Chapter 52

People who are alive in this world, when they have experienced a certain period of tempering in this world, when their brains are filled with the sophistication of people in this world who can know that people continue to live, then they are also slowly maturing, and their hearts are slowly beginning to stabilize. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 On the one hand, the sign that people can mature in this world is that they have collected enough memories in their inner world, and on the other hand, they can finally obtain their own ability to survive with their own hands while constantly knowing, which is the foundation of survival that people often say.

When all the people in the village are a little older in their memory, like Wu Yuan, their group of people were just some little children yesterday, because everyone in all their perceptions, only the present moment is the clearest brain in their life, and it is also the most clear time, although those things in the future will definitely become development trends and facts, but always give people some unstable and somewhat illusory feelings, everyone knows that tomorrow's things no one can say, No one can make it completely clear, saying that although he can still live well in this world at this moment, tomorrow there will be a cold wind for some reason, and then he will bring an influenza to himself, and finally die. No one knew that tomorrow their blood vessels would suddenly burst, and after suddenly falling on the flat ground, they would suddenly break themselves, and then Hou Yong would be sick while lying on the bed, and finally the person lacked the necessary labor of the body, slept on the bed, and then died of painful torture. No one knows if the terminal cancer, which has been spreading for a long time, will suddenly befall him, and then he will only have a month or two left...... One, two, or three years of life. O life of this man, when he is unconscious, when he is in pain, people always think that it passes slowly, that he lives long, and those long years always hinder the arrival of their dreams that come true. But without the accumulation of that full time, the results that people desire to obtain will not come back as intensely as imagined. But as soon as a person suddenly knows that his life will only be able to live in this world for a few months or years, he will suddenly panic at the end of his life in which he should have imagined a wonderful future. Oh, yes! This world is originally painful, and some people are still doubting whether people are born to suffer in this world, and there are also some people who have spent almost all their life experiences and have reached the end of their lives, and they are sure that they are born to suffer in this world. But when people's lives are about to come to an end, when they are fantasizing about their future beautiful life course, when they are fantasizing about having more beautiful wishes to fulfill, and when there are more happier lives to enjoy, that sudden change is to cut off all the good lives that you already have. Yes, since God has given each of us the ability to fantasize about the future of our life to be happier and better, all this should have been said to belong to me, and when our brains begin to fantasize about our future wishes for a better life and happiness, all that is originally only a fantasy and does not know whether it can be realized belongs to what God has decreed on me. If he is interrupted suddenly, it means that we have lost what is supposed to be our own. People are originally happy when they have it, but when they lose something, it means that at that moment they may be happy in everything, and losing what they want to gain most will always be a painful thing. But compared to all the suffering, what can really compare to losing one's life, losing one's beautiful wishes for the future life, and losing the happiness that oneself most desires to obtain and deserves. Speaking of which, although these are the basic ideas of people, they have to be refracted that in fact, the death of people is not important, what they care about most is that there are beautiful and beautiful fantasies about the future in the inner world of people, but those beautiful fantasies come from the ontology that can create illusions, if this ontology is about to be destroyed, then all fantasies will lose their origin, and all fantasies will lose their most essential meaning. This further illustrates that in the world of people in this world, people are great, but only when people exist will they choose the importance of everything related to them, otherwise everything will lose all its meaning because of this. From the perspective of values in the human world, on the one hand, because they have lost the ability to create value, it is equivalent to saying that they have lost the value created by the ontology for the present, but in the human world, there is a past value with a strong causal connection, that is, the public morality of respecting the old and loving the young that the whole human world is admiring.

In the same way, even if you have come from the past, what is real in the inner world of the person will also become more and more with the passage of time. People will feel that only the present self will be the most sober at all times, and those pasts that have become facts are gradually blurred in their memories, and even feel how stupid they were in the beginning. This feeling has almost become a stereotype of their perception of their own life, as if as long as people are still alive at the moment, as long as they are still healthy, as long as they take it into their souls, there is no uncomfortable feeling so far, they always feel that they have existed since their youth and themselves that exist at the moment, except for some accidents in their inner world that have more survival in the inner world, there has been no change in their self-perception. The change in time and space is nothing more than the gradual obsolete of the new things that people can see, the gradual disappearance of the existing things, and the gradual maturity of the new things. However, all this is just all the external changes outside the inner world of people, when people completely ignore those external changes, forget those old things and begin to achieve obsolete, watching those people around them gradually grow up, forgetting that in the external world, especially human beings themselves, in order to pursue the happiness of their own life again and again new updates, in fact, their inner world has not changed much in self-perception from beginning to end. Originally, the person's inner world was originally a reflection of the things that existed in this world, and he was originally just a phantom of the material that already existed in the world, and when the materials that originally existed in the world were easily welcomed and projected into the big memory of the creatures in this world, they would be preserved and reserved, and then form an inner world that is basically the same as the real world and completely simulates the existence of this reality.

