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63 Reluctantly

Yin didn't know whether it was the emotional effect or the physical fatigue, but in the end she still hung down weakly there, and because she felt her weakness and exhaustion, she whispered there: "Then I'll help you to sit in the courtyard for a while, maybe it will be quieter there." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"No, I don't go to the backyard." Yin hurriedly stopped there, and said in a panic, "You...... You'd better send me back to my room. ”

"Going to your boudoir?" A man in front of him, who was maintaining his composure, suddenly sank, and said with some embarrassment, "Why? Why is that? ”

"I want to go to my room and rest for a while, maybe it will be fine, it's cold in the backyard, and now the evening breeze outside is still very cold." Yin explained there with some difficulty, trying to persuade the vain, "Aren't you afraid that I will blow the wind and catch a cold?" ”

"Don't be afraid." Without thinking about it, he jokingly asked, "With your martial arts, you can blow the wind and catch a cold?" ”

"But I'm really tired, I need to rest in the room!" Yin was really a little breathless in that place, and said in a low tone as much as he could, "Aren't you just unwilling to give me a room?" I'll sleep by myself, in my own bed. ”

"Then I'll ask the maid to take you there." He saw that the alliance leader in the distance had already avoided them and went to the other table to drink because he saw what kind of whispering the two of them seemed to be talking. Only then did he feel a little natural and stood up, and then, he beckoned a woman who was holding a tray in the distance, and he beckoned her to come over and said, "Xiaofang, Xiaofang, you come here." ”

"Ye Gongzi, do you have any orders?" Xiao Fang greeted her with a smile, and a nameless fire surged in Yin's heart, and she coughed deliberately there.

When both Luokong and Xiaofang seemed to be frightened, Luokong also reacted first and leaned on Xiaofang's body and said, "You can take your young lady back to the house." ”

"Yes, the slave knows." Xiao Fang was still smiling, and he didn't understand the meaning of this, but he still didn't want to break anything, and then he just waved his hand so much, signaled to show it, and walked to another table without looking back, he saw that the table was surrounded by a group of strong men who were drinking, and the table was covered with all kinds of messy food, almost all the food that had been destroyed, and some wine jars that had not been opened, so he had to open a wine jar and joined in.

And when she left, the two women who were left behind felt a little inadequate, but Xiao Fang still said to Yin so friendly and awe-inspiring: "Miss, I'll help you into the room." ”

"Just you?" Yin smiled contemptuously and disdainfully, "You're so naïve! ”

-- What is this aimed at? It's like a cliché in the words, but it still has a layer of meaning, and it still has some mean meaning. But Miss, after all, she is still Miss, Xiao Fang thought about it, and said with a smile on her face again: "Although the slave doesn't know what Miss is talking about, Miss is going back to the room to rest." ”

"What if...... What if I don't reply? Still with the same contemptuous and dismissive smile, Yin said, "Why don't I go back?" What can you do with me? ”

"Hehe, what kind of thing is Miss talking about?" Xiao Fang was still smiling very hard and reluctantly, she was smiling very hard, but she was also there smiling very hard, "Don't you want to go back to your room to rest now?" ”

"Hmph, joke!" Yin suddenly felt good, so she avoided Xiao Fang's outstretched hand, and there was a contemptuous smile on the corner of her mouth, she just seemed to smile very flatly, "Do I need you to talk about it if I want to go back to the house?" ”

"But...... Isn't it? Xiao Fang was a little flustered, a little overwhelmed, she said in a panic and trembling a little, "Could it be, miss...... But, Ye Gongzi, he said......"

"Don't be in front of me, a mouthful of Ye Gongzi, who do you think you are!" Yin interrupted Xiao Fang's still hesitant words in that place contemptuously and coldly, and she said with a prickly expression in her obvious words, "You're just a maid, slave, that's all. Why do you call him Ye Gongzi in front of me, just because of what you have had between you? ”

"Ah, Miss, what a wrong!" Xiao Fang suddenly knelt down on her knees nervously, and said tremblingly, "Slave maid and Ye Gongzi...... No, and he ...... Anyway, it doesn't have anything to do with it, it doesn't matter at all. Who doesn't know, the alliance leader has promised the two of you to get married. How could the young lady suspect the slave maid? ”

"That's good." Moan only snorted softly there.

Xiao Fang, suddenly trembled, what kind of nervous and depressed cold feeling, what kind of depression, what kind of fear, she would worry a lot, she was worried that she would think too much, what had passed would disappear there, since everything had disappeared, since it had disappeared, since it had nothing to do with herself, she would not think much about it there, and she would just re-explain, and she would let herself completely keep what she was calm again. Keeping the most peaceful mood and peace of mind, everything is still there at peace, it is there to maintain peace.

