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62 trance

Time is always there and passes quickly, time just turns and time disappears, as fleeting as a fleeting cloud, and in a trance it disappears completely, and it is there that it suddenly feels very painful.

It was there that I suddenly felt very overwhelmed, and I was there to forget and forget, and I felt that there was something in my life that was struggling there, and it was also twitching there, and it was always so fast and fast, so fast that it was hard to fathom, so fast that it was hard to find, so fast that it was hard to pursue, and it was as if there was no possibility there, as if there was no possibility of all of it. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

It will be there to get tired of it, it will be there to forget, and it will be there to undoubtedly find, as if it is there that it will not be found, what kind of pain there is, what kind of pain there is, what kind of pain there is to struggle with, there is no place to find it, and there is no struggle.

What is there is cold there, it is so slow and forgetful, what kind of vomiting breath there is, as if there is what kind of pain in the pain and embarrassment of life, what kind of embarrassment, what kind of helplessness there is forgotten, as long as long, as long as long.

What kind of distance there is, what kind of impossibility there is, where it is so painful to struggle, and there it is so difficult to struggle, and there it is also at a loss, just trembling there, suddenly feeling sick and tired, that is something far away, and something impossible in the distance.

Everything will be like this again, there is something that hurts and hurts there, it hurts so much that every nerve in the body twitches, and in the convulsive pain and forgetfulness, I feel speechless, I feel that I don't have to exist. When I really learned about the relationship between the frustration and the woman who called the spirit.

Yin felt that she didn't have to exist, she would really feel her existence there, it was like air, everything could have nothing to do with her, and it didn't matter for a long time, there was nothing to do with it. What kind of impossibility, what kind of **, and what kind of use. Maybe the relationship between her and him is more just a utility.

There's a lot of unreality, there's a lot of unreality, there's a lot of insincerity, and there's a lot of forgetting and sadness, and everything is impossible, as if it's going to be so completely impossible there, because there's going to be too much use, there's too much use and sadness there.

She wanted to forget, she wanted to forget again, with her aching heart, when her heart was already broken there, she wanted to comfort herself, and she wanted to convince herself to let go, to let go again.

She wants to come out, she wants to come out, she wants to come out so really, she really wants to get out, but she still finds that she can't do it, she still can't do it, she is still so powerless, she still has no way there, as if there is no way there, what kind of no way is there is no way, what kind of no way is there, there is no way, there is no way to stay away.

The wounds, the tears, the bleeding there, the wounds bleed, the pain was contagious, and the flow of pain was so pervasive that it would be there and painful all over her body.

Since what there is is disappearing there, then what has disappeared will be lost for a long time, let what disappear, and what can no longer be found and found. There was a time when she didn't want to look for herself, she wanted to hide herself in one place.

Hidden in a quiet, safe, and completely isolated world, it is so quiet, so that it exists there as if it is dead, as if it is going to die, what kind of impossibility exists, what kind of impossibility seems to be forgotten there, what kind of impossibility there is that it is difficult to take care of, what is there that is difficult to take care of, as if there is suddenly a general feeling that I want to disappear completely from this world, I want to disappear like that, It's better to disappear there completely.

Because it is unreliable something, it seems to be something that cannot be done, and it seems that she is waiting for something, but it seems that she can't wait for something, she is there to comfort herself, comfort herself and say, if you can't wait, don't wait anymore.

What kind of urging is there intense and painful, what is there in life, what is there in life, where it will be so painful and anxious, and in that urging, what kind of patience is there, what is there to endure again, and there is also there to find something again.

Knowing what is not real, what is not real there, and what is impossible there, is as if it were completely impossible.