When all the people saw the dragon deliver the stacks of RMB banknotes to his parents, those who knew suddenly came back to their senses, and the people who were children in their minds before have now grown up one by one, and they have all learned to be clear about their responsibilities when they were sons of men, and understand that one of the great things in life when they came to this world is to support their parents. But at the same time, I deeply realized that this time has really become too fast, and I have become so old in a blink of an eye. This life is just a few dozen springs and autumns. Dozens of spring and autumn seasons have passed, and people's most hope that they can live a better life and live a happier life has not been realized, and the money they raised has not been obtained at that time when they don't know what age they have been able to get it, but they have completely wasted their lives for a lifetime, that is, those dozens of spring and autumn seasons.

As long as anyone who knows a little about economics knows that money is just a kind of instrument for the goods that people must have, and the amount of bills they have, that is, the amount of money that people say, is completely determined by how much material grain reserves the whole country or individual has. Unless the dozens of acres of land they own produce rare precious metal items such as gold and silver or similar items, otherwise if they only grow food, their annual income will only be enough for their usual consumption, although their inner world is full of hope for their future happy life. The only thing that has ever been produced in the village that can bring them high economic returns is flue-cured tobacco, and they have been busy since February of each year, until the tobacco company announces the strike and closure of the market in November, and almost ten months of the year are busy, during which time they also need to find time to grow some food, feed a few fat pigs at home, and women have to plant some vegetables for the family in those fragmented free time that they need to eat for a year. In the midst of their busyness, no one has time to think about whether they are in a state of poverty or abundance in this world, and the inner world invisibly alleviates the intense pain caused by so many unnecessary melancholy and desire for wealth, as if they have lived happily for most of their lives. But there are exceptions, that is, people who live in every field will use a difficult scripture to describe everyone's state of life, and it is difficult for anyone to imagine that those happy lives are originally based on a miserable life, not only those who look at their state of life feel that their lives are living in misery from their own senses, when they compare their way of life with those who live more easily than them, I will also feel that my life is actually in distress all my life. But these are not the main thing, there are always people in this world who live better than themselves, for a variety of reasons, the right time and place and the right people have some of them, but that is not something to be pessimistic about. The most important thing is to prevent a person who finally feels tired and tired, on the one hand, because they can't see the direction and blueprint of their future life, and when everything in the future life begins to fluctuate in their eyes, on the other hand, it is also their inner world that is going to be hit hard, and that blow completely shatters the blueprint for the future in their inner world and the illusion of the future Iga, such as after a quarrel between two people in the whole family, Almost all the pain that happens in life is stimulated at that moment, and the wordless hope in the inner world of people who are built in the illusion will also collapse in an instant, and all the pain is directly sprung up, until there is a temporary despair in human life, and there seems to be a feeling of letting yourself die spontaneously in your inner world, which is broken when a person in despair suddenly shifts all his thoughts, He suddenly gave up in his inner world those things that forced him to despair in his inner world a moment ago, and instead deeply and silently evaluated the value of life and death in this world in his inner world, on the one hand, because they have something about all death, and on the other hand, because everyone can clearly feel that everything in human time has lost all its meaning when thinking about human death. Some of the things that were built up during his lifetime will also be wasted because of this.

Those who have thought about death are glad that they are still alive, and that everything in this world is suddenly so small compared to death. Mencius once said, "Life, I can do what I want." Righteousness, I also want it. You can't have both, and neither can you abandon life and take righteousness. In fact, everyone has a balance in their inner world, and they also have their own concept of life and death in their inner world. Everyone is associating a thought with a thought, and the things in front of them will associate with their own past, and the past and then the past, and gradually find a law of life that belongs to them, and then they will associate their future from this law of life. Of course, those associated with the future are undoubtedly warm and happy, but when those happy lives come to the real world, they are accompanied by a lot of misfortune and pain that people have not seen before. The future is an extension of all the lives we have lived, not that people do not think that there is no possibility of pain in the future life, but that people have the habit of avoiding reality and avoiding fiction, and they like to abandon the pain that they may encounter in their future life and instinctively indulge in what kind of happy and beautiful life they may live in their future life. We don't need to translate the evaluation of them as good or bad, the author himself worships everything in nature, and I hope that people don't need to pursue any absolute good or absolute bad, everything just goes with the flow, this person's heart, especially so easy to earn? The only best way to catch it is to let it run wild on the battlefield. The author believes that this is one of the wishes for a happy and beautiful life.