It's really not a good thing, it's really impossible, sometimes I feel a little empty, sometimes I feel a little forgotten and all the general confusion and I am at a loss, since I will struggle so much pain there, why should I deceive myself and hurt others and myself there? It's time to step down, or maybe it's better to convince yourself that you have to let yourself go. In that memory, Yin just felt that she had a bad attitude towards Xiao Fangdi before, and felt that she might have been really carried away by jealousy at that time, and she shouldn't have treated her like this. She hesitated there, but what could not be recovered, what might not be recovered, and what could not be recovered, could never be recovered.

What is gone will be gone, those figures are there to turn and be far away, lost but lost, there will be a very painful thing, that is the friction between the hearts of the two women, like a flame of friction, and in the end, even she herself does not know what is going on, she is so good, she herself can't help but feel her horror in that memory, her every move at that moment is as if she is a demon, she also feels very scary, but, she did, no matter whatWhether she is a wicked person or not, her last thoughts and thoughts are to deny everything, deny everything, let everything disappear, all be erased there, so completely erased, all traces are non-existent, everything is impossible there.

What kind of cycle is there, it is a kind of cycle nightmare, it is a kind of nightmare when her hands are stained with blood, and the nightmare that is not satisfied with blood will continue to be in her mind, reincarnated in her memory, played in a whirlwind, constantly played in a loop, reflected, will slowly expand in her heart, slowly open up, what kind of plunder, what kind of erosion, she herself is there and does not understand all the rights and wrongs very well, but it is also really happening thereIt happened there that it was difficult to discover and understand by oneself.

People always seem to do something that is difficult for them to control at some point, knowing that the facts are wrong, knowing that they should not be, but in the end they still do it there, as if they know that their hearts are not exactly like this, but they can't control a kind of malice that secretly emerges in a corner of their hearts, and they are only there to be completely chaotic for this malice and the slightest bit of malice.

The pain that is stirred up is also the sorrow that is stirred up there. Yin only remembered that when Xiao Fang knelt there and kowtowed to herself and begged for mercy, she was worried that others would pay attention to her, and she was also worried that she would see that something was wrong here, and then came over to inquire, feeling that she was a bit too much of a master. And such an image must be undesirable to the unsuccessful Yin, who is bent on pleasing him.

Yin frowned in disgust there, and said impatiently, "Did I tell you to kneel?" Did I say it? Do you think I'm bullying you? Let me ask you? Hurry up for me, do you want to take me back to my room!? ”

"Miss, what do you mean......" Xiao Fang looked up and asked in some confusion, impatient and full of jealousy, and when she saw those pitiful eyes, she felt very disgusted there. She cursed secretly in her heart: Damn little Nizi, measure how much she looks, just pretend to be pitiful here, look at so many people here, and kowtow to me, hum, are you still very good at tricks? Won't make you feel better so easily. "What do I mean, what do you mean!" Yin was there trying to keep her words calm, but she couldn't help but burst into a startled tone there, and she said, "I mean very simply, I mean, do you want to send me back to my room, Miss Fang......"

"Ah, Xiaofang doesn't dare, Xiaofang is just a maid, where can she bear such a joke from Miss." Xiao Fang just said nervously there, "What's wrong with Xiao Fang, please point it out to Miss, please say it directly, don't let the slave guess, the slave is too stupid to understand what Miss means......"

"Less nonsense!" Yin just said more and more bored and impatient in that place, and said with the slightest hint of malice, "What I said, you are all bullshit, right?" You didn't hear a word, did you? ”

"Ah, the slave doesn't dare!"

"Then send me back to my room to rest!" Yin said angrily, "It's hard to always talk to you here!" ”

"Ah, the slave understands!" Xiao Fang stood up at this time, but found that because she had been kneeling for a long time, her knees were a little numb and a little sore, but Xiao Fang still couldn't care about being so numb that her knees were numb, so she helped Yin who pretended to be weak and walked to the room, where she tried hard to endure the pain, took her own steps, and walked step by step.

When the two women were all about to leave, they also subconsciously looked around and glanced around at the surrounding situation, because of the eyes of Yin, Xiao Fang didn't dare to look around too seriously, and she didn't look too far away, so naturally she didn't see the frustration. And Yin can look around generously to find the frustration, although it is very unfair, but it is also deserved.

It's as if there are a lot of things in the world that seem to be very unfair, but they are also natural in that world, because that is a kind of fairness that belongs to the fairness and unfairness of that world. Yin could casually look around looking for the person she wanted to see, but when she saw the void, the man was there carrying the jar and constantly filling the wine, and he didn't look around at all, and she didn't stay long because she said she was leaving.

On the contrary, Yin's father looked at his daughter with relief, and nodded his head in a gesture, this is a kind of father's love, a kind of father's love that she has always felt, but has never cherished.

Many times, I will constantly want to shake what I can't get, even if it is fighting for something, when I am competing for something, I seem to care whether I want it or not, I just feel that since it is what I want, it must be what I have to get, but in that meaningless competition, I lost it there, or I just ignored what is very important in my life, and what is the best and most precious has to be placed at hand. It just has to be left at hand and ignored.