She just suddenly felt that her existence was so ridiculous, she just felt that she was stuck between the void and the spirit, it was too ridiculous, she had anger, she had chagrin, but it was only against herself, it was also against her, it was impossible not to target him, the reason for everything was all because of him, he didn't tell her, the truth of everything, he almost didn't explain it to her at all, until she had to ask him so much, he still had such a cold face, There, as if he was so careless, he said, "It's not too late to tell." ”

"It's late! Bastard! She hissed, but before she could do a second time, he was so hard and unable to break free with his right hand that he slammed her against the wall without mercy. He was so indifferent that he ignored her soft cry of pain in the impact, and just stared into her eyes with a pair of cold eyes menacingly, and said, "As long as you say a word, we will rest immediately!" ”

There is a road of no return, a road that can never be walked on, as if it is a dead end, as if it will not go on, as if it has to go on and die there.

, as if there is no return date there, there is no way to live, want to breathe the air there, the pain and struggle in life make her how much she wants to breathe, want to stay away from this messy and chaotic world, she wants to breathe the air, she just wants to go out to relax, but when she wants to step out of the door, the doorman has to stretch out a hand to stop her: "Mrs. Young Master, I'm sorry, this is the young master's order, you can't get out of this house!" ”

"Bang!" The wooden door of the room was slammed shut so hard that it had to be closed, and the wooden door that had been opened was closed again, and it was completely closed, and after a while, the two guards guarding the door of the spiritual room immediately heard the sound of various bottles and cans breaking in the room, and they just exchanged glances with each other, and then they no longer squeaked, but heard a loud cry in the door.

"Ye Luokong, you are so ruthless, you are so ruthless! It's so vicious! "Yin was so heartbroken and so desperate that she threw all kinds of scraps and pieces of the shelf to the ground, big or small, not fragile, fragile to the ground and smashed and smashed over, but the object like a raindrop seemed to fall not on the ground, but on her heart, every blow and every blow as if it were a very heavy and heavy smash on her heart, the pain and pain, she wept there, tears rippled, pitiful, but, What kind of heart is there under that sad face, she gritted her teeth and hated there, "No, I won't let you go!" I won't let you go. I'm not going to just give up, you...... You want to lock me up? Don't think about it, Ye Luokong, you don't want to lock me up! ”

"Don't you think about it!" Angry and desperate, she put a piece of white paper on the wall that had been pasted on the wall, and in a moment she tore off the white paper on the wall. But when the snow-white cover paper was completely torn off, a large area of yellowed walls was revealed, and the ...... There is also the big yellowed word "囍". She suddenly had to look at the word "Xi" in front of her in a daze, as if she didn't recognize it.

There is always so much and too much surprise in life, and there are too many things that are unpredictable and difficult to do, as if there is something that cannot be done for a long time there, and what kind of pain there is.

There is something that is scattered there, what kind of trance there is, where there is unknown, where there is pain, where there is fierce anger, where there is no way to do it, and it is difficult, and because it is very difficult, I find out what kind of powerlessness there is, and what kind of powerlessness I find out what needs to be changed again.

Yin wanted to change so badly, she wanted to change the status quo so badly, but in the end, she still felt that she was completely under his control, whether she wanted to or not, she was so unable to take a step out of this room, she had to be completely locked in this small room there. Everything seemed to be there completely waiting for him to hear back. And God knows if he was by the side of the woman called the spirit.

The more Yin thought about it, the more angry he became, obviously he was married to her, but he was still so unable to keep his promises, he was always there to talk very casually, always there to talk about something, and he could get rid of this relationship at any time, he knew that she was impossible and impossible, but she suddenly found out his true true face, so selfish, and so cruel.

"And people are selfish in the first place." He used to be so indifferent that he replied very coldly and bluntly without any guilt at all, "We are just using each other, we are originally nothing for each other......"

— and she's just a clown, just a tool he uses, just a springboard he borrows.

The reality is so cruel there, the cruel reality, the miserable indifference and cold heart, it is very cold and cold, it will be there completely chilling and painful feelings and alienation, and there will be something between people in that cold and cold, in that terrible silence and destruction, what there is there.

It was as if there would be something completely gone, a wandering soul that had withdrawn from her own body, what kind of resentment she had, what kind of resentment she had towards men, a kind of resentment towards the indifference, complete indifference and cruelty of selfishness, but she was still there and she couldn't help but blame herself, blame herself for being too impulsive, blame herself for being too hasty.

