Wu Yuan looked at the crowd of people hurrying on the whole street, he recalled those heroes he had read in many novels or literary works, those heroes in literary works or novels were so excellent and prominent, but in reality, he looked at all the characters on the road all day long, except for some people who were well-dressed and some who were a little old-fashioned, With his eyes, he couldn't see the difference between this crowd of people coming and going tonight except that they were working hard for their lives, his mind seemed to be standing at a height that was no longer in the human group, he seemed to think of himself as a member of the whole group of animals in the world, and then he could use his eyes as a member of the whole life body to look at the pedestrians rushing through the whole street, and he suddenly understood what his eldest brother Bin had said to him. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info His eldest brother Bin had said before that in fact, all the lives of the entire living body are actually the same, and there is no difference between them and the high and low from the whole life body. When Bin gave him the life that he seemed to understand, he also gave him an example that he had inadvertently followed a friend to visit that kind of social occasion before, and it was a teacher who was doing a happy event for himself, and he was doing a group of teachers who were very prestigious in the education world, and he saw that several of the male teachers were all dressed and smiling. Bin looked at the frost of age that could not be hidden on anyone's face by the miserable wind they had experienced on their faces, and guessed that they were probably already people who had been inferior to the education industry for many years. Bin can also see from their demeanor that in front of him, who is not in their industry, all their behaviors and demeanors are probably completely integrated into all the ups and downs and gains and losses they have experienced in the entire education industry, and they have almost integrated all the food they have experienced in the course of their lives in the past few decades into everything they show at this time, including all their knowledge and cultivation, and even everything that their inner world is naturally disgusted. But in Bin's view, all this is just these so-called heroes expressing everything and everything they have experienced in the past in front of a stranger they have never met, if not, Bin really can't see what kind of person is here with him, but Bin at that time also knew that if someone ignored them at that time to show their heroic deeds in front of a stranger, They become agitated because what they have been through is not taken seriously by others. At that time, everything that belongs to the dark side of human nature that they hide at the bottom of their inner world will break their apparent gentlemanly demeanor and be reflected like never before. Bin felt that no matter how noble a person was, even all human beings, including himself, were just one member of the entire life system. The most noble thing about human beings is that they have created value for themselves or others on the path of progress of the whole human race, and secondly, they have created value for the whole of mankind and left knowledge for the present and future generations of our entire human race. For this reason, Wu Yuan's eldest brother Bin's greatest ideal is to use all his efforts in the real society, and then write at any time to leave everything he has experienced in his life and his own evaluation and summary of all this. Bin believes that there are many people in this world who have created value for others, and there are many people who have created value creation for the entire human race, but the real valuable things left by the entire human society are actually very small, because most people only leave their own happiness and pain in the whole world, but except for the happiness and pain they have experienced, everything else has turned into a cloud of smoke with the passage of the return of money they have obtained for creating value. Because all the things that are in money will disappear because of everyone's material consumption of their lives. Relative to the life journey of the whole human race, everything they have created that can directly affect the life of the whole human life cannot be eternal, if the thing created by a person is the most eternal thing in the life and life course of the whole human race and can directly act on the life and life of the whole human being, then he can create the most valuable thing for the life and life course of the whole human race. But this is something that can transcend the happiness and sorrow of human beings, and what remains beyond their happiness and sorrow in the course of their entire life. This is what Bin thinks of the whole process of creation, but until later, Bin has never embarked on such a creative journey, except for writing some small articles, he basically has no time and it is difficult to calm down and write any long works. This is also the most regrettable thing in his life.

