When Wu Yuan's mother Xiu heard the news that her second sister Fei had passed away, she suddenly felt unprecedented sadness and severe pain, and she recalled that her second sister had lived all her life, and had worked hard all her life for life and for his children. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info she can rely on her intuition to feel that what a woman wants to have most in this life is to have a home that can make her quiet, every time he thinks of his second sister, he always remembers that she has traveled south and north in order to be able to have a stable home, she can feel the torment of walking from south to north when she has nothing, she also recalls that when her second sister first took her eldest daughter back to their home in Guizhou, she carried her daughter and also carried a bag of raw sweet potatoes。 From that moment on, she felt that her second sister's life was not easy. Sure enough, not long after her second sister returned to Sichuan, she escaped from his family, and it had been several years since Xiu regained her voice. What makes her feel most pitiful for her second sister is that she began to be seriously ill when she was less than forty years old, and this delay is nearly 20 years, and she is not too lazy because her later family conditions are better, and the medical level can keep up, otherwise her second sister will not live for so many years. Then she suddenly felt relieved that her second sister had finally been relieved of the pain he had endured in his life, and he could fully feel what it was like to be a person who had been tormented by illness for nearly twenty years and had not died. When he first heard the news of the death of her second sister, she felt sad for the death of one of her younger sisters after the history of her mother and father, when her father had lived to be ninety years old and died, and it was his sister for the next few years, after her mournful heart was completely released, she resolutely gave up going to hang her second sister in person, she thought that she also had a fourth sister by her second sister's side, she did everything in the way, After they had dealt with everything, she called her fourth sister to ask her fourth sister about some details of her second sister's problems before and after her death, and then made some ordinary consolations to each other. What all of them didn't expect was that among their seed sisters, the longest lived would be their fourth sister, who usually seemed honest and honest, when he lived to be ninety years old, including her youngest sister also passed away, and then she spent more than ten years in a peaceful time in her sixth life together before finally passing away in a peaceful night, she witnessed including her mother and father, Then came her second sister, eldest sister and brother, who was only two years older than her, and finally their fifth sister, and her eldest sister's son, who only lived to be in her seventies, and her relatives and friends were born and died. Her eldest sister Xiu's three sons were born and raised with her own eyes, and grew up watching them grow up, and then witnessed them grow old, he witnessed all the development process of Bin, witnessed the countless wealth that he was admired by everyone, and also witnessed that he looked shabby and pitiful all his life, and finally he had so much property but did not leave anyone a penny, and he donated all the property owned by his prawns when he was seventy years old. His two sons had been living comfortably and without food and clothing under the wealth he had. But when his eldest nephew donated all the property he had stepped into the book, and the lives of his two sons were so stretched, she suddenly found how a person was in the old days, and how arrogant and domineering he was, and how he had become so shabby and pitiful by the lecturer when they had lost all their financial and material support, but he saw that this great nephew of hers had abandoned all his wealth, He was still rich in the test tube of the last memorial of his life, although at that time he was already a person suffering from a variety of diseases, but he resolutely gave up all the treatment of medicine, and he still insisted on what he had said since he was in his twenties: medicine is poisonous. He gave up all medicine on him, and in his third year of turning thirty, he suddenly had a cold and a high fever, and until that moment he insisted on not using any medicine. His already trembling body was still getting up from the bed, and slowly moved to the old desk that had been with him for many years, he recalled that when he was still sixteen, his dream was to be a writer, but after so many years, he still did not write a longer novel, he put together everything he did every year and published it in metal, but he knew that he had felt that he was terminally ill. The collection he created for himself has not been published, but he comforts her that his creation is only for the purpose of excavating his own life, and that it has nothing to do with him whether others understand or not, and it is precisely because of this that he has not published any of the articles he has created in his life, he just feels his life in different times and then has his own different creative process under his own pen. Knowing that he felt his breathing getting harder and harder, he sat down in the chair of his desk with all his strengths. It wasn't until a few days later that the people passing by in his corridor smelled a disgusting smell, and told the property management who was managing the community at the time, and the property management on duty quickly did it after hearing about it, and they had heard that they hadn't seen the strange old man who returned to the community every day for many days, and they were still talking about the strange old man's jokes together. When they heard the owner's report, they immediately realized what was going on. They didn't have to think about it to understand that the strange old man must have died in his own house, and it was an extremely rare thing for the strange old man to wander around for so many days, and they thought that he had probably been dead for several days, and the corpse had already stenched. Then the leader quickly led a few people to feel that in the house where the strange old man lived, they could smell the disgusting stench from the place where it came from, and everything proved that their conjectures were getting closer to the truth step by step, but they still out of respect for the owners under their control and the polite education they had received since childhood, in order to be cautious and avoid messing things up and causing more unnecessary trouble, they still knocked on the door first, and there was no sound inside, They didn't dare to decide this matter on their own, so they called the police, and after the local police station came, they looked at the situation and learned some information about the surrounding area. After a comprehensive analysis, they decided to open it, so they