Perhaps, she shouldn't have been so stubborn in the first place, and maybe it wouldn't be bad for her to hide from other people's words and persuasions there. At first, she only felt that this was her first time, the first heartbeat, she was willing to make a promise, and with that kind of opportunity, she suddenly ...... Maybe it was a little hot in her heart, and she promised it there.

"Say yes! If it fails, you just say yes! She vividly remembered that at that feast, when her father had announced the marriage of the two in such a way, she gently tugged at his sleeve like a bird, bowed her head and smiled shyly, and begged, "It is good for you." ”

There was a sudden stalemate between the two of them, it was a strange and strange cold, as if the temperature in the air had dropped, and she suspected that it was her own delusion, she just felt as if his body had suddenly stiffened there.

She still has some confusion and confusion, but when she is very confused about what kind of questions and answers she wants to seek, the moment her eyes meet his realization, his gaze, a little surprised gaze immediately dodged, he just said to the alliance leader on the other side of the big round table, very politely and politely: "Ling Ai is both talented and beautiful, martial arts are good, he is famous in martial arts, and being able to marry Ling Ai is naturally a very good thing to honor the ancestors, but he is not incompetent, and he still can't match Ling Ai, so, Please accept this kindness from the alliance leader. ”

"You will become the young master!" Surprised, Yin didn't know what kind of nervousness she was because of at that time, but she ...... Maybe she felt that she had been rejected like this, it was too incredible, she couldn't believe that it was such a result, and she couldn't accept it, just in the midst of the panic and unacceptability in her mind, suddenly what kind of thoughts passed through her mind, as if she was thinking, she still shook his sleeve so gently, and it was close to his ear, and said softly, "After becoming a young master, you can get the thing you want." ”

"Groan?" His voice was astonished, and that surprise seemed to be more than the surprise of all the people present when they heard that he was going to withdraw from the marriage, and he was only there surprised and puzzled, and what kind of confusion was mixed with that look in his eyes, and what kind of pain and helplessness was in that deep confusion, she just lowered her head so ashamedly and quickly, and threw herself into his arms as if she had promised it in private, and he suddenly felt his whole body go limp, but he did not continue to refuse, but only answered softly in her ear, " Is it true? ”

"Really?" Yin was in that embrace, as if she was cut off from the world, and when she was close to that warmth, with that brief moment in that embrace, everything made her feel warmth, and she felt happiness so much, and she was so intoxicated in that fragment and short moment, and she was so deceitful that she believed in this moment of self-deception, happiness, happiness that would belong to him, and that it would be there completely only her happiness.

There was a mixture of heat in her mind, a daze of sudden happiness that had disturbed all her minds, and she didn't hear what she was saying, but she felt his hand on her shoulders, and he slowly pushed her away. I only heard my father not far away and said in shock: "So, you agree to the marriage with my little daughter again?" ”

Yin didn't seem to be able to stand there, but her mind was blank, as if it had been blown up, and she was still a little top-heavy, and she didn't stand firm, so he hugged her shoulders tightly, and then, letting her lean completely on his chest, he said to her softly, "Is that so?" Before Yin could react, he raised his head and said loudly to the middle-aged man opposite, that is, Yin's father: "That's right! Yes, I am willing to marry Ling Ai, if, the alliance leader does not dislike the earth! ”

There was a burst of cheers around him: "There are happy events, there are happy events, after so many disputes between right and wrong, we finally ushered in a good thing!" ”

She still didn't hear so many words, and there, all around, there was a noise, all the noise, and her father's laughter echoed loudly there, but I don't know why this happy laughter echoed like a bell in a certain world of her heart for a long time, like a warning, and the sound was as terrible and terrifying as if it were ringing an alarm bell.

She still couldn't tell what was going on, and even though she was the protagonist of the story, she still didn't know what was going on.