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40 Lock the fog of the city of sorrow

It was a fog, what a misty and vague fog it was, what kind of wandering, what kind of pain.

It's so hard to find anything, it's always so hard to find, it's so calculated, it's difficult, it's depressed, it's so blank in my mind, it's like it's completely empty, it's like it's been emptied.

What is in that space is very painful, what kind of very painful struggle, what kind of very difficult and arduous struggle, but struggling in that piece of wandering and messiness, is so mechanical.

The beginning of the machine, the growth of the machine, and then the ...... It's the death of a machine, and it's all a mechanical manipulation, as if there is some kind of fear to escape, and there is always something to think about but something to escape.

She was just confused by the figure floating in front of Wang Zhen's eyes, she tried to run to catch up with the figure, but she couldn't catch up, she had to roar there angrily and angrily: "Who are you?" Who are you? Is this still a city of locks? Where is this place? Hey, hey, who are you? What a word! Hey-"

At last in that empty place, there was only her long procrastination, which swirled and reverberated in the air for a long, long time, and it was a difficult conversation of a person, what kind of dialogue and no promise was the blank and miserable situation.

"How?" Suddenly, there was a coquettish voice that was both familiar and unaccustomed, it was her, the charming Yun Die, who appeared in front of Yin Ling again and again, "You still can't get out of this lock worry city without me, and ......" She glanced at Yin Lingdao, "You are still a white fox, Yin Ling, even if you have been a person once, but, in the end, you are still a white fox, maybe, you have no possibility of becoming a white fox, right?" ”

"Is that really the case?" Yin Ling just trembled there first, and then nodded earnestly there, and replied, "Okay, maybe it will really become like this, maybe, I'm still a white fox, and I don't want to be human anymore." He just spoke softly, and seemed to be calm, but he still couldn't help but tremble.

"Hehe, it's not from your heart, is it?" Yun Die just laughed softly, "Didn't you come all the way here just for adults?" How could you be willing to leave so easily? How can you just say to give up so easily, and you can easily say that you give up, maybe you have a plan, maybe, you still have some kind of plans and careful thoughts, right? ”

"You think that?" The Soul only asked slightly, imperceptibly, and then only whispered, "Yes and so, no, can I get out of here?" ”

"No, I can't." Yun Die smiled and shook her head at Yin Ling and said, "If, I have to let you stay here for the rest of my life, you won't be able to get out for the rest of your life, what should I do?" What do you want to do? What can you do with me? ”

Yin Ling listened, and there were still some sighs of loss and coldness, but after being entangled for a while, she said slowly: "I don't want to do anything to you." It's just that I really can't leave, so I want to wander around here, please don't follow me. ”

"I didn't follow you." Yun Die kept smiling without pause, "We didn't show up at the same time, it shouldn't be such a coincidence, right?" ”

"It can't be such a coincidence, right? Shouldn't I have said that? Ginji was a little surprised and confused, "We shouldn't be such a coincidence, right?" Why did I show up here, I saw that erratic figure, and then, all of a sudden, you appeared, wouldn't you be the one who followed me? ”

"Hmph, joke, my tracking shouldn't be that low-level." Yun Die just replied contemptuously and dismissively, "I'm not so bored. She paused, and then seemed to suddenly think of something again, and said, "However, there is still emptiness, when a person feels that there is no sustenance and nostalgia in life and life, the pain of emptiness will still be more or less, and the pain of struggle will still be there." ”

"Why, you thought you were carefree here, but I didn't expect you to be worried." Yin Ling just sighed, "Your sorrow can't be nothing to do, nothing to worry about, right?" ”

"So what? No, it's pretty much the same anyway, and it's none of your business to get into trouble. Yun Die seemed to be annoyed, she just said indignantly, "What do you think you are, but in fact, you don't think you are too important, in fact, it doesn't matter at all." ”

Yin Ling was just confused, "I've never thought of it that way. ”

"I'm just reminding you." Yun Die was a little annoyed, but lowered her voice, "There will be few such chaotic thoughts in the future." ”

"Is that a mess?" The spirit just asked, "Why didn't I find out?" ”

"Pride is what many people are looking forward to and hoping for, but more people don't have the qualifications and capital to be proud, and in the end they can only choose to be quiet, so quiet to sink down, so quietly to do their own down-to-earth, honest work should be done." Yun Die said proudly.