Useful hands and useful minds are busy fighting for what is suitable for them or not, but completely shelving and ignoring the happiness that is close at hand, just in front of them, and perhaps it is also a kind of sorrow, and it is also a kind of neglectful sorrow that I am not particularly aware of being irresponsible to myself.

The stream of sorrow circulated in the air, but it was only the sorrow of the person in the memory, and she was really in that environment, but she did not understand this sorrow and lamentation at all, it was a kind of regret and sigh after her own summary of her past many years later.

And at that time, she was still relatively immature, but she was struggling to plan a terrible change there, because someone's fate would change from now on, and what kind of destruction plan she had, it was slowly and quietly carried out there.

After passing through the path, when Xiao Fang walked out of the bright hall with her body not really weak, and walked through the corridor, Xiao Fang carefully lit the hand lamp at hand, and the rockeries and various pines and flowers around the corridor were also looming under the moonlight. Xiao Fang took a deep breath of the fragrance and floral fragrance that belonged to the night, she had to hold the chant in one hand, the lamp in the other, and said, "Miss, are you leaving?" We're almost there. ”

"Yes." Yin replied mechanically, she was still thinking about her thoughts and plans, but she also smelled the fragrance of flowers around her, she frowned and said, "It's so fragrant, what does this smell like." ”

"It's probably the fragrance of osmanthus flowers, and the fragrance of osmanthus flowers in August." Xiao Fang said with a smile. And I don't know why I feel a strange disgust for this kind of laughter.

"Hehe, you know a lot." Yin snorted coldly, "How can I remember that this yard is so fragrant, and I remember that there are roses and moons and other flowers in the yard." ”

"Yes, yes, when the young lady said this, did she really remind the slave? Yes, there are still a lot of flowers and plants in this yard? Xiao Fang continued, still laughing there, "It is monotonous to have one flower and one variety in a courtyard, so in addition to osmanthus and roses, Yueji, there are some other flowers and plants, some are nameless, and there are also some names called by Xiaofang, such as canna, cockscomb, ......."

"I still want a flower, it's better!" Yin interrupted Xiao Fang's words coldly, but there suddenly said very coldly, "There are too many flowers, I'm afraid they will compete for favor." Roses should be the most beautiful, osmanthus should not be more fragrant than her! ”

"Hehe, Miss, this is a joke." Xiao Fang was still there with some difficulty, and reluctantly smiled and explained, as if she was trying to make a final struggle, "Roses, naturally, are the most beautiful flowers, they are the flowers of love, and roses are also very fragrant, but the fragrance of roses is also roses, which cannot replace the fragrance of osmanthus flowers......"

"What if you want to replace it?" Yin suddenly said coldly, and there was a very quick backhand cut, and quickly grabbed Xiao Fang's hand, and the other hand and snatched the hand lamp from Xiao Fang's hand with the same momentum. The lamp resembled a lantern, but it was not complete, but under the thin paper cover was a burning candle, and if you looked closely, the boiling candle oil was constantly flowing there as the tongue of fire burned.

The night was changing there, the air was changing, the strange smell was in the enchanting fragrance of the flowers, and it was painful to breathe, as if it was struggling, and it was as if it had lost its soul.

"Little ...... Miss, Miss, what are you doing? Xiao Fang was nervous there, crying and nervous there, but the words whispered, "Xiao Fang, what's wrong, Miss can say it, or...... Or, let the young lady tell you! ”

"Good slave, you listen to me, that's it!" Moan, who had been frowning for a long time in disgust, suddenly laughed there, but in the dim and jumping firelight, there was a strange and miserable smile, and she just smiled there and ordered, "Can you not make a sound?" Whatever I do, don't you make a sound? Otherwise, your father, your mother, you say, with my identity as the eldest lady, do you think I will be unable to do anything? ”

"Miss spare your life!" Xiao Fang was already so frightened that tears rolled down there, but she just held her hands there and sobbed quietly, "It's just that Xiao Fang is alone to provoke Miss, I'm unhappy, don't hurt my parents and family......"

"Then you don't make a sound, okay?" It was a soft voice that belonged to the master, but you could hear a strange and terrible soft laugh in your ears, cold to your heart, and your whole body twitching with fear.

"Well...... Kindness! "The weak and powerless deer who struggled on the line of life and death may not be as panicked as Xiaofang at this moment.

"Good slave, don't make a sound, I guarantee the safety of your whole family, for a while, just for a while, don't make a sound......"

The night was cold and silent, the evening breeze was blowing slowly through the flowers, the bright moon was still shining, and under the moon, everything was quiet there, as if there was nothing left, as if there was nothing in the air, and it was as if everything that had once existed had disappeared there.

Only the hand lamp, the hand lamp that has long been removed from the paper cover, the candle oil wants to flow there, flowing on the ground, look closely, there will be a kind of drop after drop, and a little bit of candle oil everywhere on the ground, but the little bit of candle oil has long been dry, who knows, the candle oil that burns in the flame and melts down, the temperature that drips, and what kind of melting it burns, what kind of feeling and feeling it is, perhaps, only when you touch it, you will understand it most truly......