The only difference is that although in that small mountain village in the natural remoteness of the 21st century, people almost no longer have a good idea of their own experience is still backward and still live happily, they rarely have more than one fight in their lives, then after nearly a hundred years of time, the greatest time is only that one brother's mistake to kill his brother in his own home, in those hundred years, the humanities respect each other like guests, and neighbors can also live in harmony. The husband and wife raised their eyebrows and respected each other, and even the quarrel with their daughter became a news event. The economic income they receive may be very small, but their souls are indeed full, they can feel that their lives are very full, the old people live to be eighty or ninety years old, as long as they can still work, they choose to support themselves, except for the real day when they can not get up from bed, their children will also stay in front of the window to their parents to travel their own responsibilities and filial piety. The only difference is that as long as the people who come out of the village they will feel the gap between themselves and the outside world's competitive level, among which Long and Ben are also two young people, although they found money outside and came back to build a big house for themselves, but because the various equipment in the rural world is not complete, in order to work and better survival, they would rather choose to leave their familiar homes to the outside world to earn their own living income. Then part of the income was sent back, and they just hoped that their parents, who had seen the sanitation of the land, would survive better. One is that at this age, they have also married, not only as children, but also as parents gradually, in their situation, that is, to bring the most favorable sublimation to their inner world, so that they begin to understand that they are children in this world, all the responsibilities that parents must have, although their parents are still in the prime of life, life is still self-sufficient, but they have been in their own years of love and nurturing began to return their due, I began to learn to cherish the bits and pieces of my life. This also makes those parents who have finally raised their children as adults, but the mentality that has been tense for many years is also relaxed, and they feel that they have worked hard for many years and finally have their own rewards, and it is also because when they have been dumb for decades in the pressure to get all the relief from him, they can have more choices in life. Mentally, at the same time, they began to have more time to fantasize about their good wishes and happy life in the future. Those who can often sit together for a drink, when they get together again to drink and chat, their hearts are suddenly more cheerful, and Mr. Tan is also more cheerful, although he has not changed much except for age, but their husband is not much different from the laughter of those who are successful. They began to think that those who were about their age and were multimillionaires themselves were still living in the busyness of money all day long, or that their group of people were at ease, and their children had successfully owned their own family business, and that people were debt-free and light, and that they could watch some physically and mentally beneficial work in a glass during the day, and go home at night to drink a glass or two of health liquor, and from time to time invite one or two friends to talk about the day, talk about the earth, and life had reached that kind of spiritually highly happy state of life, poetic and picturesque, like cranes in the wild, such as hidden immortals, The red light is full of face, the smell of wine is breathing, and the smile is always open, which is completely a happy picture of enjoying it.

Compared to the dragon's intelligence, his brother Fu was more robust, and their brother even had a woman with his mother's genes, and he was already better than half of his father's head. In fact, at the beginning of the year, he can brothers will be popular upside down, their father just gave their brothers' names the word Fulong, the name of the dragon should be rich, the name of the reading should be the dragon, originally it was actually called that, knowing that they have all been in primary school may not have been using each other's names, asking them to teach them in the process of primary school study, the government suddenly issued a notice that they need to change their household registration again, The people in the village also took their household registration to the police station to change it and came back, just since the change of the household registration book, I didn't look at it carefully, and the household registration book was directly carried out from the hands of the staff of the police station, and it was put directly into the home after taking it home, and it was not opened from beginning to end, after all, the limit of the household registration book is just to record some simple thoughts of a person, name, gender, date of birth and other related records. Until one time Long was cleaning at home, and suddenly found the place where his parents were interviewing documents, and happened to see the household registration book that his father had just placed inside. Just when he glanced at the data record of her parents, and soon flipped to the page where his information was recorded, he suddenly became serious, he started from the two words of the name recorded in the household register, and after reading these two words, he continued to look at his name, and found that the name written on it was not his own, but his brother's name, he thought he was wrong, so he read it again seriously, and the result was just as he saw it for the first time, The place where his name should have been written in the household register was really his brother's name, and for the sake of the administrative fact, he turned out the one that recorded his brother's information, and when he looked at it, he found that his brother's name was written in the place instead. At that moment, as if he had suddenly discovered something important, he screamed and yelled at his brother, who was playing by himself outside, and then called his brother to come in and see. His screaming sound, as if something great had been discovered, aroused his brother's interest in thinking that he had found something good, and he hurried to their parents' room, where his brother was cleaning, and heard his brother not remember, "You see, my name is written in your name and your name is written in my name." ”

