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41 Phantom Wounds

The wind is so gentle, the sun is so bright, white, warm, and a little bit foggy, so unclear and unclear, so hazy and blurred, so chaotic.

The free air, what kind of confusion in the dissociation, what kind of unclear and unclear it is, and then there is such a fragility and confusion of the heart, the faint, the pain in the light of the brokenness, what kind of trembling of the heart, and the trembling of the heart, as if the heart is impossible, as if it is so softly smiling. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

He was smiling so weakly, and he had some kind of very difficult faint breath, as if it was so hard to breathe, as if it was so hard to breathe.

In this way, I have to wait, I have to wait again, I am looking forward to waiting for a new one, it is a waiting and waiting, how to wait quietly, and I am so gentle and gentle to accompany me.

What kind of air is accompanied, what kind of loneliness is accompanied, what kind of heart trembles and tremors and helplessness, quietly there, it is the opposite of two people.

The two of them were on the same bench, one to the left, the other to the left, and they had to look at the sky, at the green trees around them, at the people around them, and so they had to look east and west, and they had to look at them without goal or direction.

But if you don't look at each other, you just have to look over and look at the past, and the two of you are still so afraid to look at each other. Is that shyness? Still nervous?

Still how indescribable nervousness. What kind of indescribable mood is that, and what kind of indescribable complex.

There are too many doubts that I don't know what kind of doubts and the heart is quietly and hiding in the whole heart's bosom, it is so uneasy and frequent jumping.

Two people, with each other, have to sit quietly for so long, so that two people are silent with each other, so silently opposite each other.

What kind of wandering is that, what kind of spring breeze is quietly drifting over, and what kind of gentle feelings in the sunshine will overflow so much.

There she kept her head down, and she smiled quietly and shyly, as if she were smiling in a daze, as if she hadn't thought about anything, hadn't cared much about anything, as if she hadn't cared about anything all along.

However, it seemed that she had been secretly looking at him all the time, as if she was looking at him so quietly.

He finally couldn't bear it anymore, and he finally shouted in a loud voice, "Hey, girl, what are you thinking?" ”

"Huh? Am I thinking about anything? She just lifted her bright eyes and smiled softly, "How do you know what I'm thinking?" Why do you know and I don't? Why don't I know what I'm thinking? ”

"Girl." He spoke, but suddenly he felt as if the wind had died down, as if the rustling leaves had ceased to be noisy, and the whole air seemed to be silent all of a sudden, as if everything around him was waiting for something to be still.

What kind of anticipation, what kind of waiting and nostalgia are in the whole soft and quiet air.

And the girl next to her, I don't know if she felt his silence or didn't feel his pause, so suddenly there was a pause, it was the waiting silence in the air, he was expecting, and was she also there looking forward to it?

There are expectations, there are forgets, and there are loneliness. The two of them had been sitting quietly on the bench together, when suddenly a gust of wind blew, and the corners of the skirt gently blew with the wind, and the ripples of the corners of the skirt.

The bench where the two men were sitting suddenly became empty, and it was all gone and empty, and the sky was still the same sky, and the green trees were still the same green trees, and the leisurely spinning path was still the same complete path.

And the long bench where the two of them sat still sat quietly, but there were no more people sitting there. When the wind blows gently, how to get things is wrong. The pain of things and people, the past has long been difficult to look back, the wind is blowing slowly, what a pair of footsteps gently trampling on the green lawn just stay next to the dense tree, she just waits, waits.

The wind gently blew the corners of her skirt, and the ripples of the skirt swayed with the wind, and the wind rustled through the foliage forest. And somewhere in the memory that I couldn't find for a long time, I was still so stunned that I was in pain in my moist eyes.

What kind of pain is that, what kind of happiness will be too happy, what will be too warm, the picture of the past is only sad in the bottom of my heart, only what kind of sadness and sadness, those who can't be found, what has disappeared, is it still so unfound?

What has all of this become? And why did all this become? Why is this happening?

I still feel so unacceptable, I still feel so unacceptable, the scene of holding hands with warmth is like yesterday, the warmth in the palm of the hand seems to still be warm in the palm of the hand, but it is so suddenly found to be gone, all the warmth is so completely gone, it is so difficult to find a pain.

"Yin Ling, why did you come here in a hospital gown?" Whose voice was it, the familiar voice was like the voice of the Immortals, and he said with anxiety and anxiety and worry, "Aren't you afraid that you will catch a cold?" You should go back to the hospital, what are you doing here? You...... Are you still ...... I still miss him...... Yin Ling, he has ...... in vain"

"Enough, enough, don't say it again, don't say it to me again! I hate, I hate to hear that, I ...... I hate to see you! She just cried out so emotionally, her voice so trembling and hoarse with fear, "Disappointed is not dead, he is not gone, he is not gone, he is alive, he is alive, he lives in my memory, he lives in my heart, I live in my air, he lives in every moment of my life, he is alive, he has been ...... It's always ...... Don't lie to me, I hate you, I hate your deception......"