Without waiting for Yin Ling to say anything, Yun Die seemed to know how to continue to herself, "You will suddenly find that one day you have cherished so much, what you care so much about, will suddenly disappear one day, so suddenly disappear, completely like this, you have to retreat and disappear from your life. Perhaps, you are not so clear, perhaps, you are not so particularly clear, but what kind of relationship, the process of communication and heart-to-heart between people, is not an easy thing, if you really want to make friends with people, it is definitely not possible to play smart, at least to play smart is not to last long, and it is difficult to maintain. ”

It seemed that there was such a silent and miserable breath in the air, what a sad and unrelenting pain, and what a pain that filled the whole woods, which was a misty deep woods shrouded in mist.

The empty melancholy in the mist, in that lonely and independent time, there will not be anything but so smooth to your heart, pleasant things will not happen so easily, there will not be so many pleasant things in the world, there are always a few happy people, and the majority, most still need to struggle, or need to struggle so hard.

In that struggle, not giving up, forgetting in that struggle, looking for something again in that struggle, that is the distance of life and death in the slowness, no longer dying so easily, but there seems to be a pain that is about to die, what is difficult, what is enchanting, what is there in the enchantment that trembles there, it is trembling and unpredictable, or something that is unpredictable.

It was like glass, like mist, and it was just a bubble, a big bubble, a big bubble filled with air, and in that bubble there was something that shattered at the slightest touch.

The bubble full of dreams and hopes seemed to fill her heart so much, and it seemed to fill her heart so much, he just felt the wounding of his own heart, the breath of his own heart.

And then, she watched as the bubble was receded into the sea, and as the bubble sank into the sea, and the bubble with a familiar girl sank into the sea little by little, and sank into the ocean, as if it had sunk into a world.

It is as if a certain part of the heart is swollen with something, as if there is some kind of passionate kiss, and it seems to be inexplicable, and it seems to be unknown and unknown, always so confused, always so unclear and unclear.

What is so long and long, what is it for, and it seems that it is so and so much to look for something again, it depends so much on the rising and setting of the sun, it is the glow and the same brilliance, and it is renewed day after day, then it seems to be renewed and cycled day after day.

It's like something that belongs to you, and something you can't get. What belongs and what cannot be obtained seems to be contradictory, but it seems to be okay.

Belonging can be mutual, belonging can also be spiritual, unconsciously as if you have completely surrendered your heart, to whom you belong from your heart, what kind of willing belonging.

What kind of thing is too long in the world, it seems to be unreal, it doesn't seem to be so easy and simple to find, she just suddenly feels that she is too simple, too ignorant, or too too swearing.

Don't swear easily, don't make promises and promise anything to whom. I don't know when she said to herself in her heart, don't swear, never swear so easily, never promise anything, if that promise will never be fulfilled, then that promise is no longer a promise, but what kind of deception.

In order not to deceive again, or maybe just to try to make the deception disappear so completely, and then let the deception disappear so completely and again, you will suddenly find there that there are broken, sad, contemptuous, and what kind of entanglement, what kind of unsolvable and unelievable can not be freed, what kind of deception and exploitation, what kind of selfishness.

And in the crowd, in the selfishness of human nature, what should be untied again, like untying a knot in the heart, but it is too careless, but it seems that some times are just too careless, too careless, too self-righteous there, and then they find out that they are wrong, and they are so wrong and so wrong.

The sea poured into the bosom, what kind of relief was that, what kind of tentative liberation it was, it was like looking for what kind of relief in that air, it was like feeling the baptism of tears in that blank air, what kind of soaking of tears, what kind of pain that could not be escaped, but it seemed that I was always trembling and stretching my limbs.

Li Xianxian's voice suddenly sounded in his ears: "Go to adulthood, you have to become a person, become a woman to confuse the king, go and play like this, is this your intention?" Still is...... All of a sudden, you feel like it's all pointless? ”

"Perhaps, a little bit." Yin Ling only replied softly, "It's just that there is not much point in this anymore. Don't know what you're living for? Actually, I want to know more about what I live for, whether it's a white fox or a person. ”

"Nature is for what you love the most, and nature is for what you cherish the most." Li Xianxian just smiled back so softly, "What do you love the most, or what are you, what kind of cherished things have you ever cherished the most, and have you worked hard for this most cherished thing?" Even if it's a lot of hard work, do you have it? Do you work hard for anything? ”

"The most cherished ......" she looked away, just looking at the blue sky, so she began to feel difficult, her words began to become slow, "I seem to have some difficulties in communicating with the crowd, with the crowd, with the crowd is a little difficult, is the difficulty of a person in the collective, maybe, if one day in the future, maybe, gradually, slowly, maybe, I will still have to communicate with the crowd again, maybe one day again, Maybe you can gradually let yourself go again......"