His brother was also curious when he heard this, and asked his brother, "Really?" I think. He took this opportunity to get to his brother's side, buried his head in the household registration book of the singer, looked at the name of his brother in the fireworks, opened the page where his information was recorded and looked at his name, and sure enough, he saw his own name in the eldest son's column of their family's household registration book, where his brother's name should have been written, and saw his brother's name in the second son's column.

"Did someone from the police station make a mistake? Treat my name as your name, and your name as mine. Fu said to his brother suspiciously. Because the dragon was the first to discover this phenomenon, there was nothing else in his inner world except curiosity, and when his brother said this, he suddenly had this feeling of sharing with his brother.

"Probably." He replied to her brother's question.

"Slow down, when my father and mother come back, I will only tell them, just say why my name is your name on our family's household registration, and your name is my name, is it a mistake from the police station." Fu said this to his brother again.

"Well, I'll tell them when they get back." Long Ze replied to his brother, and then Fu went out to play by himself, and Long put his household registration book back in the position of her parents, and then began to clean up. When their parents came back, they told their parents about the discovery at the dinner table, and after hearing it, they were also a little skeptical: "I won't vomit, bring me the household registration book." When Fu Yima took the lead in Pujiang and their family's household registration book was taken out and handed to Gang, just when he turned to the column with the name of the dragon and the name of the rich written on it, he really saw the fact that he saw it as Long Gu cared for.

"Maybe the people at the police station made a mistake." Then he put the household registration book on the table of the young man they were eating, where it was impossible to get oil, and thought thoughtfully, but he did not speak. After eating, he asked Fu to take the household registration book back, and he didn't take this matter to heart again. Later, after Long and Fu knew their names on the hukou, and saw that his father wanted to forget all about this matter, and they didn't dare to take the initiative to ask what to do about this matter, so they took it upon themselves to reverse each other's names according to the names on the hukou, and changed their names to his brother's name in the homework book handed to the teacher at school. The people in the village always only called them by their nicknames, so basically it didn't have much influence on the title of the book, until later, as time went by, they gradually got used to the names of their brothers who had always belonged to them, and they slowly forgot that their original names originally represented themselves. In economic management, the system is hardware-based management. Once the system is sandwiched into words, it means that he has been fixed by existence, and it is the same standardization, and then people in foreign systems will also move their behavior and standards closer to those standards that have been written, in fact, to pick up the human heart is easy to change, easy to lose the original goal in the heart of the self to complete, as long as the behavior is answered after the car repair is concretized, people's behavior will also be the same or concretized things as their own form of goals and standards. What is involved in it may be that this distance has so much to do with it.

What no one expected was that this seemingly healthy boy would be in trouble, and the brothers had been very curious about strange things since childhood, and would go up to the tree to pick the bird's nest. They put the bird that was taken from me under the dustpan, as Mr. Lu Xun said, supported a small wooden stick under the dustpan, and then tied one end of a flue-cured tobacco line to the wooden stick that supported the dustpan, and the person hid in the jungle behind him with almost no figure, holding the other end of the rope in his hand, just lying on you motionless and waiting for the bird mother to come and feed the birds, those old people were very vigilant when they first began to fly, always holding food on the nearby trees for a long time, chirping for a long time, His mother's smart head was turning from side to side, his eyes were looking around, and with his legendary habits and keen eye in the jungle, it was probably not difficult for him to see that there was a shadow of a person in the jungle, so even if he had heard the sound of his delicate child crying hungry on the ground, he always looked left and right vigilantly, knowing that he was sure that it was possible, when the people in the jungle had little to do with his hungry child. Only then did he carefully fly to the ground again, every step to stop to see, listen to whether there was a gratifying movement around him, after a while this step by step spread his wings to his bird, several times the bird girl is just now the outer edge of the dustpan to look at the surrounding environment, Fu Du thought that the bird girl had been completely hooked, he did not hesitate to pull down the mountain in his hand of the rope, the result only heard "fluttering" for a lifetime, the bird girl was caught off guard, and was scared out again. Fu saw that the bird girl was not dragged, and his heart was also happy, he said with a happy and excited voice, "It's only one step away, I thought that the bird girl had already walked under the dustpan and was feeding, but he just went outside now to see if someone had set a trap for it, so he pulled down the rope and threw the dustpan down, not only did not stop it, but scared it away." ”