After listening to Bin tell him some philosophical theories about the emptiness of life, Wu Yuan seemed to feel that his whole life was also sublimated step by step. Whenever he had time to put down his work, he walked alone in the park, watching the old people she would have to experience in the future singing and dancing, as if they had returned to the youth they had experienced, singing and dancing enthusiastically. He seemed to see that they were actually trying to make the blood in their bodies flow, so that the piles of fat that had accumulated on their bodies could be consumed, and that every muscle in their bodies could be reunited, as if they were shaping their once young and promising bodies to control the panic they had already felt and to make their lives flexible, but Yuan smiled and thought that in the end, it was their bodies that could not control their souls, Rather, their souls have left their bodies because they can't bear the growing fear and panic of their age. After being influenced by his brother Bin, he suddenly felt that the form of the entire human body developed into the upright way of walking as it is today, and the most important thing was that it was determined by the way of working as the entire human group, and when the entire human group lost their way of working, then they would also lose their ability to operate as a form of the present. And this ability to operate as a human body form can only be more thoroughly guaranteed by all movements under their own productive labor, otherwise no matter how the whole human race operates their own whole body, the place where they have been fully recovered can of course be more powerful, but their unfunctioning body will only become more and more contracted. When a person's body is already in a state of extreme weakness, any point of partial damage may cause the whole living organism to be harmed, and at this time, the life span of the body, which is the bearer of the human soul, cannot be long, and it is only a matter of time before the human soul is separated from the body.

When Gen could have a hunch that he was thinking about these things, he realized that in this state he had received that his eldest brother's brain had been working and hovering on the edge of life and death in addition to going to work, studying, and career. It dawned on him that Bing had spent a great deal of time thinking about the whole human body in order to make a more concrete reflection on the question of how the whole human race would come into being.

Among the sisters on his mother's side, Xiuniang's family, Mei's second brother Xiaolin, died young, and it is said that he was already in high school at the time of his death, and his grades were also very good. Xiu's third brother wants to build a pigsty, as a brother, he and Mu have a good time with the two people also came to help, it was originally a pigsty that was not too big, four people worked together, just after noon to build a pigsty. Several people who were covered in the hot sun were sweating all over, and they were tired for a long time. A couple of children, who were only in their teens and a half, suggested that they go to the reservoir to take a cool shower. Several people were also young and vigorous, and when their proposal was put forward, it was quickly responded to by everyone. As soon as they said they were leaving, the four of them talked and laughed and ran to the reservoir. Wood's two friends were familiar with water before, but he had never been in such a large reservoir himself, and he was afraid of such an environment, so the other three people, including his brother, went into the water, and he himself could only watch them play in the water from the shore.

Wu Yuan's second uncle Xiaolin was also a person who didn't know how to water, but he didn't care about all this at all, in that era, his brain was already filled with the knowledge that ordinary people have, and he deeply realized that if he didn't learn to take the initiative to go out, then what a person wanted would never be able to get. Besides, it is impossible for all people to think that such a thing will happen, and naturally there will be no sense of danger. At first, he only dared to swim in shallow water, and then he probably felt that he could never learn the real skill in shallow water, so he was excited and desperately swam towards the deep water, but when the deep water came out, he used his feet to imitate the appearance of his two friends and stared desperately at the water, and the first family studied hard in the water. But he exerted half a day's strength, and he couldn't even make half an inch of progress in the water. At this moment, he began to get anxious, he gave up what he had seen others do in the water, and began to kick around in the water. At that moment, he found that his body no longer listened to his arbitrary calls as he did on land, he regretted that he was such a big person, and at that moment he was just dying.

Mu on the shore soon saw that something was wrong, he saw his brother Xiaolin in the water than his other two friends were digging and kicking hard, but the result was not half a step forward, while his two friends easily went out a long way, he quickly wanted his two friends to call for help, after the two people turned around, they also knew that something was wrong, they also panicked for a while, and quickly swam back. By the time they swam back to Xiaolin's side, Xiao Lin was exhausted by his own useless struggle, and when the two of them grabbed his two hands one after the other, his consciousness as if he had grasped two life-saving straw men had completely blurred at that moment, and he regarded the two people as two steady stones on the shore, and his two hands pressed on the two people's bodies as if desperately, trying to push their bodies out of the water through their two hands and the only remaining strength in their bodies. Then he can thus obtain the feeling of free breathing that he once had on land. As a result, instead of supporting his own body, he pressed his two friends who came to save him to the water, and his two friends were also bent on getting him out of the water, so they also began to dig their hands and feet in the water as if they were desperate. However, the three people were originally three hearts, and their colleagues were all struggling desperately underwater but could not form a common language exchange, as a result, you could do it on one side, and he could not make a line at all, and the three people not only did not have all the strength but not only did not get closer and closer, but they made enough strength but fell deeper and deeper.