called the person from the lock picking company, and after the lock company came, he first shook the lock of the door, and he wanted to judge more specifically what kind of lock was used for the door of this house, and then use a more specific unlocking method. When he shook the lock with his hand, the lock opened with a slight shake of the door, and when they opened the door and entered, the first thing they saw was a simple bedding in the room, and a pair of leather shoes that had been worn for a long time were placed in front of the bed, and a pair of black socks that had been clearly torn were tucked into the shoes. Then they saw a person lying peacefully in front of the desk, holding a cheap fountain pen with an open shell, which no longer knew was produced in that era, as if thinking about something. They inquired about the stronger stench in the house, and everything proved their suspicion to be completely correct, and the strange old man they had seen a few days ago had indeed died in his own house. The public security investigators invited a forensic doctor to make a collective witness to Bin's body, and determined that he was completely free to die, and they checked the entire house left by Bin, except that there were hundreds of dollars in his desk to buy some vegetables and rice and some things that had been discarded and not used, and there were some commonly used kitchen utensils in the kitchen, and then there was the notebook lying on the desk that had just written these words messily, and found a set of clothes that had been washed quickly from his closet, and there were almost no other items. The house was almost spotless, all the things were neat and tidy, the house without many objects actually made the political ignorance seem more empty and tidy, and there were a few women in the casual crowd, they were a little envious of such a way of life, and they suddenly had a sense of admiration for this old man who usually looked a little weird. The police found his ID card in his drawer, and then they found out that his name was Wu Xuebin, and then they searched the relevant information of this person as much as possible, and then found his wife and two sons who had lived far away from him, and people heard that their original relationship was originally very good, and they never had more than one fight in their lives, but in the end there was a disagreement on the decision-making of property, and finally it was the old man who stubbornly donated all their property, He ran away from home and moved in with his sons, what he didn't expect was that this stubborn old man didn't talk to him once for three years after he was separated, until finally when they met again, it was already yin and yang, and what he left for her was the clean and tidy house that allowed her to spend the rest of her life until he died, and the job he never let her lose after retirement, and she could receive a salary enough for it to survive, It was only after he had passed away that his wife felt from him the illusory process of wealth in the presence of a man, and when he left his son again to live in the house that her husband had left for her, she suddenly had her own understanding and understanding of what her husband had done during his lifetime, and at last he had invested in her husband's way of life, and then made a great deal of money, but until the end of her life she did not leave the money she had earned to her two sons. In the end, she did not even leave them the house that her husband had left her, and then in the years towards the end of his life, he even gave away all the assets she had accumulated in her life, as her husband did, and his two sons and daughters-in-law watched them donate a large sum of the property they had accumulated in their lives but were speechless, and finally she called both of her sons to the house, and told them the deeds of her husband Bin, who described their grandfather, Even their great-grandfather and great-grandfather left her father only a few thin pieces of land in the old family, but their father only had no fate with those acres of land since they were fortunately sent out of the countryside by their grandfather, because their father spent his whole life studying, and he never paid attention to money, until today, their great-grandfather left their grandfather to their grandfather and even their father The few acres of land left by their great-grandfather to their grandfather and even their father were repossessed by the government to build roads. When their grandmother no longer had any strength to manage the land, and when he handed over the acres of thin fields to their father and her, their father and she no longer had the strength to manage those acres of land, and now she also passed on the acres of land left by his father's ancestors to them, not so that they must come to manage the land before they can survive. She and her husband just hope that they can continue to preserve the few acres of land they inherited from their ancestors, and then pass them on from generation to generation, and the purpose is not to ask their children and grandchildren to come back to cultivate those few acres of thin fields, but to let them leave a bottom for their descendants who have passed on from generation to generation, hoping that if they can't survive outside in the future, they can at least leave a place for them to stay. In addition, she also hopes that her sons and even their children and grandchildren will not directly leave the assets they have worked hard to transfer back to their children and grandchildren, but donate all the assets they have earned through their life's efforts in the way of their family, which is the best wealth for their generations of children and grandchildren, and they will leave their common children and grandchildren not the most direct property, but will definitely give them the best reputation. This is also the reason why she and their husband will donate their life's wealth, she and their Zhang not only did this, she and he also hope that their children and grandchildren can be passed on from generation to generation in this way, this is the best way to maintain the development of their children and grandchildren for a long time, and it is also the development way that their family can prosper for generations, after listening to all her descriptions, her two sons actually understood the behavior of the two of them. They suddenly understood why their father wanted to give them the best education no matter what, and asked them to get their doctorate certificates back, the purpose was to give them the best education, and at the same time to let their minds be best forged and improved, so that future generations could do everything they could to leave their true family reputation in this world, and in normal times, they could do nothing, but at the end of their lives, They must donate all the wealth they have accumulated throughout their lives, whether it is large or small, in the form of their family's honor. Of course, all this is only for the future.