After finding the reason for his failure, he was very satisfied to support the dustpan and the wooden stick together, his hand was still on the other end of the rope, and his body was still in the jungle before. After a few failures, it didn't blow his confidence, but made her excited because she was almost able to catch a bird girl as she wished, as his inner world became more and more excited, his patience became more and more tenacious, at this time he had to wait until you only listened more and thoroughly walked to the dustpan before pulling down the rope in his hand, as a result, his toad really caught the swan that had been flying in the sky, and he opened the dustpan with one hand first. With only one hand under the dustpan, the general manager grabbed the whole body of the bird girl, making it almost immobile.

After Fu caught the bird girl, he no longer cared about the still hungry bird, and when he grabbed the bird girl, he excitedly ran to his brother to show off, expressing how he had experienced failure, what was the reason for the failure, and what he did after that, and as a result, he dragged the bird. His brother was also overjoyed when he saw his description, and took the bird to play with for a while before giving it back to him.

In addition to this, the brothers also like to climb trees to pick fruits and fun seeds that grow on trees. It wasn't until later that he remembered that he had accidentally fallen from a tree twice, once when he was picking Qinggang seeds from the Qinggang tree, and he only felt like lightning for a moment during the fall. Before falling, he only felt that he suddenly stepped into the air, and then suddenly panicked in his heart; The time that fell was like a moment, and in that moment his brain went blank; Then he found himself standing firmly on the ground, knowing that he had fallen from the tree at this time, and his brother quickly turned his head when he heard the sound, and just saw the scene where he had touched the ground, and was also stunned for a moment. When Liu Zaifu found that he was not injured, he suddenly pressed all of them to the clean grass next to him, and his brother quickly climbed down from the tree to check whether he was injured, and then the brothers did not dare to climb the Qinggang tree again, and Qinggangzi again, it can only be a little glad that he was not injured, if one of their favorites was injured, the other may not be much better, They must have been beaten with thin bamboo strips in their hands by their parents, who were afraid of almost all children at that time, and they would be severely punished by kneeling in front of the family god for two hours.

It wasn't until later that Wu Yuan recalled that the punishment that was originally between parents and children was actually a kind of fear in the children's hearts, so that after they had fear in their inner world, they could no longer make the same second mistake in the hearts of adults in the face of their anxiety in the case of warning, but as people grow up, this kind of frightening psychology will slowly become dull, and at that time, the parents' set of intimidation, threats and scare methods will no longer have any effect. And from the time when the method of intimidation has completely lost its effect, and even when people can finally establish their own concept of life in their own inner world, they can make people go to adolescence. At that time, people had just escaped from the naughty psychology of their youth, but the problems they were thinking about and the social adaptability were not strong enough, which completed the green and yellow thinking of people's brains to a certain extent, and their parents who had come over could only watch them silently, so that they could get the growth they needed from their somewhat distorted psychological state. This person's life is inherently delicate. A slight deviation may lead to another kind of extreme, serving in the early peace of mind to say that the changes in his inner world, as long as he can have the change, it is enough to prove that everyone will have the experience of growth. In the short decades of life, no matter what has its limitations, nothing can exist forever, but the inner world of man can be excepted, as long as man is still a living creature, as long as there is no blood in the body of his soul that is not smooth, man can finally make his inner world grow and change permanently, and even his changes are like the entire earth and the universe are slowly continuing backwards over time. It stands to reason that the fault is not the memory that people keep in their own brains, but the knowledge system created by the small people of the whole human race, and the human civilization and spirit that can make us live together in this world. And this process also happens to be the process of accumulation of the essence of the human mind, which will never break. In the entire human world, there will eventually be more people to inherit and develop these memories and missions of human beings in the long-term historical development process, and the civilized world will be inherited forever, but there is a prerequisite that people must inherit the most valuable things for themselves, and they will be valuable for experiencing some of the ins and outs of their own lives, and the values that can produce more progressive impetus for human beings and help people think of more highly developed values will eventually be left by history in the process of circulation. The traces of Fang and history are also left by those things that can reflect the problems of reality.

Every book is recording every era, reflecting every era, and reflecting this society. Of course, every time he poops, this kind of difficult words is probably only the brother who has no chance, and the tens of millions of words he wrote are difficult to understand in the end, and no one knows that he lives in such an ordinary world and can always have so many incomprehensible fantasies, thinking so much, whether there is really something wrong with his head.