Mu saw that the three people in the water not only did not struggle, but quickly lost their traces on the surface of the water in the process of struggling, and his heart was also flustered, not knowing what to do. His mouth kept saying that it was not good, it was not good, and it was three people who died this time. The reservoir is far away from the surrounding stockades, and when he goes to hand it over to someone to save him, he is afraid that the man will be stiff and dead, so he can also do it alone on the shore in a hurry, but he can't help at all. After two minutes, his two friends swam from the water to the surface. They were also helpless that they had never thought of such a thing before, and at that moment they had done all their best but had never rescued their common friend. In fact, if we use the extrapolation we have today, at that time everything is still in time, they can wait for themselves to emerge from the water, and then breathe in enough air and return to the water again, at that time the naked sleeping man has exhausted all his strength, and in his case it is the best time. As a result, they gave up all the measures to save without knowing the situation, and the last Xiaolin could only die of hatred under the water.

Seeing that his two friends had floated out of the water, Mu was finally a little relieved, and he hurried back to his second uncle's house, and then told them about it. After his second uncle and second mother heard the news, they naturally had a feeling that the sky was falling, and then they hurriedly found someone to go to the reservoir to retrieve the body. At that time, Bin was only a four or five-year-old child, and in his memory only his mother Xiu went to their grandfather's house with their third brother on his back, and he said it after he came back, and it was only at that time that Bin had such a vague uncle in his inner world for the first time. After that, the show forced the order to refrain from going to the water's edge to play. In addition, in the Shibanpo where they were born and raised, this place is mainly dry land, and it is difficult to see a large area of water all year round, except for the rainy season, which can accumulate in low-lying places and then completely leak for a day or two, and as a result, many of their three brothers and their generation in the same village hardly go to deep water to swim. However, due to the different geographical location of the whole Guizhou region, although it will be difficult to see a large water area in the entire Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau, this place will never be short of water, crops and crops will rarely appear in a state of drought and no harvest, and the land and mountains and forests here will receive a large amount of precipitation from God every year. Not only that, Guizhou Province has always been one of the poor rural areas of the whole country, in the history of China, there are almost no resources to be developed in the entire Guizhou region, the foot pain is underdeveloped, the population is relatively sparse, the transportation remains unchanged, and there are mainly many ethnic minority gathering places. Due to its remote location, there are very few resources available, so there are naturally many historical disputes and legends. According to the genealogies of many existing large Han families in Guizhou, most of the Han people in Guizhou today were forcibly relocated to Guizhou by administrative orders and derogatory reproaches after Zhu Yuanzhang unified Guizhou in the Ming Dynasty, and finally developed into a family that intends to be as big as it is today. Not only that, but another advantage of Guizhou is that the changes of dynasties and wars of all sizes rarely extend to the mountainous areas of Guizhou. It was because of his poverty that those who had a strong desire for lust would dismiss her, because in their eyes there was nothing worth fighting for, but it was precisely because of this that he was prevented from suffering from the wars that were powerful and dangerous to his life through the various dynastic changes. On the other hand, Guizhou Province is not located on the national border, so even terrorists are naturally difficult to take care of.