"Blend in with the crowd?" Li Xianxian quickly answered.

"Probably." Yin Ling just thought about it and replied, "It's just that I don't know it very well, I don't really understand it, but it doesn't matter if I don't understand, it doesn't matter if I don't know, it's still searching, I just don't stop looking for it." Every day of life, the renewal of blood in that life, just the continuous renewal of each day, to find a new self. Because I don't stay, because I'm so lonely, just because I feel that I can't integrate into the collective world, I feel difficult, maybe it's my own problem, maybe it's some kind of psychological difficulty......"

"Have you ever felt anxious?" Li Xianxian asked, "Have you ever felt anxious sometimes?" Or when you feel an inexplicable sense of anger and feel like you can't reconcile it. ”

"Maybe there is, maybe not, maybe I don't want to admit it." Yin Ling tried to ignore it, "When facing your own problems, sometimes you want to ignore them, so you just ignore them, because the problem, like what kind of crux exists, it seems to be a tumor, it is a tumor that needs to be cut, but when it is cut, it will cause pain, so I would rather avoid it than ignore it." In addition, there will be a lazy mentality, and there will always be a lazy mind at some point, unconsciously produced a lazy mind, and then procrastinated the problem, and then unconsciously, people began to become a little hesitant, a little numb, and live in their own psychological world, and then, so unconsciously feel self-centered, in fact, it is not really self-centered, but ...... Just ......"

"I have to live alone for too long, live for my own livelihood, live for my own life, live for my own happiness, and unconsciously a 'I' word becomes the center, and I unconsciously ignore others, and while ignoring others, I also push myself farther and farther away from others." Li Xianxian smiled very weakly and sadly.

Listening to the ebb and flow of the sea, Li Xianxian just sighed softly: "In that loneliness and loneliness, feeling the ups and downs of life, what kind of tolerant soul can re-perceive and patiently care for others?" Bad needs to be outward, the warmth of the heart, the temperature of a heart, in fact, can not warm oneself, alone can not warm oneself, only when warm others, when each other is warm, can you feel the warmth of the heart. ”

"And this kind of warmth needs to be paid, whoever pays first may become the victim first, and who may also become a loser." Yin Ling just shook his head so melancholy and said, "It's so difficult, it's so full of wounds, it's so completely exhaustive, the heart is completely emptied, and in the end it's still full of heart, kindness needs a price, and the price of kindness is still painful." Kindness is like no reward in this indifferent world, as if it will always be so good and not rewarded, and in that sad and sad world where good intentions are not rewarded, how should everything be good? How can everything be found again? ”

The weak woman just wept, she fell into the woman's arms and wept, and when the heart that was handed over was scarred, when the price of kindness became greater and more difficult, it would produce fear, and it would produce fear, and it would produce helplessness, and it would feel so painful and helpless.

What kind of pain of struggle and entanglement, in that pain, crying quietly, whimpering and crying silently, what kind of cruelty is that, what kind of cruelty is the human heart. It seems to be instinctively selfish cruelty.

People's hearts are always so difficult to approach, a person's heart is always different from the hearts of others, what kind of distance is always between hearts, and there will always be a lot of painful contradictions and confusion. How can this be changed?

After that struggle and pain, there are still scars, still so full of scars, how to struggle for everything, what kind of belief is that, and what kind of fragility cannot be done, that is the cruelty of reality.

It is difficult to face, it is difficult to feel the hurt again, to pay hard, but it is still so completely ignored, it is written off and ignored, and then, there is still nothing, or nothing is impossible, and all this is reality, in the face of that naked reality, how to find kindness, how to adhere to kindness.

When kindness is torn and scratched, when kindness is only traumatized, what kind of fragility it has, what kind of powerlessness it has, and it has to cry like this, and it cries in pain and pain.

The loneliness in the crying, just in the pain and pain, feeling the cold and cruel reality, in the cold and cruelty, trying so hard to be stronger, a little stronger.

The birds flew across the sky, like a wound across the void of the heart, and then, something was broken there, constantly and sadly, and then, something was there trying to heal, trying to heal again, but it was healing so slowly.