What bothered Xiu, who was nearly sixty years old, was that Bin was already a man who was about to reach forty years old at that time, although he already had a stable job that many people in their family envied many years ago, and then he used his own work platform to promote the development of his own career, but in the more than ten years since he stepped out of society, he would put himself in his study almost whenever he had free time. As if everything that happened except his books had nothing to do with him. As he gets older and older, he has been worried about this matter for more than ten years, but except for the fact that he is still neatly dressed during his work hours, he usually makes a woman who has seen him stay away from it for a long time, in her own words, his words are really stinky, if people who are completely unprepared in this regard simply can't stand all her words, when a woman with one leaves him, He always smiled and smiled at his mother, who was anxious for him, and said: "There is no way, she can't tolerate me, we can't find a common language at all, and as he grows older, all his brothers' children are already a half-grown man, and he himself is still so alone."

Xiu once remembered that the latest of her sisters to get married was their only younger brother, but when he got married, he was only thirty-two or thirteen years old, what he didn't expect was that Bin, who had a job and was able to find money by himself, was already a nearly forty-year-old person and didn't even find a girlfriend, she thought about it, and the women who had been in contact with him were not in the minority, why would there be no one who could not be linked to him, and finally he came to the conclusion that this was her son's own problem, He just reads his own books in his own house all day long, and he doesn't drink any people who have any interactions, and even if the fisherman has a relationship, he talks nonsense that people don't understand a word, and no one can imagine that the son of a scholar like her would say so much boring nonsense, knowing that at this time, she finally broke out in a rage that she had never seen in her life. One day, she walked into the room where Bin was staying, and saw him again those books that he couldn't understand, as soon as she saw him because of this way of reading, he had failed the girlfriend he had been looking for for for him for many years, and she would be annoyed, she walked over and snatched the book from his hand while he didn't see the anger on her face, and then slammed it on the ground, and just said in her mouth: I only know how to read and read in one day, and there is no official life in a whole building, and I have drunk so many women who have interacted. In the end, none of them could be left behind, and now they are all nearly forty years old, and they are almost an old man who breathes a lot, and they haven't even found a girlfriend. Bin just took a chair and sat in front of his desk to block his own books as usual, usually it was not good, he didn't know that suddenly his mother suddenly came back so angry, after he had more books in his hand, he was nearly forty years old, and after more than ten years of hard work, he could completely use his own internal cultivation to completely suppress all the anger that came from his heart, not to mention sitting in front of his mother now. Bin just sat in the chair in the same place, and saw everything that happened to his mother, who was nearly sixty years old, from his eyes that were already deeply short-sighted, but insisted on not wearing glasses, which had shrunk into a slit, and he saw that his mother's somewhat delicate body suddenly exuded a fire that he had never seen before. She walked over and pushed the pile of books and materials piled up on his desk and pushed them all to the ground, and the pens and ink, ink, pen holders, and pen holders on the desk were all swept off the desk and all fell to the ground and spilled all over the ground, and then she put it at the foot of the study, and opened the doors of several large bookcases one by one, and then took out the neatly stacked books in the bookcase one by one, and then slammed them on the ground with all her strength, Some of the books were some books that Bin had bought from Changshang for a long time, and after reading them, Bin treasured them in his own bookcase, the old books were already vulnerable, and they were smashed so hard by his mother, and the moment they fell to the ground, they were quickly split into several parts, and the glass inkwell that was smashed on the ground and the stone handicraft ink inkstone were also pushed to the ground, so the fall had become scattered pieces of different sizes, and the ink from the smashed glass bottle was burned all over the ground at onceThe scattered books on the ground that were quickly smashed were quickly stained into a mass of graffiti by ink. Bin didn't say a word, he just silently watched all this that erupted from his mother, knowing that after his mother had finished everything that could be dropped in his study, he didn't send out a word, knowing that his mother had finished all his things, and then walked out, still scolding in his mouth, don't just stay in the house all year round, just know what it means to read those useless books, have the ability to go to a wife by himself, have a family and a room, and then have two dolls, Otherwise, who will support you when you get old?