Wu Yuan's three brothers have been affected by the natural environment, but with the experience of their second uncle Xiaolin and the education and protection of their mother's ear and face, they have never been able to accept the exploration work in deep water for the rest of their lives, and finally they have not been able to learn the nature of water. Fortunately, Xiu's second uncle Jun obtained a slightly more than other people's way of life has a spiritual impact on his three children, and his eldest daughter Mei has also read to the third year of high school when she was studying, but she failed to pass the college entrance examination for several years in a row. In their time, it was already a great thing to be able to come out of a college student, but in that era, because the economy of the whole country was not very developed, there were not many people who could study, and there were fewer university campuses that could work at that time, so the score required would naturally be higher. Didn't take the exam for several years in a row and failed to pass the exam, and finally he chose to give up his study career in school, and in less than a year or two he chose the place where his father once lived to embark on a life of work, and finally things have developed until she is completely unwilling to live under others and embarked on a road of independent entrepreneurship, he went out and spent 20 years, and finally created a life platform that allowed her to keep food and clothing worry-free, but it was also a life of hard work. In the end, it was her third brother Bo who took the lead in breaking through the threshold of the college entrance examination, then passed three years of university life, and spent another two years outside, and finally embarked on such a path as a civil servant.

Xiaolin's death has made all the items in the whole house become the objects of affection for the old and future people, and every time they see those old items, they always invisibly cause sorrow and sadness in their hearts. Later, in order to alleviate the mourning of the white-haired people in their inner world to the black-haired people, May proposed to no longer live in the old house, but to use the only strength in their family to choose a new piece of land and build a new house. Mei contributed money and waves. Since Bo went to junior high school, while studying in school, he took on the task of decorating his own house, and until Bo went to college, the whole house was almost completely renovated. At this time, their family moved back to the new house to live, from beginning to end it took almost five or six years to completely renovate the whole house, and then Mei officially got married, and finally they took the marriage to the old house, but they were not people who had lived in their hometown for too long, and it didn't take long for them to return to their own jobs, and the old house was given to other families in the village to live in on their behalf. The house where the owner lived in it had long since disappeared had become even more deserted in a few years. The courtyard, the daffodils and evergreen trees that had been planted have long since been left uncared for and decorated, and the whole courtyard has suddenly become a little overgrown and deserted.

Then after Mei's first child was born, he was sent to a new house and handed over to their parents to raise, which was already the third generation of the family that had thousands of yuan per month in the early years, and the children were raised for nothing long after they were born, and it seems that they came to this world to be considered the most important generation since childhood. From birth, they have received a multi-information state from the television that people who are only a little younger than their age, just like Beethoven, a natural musician, who has received from the environment of a musical world created for them by their parents from the womb. However, in the living environment of today's generation of parents, what they create is not a living environment full of art, but a commercial advertisement for their products after the TV series is over, so this generation is born with more or less humorous words. In the Chinese, the generation of wealthy people gradually came to the ****** of the previous generation, Song Dandan and the agronomic and harlequin actors of the current generation of Xiao Shenyang and Song Xiaobao who had just debuted through their simple and easy-to-understand performances through the TV medium prompted the generation of children who only sat in front of the TV to quickly suffer from the infection, and many children who were regarded as geniuses When they were pushed back into the same TV program to perform, their brains were a copied ******. Song Dandan, Song Xiaobao or Xiao Shenyang. They are born to sing and read the theme songs of their favorite TV series, and they will sing more or less a couple of lines as long as it is a popular song. Because of this, this generation of children who have grown up in the new era of development are regarded as naturally intelligent people, who have lived in the praise of others since childhood, and mainly because people will hide a heart of yearning for beauty in their own inner world. They are naturally unwilling to bear all the pain that this world has brought to them, and only wish that they could be filled with endless happiness in this life. Mei's son grew up into his teens in a happy tolerance, and at this time she gave birth to a new son, who was later sent to her parents for foster care. At that time, Bo was not married, but he had a child who was pregnant out of wedlock. It's hard to say that this kind of thing is unmarried and pregnant, and they have such a brand as the official work of the state, so they don't dare to swagger everywhere in this case, and after the child was born, Mei came back from Guangdong. Instead of going straight home, she took the train directly to Liupanshui to her brother's place of work, and then returned to her hometown from the place where her brother worked. When she returned, she had an infant child in her hand, in addition to her own newborn son, which she half-truthfully joked that he had picked up on the road. He then placed both children in foster care with his parents. That time, she took away Li, who was still a young girl who was still staying at home alone and waiting to get married. Soon after the child was given to his parents for foster care, Po and his new wife were married, and after the marriage they bought a house and later had a second child. But in the end, this marriage failed to go too long, even the remaining mortgage in the process of buying a house has not been paid off, the whole family has made trouble because of some small things, and finally went to the civil court, and pronounced their divorce judgment through legal means, the mortgage of the property, each of them got half of it, and the child conceived by two people, they also got one each.

