending with the victory of the elder brother. Until the end, he probably felt in his heart that no matter how hard he tried, he would not be able to find his brother's slightest advantage, and since then he has suddenly become smarter, and he has chosen to obey all his brother's obedience, so that he can obtain all the vanity he wants in his inner world, so that he never thought that this kind of character would accompany his brother all his life, Almost all of his life, when he suddenly lost his sense of self-control, he showed the arrogant and domineering character that he had dealt with his brother in his youth, and he maintained the same attitude towards his brother as he did when he was a child, and so much time passed, except for the industrious genes that had been passed down from his ancestors, The reason why he was able to endure so much was almost related to the attitude of his older brother towards him since he was a child and his experience of choosing to be obedient in the face of his own forces that he could not resist. This makes her sometimes even feel that his own education does not come from the teachers who have seen him study, although some of it comes from his parents, but the biggest source is from his brother, who almost gave him a lifelong education, knowing that he is already old, his brother's scarred character still gives him the deepest memories and reminders. Until the end, he didn't understand that this was his fate, a good thing, and the best gift to him every day.

Life is so hurried for decades, and it is nothing more than dozens of spring and autumn seasons. In the eyes of those dozens of people who have come over, it is just an instant, and time always passes so quickly under people's memory, but if you analyze it carefully, everyone has experienced countless things in that ten years of life, but this person's brain, there will be a degree of reaction for a while, and the layers of vested interests in the inner world also need to be smooth in one thing and one thing, otherwise what I can imagine at that moment is just a few tiny fragments of life, this time, when the villagers first opened it, they felt that their lives were not worth it, but the most exciting thing was in a dangerous clip.