It wasn't until his mother had been away from his study for a long time that he got up from the chair where he had been reading, and without saying a word, he packed up the whole room again, piled all his books and materials back into his desk and bookcase, swept the broken glass and broken inkstone fragments into the trash can, and mopped the ink off the floor tiles again. He didn't say a word from the esophagus, and from that moment on, he didn't say a word of nonsense anymore, and he didn't express to a person what he said before about life, but he didn't stop reading books, and he became more serious than before at work, and even his colleagues who worked with him, including his mother, saw the sudden changes from him, that is, there was a time when he had to speak, and he just said something that others could easily understand, It's also a little joke that is easy to blend in with it. His abrupt change of attitude and cheerful personality won him cordial contacts with his colleagues. It was also from that time that he was able to tolerate some of the innocuous advantages and disadvantages of all the people, and in his silent state, he gave face to those who were with him who inevitably made some small mistakes, so that people would not be so easy to be discredited because of his mature words. This change actually prompted Bin to increase a lot of popularity in his original withdrawn character, he didn't like to be with him, he was afraid that he was too upright and unnecessary, and his group of partners were willing to teach him to go out to participate in various activities together, Bin actually refused such an invitation as before, but gave the other party enough respect and tolerance more often. All this is unimaginable to all people, it came from a brain study that his mother gave him, only from that moment, he himself recalled that he had read books for more than 30 years, and what he didn't expect was that he had blocked the books for so many years, copied millions of words of reading notes in the process of reading, and even his parents and his brothers and sisters spent a lifetime on his image and education, All of this is aimed at the truth that can make people suddenly enlightened, and in the end, his result is to give up what kind of world-famous words he has spent more than 30 years in his life, but his silent and honest side allows his own value to be reflected to the fullest, and since then he suddenly understands a truth, all the truth is only used for their own right, What others want more is tolerance and understanding from people other than themselves. But by the time he understood this, he had been in the same profession, which was already the lowest level of the civil service, for nearly many years. In those ten years, any language he spoke would always make everyone present unhappy, and in the end people didn't bother to pay attention to him, he just stayed in obscurity on such a low-level civil service post, just to receive such a salary every month, he was usually quite serious about what he needed to do, but he had not even been transferred, so he spent all his time reading and writing, But the purpose of his reading and shoes is to improve and sharpen his own soul in his unsatisfactory workplace, and as a result, he has been sharpening and working hard in the same job for more than ten years, and the people before him and those who came later have changed positions one after another, and as a result, his reputation has long been well-known in the civil service industry, but in the end he is just a well-known pawn. In the end, it was his thrifty character that rescued him, coupled with the development trend of the market, his economic ability soon rose with the tide, but all of this fell on his completely unsociable character, and the time passed quickly for more than a dozen years, and in the end he failed to get a Bole who could be on his side.