Xiu's first aunt, that is, the third sister of her father Yu, married a well-off family with a regular job at that time when she was young, he enjoyed a slightly superior standard of living in economic conditions like his children's songs, and after he got married, he took advantage of the geographical advantage of his house in the middle of the small city to have a food stall at the door of his house, which has been in business for decades, and his decades of self-operated living conditions soon made her have his own independent living resources. She used her only income to run the whole family comfortably and properly, she also had four children under her knees, the eldest daughter married a rich man who was born to manage well, and ran it for many years, and when her grandson has grown up, his life's hard work has also made his whole family have a lot of savings, as a small town development family, hundreds of thousands of yuan can also be taken out casually.

His eldest son learned the way of making tea since he was a child, and when he was only twenty or thirty years old, he ran his own tea company, and every year when the tea picking season came, there would be a team of hundreds of workers to pick tea for their company, and the company would have a lot of economic income every year. The second son embarked on the path of joining the army, and then transferred to the armed brigade of the county seat. The third son was also successfully admitted to his own job, just because one of his good classmates, was the only child in the family, but died young because of illness, his classmate was dying, he recommended him to his classmate's father, his classmate's father also personally appointed him as a son, and finally he could only get the consent of her biological parents and then left his biological mother to live with his stepmother, and made a son to the father of his classmate, In order to fulfill a promise made by his best classmates, he wanted to provide for his classmates and his classmates' parents to the end of their lives, but he left home and his biological parents.

It wasn't until later that Xiu's eldest brother-in-law left her Aunt Zhang first, and at that moment every woman's inner world touched the unprecedented grief in her whole life, and in the most powerful contradiction of his life in his whole life, he took the lead in leaving her, and he obtained the most absolute victory of its vitality. When she was a teenager, from the moment she had his own ideas, all the thoughts of his own thoughts, including his parents, entered his inner world, and when they were contrary to the ideas he originally had in his inner world, he had to do the strongest resistance and struggle with his own ideas that he didn't want to reunite, just like two different blood types, and finally interfered with each other's normal work in the case of incompatibility. As a result, it prompted an otherwise normal work, so that the person who was transfused with two blood types ended up dying without knowing it. Fortunately, when two different thoughts enter a person's inner world, although they will make a strong resistance and struggle, as long as a person is not so deliberately harsh on the final difference between his own thoughts and other people's thoughts, although the tendency of resistance is still a little strong when the two sides first come into contact, but the two sides can still tolerate each other. When she was still a teenager, she rebelled and rebelled against the inconsistencies in her inner world that were conveyed from her brothers and sisters; When he was a little older, she began to fight and rebel against the advice that their parents gave them due to the flannel in their inner world. But it wasn't until they really got to that point that she found that he was the only one who was the biggest contradiction in her life. In this body, she didn't know how many times she had resisted because she couldn't fit those ideas that were different from her own thoughts that had invisibly entered her inner world, and she had almost resisted for it for a lifetime, and she had a lifetime of quarrels and contradictions. It wasn't until he left her first that she suddenly felt the feeling of being at last an absolute victory, and that there was no longer anyone with whom she would quarrel in his life because of different opinions, and that he did not need to rebel against all the thoughts that had been passed on to her from the words of others that did not correspond to the ideas in her inner world, so that she suddenly felt that she had suddenly lost something, but he did not seem to understand what she had lost. Then came a similar sense of panic and fear that had come from his inner world, and it seemed to have been frequent since she had her own memories until the end of her life. However, it was precisely these frequent feelings of fear and crisis in his memory that made her feel the pain in her heart, and at the same time made her find something that would always exist in his memory. It also made her discover that she is herself, the eternal existence of each person's life, and the most essential difference between each person as an individual and a group. The same feeling made her never feel that he would lose his way in his own life, and it was precisely because of these fears and panics that she resisted and fought for a lifetime under the situation that others used to touch the most easily touched, and the closer to her people were to touch the pain in his inner world.