"Yin Ling, you're sick, you're really sick." Wuxian nervously wanted to take a step forward, but he still found that he couldn't get closer, so he had to stay where he was and said, "I...... I mean, you're tired, you're really tired. Yinling, you need to rest, Yinling, I'll take you back to the hospital to get some rest. ”

"Ah, don't, I don't! You guy, go away! The woman with her hair loose just held her head in her hands, just shook her head so violently and tremblingly, "Don't go, I don't go, I don't want to go with you, don't go with you...... I...... I'm going to look for him...... I'm going to find him...... He...... Failed...... Failed ......"

What is the warmth of memory, like the rendering of water droplets falling on a blank piece of paper, like the slow rendering of warmth and tenderness in the bottom of my heart, it is his gentle and beautiful words: "Yin Ling, you have to be obedient, you have to be good, if you are not good, if you don't know how to make yourself good?" ”

The little girl met his eyes with a blushing face and generous face, and said with a smile: "If it's not good, if it's not good, what are you going to do?" ”

"How? Doesn't that seem like a difficult thing to do? He was so gentle and gentle that he looked more troubled, and just when her eyes were nervous with his troubles, he pressed it so gently and quickly on her forehead, and then lightly touched her forehead with his own warm forehead, and his words were full of spoiling, "If you are not well-behaved, it is not good, be careful that I will punish you!" ”

"Ah......" the little girl's mind went blank for a moment, and then, as if the voice didn't belong to her, she asked, "...... How will that be punished? ”

"You...... You want to know? He just looked at her with a provocative gaze so gently, and the warm smile in his eyes only made the little girl bow her head.

Looking at the little girl's silent smile, he just smiled, that thick smile, as if it was the warmth concentrated in all the spring sunshine, he just asked casually and softly: "Girl, do you want to be punished?" ”

"Why not? Don't be punished. The girl smiled shyly and mischievously, "But, I'm still curious, curious about the content of the punishment." What will you punish me? ”

"Oh, you think I won't dare to punish you, are you going to take punishment as a reward?" He just clenched his fists and pressed his dress menacingly against her cheek and laughed softly, "Do you think I'm going to punish you and give you candy?" Small, improper. ”

"Nope." She just smiled and said coquettishly, "People are serious, they want to know seriously...... Want to know what will punish me for being disappointed? ”

"Girl, Yinling, there is no punishment." A gust of wind blew slowly and gently, the wind was full of his tenderness and intoxication, "That kind of punishment is just your own discomfort, if you are not well-behaved, you will be free to punish your people, if you are not good, then the punishment is actually me." If you are good, I am good, and if you are not good, I will not be much better. How can I punish you, silly girl? If you are punished, why not punish and blame yourself? I didn't take care of myself, I didn't care for you well, I didn't care for you, I still didn't care enough about you, I didn't care about myself a lot, I didn't care about myself, I had to know how to ...... Don't get into trouble, don't get into trouble......"

"Damn, how can you say that about me?" The little girl muttered angrily and dissatisfiedly, "How can I say that I like to cause trouble?" How can I get into trouble so often! ”

"Silly girl, you're really not ordinary stupid, not ordinary stupid, stupid and stupid, and I really can't do anything about you! Alas, what a ...... Is...... I'm losing to you! He just sighed softly, "Did I say you like to get into trouble?" You said you like to get into trouble. Did I say you often get into trouble? It's you who say it often! Do you think you're not making a fool of yourself? Shall I praise you for your honesty? Or are you too good to take the bait? ”

"Ah, Ye Luokong, you ...... Super Super ...... Super...... Big Bad! The little girl was a little crazy, some were short of words, and some of the wooden fish were just so stupid that they just shouted as if they were about to jump up, "I...... How can I have it...... Clearly...... It's you...... You just say that you are causing trouble, causing trouble, you are all from you, how can I not confess myself, you hateful guy, don't say a good word! ”

"Although this is not a good word, it is not a bad word, this is to point out your strengths and weaknesses, you girl who doesn't know right and wrong! And it's true that you don't bring yourself up, it's you who say you love to get into trouble, and it's also you who say that you often cause trouble. He just laughed so loudly, the laughter was hearty and warm and bright like the warm sun shining on his body, he just laughed so loudly, "Moreover, I also said that you are honest, hehe, you will admit it, anyway, you have recruited it, you will admit it!" ”

"Ah, that doesn't count, that doesn't count, it's clear...... It's clear that you're playing a trap, and it's clear...... Anyway, you played a small trick, I didn't find out, so it's like that...... A little careless, just a little bit! The little girl pouted so angrily, and so angrily and angrily paced her feet on the ground and shouted, "It doesn't count, it doesn't count, anyway, I don't do it!" I'm not doing it, I'm always being played around by the big bastard Ye Luokong, I'm not doing it! ”

"Ahh He just smiled and reached out to rub her hair and said, "Don't make a temperament, you just be quiet, why do you still want to cause a big earthquake?" ”

"A big earthquake? No? The little girl just shook her head, but she didn't refuse the warm palm on her head, she just snorted, "But what? It seems that there is a little bit of explosive rhythm? Well, it seems that a little bit of gunpowder has been ignited, as if it is about to be blown up? ”

"No, it won't." He smiled exaggeratedly, and abruptly he stopped the hand that had been rubbing her long hair.