But the moment his mother broke his way of life, he began to think about his life like never before, after which he gave up everything in him that he had respected very much, and he had become completely disillusioned with all the things in officialdom, and the things that he had insisted on for more than ten years and his self-ideal death finally received his self-defeating. He began to drift with the flow of things in his officialdom, and no longer showed the same fierce language as before, and inadvertently offended many of his classmates. He began to be utterly disappointed with all that he had in his life, and almost completely lost any of his functions as a master of anything, and he began to become indifferent and reticent in many things, and the others who worked with him felt that he had matured in the process, and that his ingenuity and wisdom had been most fully embodied in their eyes, and with his rising fortune, though he had never said a word about it, But there are still many people who have inquired about his creative ability in his spare time, in fact, he himself has not planned much for his wealth, but he has rarely spent a share of the salary of the leader of the unit for so many years, but has purchased some products with production and consumption public energy, and what he lives in is an economic era in which the entire country's economy is flourishing and developing, and the products he buys are growing at a wind-like speed, but Bin is usually too lazy to care about these things. He saw his position as a reader, feeling that he was just spending money on something that he thought would be valuable. It is precisely because he spends almost all his money on himself, and never spends a penny on other people, that people feel that he is always very withdrawn in his way of doing things, but as long as he is a person, most of them will not refuse such a thing as being in front of the mirror. When he ran away with all the principled things in himself, people began to drift a little with the flow, although many people secretly learned about his identity, he just did not deny this matter, but he was not easy to affirm, he always promised what others said, even when someone asked him a question that was extremely unfavorable to him as a civil servant, he gave the questioner an affirmative answer that they could not imagine, But while answering, he added some elements to it, and finally added more than ten times the value out of thin air. As soon as the words came out, everyone present could be greeted with laughter every time. He can use his more than 30 years of study career and the experience he has learned from his college days in and out of society to make all the human feelings and anger just right, but what makes him have to admit is that he has spent almost all of his free time on reading, although his life pattern has been set up to a high enough degree in his reading career in the past few decades, but everyone who gets along with him feels that his social experience is still not broad enough. In their previous life experience, they can fully see that Bin is actually a person with a high IQ, but he is extremely low under emotional wounds. The reason is that everyone knows that he spends almost all of his spare time on reading books that others have long looked down on, but is extremely admired for social experience, but has given up more ability to deal with social experience and people. But as long as they can give up more of this principle or that principle, as long as they are not so easy to hurt other people, almost all the people who have interacted with him can find their self-satisfaction in him, and because of this, they are willing to associate with such a person. Many people lack a deeper consideration of their self, they prefer to look down at others and the beauty in the ointment is not enough to set off the beauty in them that they still value, and in this way to reflect their own luckier side than others and their own wisdom that they think is stronger than others, whenever such things appear in their inner world, they can always find self-satisfaction from their inner world, Then a state of contentment and euphoria was formed, and Bin was fully aware of these mental activities from his more than thirty years of study experience. Only from the beginning of his mother's fuss in his study, he never said anything meaningful, nor did he blame his mother. From that moment on, he repositioned himself in life, and he learned to face everything in his life, to maintain as much peace as possible in his inner world. If he had been, he might not have been able to endure such insults from other people. At that time, he was very disappointed with this kind of officialdom that had not changed for more than ten years, and he resolutely gave up all his illusions and rebellions in such a living environment. However, it turned out to be the exact opposite of what he had imagined, and the utter disappointment in his inner world about his ego and the silence he had chosen in his political career, and the long smile on his face that he had only shown to maintain his image and demeanor, had instead contributed to his friendship with his colleagues, who had made an unprecedented change in his views and congratulated him on the steps he had taken. After the Penn Island disaster, he didn't figure out what was going on, and then he told him at the same time that he had always been with a face for a long time before, and the content of that expression was completely as if he was telling others what others owed him and hadn't paid it back, but now it was completely different, he had a smile on his face, and at a glance the intimacy was obviously improved, and when the person talking about it suddenly asked, are you in love? Bin was suddenly asked by him, and immediately understood the meaning of his question, and deliberately showed a surprised expression and muttered, No. The interlocutor paused, laughed, stood up, patted him on the shoulder, straightened his shirt, and walked out.

What Jean Bin didn't expect was that the idealism he had seen to walk all his life turned out to be just a wall between realism. The change of the whole world can be vividly reflected in a person's face, which is something he has never thought of before, and it will be manifested in the speechless things caused by the disappointment of the world in his inner world. At that moment he had lost all faith in his political career, he still absolutely kept part of his time away from this way of life that had brought him unprecedented disappointment, he was already a man of nearly forty years, and most of his life had been spent in such a long and painful way, and he began to feel his unprecedented panic at the passage of events, For this reason, he no longer wants to waste the next few decades of his life on things that mean nothing to his life, he is no longer willing to waste even a minute of his time in this world that has completely disappointed him, and it is precisely because of this that he has no relevant language about the world, he chooses to be silent about everything here, but more is also speechless. But what he didn't expect was that his speechlessness actually contributed to him in the whole officialdom to welcome him unprecedented favor, it seems that officialdom is completely applicable to this kind of speechlessness and silence, they have won their own intimacy in this wordlessness and silence, and because of their wishful life, they will also win who is the funniest in this relationship, who has the highest level of humor, But in the end, humor becomes a test of one's ability, and then he becomes the king of humor in this movement, and whoever is most likely to have good relations with all sides, and finally can go further, and the political status of prayer that may arise in officialdom. The previous Bin sank too deep into it, and as a result, his face was always anxious for more than ten years, which also made him lose more opportunities for flexibility and change on his life path, but after he was disappointed in all this, when he had already had the idea of getting by in his inner world, the knowledge he had learned from reading books for more than 30 years was unprecedentedly exerted by him in this process.

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