People are like this, whenever their sense of fear and panic is so strong that they themselves are overwhelmed, they rebel against this way of life that puts a strong pressure on their lives; But when their vitality no longer has this kind of life pressure, they will feel the boredom and emptiness of living in this state of life. The stresses of life can bring a person the pain and blows they endure as if they were physically hurt. When life is busy, it will bring invisible pressure to a person's body and mind, and when a person does nothing all day long, they will also feel the invisible pressure from their life force, and this pressure will also have the same pressure in their life as they suffered from the busy time of life, and it will also make their life suffer invisible pain. But all men are the same, and as long as they do not touch the different sense of fear and panic of each of them, everyone will be generous and generous with what can reach beyond the essence of their life, and it will not be until that moment that they will show the heroism of their life that they have never seen before.

Xiu's eldest aunt was in her life, and at the moment when she could feel her own existence as her own life, at that moment he suddenly discovered that what he had in his life had also happened countless times in her life, and that she could make herself feel the imprint of her own life, the feeling that she was familiar with but could not explain in her whole life was unprecedentedly aggravated at that moment, and she suddenly felt an unprecedented intensity of grief from her inner world, This deep sorrow seduced almost all the imprints and memories of his entire life. When all the imprints and memories in her life were used in her inner world at the same time, for a moment he suddenly couldn't find a distinction between primary and secondary, and he couldn't even know that the sentence she wanted to say in her inner world was the most important, and that sentence was the most secondary. He couldn't tell which of the many words he wanted to say that he could not count clearly, which one needed to come first, and which one needed later, so that he could most thoroughly describe all the words he wanted to say in his inner world more clearly and clearly. Even though her inner world had straightened out a certain sentence that needed to be said, but she had not yet spoken it and suppressed the words, and was quickly covered up by the words that were still emerging in her inner world, and then all the things it needed to express were wiped out, and after a long time she realized that the only thing he could give her husband to all the contributions he had made to her whole life was a good word that people often mentioned in their mouths, and even he himself had said in his life, and there were countless variables. He would think of the fact that he had used this simple word countless times in his life, one of the simplest words that a child had learned when he first learned to speak, and he had said it countless times with countless emotional or dispensable words, but she felt that when she said this word this time, she had the most sincere evaluation of all in his life, that is, this one word she dared to bet everything in her life as a bet for the sincerity of everything in her life.

The relatives and friends present knew that everyone would show the same feelings in this situation, and they all advised him not to be too grieved, because they all knew that he had had a heart attack, and although he had been cured for a long time, excessive grief could have caused her to relapse. Under the unanimous persuasion of relatives, she gradually endured the sadness, she is already in her sixties, since she was a child her father on the moment of history, living in this world for decades has not known how many times life and death have been experienced, any person to such a stage knows that people will always have such a day, naturally life and death as ordinary things are almost the same, although the inner world is filled with her life and words are inexhaustible, But she also understands the sickness she has suffered. At that moment, she knew she couldn't fall herself. If she had fallen at that moment, he would have only been able to add more unnecessary burdens to his children, and since then, Xiu's eldest aunt has lived for many more years, and she has lived until his bear's paw has died, and even his youngest brother is much older than him.

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