Just felt the breeze and the green leaves, everything was so soft, and the woman in front of him was so soft and embraced, what kind of emotions rippled gently in his heart, so overflowing again, he just suddenly took his hand, there seemed to be a moist breath in the air, a moist breath like crying, his eyes were gentle and shining, the flashing and moist luster was so crystalline.

As...... Tears, that breath with a sigh, a deep and sad sigh, his very soft voice: "Yinling, girl, what if...... If such a time, if such a time, can be so still, can be so always still, can be so forever maintained. How much better would it be if time stood still at this moment? But, Yin Ling, girl, you have to be strong, you must learn to be strong. Some things, for a while or temporarily, you don't particularly understand, maybe, you don't understand very well, but, girl, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, there will always be a day when you understand, girl, you will understand one day, you have to be patient, wait patiently for that day to come, okay? Girl? ”

......The little girl was just so demented that she was completely dumbfounded, what kind of ignorant and confused dumbfounded, she was just confused there, and what kind of naïve ignorance and incomprehension, but it was also simple, at least without any pain and doubt.

At that time, she didn't know how to deceive, she didn't know how to suspect, and she was a person who couldn't protect herself until she was injured...... I don't know how to protect myself until I get hurt, until I get so hurt and hurt, and then I find that everything is so wrong and painful, what kind of pain is it, and what kind of pain will it be?

It was the roar of the wind, and what kind of wind weeping, the tears of the rain, the tears of her sorrow and the rain falling at the same time, what kind of heartbreak, what kind of anger and resentment in that sad heart.

In the world, too much happiness will only bring too much sorrow and pain, what kind of reluctance, what kind of sad reluctance.

In that piece of former beauty and warmth, it is as if you are about to lose yourself, and when all this warmth and beauty are suddenly shattered, and when they are completely shattered and broken, there will still be what kind of reluctance, what kind of reluctance to be sad and sad.

How can I not bear the resentment, how I have to have so little in my heart, how I can't help but tremble and resent, just because it is too cold, it is the cold in the rain.

When she cries, when she cries, she soaks herself in the rain, soaks herself in the cold, she doesn't care about herself, she doesn't pity herself, she doesn't cherish herself, she colds herself with the cold, she hurts herself with the cold. She's so bad, she's so bad.

She even had to torture herself and hurt herself so much to blame him and blame him for leaving. She hurt herself, she was so wrenching her body, she was so broken and hurting herself, just because of resentment, resentment of his departure, resentment of his absence, resentment of his goodness and warmth will never be found again.

In the crying, in the rain was only the girl's lonely and convulsive hoarse cry: "Ye Luokong, you big villain, you big bastard, I ...... I hate you so much, I hate you so much...... I...... I...... It's so sad, it's so sad, you're gone, why aren't you there! Since you're gone, how can you let me do it? How do you leave me alone in this world? How do you let me live? Ye Luokong, you big villain, big villain, I'm not good, I'm not good, will you punish me? That's good, just punish me, just punish me......"

The rain was pouring down, the wind and rain were blowing, and the weeping girl had a haggard face, burning all over her body and was weak. A kind of punishment, that is the punishment of the body after the heartbreak, that is the punishment of the heart as if it were dead, that it is the destruction of oneself in the midst of the inability to get rid of the pain of the heart, just so and so painful and feverish.

It's just that it's so feverish and hard to find, as if I've lost myself, dragging wet and heavy steps, so and so on, taking heavy steps, step by step without end, and feeling that there is nothing to be found ahead.

She felt the air around her, as if it was rain, as if the air also had weight, as if the transparent and invisible air could also overwhelm her, as if the next second, as if the next second, she would faint like that. It's going to be so shaky and fainting.

The wind, so cold and soft, swirled around the air, and a pale blue-yellow leaf fell with the wind, swaying and falling, and gently swirling in the air in a gentle arc.

The girl, soaking wet and paralyzed, wept and ran until she was exhausted, and so long in the rain, so long in fever, so long and so long, and so long and so long, and so long and so long, and finally ...... Finally, in that exhausted and vulnerable.

Unable to bear the last wind blowing, the rain fell, the girl's body staggered, and fell weakly, in a wet puddle, and fell with the people, and a water, gray water, splashed, and disappeared in an instant.